Someone asked me to describe myself… and I realized that I can’t slap a label on who I am.
A name? “pet” is that one name that just makes me want to curl up and snuggle, to be impish and playful, to play and learn and just enjoy. It’s a name I associate with friendship, and caring, and being beloved and so much more. It’s almost as good as getting my hair pulled! But seriously… I realized today that even when I’m by myself, being single and unattached, that is the name that I still refer to myself by. It’s the one that, in my mind, defines me, that resonates deep within.
A label? I’m… what am I? I’m a submissive in the bedroom, a woman who wants a partner in life, I’m a mother, a teacher…. And so much more…
Who am I? I’m…
• a submissive capable of kneeling serenely at her partners side secure in his hold and confident of her place;
• an instrument willing to sing as her partner plays her – an angel waiting to fly when he makes her soar;
• a woman that enjoys taking control and seducing her partner all the while within the knowledge that it is only by his desire;
• the little girl that enjoys snuggling knowing his shoulder is there when she needs to let go of the world around her and hide within his shadow – just for a little while;
• the fighter that takes a step out of her comfort zone… even when she’s trembling and scared and nervous;
• the rational female that believes in her inherit right to be indefinable and illogical – much like enjoying pain because it causes pleasure;
• the chameleon that hides quietly in the corner when she’s feeling insecure and unsure of her place in the world, who mingles and laughs and teases and flirts when she is surrounded by friends and people she’s comfortable with;
• the quiet mouse that enjoys curling up with a good book;
• the tiger that protects her child, who manages her life, who stands on her own feet and supports those around her, even when all she wants is someone to support her;
• the kitten that purrs at the weight of his hand on her neck, the tug of her hair, the slide of his fingers against her skin;
• the brat that wants to be a smart a%% and push her limits and the expectations just to know that he can yank her chain;
• the fragile willow that sometimes feels like she’ll shatter at any moment even as she knows her strengths and bends and sways and remains flexible because she refuses to break;
• the imp that pushes and tugs and rebels until she’s restrained – just because she needs to know he will;
… me