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Angelleo1966

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Experienced slave/submissive just checking things out. My last relationship ended very badly and I am just working my way back into things. Please do NOT contact me just to tell me how you think I am NOT a submissive/slave as apparently neither of us are inclined to LIKE the other. I am a very strong submissive and require an intelligent, strong Dominant. Notice that doesn't say I need a domineering asshole, but a Dominant. If you don't know the difference, please feel free to ask and I can enlighten you. ?And no, I am not angry. ? I just know what I am willing to accept and not accept, which is everyone's ?prerogative in life. I am 5 years post gastric bypass and minus 187 lbs. if you are looking for a Barbie, you definitely do not want to stop here. I am typically a very open person, so if you have a question just ask. Sometimes I am hard to handle; sometimes I am easy going and soft. Sometimes I am strong; sometimes I need someone else to be the strong one. Sometimes I am quiet; sometimes I have an opinion about everything. Searching to find the right One to balance me! I want to find the answers to all the questions and much more with the One I wish to call Master. One that I can care for, love, honor, respect, cherish, obey and follow. One that has integrity, honor, stability, self-control and will guide me in my growth, yet also walk beside me in my Side. NOTE: honor, integrity and respect means YOU ARE NOT MARRIED AND CHEATING ON YOUR WIFE! Poly is not the same as cheating! I have been in the Lifestyle for a little over 12 years now and know that I can never go back to the mundane vanilla life. I want to serve One that I trust explicitly and with my trust is gained my loyalty. We talk everything over in great detail and limits will be respected. Limits upheld not breached, but pushed to the edge. Fears overcome together and celebrated when they no longer hinder us. Learning about and from each other or learning new things together and bonding, we experience our adventure. I am intelligent and can knowledgably converse in numerous subjects. I truly appreciate a man with intelligence and openness to finding new levels of know-how. As stated previously, I am very opinionated and often can be a handful, but the right One will easily be able to tame that side of my personality and have me purring with content at his side. He must be able to communicate well and handle me at the least voicing my opinion, even if O/our ideas are different and in the end His word is final word on the subject. NOTE: This does not mean you are a pompous blow hard that overrules everything just because you feel like it, but that you are someone with depth that considers your sub/slave's opinion to have value! Communication is paramount for any relationship to work. Open communication between two people requires input and work from both parties. I am an extremely sexual person. Attention and affection are on the top of my list of needs. Hands-on and touching, whether it is a spanking, restraint, a kiss, a hug, or deep, hard penetration, etc., are very necessary to the relationship that I crave. All of this being said let me mention that I am not interested in a long distance relationship unless you are interested in making the effort of traveling to me on a very regular basis as I don?t have the means to travel to you as often as would be necessary. Submission is a gift and I was raised to believe that one should not be able to take a gift back once it is given. Yet I have learned through recent relationships that retrieving one?s submission is necessary on occasion if the One it is entrusted to betrays trusts, loyalty, or those gifts are taken for granted. I want to be seen as more than your fuck toy. I want to be your Owned, cherished piece of property. Do not mistake the fact that I can be your toy, but I need more depth than that if you are looking for my complete trust and loyalty. I search for a man that can share his vanilla life as well as BDSM with me. I am not just kinky sex. I am looking to build a meaningful, full relationship with a caring Dominant that I hope to eventually gift with not only my submission in the bedroom, but with control of my life. Please do not be offended if I offer only friendship as I do not feel we would be compatible otherwise. Friends are always welcome.
7/23/2013 7:58:42 AM

I believe that there is one true way with multiple, diverging paths that all inevitably merge to lead to love of one’s self, first and foremost, and then others.

I believe that my main path is to find my way back to my soul by stripping away the layers and facing the truth.

Not allowing what others have foisted upon me change my perception of who and what I am.

I believe in owning my darkness and my light; embracing the full extent of me and not just the parts that are sweet and nice or acceptable to others, but also the dark, deep, confused parts as well.

I believe that the main sweetness of life is found in one’s connection with others; those people who touch your heart and you touch theirs right back.

I believe success is falling down, yet having the strength to stand again either alone or with the support of a network of amazing friends.

Changing my mind can change my path and being open to that change when it needs to happen.

I choose how to perceive things, what thoughts to believe, and how or what I take from those things. I chose to do things differently than I was taught/raised. Emotions are nonnegotiable as we feel what we feel, but we choose how we react and respond to those feelings.

Maturity really comes to play when the emotions are involved.

I believe in speaking up about what I need and want and being responsible for surrounding myself with people who support me in making those needs a reality.

I believe in being able to use "I" statements to express myself and not make others responsible for my wants and needs.

I believe in the power of an honest “I am sorry” and “I love you”.

Being able to open your heart and mind as well as admit fault are two of the most important things you can be responsible for in your personal growth.

I believe in karma and the fact that it is a bitch to get caught when your bad karma comes home to roost.

Realizing that good karma is just as amazing as the bad karma is damning.

I believe in the law of attraction and doing your best to be honest and open when it comes to those feelings of attraction.

I believe in asking for help and giving it to the best of one's ability and availability. I believe that within adversity the phoenix will always rise and bring forth the beauty and love that has been hidden beneath the smoke.

I believe in establishing goals and wants, yet letting go and being open when new and exciting possibilities present themselves.

The journey is the point, but how well that journey goes is dependent upon the level at which we are willing to be involved.

I want to be fully involved and active in my journey and that the people that love and want to be there with me will be right beside me making the whole process that much more enjoyable!
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