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| For those of you that know me from before, add this name, the other has been closed for personal reasons...
"Finish each day & be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely & with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." -- Emerson
First and foremost, I am a BBW, I am black. If this is a problem for you, please leave now..
I have been submissive for 12 years, with r/t experience of nearly 3 years. I aspire to become a live in slave wife eventually.
Also, I have children, am still married but have been separated a LONG while.. If this is a problem, again I state, please leave now.
As for myself:
I am a black submissive female looking for a white dominant master between the ages of 25-45. I have had a sub/dom relationship before and after that I lived vanilla. I understand now that this lifestyle will be the only way to keep me truly happy and satisfied. i do need to stay interested in you, I tend to bore easily so if you cannot carry on a conversation or begin your conversation with some ridiculous comment about my body or whatever, feel free to go the other way..I will NOT be interested. I like guys who like to have their way with me, who has a NEED to be taken care of by me, served by me, loved by me... I need an assertive man, one that likes being in control, protecting, and providing for his family.
My children will never be involved. They will see that I am proper with my Master, they will see the way I care for him, but they will not bear witness to anything else. if they are of age, and want to be educated, I will help them. But I am NOT into insest or assisting, for these are my children!!
I am usually shy at first, but otherwise sweet, sometimes sassy, intelligent, excitable and interested. I love music and movies, broadway(never attended a live show), fishing, camping, hiking, and spending time with my sons.
As far as the dom/sub thing, I'm definitely not into hard core stuff(needles, knives, guns, full body gear, suspension, scat, child/childrens play, insest, etc) at all but I can attempt to learn to like some of it, otherwise, i have no business on this site if i do not expect my limits to be pushed. but I will state that i do enjoy hair pulling, humiliation, punishment, bondage(inexperienced), being slapped and used...
I will NEVER disclose my real name or location unless you are someone i am SERIOUS about, I do not play games and am not gullible. you will NOT attempt to immediately Dom me online, that is the dumbest thing I have ever heard. in the beginning a sub/slave has all the power, and I plan to utilize that quite well.
Have a wonderful day!!!
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I truly hate when my emotions get the better of me and i lose sense of myself....I need Master to guide me.. |
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The Cowardly Lion was said to have had no courage until the Wizard and Dorothy reminded him that the courage comes from deep within, acknowledge your love and care for others as well as yourself, and you will find the courage when it is most needed....One of these days, maybe you'll find tha courage..or you could easily end up like me................ |
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Wonders if the state of my life will always get in the way of a fulfilling my needs,my wants, my duties as a sub/slave.. I get my foot 2 inches in the door and immediately get pushed 15yards backward. Someone told me that since I will not open myself to being a 'play toy' that is why I am having such a hard time....No offense but, I can't play the 'slut' role in reality. I want true connections, the soul so deep in it that I breathe my Master, feel his touch before it is given, respectfully fearing the One who has chosen to make me his, to provide and protect and mold me to his liking. I am discouraged........ |
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I don't know what bothers me more; knowing I can't live without it or knowing I may have to...There's nothing like having control stripped from you...how I miss that feeling....*sighs* |
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I took this quiz on quizfarm.com today...here is how i scored.
You Scored as Submissive
(((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) It feels good to serve. A lack of control in the bedroom can be fun and relaxing. Being with a dominant person wouldn't be a bad idea.
Submissive 86%
Masochist 75%
Experimental 68%
Degradation Lover 61%
Bondage 57%
Switch 43%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 36%
Vanilla 36%
Sadist 11%
Dominant 4% |
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I have had it with lying jackasses on this site. be honest right away or get the hell away from me, I want nothing to do with you!!!
You will NOT Dom me immediately...we will develop a lasting, trusting relationship before anything else. I do not meet for sex, so we will not be exchanging 2-3 messages before meeting long enough for you to use me and then leave never to be heard from again.
yes, I am looking to be slave wife, but I am sub first and still have a lot to learn. i am not looking to relocate any time soon IF at all..
do NOT mention money, there will be no financial servitude on my end and I am not looking for a handout on your end. I may be a struggling single mother but you best believe I did it before you and will do it after you.
Illegal activities are not prohibited here, do not send me messages about adding my children or your children to the mix...if you are an incest seeking male/female, get away from me!!
i do not have a cam, nor will i be spending my hard earned money buying one, this is why I am not currently seeking an online relationship...if I cannot see you 3-5 times a month or more, then chances are, there is no point in wasting either of our times because it will never be.
I have been burned, I am sure at some point we all have...But I am one of those people that learns from their mistakes. Be upfront and honest in the BEGINNING, because believe me, i am a smart woman and all it takes is 49.95 to find out an awful lot about you that even you didn't know is floating around on the internet....It's called the freedom of information act. Don't ya love it?!
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| Age: 38 |
| Tauranga,
New Zealand |
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