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UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! I am no longer looking for partners because I am taken" I am only allowed to talk but no mettings and if you want to contact me you must go through bondageRus first. I AM NO LONGER SEEKING A DOM/DOMME/ MASTER/MISTRESS TO MENTOR ME AND SHOW ME HOW TO BE THE SUB THAT I CAN BE. To make my most inner desires come out and exspress my true potential. Well I am a cute bisexual BBW who loves to play with both men and woman. I want to find a Master and/or Mistress that can show me my true potential and can help me reach it because for some reason I can't do it on my own. I have a habit of moaning loudly and squirting, (which drives most guys and girls crazy). I have been tied up before and enjoyed it alot. I like honesty and someone that is real, dont lie to me and don't pretend to be someone you are not. I like to get to know someone before I do anything with them, I don't like to just jump straight in something. If everything is laid out on the table up front then there can be no cofussion later.
If there is anything that you want to ask me just ask, you'll never know unless you ask, right.

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2/12/2012 1:59:10 PM

All I want to do is scream and cry. So many things are going wrong and I can't help but wonder if ife is even worth it anymore. I try the best I can to do a good job at everything I do and nothing seems to be good enough for anyone. I don't know how to be a sub/good girl I don't think I ever will be. I have so much built up agression and anger because of different things it isn't funny. I try to keep my feelings bottled up because everytime I exspress my feelings I am either bitching or whining or complaining and it really upsets me. I cant help it if It upsets me that nothing ever seems to work out for me. I mean perfect example I found an awesome Daddy Dom and gf about 7 months ago and they are awesome but as far as the lifestyle goes not much has been done and playing with my Daddy hasn't happened at all (except for a few little times) I know hes got issues and been real sick and I feel really bad for him I want him to get better. Part of me is understanding and compasionate and a small part of me is angry and bitter because honestly if you had this many issues and are this sick y did you even bother to get a sub if you cant do anything with her and teach her things. Doesn't that sound so damn hateful I think it does but sometimes I can't help thinking it, I guess I'm a terrable person its a constant struggle for me everyday because I know I'm not this kind of person and really hate what I'm becoming. Things are getting worse with me. I am just not understanding y things like this keep happening to me. Im a good person and a sweetie so y is it a bad thing that I want some things Im not getting at home. Don't get me wrong I love them both and this issues isnt with Missy my gf it's with my Daddy Dom. I dont want anyone to get mad at me I love my Daddy Dom with all my heart and soul he is my everything he talks to me, he can finish my sentences, he knows how I'm feeling and what to do about it and he knows when I forget to take my meds and no I didn't forget them. I just want to make him happy and be the best little girl but hes not happy with me I know it all I've done is bitch, bitch, bitch and it's like a disease I mean it's like I have bitchitise I try hard not to but I can't help it. I need help someone please or Im going to lose my Daddy Dom and gf and if I lose them I will not be here anymore because I will die without them. I need counseling bad or some good advise, not critisism because honestly I don't think it will work. Please my heart is broken and although I have both my Daddy and gf I feel so lonely and end up crying myself to sleep every night cause I don't know how to fix my issues to save our relationship. Please help me I'm going to lose them. Thank you for reading and I appreciate all the help and support, I really need it right now.


7/4/2011 7:35:50 PM

PATIENCE means to me:

 

*not being disappointed when daddy is sick even though he said we would play

 

*not crying because daddy is too tired to play

 

*knowing deep down inside that daddy loves me always and forever

 

*learning to know my place as a sub and that I don't always get what i want cause it's up to daddy not me

 

*taking time to do the things that daddy wants me to do and not complaining about it

 

*waiting for my turn to show daddy that I love him and want to show him just how much

 

 


6/5/2011 11:13:07 AM

Wow I have found 100% happiness with my new Master and Mistress. They are wonderful and they care for me more than anything. They are caring, loving, honest, commpasionate, trustworthy, and make me weak at the knees with every touch, spank, and kiss just to name a few. I have things going on in my head that I need help getting rid of and bottled up feelings that are locked away and I am confident that my Master/Mistress can help me with these things and forge a key to unlock those negative trapped feelings. I know they care for me, love me, and will protect me at any cost. I trust them with my life and love them both dearly. Thank you God for bringing them into my life where I know that everything will be alright.

 

SPECIAL NOTE TO MY MASTER/MISSTRESS

 

I look forward to doing my very best to serve you both and follow the rules. I am so glad that I checked my meesages that day and you had sent me one back. I was hoping you would life me. You have started to change my life forever and hope that I can make you both as happy as you both are making me. I love you both very much


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sbourke
 
 Age: 30
 London, United Kingdom