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dear journal, okay daddie wants me to tell want i like or want, just to let you know journal i am new to this and this life even tho since i was young i enjoyed pain. as i got older i would find myself starting arguements with my lovers just to see if they would hit me or not i was confused i am slowly starting to find myself and know there are others like me and just being hit has nothing to do with the life of a sub/slave and their Dom.
i enjoy being forced to do something i will never just volinter. there is nothing sexier than a guy beating my ass, chocking me out, being a guy and taking what he wants sexually but also letting me know i did as good job pleasing him the all around dom.
found out i like wax poured on me more than i thought again i say this is new to me so until i found daddie i was just dreaming about it lol i like the control daddie has over me! Ever since i got here i have been wearing his chain he owns me i like the feeiling when we go out to the store and i know its around my neck. just cant voice why yet....
thought for the day :....i know daddie has handcuffs and rope wonder why he hasn't brought them out yet i guess he has to know i trust him so i dont freak out or something |
