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4/30/2013 7:53:53 PM
When you discover a rare treasure you sometimes want to keep it a secret. Other times you shout from roof tops. Sharing it here with the few that will actually see it is somewhere in between. CM is a magical place full of like minded people, that have elected to embrace their own inner desires that can be unique and most fulfilling. It is a place also that is segmented in so many ways, and many times by self imposed definitions. A submissive is sometimes ruled into these definitions, only because there is a lack of designation. My sub some might call a service submissive. I once used that definition only because I was limited by predetermined, verbiage. She is Not! My Ms d. is so giving on so many planes that if I described her fully you would simply say that this was entirely a fantasy. I will let you believe that if it makes it easier. When I visit, i know that she has spent days getting everything as near perfect as possible. I expect this fully, or I would be displeased. For her my simple notice of a plate not perfectly centered, ice not half way up in a glass my Perrier water not waiting for me in exactly the right position. My mere notice, is almost painful to her. But of course it is... It is always perfect. My play toys for her, are artfully arranged for my viewing pleasure, new ones added on each visit. I merely suggested a new whip, and it magically arrived for the next session. I mentioned lotions and lubes one time, and before our next session a plethora of choices were present. Ms d. Is so special each visit is celebrated with a special surprise gift, carefully selected, that she knows will bring both pleasure and a smile. I could go for pages as to her preparations, the care, wonderful delights, and the affection that she brings to me as I visit, but the more I say the less real and more fantasy this becomes. It's an amazing feeling being so well taken care, and I will present a new definition, and that is a "sweetheart submissive". A submissive, that is all giving, your pleasure and satisfaction is the subs only desire. Taking them in any way, is their gift to you, their body, is the doms to posses, their goal is to fill your desire and needs even before you voice it. They abhor punishment but offer their body fully for your pleasure, absorbing your attentions in any and all ways. They are loving and sweet. There is nothing they will not do if it gives their Dom pleasure. I have a sweetheart submissive, rare, sexy, beautiful, and intensely sexual. Ah yes, this is but a fantasy, a dream ... After-all Yes..? Smile... Or is it?
4/1/2013 3:57:36 PM
She had her arms over her head, pressed against the wall, her legs spread just to the point of comfort and her bared bottom arched back toward me, invitingly open and ready. I held the many tasseled toy, in my hand, allowing it to softly touch her skin, allowing the strands to just lay against the naked flesh, then slowly I let them glide over and around the contours of her bottom, giving her permission to feel them in this form, a hint as to what they might feel in moments to come. I want you to tell me if each impact is hard enough? I could hear the question before she could express her confusion. I smiled .. you are to tell me in numbers if the impact was a 1 to a 10 ? 10 being over your limit and would be too much to bear. One or two not being hard enough and you wish to them to harder, a 5-6 would be perfect. Ready to begin? The first impact was solid, the small strands working in concert came down with a solid sound, her bottom danced, she was not ready. I smiled, as it took a second for her to decide what number to call it, to low and then next one would be much harder, to high it would not be believed and the result would be a punishment stroke. 4, she said clearly Two more of equal intensity were given quickly, resulting in a score of 4 and a 5.. 5 really? I asked. I would have thought this would be more of 5 and quickly delivered more of an 8 cleanly impacting across both cheeks, it took her breath away. I immediately rubbed the red stripe appearing on her white skin, the mark hot under my handAfter a brief pause after she collected herself, she said, Sir, my mistake, you are entirely correct, that was a 4, please forgive me. I do .. but You will receive two 6?s .. are you ready. Yes sir Expertly with a few seconds in between I shared two hard strokes one on each cheek. I waited Well? Thank you Sir, those were two lovely 6?s. Yes they were Lets count up to 8 together? She looked puzzled? one I said.. she repeated.. one The strap came down almost softly on her bottom. I could see her smile. She understood She said 2 The strap came down somewhat harder Three I could hear in her voice the fear of eight, which would soon to come. The strap and it?s many tassels impacted nicely. 4 and 5 repeats of earlier, and she bore them well. Move your bottom out further, arch your back and stick up your bottom, like you are excited to receive my attentions. She directly did as requested, as I had no fear she would. Much Better..My smile was broad as I had such a delicious view of her lovely bottom, so well displayed, her precious sex just peaking out inviting me to touch and play with her. Later, I said to myself. Then to her with a smile in my voice now that I had her in a much better position , and softly through a kiss to her ear?.let?s start over. She sighed, but wiggled her bottom in anticipation.
8/24/2011 8:57:33 PM
So it seems you can update your blog from an iPhone well I came tantalizingly close to finding someone but the dreaded m word ended the search ..I thought ght there was an understanding but no.. How about this for a fantasy... Catherine traveled to the same cities as I when she could, organizing our schedule was not that hard. Staying in the same hotel, it worked for us. This evening she was dressed on a blue dress, short, it showed a lot of leg, she was not permitted to wear underwar, I knew she would be wet by the time she reached the lobby, and was standing in front of me. You look amazing. She smiled and said "Thank you, sir." she bent down to get a kiss her hands behind her back. I reached around her neck to hold her close, graving her hair, a thick mass in my hand, gathering it pulling making the control tighter. I loved semi public shows of my control and I knew it excited her as wel. The resturamt would be fun. Maybe one day soon fantasy wil turn to reality.
7/27/2011 3:38:04 PM

What is crazy is that I have had what I am looking for before, a woman that wanted to explore her secret side.  Who thought that pleasing me was a turn on for her, it made her wet,  feel safe, and she had a secret satisfied smile.  I am hoping she is still out there, not the same woman but one with her desire for something other than roll over sex.  I know she is out there, she needs me as well. 

MissBallbuster
 
 Age: 33
 Adelaide Hills, Australia