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ApathyDrowns



I am seeking a submissive or slave female to be a beta slave in a poly household. Age and ethnicity is of no importance. What is important is your will and genuine desire to serve. I am not looking to find a mindless robot but someone who knows what they want and is comfortible in their own skin, Someone that can be just as content sitting on the couch with me eating popcorn and watching a movie together as being bound to a cross and being beat. While this will be a Total Power Exchange M/s relationship with an older Dominant Italian male and myself being submissive to him and alpha in the arrangement. I am a switch and bisexual looking for a girl for myself primarilly but also to be submissive to Him and enjoy a life with the both of us. I am not looking for a play date or a fly by night type of thing. I am looking to start casually to build trust and structure within the relationship and work towards something long term. I want a girl that has a mind of her own and can function without having to be micromanaged, Someone who is mentally stable and has self respect. I am not looking for someone that wants to be "punished" because they do not value their self worth. I am sadomassochist and enjoy areas of S&M, However I am not an abuser and neither is the other half of the house hold. We will train you to suit Our home and we will break you down and build you back up to be the best person you can be not only for us but for yourself. We are both level headed and well rounded individuals. We both share an interest in hypnosis, so if you are open to that, that is a huge plus but not a requirement It's just that Erotic mind control is something I enjoy very much My other interest within BDSM include shibari,edge play,vampirism,hot and cold,floggers,paddles,role play,cages etc. I am mildly sadistic and more of a sensual Dominant while I enjoy inflicting pain to enduce pleasure I have no desire to beat the hell out of or injure my girl so if you are a total painslut I am probably not right for You. There is a fine line between pleasure and pain and the closer you get pushed to the edge of pain the more intense the pleasure becomes. I enjoy giving sensual floggings and massage and pampering my girl if she serves Me well I reward good behavior and punish foul behavior. I am not seeking a SAM (smart ass submissive) I will not indulge in childish passive aggressive behavior in attempts to get out of me what you want. If you act out because you desire a spanking you will end up standing in the corner on your tip toes for an hour and a half or on your knees with your arms out to your sides ballancing a stack of hard back books on your palms for an hour a punishment with me is indeed a punishment. I will study you learn your likes and dislikes and use them to my advantage. You will belong to Me/Us in every fiber of your being, your mind, your body and your heart and soul when you let go of yourself and free your mind to Me that is when you will truely be mine. It is a process but in time all of you will be Mine and I will treasure you and love and care for you and hold you dear to me as my prized possession. I view a slave in the same aspect that I view a vedgetible garden if you pick everything from it fail to nurture it and use it up in 6 months you've had a good harvest but after that You're back at the grocery store in the produce section again but if you water it fertilize it and take care of it, That garden will supply you with food for many years to come. I do not want to drain my slave if I do so I've had a good 6 or 7 months before she has had all she can possibly stomach of the relationship but I miss out on the next 20 years of something beautiful we could have grown into together. I try to see past my line of sight and look at the whole map. If you are still reading perhaps there is a chance for us. I am a firm believer that good things come to those who wait and that when one door closes another one certainly does open and perhaps We could be who you've been waiting for all of this time perhaps this is the door. It is locked and you have the key. It is time for you to decide weather or not you want to open it. The choice is yours....And I look forward to greeting you in the fourier.

other information about Me.

I am a Certified Massage Therapist.
I am a poet.
I am a cinema geek.
I have a southern accent.
I am a libra.
I enjoy music of all erras and genres.
I play alot of video games.
I go to alot of concerts.
I enjoy traveling.
My favorite actor is Edward Norton
My favorite actress is Shirley Maclaine
I have an infatuation with true crime.
I am not interested in males submissive or Dominant.
I am rather nocturnal.
My favorite colors are black,crimson,purple and silver.
I am a non practicing catholic.
I smoke and I drink

If you think we share a common ground I would love to hear from you.

Serious enquiries only.I am not a work of fiction and am not looking to check a book out on here either.