A beautiful, sunny day.  I'm sitting in a pool of warm, golden light, drinking blue tea that I recently ordered.  I almost feel at ease.

There is still something so amiss.  Such a feeling of vacancy, I feel near hollow.  I miss my household, I long for those who need my assistance, who need a ship within this vast sea.  Is it so far from reality?  No, it is something that I have created multiple times in the past.  Households, built from broken beams, and me, the marble staircase cracking under the increasing pressure of a floor I can only lead to.  

I want happiness for you.  I want peace for you.  I want to show you the way via unorthodox means.  I want to experiment, and I want you to sacrifice for the others who need my help more.

I love you, all of you who run barefoot through the woods, all you who have loved so deeply til their heart shut off, all of you who despised with a passion that consumed you, all you who can bask in this beautiful light, drinking this beautiful tea in total comfort and still feel that something is amiss.  

A magnetism exists with in me, and I can feel it pull at so many I have met, and so many I've yet to meet.  I am anxious for you to come to me.  I am anxious to give you my tools.  I am anxious to repair what damage I can.

Finally, I am anxious to discover which of you remain to assist me in lifting this tremendous weight.

Ah, revival.  I have the day off today.  I'm thrilled.  I haven't gotten much sleep yet, but I think I may go back to bed and catch up.

I had a conversation with Mr. Tym this morning, discussing the fall of the Roman empire and comparing it to today's society.  It was on the way back from dropping him off at work that I outlined a more distinct overview of what I wanted to achieve.  Perhaps this is not the place to be searching for it.  But, then, perhaps absolute loyalty is exactly what I need.

Engineers, architects, musicians, scribes, herbalists, naturalists, wood workers, blacksmiths, economists, carpenters, preachers, extremists...I need them all the achieve this amazing feat.  Are you one of them?  Do you desire a natural lifestyle?  A stable society?  A home, love, loyalty, respect?  Perhaps you are what I search for.

My want is simple.  I am striving to create a society.  Yes, a society.  Perhaps this is not the best of places to admit it, but I seek to depart from this crisis.  The world will not repair itself.  It is too corrupted by the neoevil we call humanity.  It is disgusting, twisted, slanderous.  Incapable of maintaining stability and peace among its vast population.  Your society will collapse, your country will fall within the hands of its corrupted rulers...just as ancient Rome.

The solution?  Ruthlessness.  Those whom have corrupted themselves deserve precisely what they are fed in return.  The solution...disappearance.  A new country, a new lifestyle...an absolute reformation.  We've seen this throughout ancient times...we see it struggling to break through today.  It is in my best interest, and yours, to band together.  To focus on this solution.  To be recorded as revolutionaries and heroes of this era.