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	Come to me take hold of my soul see what lies beneath the skin. Look to my eyes and see what I need. Hold me in your arms don't let go. A fast journey to the floor, from where I adore all that is you. Cracks of thunder and lighting strikes rakes across the plains of pain. The storm washes away my illusion of life. Stripping me of all that I’m not and allowing me to be all that I am. At your feet is the sanctuary I seek. As the days go by, my marks fade away, only wish they’d stay. The memory of pain gone like a lost dream, no scares left behind to remind me. Things aren’t what they seem The pain is a taste of heaven that calls out, like a forgotten dream. My path is cold unmarked to the eye, feeling lost and left weak. I carry on in the hopes to feel satisfied, To reach the threshold of myself to test the limits A feeling of need fills my soul and pokes at my insides. Tasteless days go by uninterrupted, line up start the race in a circle we chase. Round and round and then placed beneath the ground, are you the fox or the hound. In the darkness I scream don’t stop, this is my dream. . The mind and body separate as the pain pours in, a trip to nowhere a journey to somewhere. A taste of heaven caught in a glimpse of time, tear stained eyes left frozen and withered by this life. The warmth encompassing my soul placed upon the clouds and my body folds. I am home

1/22/2014 8:19:34 AM

In the Shadow of my Sun Come to me take hold of my soul see what lies beneath the skin. Look to my eyes and see what I need. Hold me in your arms don't let go. A fast journey to the floor, from where I adore all that is you. Cracks of thunder and lighting strikes rakes across the plains of pain. The storm washes away my illusion of life. Stripping me of all that I’m not and allowing me to be all that I am. At your feet is the sanctuary I seek.

12/1/2013 2:18:30 PM

Well I'm back in Mississippi, for awhile and really bored with life at this moment. It's been a few sinice I've been on here, and I'm still looking for someone that under stands me.

6/24/2011 4:06:23 PM

I’m starting to feel and think I’m broken in some way. All I can think about is getting back to that state of consciousness, a place where time stands still and all bodily senses fade away. A moment of clarity trapped and held in place by pain only to bring my mind peace.

6/22/2011 11:41:31 AM

Today I realize the walls I build are not to protect me, but to protect you from the darkness that hides inside. Waiting and longing to be set free upon this playground of flesh and sin. He consumes my pain to rid himself of this husk that is called man. The mind and body separate as the pain pours in, a trip to nowhere a journey to somewhere.

A taste of heaven caught in a glimpse of time, tear stained eyes left frozen and withered by this life. The warmth encompassing my soul placed upon the clouds and my body folds.

6/4/2011 9:36:47 PM

mwm looking for any and all who loves to stalk willing participants. I promise I will pretend you're not there! Really! Must be strong willed and have the eagerness of a beaver and the cunning of a lion. I want to be pounced when I least expect it. Please send applications to:..... If you're the one for the job you already know where I live and probably watching me write this ad as I type it... I'm waiting..... (Duck tape friendly, bungie cord and ropes in downstairs closet, and I'll leave gas money on the kitchen table) I look forward to meeting you!

5/30/2011 4:36:21 PM

I’m flawed I know and understand this fact, but I see my flaws. Unlike most people I can’t live with them. I’m sick of trying to hide them or convincing myself to be acceptant of them. These personality and emotional flaws are destroying my life to the point I don’t know what else to do, but just shut down. To me life means so much there is so much I want to do and see but feel trapped inside myself. For the last 25 years or so I had been giving up on myself and saying that’s just life, and allow myself to just go with the flow of things wether I liked it or not. Becoming what the people in my life wanted me to be, therefore stunting the social and emotional development of the abandoned and undisciplined child deep inside, longing to be seen and understood by a firm loving hand.

5/25/2011 5:51:53 PM

i just found whats missing in my life, stalkers