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Happy neauseating couples day! lol Im going to go out and distract myself from the horror of valentines day adverts and no bookings till eight tonight. Belle x
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Did my first webcam session last night and it was so so much fun :D. I expected it to be creepy and seedy but it wasn't it was really fun. All the gy wanted was to watch me put on makeup, change my clothes and me to pour moisturiser on myself (ok that bit was weird as he did want me to pretend it was cum lol) but it was harmless, fun and he was so polite...plus the pay for an hours work can't be that bad now can it ;) lol. Belle x
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God some of the people on this site urrrg! I just got a message from a man claiming I'm a lying fantasist, because I told him i didn't have a dom when I met him, and now I have one! I'm oh so very confused lol. The ironic thing is that it was from a 300 pound, 55 year old man looking for 18 year old girls....yeah, I'm clearly the fantasist lol. Belle x
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I've recieved so many nice messages about my journal that I thought I'd just say thankyou to the suprising amount of subscribers :), mostly for sending me the only none sexual messages on here.
<br>Been making a mask for my theatre project for the last three hours and it looks really happy...which is a good thing as it's supposed to be diplaced as it's in a scene which is the symbolic execution of a political prisioner in thailand. And is also good because I'm all filthy and covered in papermache and love the feeling of peeling and scratching it off my skin :)
<br> Still orgasm deprived and hating it! But I'm hoping for some reliefe tomorrow after the munch with my dom...otherwise I might have to be bad girl and face the punishment ;)
<br> Belle x
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Belle could cry...could actually cry she is that frustrated! I spent half an hour in the fetal position just so I wouldn't touch myself! I fucking hate chastity...hate it, hate it, hate it! If the orgasms weren't fucking worth it and if it wasn't a direct order I could have come at least 12 times since i got home...I feel tearful and angry and just grrrrrrr! I just needed to vent so I dont sob! Belle x
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I've singed up to work as a cam girl and I must say I'm pretty happy about it :) I want to thank everyone who contacted me for the great advice. However, will have to figure out a way to A.) be less clumsy and B.) not type like I'm not very good at English. Yes it is my first language, yes I am english, no I don't have any other languages...I'm just shit at typing lol. Belle x
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I have lost half a stone in a week! Normally that would be good i guess but i don't like it one bit! I'm doing a physical theatre - dance fusion peice in a group of six for my final exam peice so have been leaping, lifting and jumping for two hours everyday. I'm worried I'm going to loose my curves...i don't want the straight up and down dancer body, i never have :( There's nothing wrong with skiny girls they can look great I just dont think it would suit me at all. I'll just have to eat more...oh well lol ;). A shrinking Belle x
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Ok for the last week or so I've been trying to anal train myself and I can't believe how well it's gone! I still have to go (literally) painfully slow, and use enough lube to suppy the entierety of club G.A.Y for several weeks but can now take an 8 inch vibrator...and can kind of enjoy it :) Opening up to new horizons it seems (excuse the pun lol) Belle x
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Needs a cigarette and a stiff drink...not to mention a stiff something else! Sexual frustrations plays havoc with my body lol at least I dont just eat like some people. I'd never be full ;) Belle x
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Well I got an offer to the uni that I went for an interveiw for :D! I can't believe it I'm over the moon. Treated myself to new underwear. I know it doesn't sound like much of a treat but at the end of last year I realised i was spending more per month on underwear than cigarretes so I have to keep a handle on my addiction lol. A studious Belle x
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If there is one thing I can not abide it is fucking christmas underwear! Fluffy stuff can be sexy. Red! Very sexy! Tacky fur trimmed Santa undies that malt and get stuck to everything is not sexy! I also can not comprehend why someone would want me to dress up as a fat old man who empties his sack under people's chimney ¬_¬ lol. Belle x
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No yabbering on, no falling over and most important of all no ambulences *Hurrraaaay*! Yeah it went very very well :). I feel really pleased with myself...bit worried as I don't know where on earth my Dom is though, can it really take an hour and a half to get a hair cut? I'm not being pissy just hope he's ok. Belle x
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I have a university interveiw tomorrow which I was nervous about but thought would be fine. I have now looked at the programme and I have a full workshop day followed by an interveiw...WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO! I can pretend to not be weird for like an hour, maybe two but not 1 actually whole, full, complete day! It doesn't help that I talk a lot and get noticably more clumsy when I'm nervous. I'll probably walk in yabbering on, trip over a chair and wake up in an ambulance...well at least they won't forget me. Belle x
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Do you know that feeling when you've had a hard, stressful day and you just want to come home and get beaten and battered until it doesn't matter anymore...no? Just me then ;) lol! Belle x
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Nothing compares to an orgasm that's been purposefully denied for days! Thats for damn sure. Thankyou Sir ;) . A satisfied Belle x
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I can not believe the cheek of some of the people on here! I just got accused of being a gay man pretending to me a woman... 0_0. I can assure you (and more importantly my Dom can assure you) that I DO NOT have a penis lol. To be fair I think he thought my profile was fake...I'll take that as a compliment though, I must just be too good to be true ;). The mystical Belle x
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I think I'm in love with hot wax! Really! I have really sensitive skin so it hurt so badly but felt amazing...I can still feel it now. It makes me shudder everytime my clothes and underwear brush against it! A very horney Belle x
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Just had the most amazing play time ;). A very happy and abused Belle x
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I was a tad dubious that I'd be able to get a decent photo taken personally but I'm very very happy with the result I must say :) Sexy but subtle (in my opinion lol). Belle x
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Hair removal creme stings...I think this is it lol I just felt like broadcasting a public service message of warning 0_0 it really does! Belle x
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OK have just got back from seeing the Avatar film in IMAX and I know they're blue... but i soooo totally would! I think that makes me a bad person! But I suppose thats good for me :D! Belle x
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I'm 18 years old and I love that some people ask me if I'm very experienced, it's quite halarious. "Why yes i have 6 years experience! Why not start young?" I THINK NOT! lol.
Im not that experienced but I struggle to understand the appeal of that...people seem to actively seek someone who might fall all over the place and bite them too hard lol.
Im clumsy at the best of the times but having my hands tied to my ankles over the back of my shoulders is not going to make me move with the most elegant of grace and poise is it ¬_¬!
Belle X
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