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| I've tried collarme a few times now and I always meet really great people, but I tend to shy away at the end and can never stick with it. I don't know if this time it'll be any different but maybe, hopefully, I'll finally get the courage up to actually meet someone and end up naked in their car trunk or something :D
What I do know is the idea of being owned has always been intoxicating to me, and I love the persistent reminders of ownership that TPE provides. I'm not looking for daddy types or those looking for someone to spoil. Rather, I like to be pushed, pulled, caged, blackmailed, chained. Fucked hard over and over all day until I'm dizzy from being constantly breathless and horny and wet, whenever my master feels like it, no matter what I'm doing or where we are. Kneeling at his feet naked and chained, pleasing him with my mouth while he eats dinner, works on his computer, watches a movie. Getting a text to go touch myself while I'm at work or hanging out with friends, or to bring myself right up to the edge in a public bathroom just to be told to deal with it for the rest of the day in hot distraction. Orgasm control drives me up a wall, I love being brought right up to the edge just to be left squirming at the end, begging for more. That being said, I don't have much real experience, and having a Master I can trust and open up to is very important for this to work.
I'm not sure if I'm quite slave or sub but I think somewhere in between. I'd love to be able to give myself completely to someone some day, but I'm still a bit in the closet on all of this and would like to keep things super discrete. Is what I want just a fantasy or is it something that I can commit to if I find the right person? Hopefully someday I will find out.
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