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| I am somewhat shy in personal settings until comfortable. Just the way I am wired. I am quite normal in most aspects but certainly love extremes and finding the edge. To put it more simply, I crave intensity as well as sensuality and sincerity. I keenly desire a kinky side and delight in intense sensuality and erotic power.
Through much research and introspective, it appears that I am most assuredly a fetishist. I love high heels and long fingernails (absolutely love french manicures), and, although I do not smoke, I have a very pronounced smoking fetish.
I have a masochistic side as well, with a particular fascination for extreme nipple torture/torment, especially with sharp fingernails. That said I am very open minded to other activities including but certainly not limited to, CBT, harsh corporal punishment, and real restraint.
I enjoy doing things that I know or perceive are pleasurable and/or helpful, with a deep seated need to connect mentally and can be very creative with activities that allow and encourage her to explore and satisfy her sexual needs.
This aspect of my personality is quite opposite to that displayed in public life of course, but it has always been there. I am quite normal in most aspects and very discreet. DDF and have a great career.
While I didn't fully understand my desires in my youth, I certainly do now, and am taken with the power exchange embedded within the right relationship.
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