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Azriela

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Friends:
oz129
manservant1
waiting321
BadNSultry
I am a Dominant Female that has let my long term live in boy go for personal reasons.  oz129 is no long asscoiated with me and is a free agent to do as he chooses. 
5/8/2008 7:05:57 PM

Tired

I'm so very tired of being lied to.  I'm cutting the users out of my life, next it's going to be the liars.  I'm tired of the disrespect and the secrets, I'm tired of being used as a back up, if something doesn't work out... there's always old Az, she's to nice and soft hearted to not be there.  I'm tired of the crap. 

I don't have the time or inclination for the kiddie games of shhh if I don't get caught I'm not doing wrong or what someone doesn't know won't hurt them or me.  Well that's not the case anymore.  I give honesty, respect and courtesy, I do NOT think it's to much to expect the same in return. 

Ya know what, if you can't be real, be upfront and honest with me, then get gone. 
3/4/2008 11:40:18 PM
I'm still not feeling very well, so don't get offended if I don't answer any mail sent to me for a little bit longer.  I'm talking to a few people on messenger but just don't quite feel up to taking on and discussing with new people until I'm feeling healthy again.  
2/26/2008 3:00:29 PM
Ok, the flu is definately not fun and seriously overrated.  The whole house here has been sick the last two weeks and it really bites.  Between everyone being sick, and the attitudes that go with it... I'm starting to look forward to the boy going out of town to visit family  for a couple weeks.  I can really use the peace to get feeling better.  
2/15/2008 7:18:39 AM
Why is it that when things get a bit tough, people want to duck and run?  Especially younger people.  I understand we're all people first, and when things get hard sometimes the first reaction is to fly away.  However... that solves nothing and only creates even more heartache and problems.  Part of being in any kind of relationship, be it "vanilla" or "BDSM", is to stick it out, work on things until they either work right, or you can honestly say I did my hardest to make things right.  When I make a commitment to someone, I stick to it, until and unless, with much soul searching and many long talks, we BOTH agree that it's not working out.  I am honest and upfront with others, is it to much to ask to recieve the same from them?  Sometimes I wonder.  
2/5/2008 4:13:38 AM
I have to admit, that many I have met on here so far have been quite polite, freindly and informative. 

That being said, if you're not an up front honest person, please don't message me.  Ask me what I seek, and I'll tell you.  Tell me what you need, and I'll see if interests and such are compatable (not to mention my current home life). 

I absolutely despise being lied to and having things hidden behind my back.  I'm honest and don't hide things, I expect others to give me the same courtesy. 

Yes, I make more than my share of mistakes, but I do try to learn from them.  I'm not afraid to admit I don't know everything, nor would I want to.  I'm not ashamed to reach out and say I don't know how or I don't understand, please teach me, please explain.  Why do people find that so hard to do? 

I left online chat over the drama, the lies, the "what else can I get away with" mentality of users and abusers.  I'm sincerely hoping that I don't find that here.

Az
KaylaTxGirl
 
 Age: 30
  Massachusetts