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| I have to get one thing out of the way first. I have been on here previously. For personal reasons, I closed my account. However, I am now in a place where I am comfortable renewing my search, and here I am again. If I hurt any feelings when I left before, sorry. Couldn't be helped.
Now, on to business.
First off, I'm going to say that I am a Geek, and proud of it. I play video games. I read. I write. I enjoy watching movies and TV (sci-fi and zombies mostly, but really anything that catches my interest). I brew my own beer. I fix computers for fun (local ladies, maybe we can work out some sort of trade).
I wasn't always proud of what I am. Growing up this way was not easy. When you are smarter than 99% of your classmates, you get brutally harassed for ruining the curve. I was painfully shy, so I kept mostly to myself, or hung out with the few friends I did have.
Forget about talking to girls. I knew that if I were to ever approach one, I would be laughed at at best, so instead I would go home and furiously masturbate to the memories. ?I would build elaborate fantasies in my head, where I had some power or ability that would allow me to control the objects of my affection. To bend them to my will and make them do my bidding. Whether it was force, hypnosis, mind control, or whatever, I would imagine that I could make myself irresistible to women, and ?would build a harem of willing young ladies to take my pleasure from.?
I never dared to act on my urges however. I thought I was broken. I felt that these urges meant I was not meant to take part in polite society. I was certain that if my feelings ever surfaced, I would be locked up and forgotten about.
What changed? I grew up. I gained in confidence, and learned the social skills that I was sorely lacking. I discovered that with my skills and abilities, I could gain the respect of my peers. Since that time, I have been married and divorced. I fathered a child. I built a career using the skills that left me feeling alienated in my youth.
I never forgot my urges though. I still feel the need to dominate the object of my affections. ?That brings me to why I am here.
I seek someone with which I can act out these urges. Someone whom I can bend to my will. Someone I can force to do my bidding. Since my youth, I have done much research into the field of my interest, and I am quite confident that with practice, I can accomplish my goals, which are the total and complete domination of your mind.?
In that regard, I should be more deive about what it is that I seek. I am looking for a young woman, between the ages of 18 and 35. She must be pretty. Think ex cheerleader, or prom queen. She must be looking for someone to totally control her. Someone to tear down her personality, and build her back up in a manner more proper for her station in life. Someone with either no limits, or willing to have her limits completely obliterated and replaced with that of her master. Other than that, I can't really state what it is that I am looking for. Everything else will be provided for.
This is to be a lifetime commitment. If this is not acceptable, please look elsewhere.
A picture will be provided if you ask for one. ?
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