Wow. All that I can say is that I am sure glad that this week is near the end. For me, the Holidays are not the best time, but that is a whole other story indeed. Just looking forward to the coming week and all the it has in store for me. Hopefully there will be a few surprises coming my way!

Well, here I sit again on another weekend, with nothing to do. It seems like I have been having a difficult time trying to find someone with someone with similar interests as me. It is getting discouraging at times, and I am beginning to think that there are not many out there. Can someone out there change that?

Yes, I know that I am a little late in posting this, but better late then never. 

I just wanted to wish everyone a safe and Happy Thanksgiving Holiday. . And just about a month to go until Christmas. . Who out there wants to stuff my "Stocking"?

Hey Everyone!

Well, what can I say.  I have enjoyed the weekend so far, but I must say that I have been getting very anxious lately.  Anxious for the opportunity to actually meet up with someone or someones!  Of course, I am submissive, and am looking for a Dom (with a sub female)or Domme (with a sub male). I have this raging curiosity to be very naughty, and need an outlet.

   
I wish everyone the best this weekend, and look forward to hearing from any of you out there!

~rs

I think that Mother Nature is just teasing me today. Its a nice day out, except for a few clouds. . And its like spring fever is starting to take a hold of me. My mind has been racing with many thoughts, and what the future has in store for me. What is out there waiting for me?

Sunday is finally here. But for me, I dont really have any plans so I think that I am just going to have to spend a little quality time with myself again. I seem to be having a lot of those moments lately. It is a little different getting used to not having a kinky friend that I can really talk too at any time. But hey, its at least not dampened my spirit. There is still that willingness to serve the right person, whom ever that may be. I just will have to keep looking harder.

Wow how things can change.  And I must say that last night was a very good night.  I have officially been collared by naughtysecrets.  We have not been able to get a real collar at the moment, and so I have been instructed to wear a garter for the time being, until a proper collar can be acquired.

Also she is still in the process of finding anoter name submissive so that she can have us play for her amusement, so if there are any willing subs out there . Drop me a line, and we can see how it goes from there.

Well, I have been given a task by the Mistress that has taken me under consideration.  I have been told that I must find a guy who needs or wants to have their cock sucked.  But Mistress needs to be there at the time that it takes place.

So are there are any willing guys out there?, I so drop me a note, and we will see how it goes from there

Well, I have been made a very interesting offer for New Years.  The Mistress that has taken me under consideration has invited me to spend New Years with her.  I am very excited at the prospect of getting to spend time with her, and finally get to try out some of the many things that we have discussed. Hopefully soon I will find out it I am able to attend, (I hope that I do!)

First I would like to wish everyone a wonderful Martin Luther King day.

Over the past several weeks, I have been learning what it takes to be a good slave/submissive, and am finding that my proper place is at the foot of Dominate.  I find pleasure in serving, and if given the chance, would love to serve a Dominate in real life.  This is something that is kind of scary for me, as I have very limited experience, but have realized that over the past couple of weeks, that it is what I have always been looking for, but has never been clear until now. Looking back on relationships that I have had in the past, and wondering the reason why they have never really worked out, the reason became obviously clear.  It is because I was unable to truely convey what it was that I really wanted, or the person that I was with was not open to the idea.  But no matter the reason, it is time to look for what I really need.

What are your thoughts about it?

I guess that it is time for me to add an update to my journal, and I was told by a Domme that I should keep my profile updated more regularly, and I dont want to make her upset

This has been a stressful, but overall a very good week.  Being that it is Spring, my alergies have been acting up, but with it raining outside, I am feeling so much better.  I have spent most of the week doing some thinking about my role as a submissive/sissy, and have come to the realization that I am more of a submissive person then that of a slave, and so that  is more of what I am looking for. But as I have been learning more, I have also been trying to subdue the dominant side that sometimes comes out.  I get more satisfaction in giving control over to someone then to have control over someone else.

I have also done much thinking about my liking to wear women's clothing.  I know that there are some of you out there, that this is not your cup of tea, but hope to find a Domme who would love to keep in dressed as any way that she sees fit.  I know that my profile says that I am looking for either male or female, but I think at this time, I am looking more for the female rather then male

Wow. I almost forgot how hectic the summer can be, but it is not even summer yet. I have been down all week with a head cold, but I am on the way to recovery, and look forward to a great weekend ahead!

Over the past week, I have spent some time thinking about what it really is that I am looking for, and I guess that you could say that my profile on here is less then lacking on that information.  I try to keep my profile as updated as possible, but I haven't been so diligent at it lately. But I guess what it is that I am looking for is a Domme.  Not to say that if there is a Dom out there, that I would not take them into consideration too, but I am looking more on the female side of the spectrum. But also someone who understands that I also have responsibilities outside of this as well, and so sometimes it can limit the time that I am available. And with what comes next, I have noticed, really starts to narrow down those that might be interested.  Forced Feminization. I understand that we all have our own interests, but I sometimes feel left out, because of my differences.  Not to say that I haven't met some wonderful people here, and most everyone that I have met has been quite understanding and in some way also shared the same interest. . I guess that what I am saying is that I just wish that there were more of you out there.  But this in no way will diminish my resolve to find that special someone out there who is looking for someone like me

Hey everyone! 

Wow. . Another year has gone by so quickly. .  And so that also makes me another year older, and hopefully somewhat more wiser then before.  I look forward to continuing down the wonderful journey that I have taken so far, and also look forward to meeting new and interesting people along the way.

I hope that everyone has a great weekend. .   Hopefully I will, as my birthday is tomorrow! YIKES! 

I have been having a lot of thoughts lately about what it would be like to be forced to dress like a woman all the time.  Although there are some places that I would not be able to do so, i.e. work . . But to have someone get rid of all my "boy" clothes, and to have them replaced by "good girl" clothes, being only allowed to my "boy" clothes when the time called for it.

Hello everyone


I must say that I had an interesting chat with the Domme who is local her.  She had gone out shopping and while she was out, she had seen a couple of items that she imagined me in.  I almost could not believe what I was hearing.  I remember when I first start chatting with her, we had talked about having me in panties, but as far as taking it further, well, I will just say that I was more then pleasantly surprised. She had also commented on breast forms and having me wear a wig too. .(I'm glad to hear that she is wanting to make me into a dirty little slut). Boy the night just kept getting better and better.  To finish of the night, She wanted me to sleep in a nightie and panties, and of course, I was more then happy to do that.

Hello everyone.

Well, it has been a while since my last update, and so I though that I would let everyone know what is going on. . Plus I have been told that I need to update this as well.

I have been chatting recently with a Domme who is local here, and have been enjoying it very much.  She has been having me wear panties for her everyday, and she is the one that decides on which ones that I get to wear for that day. She even told me that She is going out and that She might get this little pantislut some panties.  *grins*. She has also been helping me with orgasm control, by having me keep my cock hard, but not allowing me to cum until later. I am hoping that we will be able to get together soon.

I have also been doing a lot of looking online for some sexy clothes, and have come across many things that I would like to get, and I have been also talking about this with the same Domme as above.  She is not into it as much as I am, but I also understand that we all have our own likes and dislikes.

I have been active in the lifestyle for just a short time, but from what experience that I have, I have come to realize that I am a switch.  I love both the Dom and submissive roles, but I find that I am more of a sub then a Dom.  And I am looking for a Domme to properly train me.  I also have a limited amount of fetish clothing too which I am looking to expand on, as well as some of the other fun toys that go along with it, and would love to wear if the occasion was right.

I also use some of the outside chat programs and would love for you to send me a request so we can get to know each other better.