I just wanted to up date my journal and let you know that on Sept 22,2012 early afternoon I got to meet in person a great little(giggle) Dynamo of a sexy Lady and Mistress ( Mistress MzzTrixZenaz

 ) accompanied by her slave.  We met at a local mall and had  a great chat and a cool one or two. For a number of years we have chatted on line and she always stated and promised that she would be coming to Vancouver to hook up with me and she finally did that. Her slave was quite the gentleman as well and was really looking after her. I enjoyed meeting him as well. Now that she has decided to make a home in Canada for now and not that far away from me like the UK was I am hoping for more fun encounters with her.

Night of Terror Revisited

Aug 11,2012

It was about 7:30 pm and I was just sitting back enjoying a cold beer when there was a knock on my door which caught me by surprise as I was not expecting anyone. I went and opened the door and there was an old Master friend that lived somewhere in the states. I invited him in and asked what brought him here and was told on holidays and wanted to hook up with you again. I gave him a beer and we chatted for a while then I suggested going to a play party for old time sake which he agreed to right away

We finished the beer and then headed to the dungeon where the party was to be held. As we were early we hit the bar next door for another beer and chatted some more. It was time and we entered the dungeon and we both were handed drinks him a beer and me for some reason a mixed drink. It was a rye and seven so I started to enjoy it that was when I saw the Master I thought was still in jail and would be for some time more.

He told me he had won his appeal to get his sentence reduced to time served and it was. He then said time to get even with you for all the time I was in jail. That was the last thing I remembered till I woke up strapped naked into a sling with him and his wife standing in front of me. He then said I see you know Cutter from way back when. This was the Master friend that I had just brought to the play party but did not know him as Cutter.

I was then used and abused for the next couple of hours and was in a lot of pain from their abuse then I just passed out.The next thing I remember is someone shaking me hard and I slowly woke up to find I was in my car with my arms duct taped to the steering wheel  and a policeman standing by the driver’s window. He broke the back window to get into the car and then released me and as he was doing that I saw the jar on the dash with a note on it. I removed the note and read it and it said: “if there was more time and we were not kicked out of the dungeon these would have been yours in this jar”.

 I stared at the jar and so did the cop after I handed him the note and the jar. In the jar was a severed cock and sack with balls in it. The cop took me to the hospital and after I was checked over and told I was going to be staying there over night till the drugs they used on me wore off, the cop wanted to know what was going on and how I got to where I was.  I told him to look up my name attached to a file on Feb. 03, 2009 you will find out why and also have the one that did this tonight. As for what was in the jar I told the cop I don’t know anything about that other than it was meant to scare the hell out of me and it sure as hell did.  He handed the jar to one of the doctors and asked if they could find out if they are real or not. The doctor told them they got a male in earlier today missing these parts and will see if in fact they were his.

The master that did this just found out trying to get revenge just earned him a lot longer time and if the other victim could identify either him or the Master Cutter they both will be having a long holiday in the crowbar hotel.

I got my car from the police impound after they did their thing with it  on Monday the 13^th and headed for home still shaking. I know in the next while I will be seeing them both again at their trials till then not doing too much till I can settle down.

A Debt to Pay

It is Tuesday evening Feb. 07; 2012 and all is quiet when the phone rings. I answer it and it is The Master that I apprenticed under to become a certified Master. Hello my friend and new Master he said, it is time that you return the favor of your apprenticeship by doing me a big favor.  My Mistress Wife will be in your town tomorrow till Thursday afternoon and I want you to host and entertain her. She will be at your door at 9 A.M. sharp and you need to be ready for her. She has this thing about getting gay men to serve and service her and since you are one and owe me for your training I feel this is how you can pay back your debt.

Since he is one of the oldest and well established Grand Masters of the city I said I would be happy and honored to host her. He has the control and power to make life very unpleasant for anyone, slave or Master should his requests or demands not be handled properly. Being a Master still being mentored by him I did not plan on crossing him.

I spent the rest of the evening and late into the night cleaning house and making sure all was in perfect condition for her visit. The bed linen was changed and the bed was made as per his instructions.  I had to go into the storage locker and retrieve the latex sheets, and make sure they were clean; to put over the bedding should she wish their use.

About 3 am I finally got things ready and crashed in the reclining chair. The sound of a hard knock on my door told me I had slept in as it was just 9 am and she was already here. I threw on my bathrobe just to open the door as I have nosey neighbors and did not want to be seen naked.  She walked in dressed in white leather from head to foot looking really hot. So you are the G/Ms master in training are you and I get to use you? Yes Mistress and escorted her into the living room / bedroom. You were ordered to entertain me and the only way that is going to happen is that you serve and service me to my liking do you understand? Now strip and be quick about it. Yes Mistress was my reply. She then inspected me and said that it was time to make like her slave and pay homage to her body by licking her starting at her feet and working up. She sat on the edge of the bed and as I worked up one leg she said lick the inside and not the outside on my legs Yes Mistress and as I continued upward her legs started to spread apart. There is a treat waiting for you my play toy so go get it and make me feel good as you can I was told and my reply was Mistress you know I’m Gay and not really into what you are offering me but I will attempt to please you the best I can. She just laughed as of today and tomorrow you will be into whatever I say and also do and make like you are enjoying servicing me. She then put her hand on the back on my head and pushed it up to her crotch and said lick and eat me out like it’s your last meal or it might be boy toy.

I felt this is not right that I had to be her slave to pay back a favor but  since there was no choice I started to really get my tongue working and feel her start to tense up and next she started to squirm around and moan.  I felt her hand come of the back of my head and for some reason I just did not want to stop what I was doing it was so erotic and wild tasting. Just as I knew she was about to climax she pulled my head back and told me time to work on her big nipples. I don’t want to give you the pleasure of making me climax just yet I want to make you suffer by servicing me more she said giggling. For what seemed hours I paid homage to her body any way she wanted.

We then had a nice lunch I made and right after she said time for her to take out her pleasures on me and I was to put the white latex sheet on the bed over the bedding. I was then told to get on the bed on my belly and prepare to be used.

I thought her Master Husband gave enticing floggings but her skills turned me on to no end there was no intense pain from them but I did feel every stroke then there was silence except for the snap you get from putting on latex gloves. Is all of you for my use and pleasures toy boy and I just nodded yes that was when I felt her working lube into my hole I am going to give you what you love to give other men boy a good hard fucking. That was when she slid up and straddled my legs and drove one of her big strap-ons deep up into me and I let out a loud squeal as I was not expecting the size of what I got. Her hard thrusts sent me over the edge and I blew a big load that was my big mistake of the day and I did have to pay for it later. For the rest of that day and part of the next it was nonstop use and abuse of my butt-hole floggings and paddling on my back and ass. She then rolled me over and told me it was time to get my reward for pleasing her as well as I did. She squatted on my face and said open wide boy. I was caught off guard by the warm salty taste of her piss but did not let any get on the sheet swallowed every drop and started to work my tongue in her pussy again this time she didn’t stop me when she was about to climax she let it flow and damn near drown me with the fluid explosion that followed.

She got up and headed for the bathroom saying time for a shower and then she needed to go. By the way boy for a gay man you sure know how to work your tongue in a pussy your debt to the Grand Master is now paid in full she said smiling,  also  you will make a good Master but I would rather you be my slave giggle, giggle !!!!

I have a feeling she might try to get her way but she will really have to work on that!!!!!

                                                 NIGHT OF TERROR

Here is just a bit of history to give a basis for this story. It has taken over 11/2 years for me to heal and be healthy enough to desire sex and  end my days serving as a slave.

On Sept.01, 2009, I was to attend a very special event planned by my Master at that time and sign my slave contract and totally become his property. The contract we worked out and I had agreed to sign was not the one he presented. The new altered one had a Major condition in it that there was no way in HELL I would agree to surrender to or allow him to force me to so I tore up the contract without signing and walked away. He wanted me to allow some cutter friend of his remove my cock and balls just leaving a small piss hole.
It is about 4:30 A.M. On Sept 03 I was woken up by the slamming of my front door and there standing by the side on my bed was the master and his Mistress wife. I had forgotten that he still had my front door key. I told him to leave as I wanted nothing to do with him any longer and that was when he punched me and told me I was about to pay for what I did at the contract signing event and then things went black. I came too to find I was at his dungeon and bound flat on my back and legs spread wide open on the service bench. I had a gag in my mouth so could not scream out and was not able to move in any way.
Time to pay for your actions shit pig slave and we know just how to make the payment hurt. He took hold of my cock and pushed a catheter into it and the other end he pushed up my nose and down the back of my throat then he pushed the catheter end deeper into my bladder and the piss started to flow down my throat causing me to gag if I didn’t swallow it. His wife said that I enjoyed that but had a better idea on something I would not like and would hurt like hell so he pulled out the catheter and she inserted a long sounding rod with a wire attached to the to the end sticking out she then wrapped a bare wire around the base of my cock with its end attached to a black box with knobs on it. She turned one knob and I felt the sound rod getting hotter and hotter till it was burning me then she turned the other knob and a pulsing shock started up and got stronger and stronger till the pain was so much I almost passed out from it. This torture lasted for about 20 minutes with both laughing the whole time.
I was then told that they wanted to remove my gag and if I made a sound in any form I would be in for a lot worse and maybe left for a coroner to pick up in some back alley. The gag came off and I was silent but in its place was a funnel gag inserted and locked on my head. I was then told that I better be hungry and both of them plan on feeding me as well as anyone else they could find on the street that would be willing to. The Mistress was the first to sit on the rim stool locked to the bench over my head and the smell of her filthy sweaty ass and pussy was making me gag but I was ordered to lick out her pussy then she moved and so that her dirty stinky ass was over my face and again I was ordered to lick it and eat whatever came out. She grunted and pushed out a number of small turds that fell right down my throat then came the big thick log that just barley fit through the funnel opening and I gagged and choked on it till I could break it up enough and swallow it too. She then pissed into the funnel saying here is the first of many cocktails tonight pig. As she was feeding me the last of her shit I heard the kettle whistle blowing and wondered why they had that on. I sure found out real quick as he had filled and enema bottle with boiling water inserted the tip deep into my asshole and un-clamped the tube allowed the boiling water to flow into me. The pain from this was so intense I passed out and I do not know how long I was out but when I came to I was now strapped in a sling ass up and head down with a gag in again at about crotch level. I felt my asshole being stretched open wider and wider and held that way. I heard him rattle some ice cubes in a bowel and next thing I felt was the ice falling deep into me and right after a big fat dildo about 18inches long rammed the ice deep into my colon.
The Mistress pulled the gag out of my mouth and squatted her ass on my mouth and pushed out another big turd caused me to gag and choke. That was when the master took one of his narrow straps and proceeded to whip my belly and chest till I was bleeding and passed out a fourth time.
The next thing I remembered I was in the local hospital emergency room with doctors and police all around me. The police wanted answers but the Doctor told them they had to wait as they needed to take me to an O.R. and get my internal bleeding stopped.
I spent almost one month in hospital and one and a half years later I am now just getting back the desire for sex

MY DAYS AS A SLAVE ARE NOW OVER AND I WILL NEVER SERVE AGAIN.

October 01, 2010 I started my Master Apprenticeship to become a certified Master.

And after 1 year of apprenticeship I became the Master I am now

For those that doubt: They are who they say they are!

For the past little while now I have totally enjoyed chatting with an extreme Pain and sadistic Mistress and her partner Gothwoman. There is no doubt in my mind that they are who and what they say they are and their extreme life styles have perked my interest in finding more of those people that really deserve to have the title of either Mistress or Master. She is for sure a true Mistress deserving all the respect that Mistress is entitled to and so does her partner deserve the same quality of respect.. Her name is MsTrixzenaz (HAVE WHIP - WILL TRAVEL )  and her partner  is Gothwoman or Ms Lucy. I now consider this Mistress and her partner good friends and also have found them to be very cool people to chat with.

Today i was feeling a bit down as i had decided to let the want to be slave go and give it no more training as a slave. We had talked and it was decided that he was not really ready for this real lifestyle

He informed me what he fantasized and what was really happening were totally two different things and the real one was not to his liking and it also scared the hell out of him. I did tell him before he left that if he ever decided to follow through in the life style let me know and we could care on from where we left off but only this time he would be entering in it eyes and mind open. I did praise him for all that he did and took as a want to be and i did enjoy the use and abuse of him. I also said keep in touch we may not play together but nothing wrong with being chat friends

A Slave in training

Part one

 Rule 1 “If you want to consider serving me don't walk into my kitchen without being able to take all that is dished out because if you do YOU WILL BE TOSSED OUT LIKE SO MUCH GARBAGE.”I mean what I say in this statement as the slave that wanted to serve, found out Wednesday evening after showing up 45 minutes late and so drunk it could hardly stand up.

It told me it was a well trained and experienced slave and knows its place and would serve me to the  best it could giving completely to my use and abuse as I saw fit. What it said it was and what showed up at my door were not the same the thing. What showed up was a drunken straight boi that had never served anyone in its life and thought it would be a breeze to do if it was a bit drunk. I had it strip then I tossed its clothes out into the hallway and it right after them.

I was relaxing by myself the next night when at 7 p.m. sharp there was a knock at my door and there stood a clean shaved and well dressed young man hat in hand and head bowed.  "I wish to Apologize Master for the way in which I presented myself to you Wednesday evening. I also admit that I am NOT as experienced as I stated I was, but would like to be Sir and I am willing to totally give in to your wishes and desires Master Sir."

With its appearance and the apology Statement I decided to give it a second change as I was horny and needed servicing anyway. I told it, it needed to be naked by the time it reached the bed and I had locked the front door. It stripped and then presented itself to me to inspect which I gave it a good once over told it to bend over and laid 10 hard paddle strikes on its baby smooth ass instantly turning it rosy red. It cried out but then was very quiet as I stared at it and told it no more noise was to come from it in any form. For the next 21/2 hrs this slave got its ass used and abused by all my toys big ones and small ones, giggle, giggle and also the flogger and paddle. Its ass was a fiery red when I took it to the tub and hosed it down with ice cold water that too got a loud squeal that earned it a hard slap. I make it get down on its knees and take my cock and suck me off and after blasting a big load down its throat I threw its clothes at it and ordered it dressed and out of my house. This was lesson one in being my slave and boi toy and you took it well for a first timer, lesson two is Saturday morning 10 a.m. sharp and don’t even think of not showing up as today's session was all recorded and it will be sent to your household computer at 1 minute past 10 am if you are not here. It got dressed hung its head and said thank you Master for your use of me and I will be here for lesson two Sir.

A Slave in training

Part 2

It is 9:45 a.m. Saturday morning and I am setting up the room for the slave's arrival, making sure all that I plan on using is out and available. I also set the video as an attachment to an email to be sent out at 10:01 if the slave does not attend. At 10:a.m. sharp there is a knock on my door and there stands the slave hat in hand and head bowed "I am here for your use Sir" it stated and then entered. As I locked the door it got naked and presented itself for my inspection. Don’t plan on leaving today slave I have a lot that I need to be done and you just volunteered to do it all. Go to the bathroom you will find what you will need to use for the first part of today and do not leave that bathroom till you can eat off the floor tub or toilet. I want it clean. It got the bucket and filled it with hot soapy water and got onto its knees and went to work scrubbing with its toothbrush and as it did I greased its ass and started to work a butt plug into it. The plug slid in easy so found a bigger on that was a lot harder to push in but once it was in the slave squealed but then went back to cleaning. I ordered it to stop and service my cock as it was rock hard and I needed to cum. It took my cock and sucking on it till it got real hard and soon blasted a big load down the slave's throat. Now get back to work slave I ordered and for the next 3 hrs all the slave did was clean my house and not once did he push the plug out of his ass. I pulled it out and added more grease and then pushed my hand deep up inside its ass getting another squeal that earned my 10 good and hard slaps on his ass cheeks. I finished working its hole tied it to a chair then went and made myself some dinner and then feeding the slave some leftovers. I threw a blanket on the floor beside my bed and said that was its bed tonight and he is to get on it now and stay there till I need you again. By this time it was only 1:35 pm and I had it for the rest of the day yet to play with. About an hour later I needed to piss so I ordered the slave to get into the bath tub and lay down. I stood over it and for the next 5 minutes drained my bladder all over its body and face too and before I finished I ordered it to sit up and suck my cock and once in his mouth I let the stream of hot piss flow again filing his mouth forcing it to swallow what he was getting By the look on its face I knew this was a first time for this as well and enjoyed making it drink my piss. As soon as it was done I ordered it back to its bed and then sat and started to watch TV for awhile and told the slave to go to sleep as I had special plans for him in the morning. I put leg shackles and cuffs on it so as to prevent it from leaving when I slept.

I got it to suck me off one more time then fell asleep. The slave woke me up this morning needing go to the bathroom so I removed the shackles and cuffs and told it to get into the tub as slaves don't have the right to use my toilet, but are one instead. Lie on your back slave and piss all over yourself. I got hard watching it follow the order and then it told me it had to shit. I said good do it in your hands slave because your body is too clean and I am going to turn you into a shit toilet pig. It wanted to say something but knew if it did not do as told videos of what was happening to it up to now would be sent to its home computer for the family to see. It grunted and groaned and pushed out a nice big turd catching it in its hands and showing it to me. Well done slave now smear that all over your cock balls and belly and chest. I want to see a shit painted slave body. It slowly started to smear the turd on its cock and balls and belly and then stopped saying I will not do this, it is so degrading Sir! I said if you do not continue I’ll be throwing your clothes out and the hallway and you right after them as you are now. Slowly it started to spread the shit on its belly and chest and tilts and now the nice creamy and smelly brown shit covered the slave from the neck down to its cock and balls. I stood over it, saying here is something to wash you off a bit and proceeded to give it my morning piss. After I finished I ordered the slave to stroke my cock which it did with its shit covered hands.  Look at how dirty you made my cock slave so get your mouth on it and suck me clean NOW! I ORDERED. He stopped just before putting its mouth on my cock so I grabbed the back of its head and pushed it onto my cock forcing my dirty cock into its mouth. Suck it slave now and as it did I got harder and harder soon I was ready to blow my load and I did forcing it to swallow it all. I took down the hand held shower and turned on warm water and started to clean myself off then started on the slave getting most of the shit off of its body before I handed it the shower to him and told him to clean up as the lesson is now over for today. Be ready to serve again in lesson three, slave! You are released till this time next weekend. Also remember slave, “all the lessons are recorded” and will be sent to your home computer one minute after the time you are to arrive for training, if you are not here and naked and ready to serve.

You are now RELEASED!!

It is very interesting what you can learn about others if you just take the time to chat and listen.

In my chats last night with Mistress and her slave I learned she has a soft and tender caring spot in her EXTREME lifestyle. She went out and rescued and took under her wing a sub/slave that was in a living hell situation that was about to swallow her up.With Mistress's help this person has been taken away from a real bad situation and will now be able to be a lot healthier for it.

This is what I believe true Mistresses and Masters can be about and are about. But because of the strict and sometimes extreme lifestyle we live that part of us does not often come out into the light of day as much as it should.

THANK YOU for caring Mistress you are truly one of a kind in all the best ways possible.

Tonight I decided to start a journal on here.

For the past little while now  I have totally enjoyed chatting with an extreme Pain Mistress and her slave. There is no doubt in my mind that she is who and what she say she is and her extreme life style has perked my interest in finding those people that really deserve to have the title of either Mistress or Master She is for sure a true Mistress deserving all the respect that Mistress is entitled to. Her name is MsTrixzenaz ( HAVE WHIP - WILL TRAVEL )

I have now lived the s/m bondage lifestyle now for a number of years starting out as a sub but when confronted with serving a truly sadistic person that I would never dignify him by calling him a Master I then decided to seek out a person that I would consider to be worthy of serving and me calling him Master but finding only want to be masters that have no real experience I went in to training to become the type of Master i was looking for and after 7 yrs of hard work and skill testing by other masters / friends  I was given the title of Master.

So when I came across slave for contract and its Mistress I knew if I was able to chat with them I could learn a lot more but also get some ideas on slave control that I could add to my list.

I now consider this Mistress and her slave  friends and also have found them to be very cool people to chat with.

Two days ago she opened her cam for me to view and share a  session with her slave, which I must say was extreme play to me but was told just a sample of what she really could and would do with her slave which by the way loves the treatment and abuse it gets.

I was totally and truly honored to have had the privilege of viewing Mistress in action with her slave giving a very extreme and painful display.