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Ich + Ich - So soll es bleiben
Ich warte schon so lange Auf den einen Moment Ich bin auf der Suche Nach hundert Prozent Wann ist es endlich richtig Wann macht es einen Sinn Ich werde es erst wissen Wenn ich angekommen bin
Ich will sagen So soll es sein So kann es bleiben So hab ich es mir gewünscht Alles passt perfekt zusammen Weil endlich alles stimmt Und mein Herz gefangen nimmt
Wenn es da ist, werd ich feiern Ich weiß, da ist noch mehr Es liegt noch so viel vor mir Ich lauf noch hinterher Bis jetzt fühl ich nur die Hälfte Von allem, was geht Ich muss noch weitersuchen Weil immer noch was fehlt
Ich will sagen: So soll es sein So kann es bleiben So hab ich es mir gewünscht Alles passt perfekt zusammen Weil endlich alles stimmt Und mein Herz gefangen nimmt
Ich weiß nicht, wo du bist Oder wo du wohnst Aber eins ist sicher Dass es sich lohnt Ich bete jede Nacht Dass ich dich finde
Und du sagst So soll es sein So kann es bleiben So hab ich es mir gewünscht Alles passt perfekt zusammen Weil endlich alles stimmt
So soll es sein So kann es bleiben Genau so ist es gut Alles passt perfekt zusammen Weil endlich alles in mir ruht
Yeah... Oh... Yeah... Oh... Yeah...
So soll es sein So kann es bleiben So hab ich es mir gewünscht Alles passt perfekt zusammen Weil endlich alles stimmt Und mein Herz gefangen nimmt
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Drax & Scott Max - The Sun
Moments... (I) Count each moment Believing you'll set me free Wanting... Draws you closer I taste you on the air I breathe Touch me Feel me Come and feel the love this time that's in my heart and set me free Touch me Feel me Save me from this emptiness inside Here comes the sun Here comes the feeling Here comes the moment that we've waited for so long... |
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RAM - Forever And A Day
I'll show you I love you I'll show you I care I'll tell you everything you want and need to hear
I'll heal your sorrow as long as I'm here I'll make you smile again so loud and clear When your daylight disappears When the storm is coming near When you feel like hope is gone, lean on me – I'll be strong Let it all out now, it will be okay Cause I'm gonna heal you now, forever and a day Don't you give up now, it will be okay Cause I'm gonna fight for you forever and a day
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Wer leuchten will, der flieht das Licht Der schaut der Nacht ins Angesicht
Subway to Sally - Eisblumen
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Conjure One feat. Poe - Center of the Sun
When I close my eyes I am at the center of the sun And I cannot be hurt By anything this wicked world has done I look into your eyes And I am at the center of the sun And I cannot be hurt By anything this wicked world has done |
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the blue bird woke
from a blackened dream
as a phoenix
fire burst from its eyes
as it flew away
high into the golden skies
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Did I come back too early? There's pain under a veil of longing. Maybe I should give it up altogether? Or still fight the butterfly? Came so close to embracing it, hard to turn my back now within that cutting grip. What other way to defeat it? |
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hope love then, cuts glass deliquifying splinters building sharp walls butterfly scratching my eyes no place no one to go to i love you please love me back i'm trying hard trying harder i make so many mistakes darkening your light i love you please come home scream |
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Mazzy Star - Into Dust (John O'Callaghan Deep Dream Remix)
Still falling Breathless and on again Inside today Beside me today Around broken in two Till you eyes shed Into dust Like two strangers Turning into dust Till my hand shook with the way I fear I could possibly be fading Or have something more to gain I could feel myself growing colder I could feel myself under your fate Under your fate It was you breathless and tall I could feel my eyes turning into dust And two strangers turning into dust Turning into dust |
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Sunscreem vs Push - Please save me
(i'll set you free) Who will help me now Who will help love me, who will ever help me In the forest, there's a monster And it looks so, very much like me Won't someone, hear me singing Please save me, please rescue me In the forest, there's a monster And it looks so, very much like me Won't someone, hear me singing Please save me, please rescue me Who will love me now Who will ever love me Who will love me now Who will ever love me Who will love me now Who will ever love me, (who will ever love me..) |
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I think white dust is helping to liquefy glass, too. Hot light is in the startup phase.
So many stabs in the heart teach me: noone is what they appear to be. Under the surface there linger elements of surprise. Or... they keep slapping your face and you only feel it when finally they draw blood and tears.
I start feeling lonely.
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What doesn't kill us makes us stronger? It almost appears to be true. If not stronger, then maybe wiser. |
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Locked in myself. Searching scratching screaming a breakthrough. Am I waking up? Or falling into the glass sleep again? So many fen fires in so many shades of my butterfly. Which meander, which shade to take? Which colour will, eventually, let my sun through?
And
who can reach through glass? |
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I hope that someday I'll be able to regain my creativity. My inner scenery. My wordless tears and smiles.
That one day the struggle will ease. That my dark butterfly will stop tearing at my heart. That, one day, I can live with its path of devastation.
That one day I'll be able to love without falling apart.
That someday I'll find my own place in the world, my very own, free.
That my dancing on broken glass can slow down, ever so steadily, steadily, steadily. That my feet can stop moving in the dark world, and turn towards my beautiful world of light. That their cuts and tears will heal, that the blood will stop flowing, that treading the ground will become a delight, a gift.
This is a small, small river. My dark butterfly, are you coming back to me? I need you, I need you now. I need you to heal. Without you, the world is glass. Without you, there is no going back or forth. I need you to cut me and make me bleed, so I can see you, feel you and heal you and me. I long for our silent words, my tears. Let me see. Let me feel. I'm blind now. Let me open my eyes. Your dark strength can be our sunlight. Help me, please help me. |
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The last time I told someone I loved them was about 6 years ago.
Now I can say it every day...
truly
freely
happily
?
Life is good now. |
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Falling ~ Andy Duguid feat. Julie Thompson
I never thought I could move this mountain I never thought I could even try I never thought I could make this happen But I was wrong
I never thought I could build these bridges I never thought I could do it right I never thought I will ever feel this But I was wrong
'Cause I am not alone No, I have found my home It's where the darkness feels like moonlight Where the stars keep burning in your eyes
No, I am not alone No, I have found my home It's where the moon won't contain the winter Where the sun keeps smiling in your eyes
All I want is you Catch me when I'm falling through 'Cause I belong to you
I never thought I could reach this distance I never thought I could even try I never thought I could stop to listen But I was wrong
I never thought it would bring us closer I never thought it would turn out right I never thought I would see right through this But I was wrong
'Cause I am not alone No, I have found my home It's where the darkness feels like moonlight Where the stars keep burning in your eyes
No, I am not alone No, I have found my home It's where the moon won't contain the winter Where the sun keeps smiling in your eyes
All I need is you Catch me when I'm falling through All I need is you Catch me when I'm falling through 'Cause I belong to you
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And she replied: This is not my wing, mine cannot be perceived by nature's powers, thus I cannot fly and never shall, for my skin burns any feather in the wind, and mine shall remain invisible as I become.
And he said: You are like water, going around the rocks and running from my hands, restless is your search. As long as you do not rise, the rocks cannot bind your fall. Answer, what is this skydeep whisper knocking on my ears?
And she replied: It is my lost scream. |
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Falling dancer What is a falling dancer worth All i can do is Fall gracefully How Do you fall gracefully?
The only way is To fall from the tenth branch And spread my wings Fly, fly, fly And fall into eternity
Whether i land in dirt Or between sweet orchids Does not matter I fall with grace
Still i have love in my heart Love is my wings And i sing it into the wind
Falling Flying
Loving too much
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Hold me
hold me let me be
a little girl again
don't want a lover now i need a friend
and the one safe place to be
hold me don't want to talk
i don't want to smile
i only want to hide
and rest a while
and have you hold me
i don't want to think about
the world outside your arms
so hold me
written by Venus3501
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Fissure
I am here again I am visiting you ... your tender pain your butterfly which, in graceful fury ecstasy burns everything It's tearing my heart apart from the wounds your desire screams Oh, love me !
(c) Asyra 2006
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Underground or Aeroplane Doesn't matter in the end I know it has to be this way You're leaving me again
So I'll write my little love song And I'll sing it to the wind You're out there on the road tonight London, New York, Amsterdam
And I'm lonely here without you Miss your breath against my skin You love me then you leave me still I lie here Pressing fingers where your kisses have been
And I miss you And I miss you And I miss you
I know that I should be in bed It's almost 3 am But when I close my eyes I can only see miles of headlights Fleshing out the distance
So I'll sing my little lonely songs It's just part of who I am Cause I know that it's been calling to you London, New York, Amsterdam
~Luminary - Amsterdam
3 am and i can't sleep Missing what i cannot miss Craving for what i don't know yet Feeling like i should not feel Kisses that i've never felt But in my dreams Touches that i've never felt But imagining wakes me up inside Craving.. Craving.. Craving.. so much it hurts |
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You're speaking A different language to me Your world is far away I can't ever live there I'm looking into your eyes Trying to find A common place to start Don't fire that gun yet.
I was turning the page before You could read The signs were all around But missing them is easier I admit that I'm the stranger here The story of our past The one that never got started.
We never got started So I'm travelling light Oh yeah I'm travelling light We never got started So I'm travelling light Travelling light.
~Markus Schulz feat. Anita Kelsey - Travelling Light
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See the mirror in your eyes See the truth behind your lies Your lies are haunting me
See the reason in your eyes Giving answer to the why your eyes are haunting me
Falling in and out of love...
Keep, keep running Keep, keep falling...
~ Armin van Buuren feat. Sharon den Adel - Falling in and out of Love
The dancer is wearing a costume. Shiny seashells. What are they reflecting? My eyes or your eyes? Will there be the moment where it is wise to take them off? The mirror in your eyes is a thousand mirrors. I'm collecting the pieces, carefully putting them beside me, their cusps pointing at your heart. What will I find when your eyes are bare? What will you find in mine? Will I even get there, or will the mirrors cut my hands too deeply?
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Current Status: ~Slowly connecting rope to her body. First contact made. Progress unpredictable. ~Today wave of Blue colour killed my painting. Used Yellow to get something Green out of it. ~Reactivating the Dreamer ressource. Going well.
Encountering new issue How to cut a pearl necklace Wish someone could give me advice on this one ... Giving me nightmares, but it has to be done. The sooner, the better. I have to hurry up ...
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Preliminary result: Painting is going automatically at the moment. Pictures keep shades of Black, but enough Red to prevent them to overtake. I'm satisfied. *wipes sweat off eyebrow*
Edit: Somehow it's turning out perfect. Can you believe it. I was wrong ... was I? It's time to fight.
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Even though my hands are tied I keep on moving Right to the other side I keep moving on I keep moving on I keep moving ... ~Ron van den Beuken - Keep on movin
A wave that flows through my mind and heart Taking me high To the sky And I fly ... fly ... fly
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Found that amount of brush control while painting might influence amount of bleeding caused by touching Ruby
This is a totally new option
Very scary - reaction of Ruby unknown Might be strong enough to actually do this
Use the correct colours: #1 RED #2 YELLOW #3 GREEN
THIS COULD BE THE SOLUTION
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Analyzing the dancer problem. Wings. Connect the rope to her body.
Remaining issues: How to keep the Ruby while preventing it from bleeding her out. How to transform the butterfly.
Deduced thesis: The butterfly causes the Ruby the make her bleed.
Issue: How does it do so.
Supposed answer: By covering her eyes, denying her to see where the rope leads to.
Issue: How to handle the butterfly.
Characteristics: *cannot be killed *wings: white inside, black outside *protector *attacks causing boomerang effect *changing size
Considered tactics: *Expose to sunlight (+) ~ tested. *Expose to moonlight (-) ~ tested. *Connect to the Ruby (++ / -) ~ tested. Low situation control. *Connect to extern gems (?) ~ not enough evidence. Judged unsuitable. *Connect to half-extern gems (+ / - ) ~ tested. Unsuitable. *Embrace (--) ~ tested. Marked as most efficient last resort. High desiration effect. *Paint (++ / + / -) ~ tested. Outcome depends on brush control. Hardest maintenance. Best possible outcomes. Slow effects.
Favorised tactics: #1 Paint. Goal: (+++). Combine with sunlight exposure to reach. #2 Embrace. Goal: (---). Combine with moonlight exposure to reach.
Desirability: varied. Actual tendency: #1 > #2. Depending on amount of bleeding caused by holding the Ruby.
Conclusion: Maintain #1 while collecting information about #2.
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That Ruby is cutting deeper. It's getting serious. Dangerous, might I say. And I still haven't figured out where this key leads to. I can't seem to cover the wound, it keeps bleeding.
I feel the Butterfly rising. It's taking over my mind. Try to catch a butterfly when you're dancing on a rope above an ocean. Whatever I decide, one of them will get me. But. Then why do I keep dancing? It's the Ruby. It's a circle.
I need wings.
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