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What to say... I've been on and off this site for the last few years, each time my perception on what I wanted had changed. I went from thinking there was something wrong with me at 12 to wanting to build an entire existence around the lifestyle. I found very little success and never felt quite satisfied. My desire for a quiet normal life conflicted with the needs that draw people to this website. So, after fourteen some years of thinking that I can't have the best of both worlds... I've decided to try anyway.
I have often leaned toward the "slaves" because of the intensity of my dominant feelings. That, and I'm a very open minded individual, willing to try most experiences. However, I came to the conclusion that I'm not looking for a mindless piece of meat. Frankly, it would bore me, and the novelty would wear off fast. Because, to me at least, that's all that kind of relationship would be to me.. a novelty. I'm not such a simple person to amused by something so meaningless. So, I guess I'm seeking an open minded person, who goes willingly, not "willingly unwillingly" into the depths. Someone who will have better conversation skills than "yes sir, no sir." Someone who chooses to be objectified, but doesn't consider themselves an object twentyfour seven.
xDaisyChainsx
 
 Age: 22
 Los Angeles, California