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| “The secret of joy is the mastery of pain” Anias Nin “Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious. We are all full of shit. Go love someone just because; I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifings, but it will always heal, even if you don’t want it to; it keeps going. There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there, I promise. It is up to you to find them.” Chuck Palahniuk “To hell, to hell with balance! I break glasses; I want to burn, even if I break myself. I want to live only for ecstasy. Nothing else affects me. Small doses, moderate loves, all half-shades, leave me cold. I like extravagance, heat. Letters which give the postman a stiff back to carry, books which overflow from their covers, sexuality which bursts the thermometer! I’m neurotic, perverted, destructive, fiery, dangerous - lava, inflammable, unrestrained.” Anaïs Nin (thank you Miss Mouse) The deeper I go down this rabbit hole, the clearer I see myself. I have struggled for some time with unhealthy attachments. i am independent, stubborn, and challenging...lol. I am not owned. I was involved in a two year BDSM relationship with someone about 5 years ago, we were both new and learning...I outgrew. I love the mindfuck...love being teased and taken to the empty space in my head wherein I am completely open and vulnerable....I am finding that being in service to others is also very liberating. I love sensory depravation and impact play, rope... Am experimenting with nipple and clit torture....sqquuuueeeaaallll! I enjoy sex and watching others enjoy themselves as well. I have a man who is working on my body by way of manipulation, chakra alignment, adjustment, and next week cupping. I am curious about other women, and violet wands :) I recently started going to a local dungeon for play, observation, and classes in submission.
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