Update 2-7-2013

To many fakes and no one here wants real in person friendship before a kink one.

middle of next week this profile will be gone.

Sincerely,

Cait

I will

I have been married and loved.

I have been married and hurt.

I am not perfect for I have my flaws.

I have laughed hearty laughs.

I have cried many waterfalls.

I have grown from this.

I have learned what I need.

I will love life to it's fullest.

I will always be hurt.

I will always move on.

I will fulfill my destiny.

I will allow my wings to spread.

I will fly high.

I will fly far.

I will be me.

by

Caitlin Boeing

I would just adore being tattooed real big across the chest "slave" with a boarder accross the entire chest.

I would so love to be leashed again in public and I miss public play of pushing limits of what we can get away with.

I wish I could be locked in a neosteel shemale chastity device and someone else has the keys. I know full well I may never get the keys back. I know I would love to live in it having been in chastity my 1st time for 119 days straight.

I enjoying when I found a girl to date and having to tell them I was locked and not able to have sex.

I wish I had the money for it. I would give the keys to someone that that wanted them to do with as they wish. event if they wanted to destroy them.

I hope to be locked in it some time.

Sincerely,

Cait

I wish I could go to a News Party as Caitlin and be leashed and serve for the entire day.

Hi there,

I thought that I would tell my experiences being in heavy dungeon ankle and wrist shackles.

Back in 2003 I was dating a lady who loved subs in shackles. I spent sometimes 1-3 weeks at her apartment and during that time I was always on a leash.

When I came over we went to the zoo and then out to eat at Tommy Burger and when we got home we cuddled on the couch to night of the living dead.

Half way through she paused the movie and she got up and brought out a wagon with an small anvil, hammer and a box.

She pulled some heavy dungeon manacles and asked for my ankles. she put one ankle in the shackle and closed and set my ankle on the anvil and got a small round bit of iron and pounded it down. She did the same to my other ankle and wrists.

The ankles had a 12 inch chain and wrists had a 15 inch chain.

I was living in these from cooking to bathing and even went out shopping in them once.

Sadly they had to be removed due to a job interview and the bad is that I never even got hired.

My ex-girlfriend at the time had pics and I developed them and sadly I am not longer in contact with her.

However, I long to be in a situation where I have the funds to provide a life for myself and do this again sometime.

That is my true story and I enjoyed every second of it.

Hugs,
Cait

A super Bowl party wanted.

I want to be a chained slave at a super bowl party giving out beers refilling snack bowl and be used sexually.

I do not have a maid outfit and minimal clothing to wear and do not have the shackles.

I also do not have a car.

Sincerely,

Cait

I would love to be an oncall fuck toy in exchange for massive boobs. I will also suffer chastity for you in exchange for boobs.

I'm real about are you?

Sincerely,

Cait

I really miss serving and wish I had a local lifestyle Domme to serve. I miss saying, "As you wish" and being of use. I sometimes hate having a submissive heart when I can't have that need met.

I need a good hard fuck. A solid fuck in my ass where I will feel it for days and I will definitly know my ass was fucked hard. I want to scream and beg for it to stop and my ass still gets plowed.

I need it now.

Hiya Everyone,

I'm Caitlin and I'm a trans-geekette and I'm seeking a Domme that is local to the sorounding areas from Ventura County to serve in real time and in person.

I am a good domestic and enjoy physical pampering and also am a photographer and enjoy renaissance faires and anime/sci-fi/horror fandom conventions.

I am hoping that this will be long time service, friendship and maybe more if things go right based on honesty, trust, communication and mutual respect.

I am a slave seeking more than a collar. I am seeking a Dominant that will also be a friend. I am not a doormat. I am valubale property. Treat me as such and I will treat you like the Goddess you deserve to be.

sincerely,
Cait

I've been asked by a few if I can be in a serious relationship without kink and I know that I need the kink. I need to be of service. I need to earn that collar. I can't be happy without kink.

hugs,

Cait

I need a good public scene right now where I can been as submissive. Can anyone help?

Up for nearly anything.

sincerely,

Cait

I'm Caitlin and I'm a MtF Trans-woman and I have no Halloween plans.

I am back in the closet and had to move back with my parents due to getting a legal separation after living as Caitlin for nearly two years almost full time in St. Louis, MO and am now back in the closet.

I can't even dress on Halloween due to my parents religious values.

I need something to do for Halloween. If anyone wants to kidnap me and help me dress up or at least supply a place where I can get dressed that would be total awesomesauce!

Sincerely,
Cait

Looking for local play partners that can host in Oxnard of Ventura County , CA. Also looking for real in person submissives to serve me and a Dominant to serve as well.

I cannot host.

Also seeking those that are able to be photographed for building a portfolio. Shoots are by contracts and TFP only.

sincerely,

Cait

www.boeingvideography.com

Greetings,

Chastity, I miss those days.

My record was 119 days in a steel cage. When ended it was ending the relationship with my Domme as she wanted a sissy maid and I needed to transition to woman hood.

I told her I could be a shemale and she wanted a sissy male.

She took the device and sadly I miss it so bad right now.

I wish I was in a neosteel shemale belt however I have no money and no job to buy one.

If you want to buy me one you can keep me locked in it for as long as you want.

I wanted to make it 2 years but sadly 119 was the best and then she left.

Can anyone help?

sincerely,

Cait

I'm back to being a switch and updated my profile and am also seeking people that offer free ink for their portfolio or surgeries as well as fellow shutterbugs and geeks to hang out in person with where we do not need to hide who we are.

sincerely,

Cait

Hi there everyone, 

I'm Caitlin and I'm back in Ventura County, California from the mid west due to getting a divorce. When I lived in St. Louis I attended events and play parties and various munches and was active in the lifestyle community. 

I was dressed for 2 years as Caitlin at all times except for work and now am back in the closet due to my parents being fundamentalist Roman Catholics. 

I'm starting the process for a legal separation and right now am seeking geeky and kinky friends where I can be me. If you can host and I can change into my true self that would be awesome! Currently not seeking a Dominant or play partners as right now I've got to get my life back together however geeky friends and talent for photo work would be amazing. 

I'm into photography, film making, horror movies, San Diego Comic Con and Anime Expo, renaissance faires, LGBT rights, sci-fi movies, video games, museums, zoos, animal rights, anime, D&D gaming and kink wise I am a domestic submissive that enjoys physical pampering my Dominant. I also love the feel of hard steel for bondage and love being leashed in public and in private. 

I'm an uber girly girl and love doing a full face and this girl will not have have pants or shorts unless in male mode and I am hurting big time after living as Caitlin for 2 years and now being in the closet overnight really crushes me. I miss looking my best. 


sincerely, 
Cait 

I just wish I was a helpless modified fuck doll. no way back to a normal life. Just a purpose to be fucked and stored away or as a body pillow in between fucks.

How do I make this happen?

Extremes only.

sincerely,

Cait

I wish I knew someone that had the means to help me change my name legally into Caitlun Cumbucket or something derogatory.

Can anyone help fund this?

sincerely,

Cait

I'd love to be dressed and treated in a way that when people see me that they will know that my purpose in life is that of a cock sucking sissy slave. real public humiliation. the kind that will ruin reputations. real time meeting up only. no online domination for this girl.

sincerely,

Cait

I wish I had a Dominant that has some twisted ideas for body mods that would render me a freak in society and there is no undoing them as well as having the means to see them through.

Yet, treat me as a female pet and have me at my Dominant's beck and call for sexual or domestic use.

Why must I suffer living a normal life. this curse must end.

hugs,

Cait

Update 7/11/2012

I went to the The 9 Levels Of Submission? located at: http://www.bdsmcircle.net/dslifestyle/the9levelsofsubmission2.htm

I am a 7 on here which is as follows: 7. PART-TIME CONSENSUAL-BUT REAL SLAVE. Has an ongoing commitment to an owner/slave relationship and regards oneself as the dominant's property at all times. Wants to obey and please dom(me) in all aspects of life-practical/non erotic and fun/erotic. Devotes most of time to other commitments (e.g. job) but Dom(me) has first pick of the slave's free time.

I had a dream that I was put in a body cast and positioned on my hands and knees with only my mouth, nose, nipples, ass hole and male parts exposed.  I was bolted to a small wagon and people came over and used me over an over while toying with my dicks and balls and ear buds playing bimbo fuck doll / maid hypnosis over and over to break me to total obedience.

I was stuck like that for what seems like months and when released I went into surgery and woke up with my body molded into a living walking fuck doll bimbo with no voice, no teeth, massive fake boobs, face rdone and more.

If only this would happen. I would be happy.

hugs,

Cait

I'm tired of getting messages that are, "On your knees bitch and get that mouth ready for your master cock" and, "Ur Pretty, can wi fck?"

If someone is going to pull that shit on me might as well at least offer some extreme life altering body mods into my being molded into the fuck doll I want to be

Or at least offer to do everything needed to change my name legally into "cumslut".

I'm willing to be a slut however I need something for myself other than a tummy full of cum.

hugs, Cait

-Getting out in the community-

I am a Trans-woman. I know that I'm not on hormones or living full time yet. However in my heart, mind and in my soul I am a woman. So when I went to march with my trans-bothers and sisters in the St. Louis Pride Parade this year I felt such a connection with who I am and the Transgender community. I feel more comfortable with who I am.

Than going out to FLOG and Shameless Grounds as my true self helped me feel welcome Being called a lady last night at Shameless made me smile and melt emotionally.

I am a Woman. I am coming into my own and I look forward to seeing where this journey goes.

Sincerely,

Cait

 I hate not being able to sleep. I filled, ran and emptied the dishes, washed and folded 3 loads of laundry, took out the kitchen and bathroom trash, made sandwiches for the morning plus more.

I am a good house cleaner and good at organizing and will come over in a maid's outfit and clean for 20 dollars an hour and any extra stuff can be discussed.

Will also clean for tattoos and hormones as well as new wardrobe.

sincerely,

Cait

I am looking to be an oncall slut/whore/bitch in exchange for surgical procedures to get my body feminized into that a living walking  fuck toy.

time frames can be negotiated and are dependent on the mods provided.

also for this you can take photos and video and own the photos and video you take.

huge boobs

inflated lips.

sex change

teeth removed

lipo

testicle removal

female hormones

vocal chord severing

face redone in extremes

sex change

humiliating tattoos

plus more

hard limits are:

toilet/piss/shit/scat

needles

minors

animals

knives/blades

Some days I wish I was a leashed bimbo sex slave. Always leashed, trained to suck and serve. Clearly seen by all as a piece of meat to be fucked.

Some days I wish i a were an armless legless fuck toy. 

Some days I just want to be on a leash all day long and no care about who see's or knows.

Some days I just wish I was in a body cast placed in a sexually usable position and gang banged.

Some days I wish I were a big busted, chained silent maid serving at my owner (some day i hope to earn a collar) party.

Some days I just want to be a good pet and serve my owner (some day i hope to earn a collar) and do the domestics and get my a nice beer or other drink, put my head on his/her lap and rub his/her feet as he/she scratches my head and gets me to purr.

hugs,

Cait

Sometimes I think being a air headed bimbo that only knew sex and household domestics would be awesome.  Not knowing what a TV is. Just being concerned with sexually being of service and having a clean place.

Anyone help?

sincerely,

Cait

I can't wait for Pride Fest in St. Louis in two weeks. I'll be coming out as Caitlin.

Wig arrived. shoe shopping tomorrow.

I'm a happy girl.

Just wish I had an Owner/girlfriend

sincerely,

Cait

Good evening,

My spouse and I are no able to do the D/s lifestyle together as I'm transiting to Female from Male. She is a feminist and has to much respect for women to Dominate us.

My wife and I are poly and I'm free to get my need to serve met elsewhere.

So, I'm a free agent.

I desire to earn the collar. I know what it means to wear one. I know it's a long road to earn one.

I'm ready and up to the challenge.

Is there a guiding hand that is firm but fair out there for me?

sincerely,

Cait

I'm not a bratty sub just to test a Dominant to see where boundaries are. It's who I am. I am like a butterfly that needs to fly, to grow and learn. Learn to fly and grow in service with a fair hand and fair discipline.

~ArtistCait

I need help! Trade surgeries for my being an oncall slut

I'm seeking:

-huge massive fake looking boobs

-facial feminiaztion - sex doll look would be awesome think amanda lepore

-fat redistribution from my midsections to my ass and hips

-electrolysis for my hair to be permanently removed so I will always be smooth.

if you fund these I can be an oncall slut for you.

sincerely,

Cait

I was in an article: http://www.examiner.com/sex-relationships-in-jacksonville/it-is-all-about-cait

What is cheating?

I have thought a lot about what people consider cheating.

For some it's sexting someoneother than your s.o. For others a kiss? For some only vaginal penetration. Cheating can be any number of things to a couple. I think it's best to figure that out early.

This is a topic that I feel has to be discussed seriously and can make or break a relationship. It is something that both or in a poly relationship all those involved need to be agreement on.

For my Wife and I cheating is as follows:

Not communicating what is going on with us emotionally, physically, sexually, mentally, our thoughts, fears, hopes and dreams with each other. When we are no longer each others confidant and can't share our secrets with each other. When we go to someone else for emotional support.

To my wife and I that is cheating for our relationship.

Sincerely,
Caitlin

i am a slave.
i am an artist.
i am always growing, ever changing.
i do not know what will happen tomorrow.
i do know this... as of now...
i need to serve, from deep down.
i can't explain it.
it's a need I have.
like my arts it is a part of me.
i love the arts
i love to serve.
i need my arts as i need to serve.