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| Taking some time out to work on my Dissertation. I will be back after the Summer.
I am looking for the man I will do anything for.....
I suppose I should change my screen name to anklestraps56 now but I cant :(
I am shiaz, Linda if you prefer. I am not 'babe, babes, girl, bitch, hun or any of those other addresses people use. Thank you :)
That out of the way...
I believe D/s is a sophisticated, honest, adult form of communication, please dont disillusion me.
Seeking mature, Dominant, controlling man who knows what he wants and expects to have it.
I like rules and expect there to be consequences should I choose to break them.
In my personal life I lack self control and need someone strong, intelligent and consistant.
I like to please, am very respectful if shown respect, and well mannered.
I know when to hold my tongue and would never embarrass you.
If inflicting pain excites you, then please say so, I need you to be honest. I will tolerate your pain. Whatever excites you will excite me. Though I do have limits, which we can discuss later and are not in tablets of stone.
I want to please you, have your approval. If you are disappointed in me, the look in your eyes will be a far worse punishment than any hurt you can inflict on me. A look, lowering your tone of voice, a touch.. I hope that makes sense.
I am an attention seeking slwt. love People watching. Kissing, Touching, Stroking........ lots of 'ings' in fact :) I will drive you nuts touching and kissing you, with permission of course.
I Love stockings, high heels, silky underwear, especially black.
If you dont like bigger women then I dont want to hear your reasons.
Whilst I am willing to consider relocating, I would prefer to meet a man, at least in the same country, so I can have time to get to know him.
For the purposes of my dissertation re BDSM, I have another profile, please see subconshiaz on this site. This is not meant to decieve and is for practical reasons only :) ( although I do think the name is extremely clever )
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It doesn't matter if your football shirt did cost a fortune, its still a bloody football shirt!
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Very soon now I shall change my profile. I have come a long way since starting on here. I have done much and met many people from all walks of life and now I am soon to be 58 so will really rethink my profile, maybe jazz it up a little :) or perhaps make it more lighthearted. |
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My life again seems without purpose.
The degree had given me a sense of purpose for a while and I had hoped that having it would make a difference. It was never about any major career change, I already have a career, it was more about an acknowledgement of ability and finding a way of instilling routine and discipline into my life. It succeeded for a while but I am now again asking the question; what is the point of it all? Maybe having an academic qualification is going to make it even more difficult to expose my need for an authority figure, my need to defer to someone I respect and trust.... Rambling now <grin>
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I am beginning to believe that there are no male dominants living in North Wales, how can this be?
The thought of training my own Master is occurring more and more frequently now, though I am concerned about whether, psychologically, I could believe him naturally dominant if he had to be trained?? It is a dilemma...
Once August is out I shall start to have most week-ends free therefore more opportunity to attend munches and fet fairs. Will see what happens then. |
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I have my BA. I got a 2:1. Thank you everyone for your support xx |
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It's over, no regrets, final exam completed this morning. I am so relieved and high, I need to get back into sub mode, get my pinny on and sort these books, wipe my desk-top and start making plans for the future. HHHmmmm think I shall wait until Tuesday, playing drums at Shrewsbury carnival on Monday. So will have a break and start in earnest on Wednesday :)
Please may I thank everyone who encouraged me and even those who discouraged me (made me stop and think and make conscious choices to continue) and especially those who offered help and support when I was at a low ebb, your input has been fabulous and especially today when one exam question was 'How has society regulated the sexually 'deviant'? Not quite the right wording but something like that.
Again much love.
shiaz |
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Well, it's done, all assignments in, one final exam on the 13th, last one on the 23rd. Degree completed.
I am not sorry though, either that I have done it or that it is over.
At last I shall see what it's like to be semi-retired, just working part-time now.
Commencing a radical spring-clean, little late I know but nonetheless, it will start on Monday. Revision for final exam will be fitted in between house clearing and cleaning. Within this next month I shall reduce to minimalism once more. Get rid of all that 'just-in-case stuff that is never used and just fills everywhere up so I can't find anything anyway!
Thank you for all your support and encouragement.
Much love and fond regards.. shiazxx |
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Where to start??
I have been rescued (yet again) My flat is getting back in order. Some rigid rules and a routine that whilst it is easy to follow is quite brilliant (Thank you Martin) One room at a time, clearing all into the places they belong. So simple but so effective. (even found a box of wine I bought at Christmas - bonus!!)
I feel great, clear headed again (psychic space) ready for the last lap of my degree.
I am really so greatful. Thank you Martin x |
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ps. I have rejoined the drummers. BatalaBermo, it's fabulous, just starting to gain some confidence again, but what a rush when it all goes right! Makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end <shiver> |
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My flat is an absolute tip!, there are clothes and books everywhere. This is how I know my head is messed up, it's strange; my brother once told me I had a mind like the bottom of a baby's pram - all piss and broken biscuits <grin> Well he is right, when my head is full of things to do..things to do... things to do... it seems to spill out into my home. I seriously need someone to give me head space and ensure that things are sorted and maintained that way.
Having said all that; the final copy of my dissertation was handed in today, over 10 days early (there's a first!) Just have 3 more assignments and 2 more final exams and then its all over... for now. Then I shall have the Summer off and then start writing about real things :) |
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How satisfying and what a difference a coat of paint makes (well several coats if painting white on top of dark red) It looks gorgeous, clean and huge. It really has lifted my spirits. Amazing what can be achieved when I am made to do it :) Thank you x |
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Lies are strange things, even the smallest, whiter than white lie can destroy everything that has gone before. Such a waste :( |
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There really are some smart, clever and dominant men on here. May take a while to filter them out but they are there. They turn up eventually. Its a good job I am patient <grin> |
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I have been so busy today on a site I stumbled across called takeninhand.com Its going to take me ages to read through all their stuff. Its fascinating. |
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Right, I am off for a while, going to get my diss done and be able to hand the bulk of it in after the Summer. I have pulled my profile for the time being but still here :)
shiaz
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I have just looked at my pictures on here. Really must have some new ones. I am far better now <grin> |
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Recently back from my son's wedding in Barbados. Now it is back to work. Trying not to let all my assignments pile up like last time but I can feel myself slipping already. I intend to spend the Summer going out to meet people within the 'lifestyle' and who knows.. I may even meet 'the man'.
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I have started the 2nd year of degree course, Got all assignments in on time in January (more good luck than good management) For my dissertation I have chosen BDSM, Is it more Socially acceptable and in some cases are women and men 'choosing' to revert to traditional roles with regard to male dominated households... Good eh :) if anyone can help me I would be most grateful. Have created another profile specifically for this. Please see subconshiaz on this site. Thank you. |
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I have been talking with a man who has filled my head for several days, clever, romantic and available. strange how, despite all this we were so out of sync. Someone will be very lucky to find this man. I wish you well. Much love shiaz xx |
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I am afraid I find all this D/S drama childish and irritating. All this 'present' the upper case and lower case nonsense. If a man is dominant I know it. If I am unaware of it, then he is not for me I'm afraid. |
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Sometimes, just sometimes.... I talk to someone very special, someone who, despite the medium, is strong and clever and knows what he wants.. |
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| Age: 27 |
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