Its rather amazing how many dommes here want to belittle and trash anyone with a sub/switch title... seems to me they are themselves lack self esteem

Is it me or does this site seem to have either a ton of fake ass people such as model profiles with links to this site or that or just pictures that they try to pull off as them but look a little too polished and photoshop... maybe its just me...

I added some new pictures to my profile... ALSO my page if you know it

Well I am looking for someone into the D/s lifestyle, doesn’t mean you have to be into it 24/7 not opposed to it from time to time, or weekend fun. I would say I’m more a lifestyle kind of guy and that’ what I am really looking for, but I wouldn’t dismiss someone if they were like a weekend warrior. All fine!

 Little more about me - I'm college educated. I work full time. I am into video games and I to bbq a lot. I enjoy walking and talking. I am looking for someone that I would think of as an equal and not someone I would look down on. I won't date anyone that doesn't work nor would I date someone without a car. I don't mind taking my car as mostly likely you'll want to ride in it as well.

My ideal girl would be HWP, this doesn’t mean a size0 but then again it doesn’t mean a size22 either, Use common sense...  Also if you know and understand what the D/s means and ABDL you get brownie points…

 Something’s I am not looking for. Jealous people... It ruins relationships... I know this first hand... I flirt, it’s who I am, and if you cannot handle me flirting with my co-workers and friends, and yes there is a difference from flirting and flat out crossing a line, I know that line...

Also no baggage, I am not looking to be daddy to your kid, not saying I won't date a someone with children but I don't want to come into a child’s life, and we don't work, it’s not good all parties involved.

If you are religious then I probably don't want anything to do with you as I am against organized religion and you would probably grow tired of my comments and jokes...

 Anything else you want to ask feel free...

A great Movie and a Diaper Change

Well I would like to say I am officially being changed by my girlfriend, I was so excited when she asked if I was wet, and then proceed to change my wet diaper into a fresh diaper. The experience was so over whelming. She first started with wipes and then cleaned me up a warm wash cloth. Then she grabbed another molicare and fresh baby powder and diapered me back up.

This is a fantasy for so many AB/DL’s alike so I thought I would share my little experience that meant the world to me.  Something about her diapering me just turns me on. I remember when we first met she said that she would quote “Never get involved with my fetish” 10 months later. She’s completely into wearing and enjoys diapering me.

Now a lot of you wonder where the movie thing comes in. I was able to pirate yet another movie. Wondering when the fed’s will be coming for me. Oh Thank you AXXO! Fanboys – Which is an EXCELLENT movie. Its not my fault they pushed that movie back a hundred times, but that is an excellent movie for any star wars fan to see, and it proves the point that Han Solo is not a bitch!

YAY! My pictures are up! I really graduated in 2005 but because I graduated after the summer semester I wasn’t able to attend the 2005 graduation until May of 2006. Those 5 years were the best years of my life, and my fattest. I plumped up to a whooping 205lbs but after college I was able to slim back down.

On another good note! I found work for a local IT company again in St.Louis as a Field LAN Engineer.

I just want to say to my beautiful girlfriend that’s for standing by my side when I wasn’t working and keeping me cheerful and thoughtful.

I noticed something rather stupid. I can not post pictures of me in diapers, but I have seen girls in nothing more then string bikinis, or girls in diapers... What gives? I guess this site hates me too. I have some new pictures coming... Check them out!

Holy SHIT I am now in my 30'S offically. Wonder how in the hell did that happen! Well everyone wish me happy birthday

Poly house holds? A good thing or a bad thing… I am going to say it’s a bad thing… I don’t see how an honest relationship can contain so many partners and yet have that special bond of intimacy between 2 partners. Recently I have pissed in one of those quote unquote poly house holds members and noticed something. They’re all too enthusiastic to provide evidence that they themselves are oh so happy to me and everything is so good.

If everything is so good between 2 people why bring more into it. The idea of adding more people into a relationship causes conflict and covetousness in the long run, its one thing to have a one night stand with 2 or 3 girls. But for a guy to sustain a relationship with three or four girls some will in the long run feel neglected and then that’s where the difficulty begins.

Which leads me to this very simple conclusion that it is possible but only with completely willing partner and that relationship would not be taking lightly and I think anyone that would wave there poly household flag is one that is taken lightly and given no though to the actions they take with each other and the lies and deceit they ultimately do to each other in the long run.  I have spoken with a nice lady and even though I have not spoken with her Dom/Master/Daddy or whatever she wishes to call him. There approach takes it from a different angle more so then this so called poly house which is more then likely some lonely guy whom has nothing better to do then post fake profiles to boast his self esteem.

“Tamed as it may be, sexuality remains one of the demonic forces in human consciousness -- pushing us at intervals close to taboo and dangerous desires, which range from the impulse to commit sudden arbitrary violence upon another person to the voluptuous yearning for the extinction of one's consciousness, for death itself. Even on the level of simple physical sensation and mood, making love surely resembles having an epileptic fit at least as much as, if not more than, it does eating a meal or conversing with someone.”

Well some of you may have been attempting to add me to your myspace, but Myspace is run by Nazi's and they determined that in the mist of there ignorance to terminate my page. What a bunch of fuckers! Anyways here is a new myspace page. It’s a little blend but it is coming along for you to check out.
http://www.myspace.com/dyoung1978

Boring Boring Boring. I noticed some of you have been trying to add me on myspace. If you really want to get to know me shot me a little message.

What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes.
Running rampid with free thought to free form, and the free and clear.
When the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a
laundry mat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, now.
We all have a little sin that needs venting,
virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems are ripped
from the branches of office, do you know where your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
When in doubt inside your atavistic allure, the value of a summer spent, and a winter earned.
For the rest of us, there is always Sunday.
The day of the week the reeks of rest, but all we do is catch our breath,
so we can wade naked in the bloody pool, and place our hand on the big, black book.
To watch the knives zigzag between our aching fingers.
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and
counting, time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
What the fuck is all this for?
What the hell's going on? Shut up!
I can go on and on but lets move on, shall we?

Say, your me, and I’m you, and they all watch the things we do,
and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs,
haven’t felt like this in years.
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse, let me go,
and punch me into the dead spout again.
That’s where you go when there’s no one else around,
it’s just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
Classified my ass! That's a fucking secret, and you know it!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
It’s like ice but no pick, a murder charge that won’t stick,
it’s like a whole other world where you can smell the food,
but you can’t touch the silverware.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
Humph, isn’t that sweet?
And we’re all gonna die some day, because that’s the American way,
and I’ve drunk too much, and said too little,
when your gaffer taped in the
middle, say a prayer, say a face, get your self together and see what’s happening.
Shut up! Fuck you! Fuck you!
I’m sorry, I could go on and on but
their times to move on so, remember: you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.
Keep the gun oiled, and the temple cleaned shit snort,
and blaspheme, let the heads cool, and the engine run.
Because in the end, everything we do, is just everything we’ve done.