Yay I am back in Iraq...................can you feel the excitment seething from my pores lol.  So anyway vacation was fun ish and exhausting with just the right amount of drama added in for effect .  I have come to a determination though. I am calling all Bi or lesbian women on here local to or at least reasonably close to my listed home to help me out.  I have a young and beautiful sub who needs her cherry popped so to speak.  I would like to offer her some choices to have her first experience with while I am away.  If your interested send me some messages and she can determine her interest or not.  I will not be involved at least not at first or at all given she is allowed independant affairs.  Please feel free to contact us.  I would greatly appreciate the help in expanding her horizons.  Be warned though she may be my submissive but she only plays with others as an equal or dominant.  She is saucy like that.  I like it that way. Pictures are prefered as we both show ourselves but not necessary at first.  It does however increase your chances of a response greatly.  Have a great day and we will be waiting.

So here I am a trained soldier and physically powerful man..............doubting myself in fear lol. It is one thing to say all the things you will and can do for a year away from your sub/lover/love. Now 10 months into this deployment my leave is finally approaching.  I am not entirely sure I remember who I was to her right now.  We talk often but who have I become.  Questions like am i still the master she wished to serve so dilligently or will she find me to be someone new.  This type of doubt is not common for me by any means but I don't exactly go through this often lol.   Any thoughts world?

Ok so some of you might find this one funny and nothing at all sexual about it.....but............fuck my ass hurts lol.  I have in the past 2 months basically spent every day in the gym one way or another.   Yesterday I put up nearly 2.5 times my body weight @440 lbs on leg press for which I am quite proud since my goal is 800lbs by June.  I am beginning to see the wisdom behind rest days lol. Need a vicious massage in Iraq....any takers ;)

You know it is interesting.  I just recieved a heartfelt fuck you from a needle dick today regarding my profile pic.  Personally I would like to say Merry Christmas you submissive prick.  I am proud to wear my uniform here or on any other sight.  I do not and have not discraced my uniform or my service or fellow serviceman by stating who I am.  I am proud of the achievements that my uniform represents.  I am proud to be a soldier serving overseas and I sure as hell am proud to say kiss my red blooded American ACU wearing ground pounding ass. As for the rest of you out there willing to bear the truth about your lives to the rest of the world, Bravo and Merry Christmas to you from Iraq and those of my fellows here away from home.  And to you darktyrannis well go take your spanking little man and enjoy your time at home with your family if you have one.  Talk shit to someone who cares about your insignificance.  You know what fuck it.  I meant what i said in my email response to you.   Merry Christmas.  Now if you don't mind I have my family and friends who matter to get back to. 

Being stuck in this place is fine and dandy.  I volunteered, and i get paid.  I do my job.  However some should be aware of the struggle a natural dominant has boiling benieath his skin when provoked by their ignorance.  Faith, strength, and restraint can only cage the beast for so long.  Beware.

A happy bday............... in Iraq...........fuck my life. lol.  In good spirits and waiting for refrigerators to fall from the sky knowing my luck.  Today would be a good day to avoid the world.  I mean really it rained for the second time I have been in this god forsaken place and it started at midnight my time here...............exactly.  A thunderstorm at that.  Feel free to share your opinions but I someone is trying to tell me something lol.   

Please would someone rip this song out of my head for the love of god.............."I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts................there they are all standing in a row.  MAKE THE BAD MAN STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11