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Just my luck.... Now Toronto's biggest serial killer has been found killing off the gay community.
And I want to meet a Sadist.. I must be nuts... |
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He actually got back to me... It was a test... Now what should I do???? |
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I cant believe I did this.
I got to his front door and knocked.... I waited around for a bit but I guess this was the one time he was not home...
I am not sure if I was lucky or unlucky this was the case.
I gave up waiting after 40 minutes.... Went to the bars to get drunk.
Wonder if I will ever get up the nerve to try again!
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WOW... Almost 4:00 AM and just got home from a first meeting.
Totally unexpected... We met at a coffee shop down town in the gay area around 9 PM.......
He was Bi and very masculine looking. He was much shorter then me... but he looked powerful. We chatted and had some tea. Half way through the tea ... He told me to get up and follow him! He did not wait for my answer.. He just started walking out the door.
I got up and followed ... could not stop myself.
He took me back to his house.... He opened the door, let me in. closed the door and then told me to strip and drop my clothes on the floor by the front door... I looked into his eyes... they were cold... I did what I was told.
He then gave me a tour of the house.. It was a small two bedroom. Nice kitchen, dining area, two lovely bedrooms once was converted into an office.
leading me all through the house ... naked.
He opened the basement door and took me downstairs.
Then he took me downstairs... I heard noises as I came down the stairs... Then I heard a yell.. I was startled.. Did not hear anything while upstairs at all. (turns out the basement was sound proofed)
His partner (another guy was there working over his slave) He was tied to a cross or something.
I was given a full tour of the basement. He showed me some of the impliments he liked to use and how he liked to use bondage.
He did not tie me up but he did make me hold still so he could hit me with a few of the implements. He only hit me once with each one but he left more then a few marks on my back and ass.
He also let me watch his partner as he worked over his slave.
After a while he took me back upstairs ... still named and we sat in the living room and chatted. He was completely dressed and I was totally naked ...
he explained the terms of submission as follows:
-If I submit to him I submit to them both.
-If I return to his home my surrender will be dreamed as given and accepted
-He indicated that they have CCTV cameras in the house and they will film me as I walk up the door and take off my clothes in the doorway so there will be no question as to my willingness to be there.
- He told me that they set the limits... and all my holes will be used and taken...
- He told me I will be trained to worship both their cocks and that means swallow all the juice the provide. (he was quick to mention that included piss!) Yuck
- He also told me I would be trained as a full service rape and torture toy for any men that he decided to lend me too.
Then he took me upstairs ... he gave me a white business card that only had the address on it and nothing else. He told me that this card has the address. IF I return they will start. He said only come after 8:00 PM and wait if there is no one here. He told me to dress and get out.
My heart is pounding a mile a minute... my ass is sore. my back is sore. in fact all my muscles are sore.
I cant help but think what it would be like to go back.. Finally my search would be over. I am grossed out by the thought of swallowing piss.
Should I go back??
thinking ...
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I never would have thought that finding a real master that wants to violate me would be so difficult... ok well live and learn I will keep on trying. |
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I think my time to suffer for his pleasure is very near!
Yikes! |
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Family seems to be in the way. No time to spend on here.
My cravings are increasing.
I need to be his bitch.
I need to suffer for him to make him hard
I need to hurt for him to get him hot
I need to scream for him to make him cum!
YIKES |
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Been a while since we met. Have been busy with family stuff.
The need to serve him is building even more.
This is brutal!
I actually want him to tie me up and rape my throat until he comes.
Then I want him to rest, and when he is ready I want him to brutally rape my ass.
both will be first time penetrations... it does not matter if I scream and beg. It only matters that he leaves me with his cum inside me.. Am I nuts or what???
scary stuff! |
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I need him to be the first one to rape my mouth and my ass.
The urges are getting unbearable.... If the trust builds...
I will have no choice... I will be his bitch! |
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A first meeting and a coffee.
A very interesting time.
A good learning experience...
A lot of questions answered.
More questions to follow! |
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