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Hi.
So i've been checking out this site and some people sound really cool. Well most of them. I wrote on here earlier that I was looking for friends and that stands. I do, however want to start to meet people and for play etc. I'm ideally looking for women, mostly dom but also want to sub. I'm not an experienced dom, but also want to learn. I'm bisexual as well and I want to meet men for dom play too, as I hope to learn some tricks too.
I'm a performer, I do want to do more circus work with fire and maybe some trapeze too. I love music (all types). Love cult trashy tv and movies. I'm also a model, currently doing fetish, but I also life-model. And i'm a socialiser. So you can guess what that means! =)
Now living in Berlin. Not really seen the scene here, would like to meet some people and know what's good here. =)
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I think I'm not sub.
I think I'm not a dom.
I know I love the body.
I know I love the storm.
You give me pain, I crave it,
I crave it more to give you.
I am not fixed to a role,
For me this is all primal.
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Happy valentines day!! Hope you get drunk on love and call in sick to work the next day...
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So I don't know where I am with this whole sm business. I see that people on this site are a lot of people who are well established in where they are with their sub/dom/switch side. Some of these online profiles just scare the fuck out of me and really make me think that these people are fruits... I know they're probably not that in real life, but profiles like that turn me off and doesn't really encourage me to want to respond. I'm not a doormat. I'm not a fierce dom. I am just someone who's kinky and want to explore with some pretty down to earth people. I don't want to act like something i'm not just because a fierce acting domme or doormat of a sub wants to me to act a certain way with them.
I guess the remedy is to meet up with people in clubs. But then if I did that then why would I be on here?
Also, What annoys me a lot are the couple where they state they are bisexual, only to find out that one is bisexual and it's usually the woman. The guy is as straight as can be and just wants a girl to play around with along with his woman. Wow, who wins? What about if the girl wanted a guy? What about if the girl wanted more than just a guy on either side and wanted a whole bisexual bacchus style rumpage with all parties doing the nasty, like everyone belongs to everyone else? Is that a bit huxleyan of me? I just keep finding out that the fetish scene is actually a bit more rigid than I thought it would be and maybe I'm nothing more than a tourist?
Of course I'm a tourist! I am switch and I'm limited in my experiences of having a good time with some guys, girls and more importantly couples, and well i'm not restrictive, I do like a bit of everything goes. Just not with weirdos who have this whole vision of who they think they are when they might not even be!
Basically, i'm in limbo. And if you've read this far and you're not a weirdo, then prove me wrong.
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Happy hallows eve! And a good Samhain.
Had a great eve yesterday, was doing my stilt walking at Antichrist yesterday! Was the most fun I've had in ages!!! I never new I could scare goth people so much. But then, when you're in a bride's outfit on a pair of 3 inch stilts, screaming at them to taste your milk, which was a piping tube filled with butter cream icing, what else would you expect? Very satisfying.
=D
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SO... Went to Subversion on saturday, very impromptu, so impromptu, had to call my wardrobe people to help be out!
Had so much fun! Although need to meet more people, so Question is Munches! What's the best one to go to and where? |
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