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Hi, I'm a female submissive looking for a gentle, and understanding Master that is close to me. I'm an extremely shy girl but shyness doesn't mean I'm stupid or naive. I will probably not answer all the responses I recieve especially ones that don't give alot of information. I'm not looking for a one night stand I hope to find someone that will take care of me. I do enjoy most aspects of bdsm, not many have appealed to me much lately because I have been hurt recently but I know it is still within me and I hope I can find a kind, and gentle Master to be patient with me and show me that side of myself again. If I answer your response to me it means in whatever you sent me I felt I would like to know you more. I don't give my submissive side to just any dominate, it's a gift that will be hard for me to give since I have such low trust in people. I can be very loyal and a good submissive if I'm treated right. I hope I don't sound to intimidating for a submissive. I just don't want to be hurt again. I have a wonderful side I want to show to a loving Master and I really hope I find him one day. I'm not as tough as I might sound here, I'm very shy, timid and loving. I also am very scared and with knowing some of the scary people in the bdsm community just looking for a Master is hard for me.

For what I want in a Master is good looking, intelligent, average wieght I suppose. I hope to find someone around my age, no one over 31. I tend to cut off at ten years. If you are 32 though feel free to try me. I'm not real picky if you seem like my match. :) Also I want a gentle Master, rough isn't my cup of tea of hour of the day. Gentleness gets me off much quicker. Some rough things I like but building up to it means much more. I don't want to give away to much on my profile.

If you are interested in knowing more about me please let me know. If you are nice enough and attract me enough I might respond to you. Sorry if that seems harsh I'm just very selective. Submissives or anyone that's been hurt multiple times should understand me. I want total control until I trust you enough to give my control up to you and in my head and heart that is earned. Only when the Master or dominate has shown me trust can I truly be submissive and give that gift without fear. It's a speacial gift and the Master I choose to give it to will know that to. If you are going to try and control me the first few times we are talking I will break it off without thinking. If you are real you will be much more patient and understanding with me and my fears. Long distance isn't much of a problem but beyond the states that border pennsylvania that's pretty far. I still live with my parents too so keep that in mind. I'm a big challenge but hoepfully someone will have some kind of interest. I'm just here to see if I can find someone, if I can't then I'll look elsewhere. Please respond if you are curious in wanting to know even more about me. Take care.

Also I forgot to add I have no experience in the lifestyle in real life, another reason I'm both cautious and scared. It may take me a good month or so to get to know you through e-mail, phone etc. before we actually meet if it gets that far.
6/5/2005 1:45:21 PM
I am in a learning stage with someone, he is considering me, I am considering offering myself to him, and at this time I am not interested in chatting or conversing with anyone else. Thanks, and good luck.

-Angelwings24-
sweetloverslave
 
 Age: 22
 NEW YORK, New York