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We only get one shot at this life, and I want to leave this world exhausted!!!!!! |
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What would you do if you were not afraid?
I would see a Ghost
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Wanted a slave boy to complete My Goddess costume for a house party next Sat night 10/29.
Please do not apply without a photo.
I do have a preference for:
Tall Men
thin - average build
non-smokers
35-48 |
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Two eyes so kind
two eyes so bright.
you wish you can,
and pray you might.
Two hands to touch,
two hands to hold.
A pet so sweet,
so, easy to mold.
Two arms reach out,
two arms pull in.
your heart beats faster,
but she will win. |
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I liked this, thought I would share it...
Seven Pillars Of Dominance Author: J. Mikael Togneri ©
- A dominant is a ruler, but never a tyrant.
But to rule requires understanding, and understanding requires humility.
- A dominant has pride, but never arrogance.
But pride requires dignity, and dignity requires humility.
- A dominant commands respect, but never fear.
But respect requires serenity, and serenity requires humility.
- A dominant employs strength, but never force.
But strength requires knowledge, and knowledge requires humility.
- A dominant criticises, but never derides.
But criticism requires insight, and insight requires humility.
- A dominant receives, but never takes.
But receiving requires giving, and giving requires humility.
- A dominant completes, but never tries to alter.
But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing, and this most of all requires humility.
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where is this guy- is he more than fantasy
6:03am - he calls, "Angel My Goddess!" he purrs.
I answer, "Good morning My pet."
8:45am - The email says , "My Goddess, you are all i can think about, tomorrow night can not be here soon enough!"
9:30 am - text, "hello Beautiful!"
12:15pm - he calls and we talk easily for 20 minutes, then I give him instructions for later this afternoon.
2:00pm - The text reads " I adore you!"
4:30pm - his email tells Me he is following My instructions....
5:00pm - A pic text shows M that My instructions have been followed to the letter......
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We had such a good time we may do it again.....
FEM DOM II July 23 9-1 pm
Send Me an email with a face shot if I do not know you, or I will not consider you. We are only looking for 6 subs, so reserve your spot soon! |
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Angels First Fem Dom Party!!!!
So exciting.... Such Fun!!!
Even though throughout the day, the subbies chickened out left & right. We ended up with 5 Dommes & 4 subbies. Perhaps subs do not understand - there is only so much room at a house party, and when you beg & beg to come, and you are invited, you are taking one of a few spaces. So when you then decide not to show up, there are others that couldn't be invited because you said you were coming. It doesn't help if you text just before the party, as that is too late to replace you. Perhaps next time I will make the subs send Me a deposit that will be returned to them when they show up... The reason being is I had no less than 15 people that wanted - begged to come and out of them I chose 4, and from them only 1 young man (24-) showed up ( Even though this was his first play party). The others either wrote and said " I am too nervous", -" I won't know anyone" - " I don't think this is for me" " I hope they (subs) understand that 1- this was a opportunity that doesn't come along very often, 2- this a small community and a lot of us Dominas know one another, so you gain a reputation very quickly based on your actions, 3- If you are scared of the possibilities of fantasy fulfillment perhaps this is not the right place for you.
The party was great fun - The subs were required to shave, bring, blind folds & gags, they stripe down to the required panties, before they are all blindfolded in the basement, first was slave peter We take him up and tie him to the chair. As Mistress Diann and Spirit start on him in sneak down to see what the others are doing, Platypus is playing with his ball gag. I grab his beard and asking him what he is doing. " Playing with My gag" He says, innocently. I grab both his nipples and ask him " Who told you , you could play with that?" "No On'" he whines.... Fred sitting on the piano bench - gets a nice deep kiss before I slap him hard. Then young little mitch sitting on the love seat, I realize the air conditioning vent is blowing directly down on him, so I cover him and grab a hand full of hair and kiss him, before slapping him also. As I pass platypus, on the way up the stairs, I pause to kiss & slap him too. Don't want him to feel left out!
Mean while upstairs the Dommes are circling slave peter , slapping grabbing, even biting him. I join in and ask him questions as quickly as I can and slap him hard when the answers do not come fast enough. What great fun.... Soon we work our way downstairs and start in on the other.... |
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Alright
The party is all set. We went from 6 subs to 9 very quickly, but I think 6 Dommes will have no problem handling that!!! Some games we will be playing... Pin the penis on the subby! Human Pinata`- Blind subbies bluff - Dommes interrogation!!. Then We will do some circuit training.. Ending with 7 minutes in Heaven or 5 minutes in Hell. Depending how well they do!!!!! ~ Evil Grin~ |
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She pulled her Goldwing into the garage. It had been an awesome ride. She removes her helmet and shakes out her long chocolate curls. Locking the garage she walks into the house where he is waiting for her. He hands her a bottle of cold water, then drops to his knees and unties her boots. He removes her right boot first, then her sock and looks into her eyes, something he only gets to do while on his knees. She nods and he lowers his head and kisses the top of her foot, before kissing each of her beautiful toes. He looks deep into her eyes again , but she shakes her head no. He is disappointed but goes onto the left foot, removers her boot, and remembers this time to look into her eyes for approval , not making that assuming mistake again! She nods yes, he is very happy , because he knows how much She loves to have her feet tended too. All to soon She just turns and goes up the stairs, he still had two toes to go.
As neo is putting her riding gear away, She calls from upstairs and he knows to stop whatever he is doing and get to her. She is in the office - shit, he thinks, he never even opened the office door since his arrival last night. The office is in disarray. He had been busy this morning making a chain-mail piece for her, he forgot to check the office. The desk was a mess, the trash basket not emptied and the flowers were on their last leg. Quickly he could see this would cost him at least 10 demerits! Sneaking a look at Her face he knew he was right. He went to his chalk board and waited with chalk in hand - She said "20, I am tired of your disappointing Me. Adding 20, now made his demerit total 70, he smiled to himself, knowing She loved working off the demerits!! Perhaps that was the reason he forgot things sometimes..... |
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Angel - a carnival ride
One day we were at a munch, after the meeting part we played BDSM Bingo no numbers, all fetishes - fun...... The only catch is you can not yell BINGO when you win... you must make orgasms sounds.... Or they will not give you the prize!! So I needed hot wax to win, Boyd says "hot wax" I jump up and down in My seat going ahhahahahahahaha ohohoh aaaaaayyyyyhhhhhh ( that would be My best written scream) shaking My head, waving my hands, eyes closed and panting heavily..... The room burst into laughter! Before he gives Me the mini flogger -Boyd asks Tom - "Is she really that wild, Tom said, "That wild? - Boyd that's nothing. Get her going and she's a wild Carnival ride. 3 of our good friends just nodded their heads and laughed!! |
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http://www.xvideos.com/video288104/best_tantra_massage
What do you notice about this video???????? Other than how fuckin skinny (alright & beautiful) these 2 are |
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ALWAYS BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!!!!
ursweetieboi.blogspot.com |
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Dr Oz just said the more GREAT orgasms a woman has, the healthier She will be.... I work out a lot and am trying to be as healthy as I can be. If I do not have a sub soon It will be the hatichia wand to the rescue - Masturbation for the Health of it!!
~ She Grins~ |
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She enters with a group of people, She stands out just a bit. Nicely dressed - clothes tight, accenting every curve. She has a wonderful calm and serenity about Her. You notice right away, She has sparkling eyes and a great smile. They pay, She drifts into the crowd, touching, smiling, hugging....... The hugging is long, the people close their eyes as they embrace her. She does this over and over until She reaches the other side of the room. Many watch her as She completes the circuit. She handed her bag to a man before this all began, you can see him walking slightly behind her. She turns and instructs him. He leaves with Her things and returns quickly so he does not get left behind. She mingles easily with the crowd. You want to know her. You find someone you saw hugging Her and inquire about Her. You find out She is a Goddess, and you think yes...... She is!
You watch Her scene with the man who had her bag. Wearing only a skirt (she rolls up around his waist) he needs no ropes to hold him in place. She leans against his back and whispers in his ear and he nods.......... raises his hands and holds the sides of the cross. She takes a red & black flogger from her bag, and flips the lashes over her shoulder, brings out another and places it over her other shoulder....... She stands close behind the man. Uses her very pretty foot to push his feet apart. Taking one handled in each hand She starts at his neck and traces his body down to his thigh. He shivers slightly. She leans in, then bites him hard on the shoulder, he raises up on his toes!!! But, he makes no sound. She flips the floggers from her shoulders and starts lightly flogging him. Two handed Florentine flogging - one two three four five six seven eight!!! Over & over, his head starts to bob a bit. She slides up behind him, leans in and covers his body with Hers. Very nonchalantly she rubs her knee inside of his thighs, he buckles a bit. She backs up and runs her hands slowly , deliberately up and down his back, lightly at first, then with more force. her nails are long and red and soon so are the marks down his back....
to be continued
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Ok No dancing I guess........... Massage??? No you cannot massage Me from Ohio!! |
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Dancing Saturday Night??? Where can you go dancing??? That is not electronic hip hip??? |
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Have to title this
"""HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"
It was later than he had imagined as he rushed up the stair carrying the folded table hoping She was still in Her bath. He slipped into the suite, and set up the table, hands shaking and blood boiling as he heard the water shut off. He dropped to his knees as the door opened, averting his eyes and struggling with his mind not to look up. He could sense Her smiling as She walked around him, hand tracing lines along his shoulder. He was shaking slightly as She her hand drifted off and She mounted the table laying down and murmuring, come slave. He got to his feet and stopped in silent amazement as he gazed down on Her perfect body. Pausing and staring at this exquisite beauty before him. She snapped Her fingers, sensing his stall, and he shook himself into action. He began to message her shoulders, working down along the sides of Her back to Her exquisite ass. His cock tried to get hard, but was hampered by the chastity device She had installed just days ago. It ached against its cage as he messaged Her. She moved slightly to the rythm of his hands, and his eyes were riveted on Her oh so perfect ass. She must have sensed this somehow, because She smiled and said, You may kiss it slave. He wasted no time, diving his head down to kiss and lick Her perfect ass. She began to move slightly, gyrating to the movements of his tongue and lips. He lost himself in her taste, smell, and slight moans as She flipped herself over and grabbed his hair, pushing his face into her pussy so hard he could hardly breath. harder and faster she rode his face, as his cock ached and strained and his mind ran crazy with thoughts of just how this had happened. He was shocked to feel the familiar build of orgasm in his guts. He was locked up and cant even get full hard and yet the simple taste of Her, and Her complete command of his head and tongue was building feelings in him. She begans to moan, and he did too. She screamed out in orgasm and he groaned with the realization that he too was cumming! She had said this would happen but he had never believed it. A suddend thought reached him as She pushed him away and flipped back onto her belly, motioning him to continue the massage. She said he would never cum like a man again, and now She had proven that it was entirely possible. Tears sprang to his eyes, as he again started to massage his Goddess. She had turned him into a real boi after all.
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I received this and still I sit here alone......... Why do you taunt Me???
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpFnUpcit0Q&feature=related
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LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORMS TO PASS ....... IT IS ABOUT LEARNING HOW TO DANCE IN THE RAIN.
Looking for the one who can dance in the rain....... even when there is no music.
I am the instrument ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, play Me.
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Slaveincage released today. I wish him luck, and warn him... AGAIN...... "Careful what you wish for!" |
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When She tells you "Be careful what you wish for!" Perhaps you will come to realize, She knows of what she speaks.....
My sub/slave ( under consideration) always wanted to be in Chastity- completely owned!!! I LMAO in the restaurant on Sunday when we were having breakfast and I told him he would never have the key again...... ~evil grin~ He said, perhaps I am not ready for that. I told him once again, if you wish to be a sub or a slave it can not be - only when you feel like it or when it is convenient . Those are the times you must be even more submissive......
My sub/slave writes....
2/22/2011 3:21:23 PM: on Feb 21st Goddess Angel replaced ( upgraded ) my chastity lock on my cb 3000 with a new full proof lock device....it is a plastic lock with a 6 digit number on the front, the lock can easily be clipped off...however, if clipped it can not be placed back on...a new plastic lock with 6 new numbers would then be put on....Goddess would then know that i have been out of chastity by seeing the new number sequence...because i live an hour or so away from Goddess she allowed me to have a key to my old chastity device, the reason being for work purposes and random drug testing...i had the freedom to unlock myself out of chastity whenever i desired......this did not sit well with Goddess Angel, She really had no way of knowing exactly how long i was out of chastity, an hour perhaps a day or even days i possibly might keep myself out of chastity ( this is what went through Her thoughts )...the thought of Her slave having that kind of power and freedom was completely unacceptable..with this new lock Goddess Angel has left me practically powerless...i must send her a picture of my penis in chastity and the numbers showing via text photo on my cell phone...each and everyday.....i am helplessly trapped....Goddess has so cleverly cruelly regained complete control over my manhood...... |
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HHHMMMMM If it was you -how would you work off 150 demerits???? ~grin~ |
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update:
slaveincage aka Angelsloki still in chastity- 29 days, with 1 day out due to a job physical.
If he can arrange for a day off Feb 5th -he can attend a local even with us and be granted freedom for 24-48 hours.24 hours for the event (Hell Fire NJ ). If he stays for the Superbowl he can stays free for another 24 hours. He will not know this if he doesn't read this.... LOL
PS someone wrote and said I was fake and you should block Me... If you feel you should block Me then you probably should. |
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slaveincage still under consideration.
Current status- in chastity- Locked up in My CB3000- Dec 31, 2010.
25 demerits since New Years day. Is that a bad thing? Depends how you look at it. He will be away from Me for the next 7 days so we shall see how he deals with his new situation.
He will be posting his feelings about the chastity & our relationship.
Perhaps 2011 will be the year- I finally find what I am looking for. |
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slaveincage~currently under consideration. |
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Why do so many subs leave a picture out?? Why do so many leave there profile blank? Let Me ask you ~ " How's that working for you???
if a sub can not take the time & effort to try to attract Me. They will not take the time or effort to truely make Me happy.....
Just one of those things that make Me go ~HHHMMMMMmmmm?????? |
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The moon rises from the east and the sun sets in the west. I stand on the sand and the wind blows the peace of time over, My skin. The waves lap slowly on the shore, the sound so calming. The feel of the sun and breeze makes Me tingle. I come alive. My vibration overwhelms Me. My connection to love so strong it brings Me to tears.The joy is unbelievable. I sit for along time, meditating. I am blessed |
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Tonight & tomorrow I will be on the boardwalk in AC watching the moon rise...... |
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BECAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!
Read some of My journals if you want to know more about Me... |
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 ME ~ SCORPIO
Scorpio Glyph - Jennifer Copley
Scorpios are good at discerning the deeper feelings and motivations of others. They often know what other people are thinking and what their next moves are going to be.
Scorpios are known for their sharp minds and shrewd intellects. They are good at solving mysteries and puzzles, and they have a knack for figuring out what is going on behind the scenes in any given situation. Secretive and Intuitive
Most Scorpios are highly intuitive, which can make them either very compassionate and empathic or very cruel and vindictive, because they know where other people’s weak points are. Scorpios like to explore the profound in life and have little interest in small talk. |
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My sister in law died last night. I am just sad.... |
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"I Am" - Christina Aguilera
I am timid and
I am oversensitive
I am a lioness
I am tired and defensive
You take me in your arms
And I fall into you
I have insecurities
You show me I am beautiful
Love me or leave me
Just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy
Just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
I am temperamental and
I have imperfections and
I am emotional
I am unpredictable
I am naked
I am vulnerable
I am a woman
I am opening up to you
Love me or leave me
Just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy
Just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands
I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am
Please lay down your arms, do you know me?
Make me feel safe from harm
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
I am temperamental and
I have imperfections and
I am emotional
There'll be no more pretending |
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Once upon a time, a Goddess
awoke to find herself in -The Kinkdom of Awe!
The beautiful Goddess was beseiged by willfull submissives who swore they wanted to worship at the feet of the sexy Goddess. They would write and message and call, to be sure they would meet this awesome Goddess. Then they would meet her and think they would be allowed to use her & discard her. They are found unworthy and sent away from Her kinkdom!
Now submissives must prove they are worthy before they are allowed to meet the lovely Goddess....
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"Thoughts on Angel's Mind"
I was thinking this morning as I was mowing the grass that I would love to invite you into My Kinkdom! I am the Goddess and I am the only One with a map. I am the only One who holds the knowledge of all there is to be had in the Kinkdom.
There are vast mountains, and beautiful valley to be explored. Bring your sword, sexy sweet butt as there are dragons and trolls to defend the Goddess from.
The mind a beautiful thing to chase............
JUST ANOTHER UNANSWERED DREAM
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ON YOUR KNEES BESIDE THE BED. HANDS GLIDING, SEEKING LEARNING, KNOWING.
DESIRE BUILD. BREATHLESS IN TIME. WHERE CAN I HIDE, THERE IS NO ESCAPE. THE TIDE WASHES IN AND LEAVES MORE DEISRE WHEN IT RETREATS... |
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If you would like to send Me your wish list feel free, but do not be surprised when I do not write back... I am polyamorist, if that is an issue for you please do not write Me.... Basically I want someone who is not nuts! Is fairly good looking, not overweight, who doesn't smoke, and is physically & emotionally available. Somebody who can spend sometime, not come & go in a heated rush.
You need to have the ability to make Me laugh as well as scream... |
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I want to tether you by the bed and make you wait for me, I want to cuff and collar you and make you crawl after me when I call you, I want to make you lick me while I completely ignore you, I want to see how many times I can slap you before you can’t come back to me anymore, I want to kiss you in a movie theatre and stop when you get hard because that’s not allowed, I want to fuck your arse gently and see if it makes you come, I want to cover your mouth and nose somewhere out in public and see how you react, I want to make you kneel at my feet in a cafe, I want to make you lick me all over, I want to interrupt whatever you are doing to make you do trivial things for me that I could do for myself, I want to tease you, I want to make you grow your hair because I like to grab it and put your head where I want it, I want to carve my initials in your chest over your heart, I want to pierce your skin and make you wear something that says you are mine, I want to tell you where and how to touch me, I want to wake up with you licking my feet, I want to tell you not to say certain words and punish you when you do, I want to make you kneel in a corner and ignore you completely, I want to tie you up so that you can’t move and make you watch another love Me, I want to sit in your lap while you are trying to work and then ask wide-eyed why you aren’t working, I want to see you laugh when you think I am kidding, I want to see recognition dawn when you realise I’m not, I want you to be strong for me, I want you to do the boring things for me and look to me for approval, I want to write on every inch of your body and claim it, I want to have every part of you in my mouth and see how you taste all over, I want to tell you do impossible things and watch you try, I want to tilt my head and watch you reach immediately, hopefully, for a kiss, I want your mouth, your lips, your tongue always ready, I want my whisper in your ear to make you shiver, I want to feel your hand slip into mine when we are walking down the street, I want to see that look in your eyes when I tell you to do some small thing, I want to laugh at your silliness and see your pleasure in it, I want you to say ‘no’ to me so I can raise my eyebrow at you, I want to see your face when you are truly sorry, I want to feel your confusion when you are trying to understand what I want, I want to see your expression when you surrender, I want to see you close your eyes and relax into whatever is coming because you trust me, I want to hear you scream and pant and struggle to breath, I want to taste your mouth when you are scared, I want... all of that, I want it all... and I deserve it!!
~Goddess Angel Fire~
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Death makes Me think about life... A family member died yesterday, and her death made Me think about what I am doing here.
Not just here, but Here...
I came here for a reason... Love was the reason.. I am to be in relationship. Many relationships, with many people. My life is about relationship's, loving relationships.
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Discovery Health channel.....
100 orgasms a day....
I would settle for 20~25
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I didn't relieze so many people read My journal.... Thank you for your thoughtfulness.....
I have been here along time now. I would never have guessed that I would be here for so long. I am picky, I want what I want! I am awesome and totally deserve it.. I do not deserve to be drawn into some fantasy world , where you can pretend your a submissive as all you desire is easy sex. I don't work that way.
I work like this. I read journals, if that person interests Me, I will look at their profile, if I see enough connection, and I am attractted to them~ I will contact them. Following initial contact I like to move to an IM, if the connection is there I will move to the phone. If you have kept My interest so far, I will make arragements to meet you. If you are only interested in an online romance, thats fine, just make sure you make that clear from the beginning. However - you should know I am not into online play. I am looking for a real time submissive. |
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How I laugh while you struggle....... |
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I am watching Real Sex on HBO and it is all about BDSM. It is very real to life!!! AWESOME! |
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Therell be no strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can find your heart
And theres no need to take a stand
For it was I who choose to start.
Just call Me Angel of the morning.
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Where am I?
The room is dark, you can't see me, but you can feel me. Though you don't touch me, you still yeild to my control. The power I have over you is quiet and strong. You want to give me all that I never have to ask for. You give it because you know me. Because you know the things I desire.
The room is dark, you can't see me, but you know I'm there. The desire builds till you think you will lose your mind |
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Can you stand with Me....
Face to face...
Feel Me...
Feel My energy?
Can you stand with Me...
Face to face...
Touch Me...
Without your hands?
Can you stand with Me...
Face to face...
See Me...
Without your eyes?
Can you stand with Me...
Face to face...
Love Me...
With all you are?
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Maybe I am in the wrong place.
The submissive/slave that I seek only wants to be with Me. There is nothing more important to him than Me and My happiness.
This sub gives to Me more than I can ever ask for, not monitary~ mind you, but he will live for the love I give, and give Me everything with a glad heart.
I am not a Mistress, or a Domme, I have never claimed to be. I am as, I always have said ~ "A Goddess"
If you are between 35 and 55, do not smoke, are height weight proportionate, disease & drug free, with in 50 miles, and have a personality (I know I'm asking for alot) then I would love to get to know you.
Please have a photo on your profile or send one. I will not ask for one I just will not respond. My pictures are all ~ less than 2 years old, yours should be the same. Believe it or not ~If we should meet~ I will notice if the picture was 10 years and 50 lbs ago... |
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I am sitting here watching Paul McCarthy's concert in NY. He just sang "Jet" took Me back to 14 years old.
What an awesome life I have had!!!! |
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"I ACCEPT LIFE WITHOUT COMPLAINT~
DON'T COMPLAIN ~ DON'T EXPLAIN
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"Love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart, seek his or her own path. If we truly love,
our choices will naturally and freely serve that love well. When we give freedom to another, we really give freedom to ourselves... "
Polyamoury at it's very best
As a Goddess, your heart should lead you too Me... |
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ENERGY EXCHANGE.......
LAST NIGHT I WAS WITH A COUPLE AND IT WAS AMAZING. NO ONE WAS DOMINANT ~ THE ENERGY EXCHANGED WAS TOTALLY AMAZING!
I MUST HAVE HAD 9 ORGASMS ~ BUT I NEVER EVEN TOOK MY CLOTHES OFF!!!! |
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SOMEONE DROVE THEIR CAR THREW MY BUSINESS... WTF!!!
THANK GOD NO ONE WAS INJURED!!
THE SUN STILL SHINES.
I AM OFF FOR A WEEKEND OF RIDING AND KINKY GOODNESS~
I THANK GOD FOR ALL
THE GOODNESS IN MY LIFE.
HAPPY EASTER FRIENDS
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~SHOW ME WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR~
Wait ~ I'm wrong,
should have done better than this.
Wait I'm strong,
but I'm finding it hard to resist.
So show Me what I'm looking for~
Save Me I'm lost,
Oh Lord I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost,
save Me from being confused.
Show Me what I'm looking for...
Don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
mistakes become regrets. I've learned to love abuse.
Please show Me what I'm looking for....
"Carolina Liar"
awesome song
It's a song, not a plea ~
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Snow Bound...........
Hour by hour
and no one to make Me pancakes!!! |
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Be wary of a Woman , a woman so fine,
She'll break you down, She'll make you cry, till you don't know what your doin,
your outta control.
Forget about leavin,
your heart won't go.
If you don't want to stay you better
run and hide,
and
Be wary of a woman like I......
I want to be treated like a Goddess.
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 I am away on a much needed vacation. Spent the last 2 days on the beach.......
Life is good today |
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 Obviously I have been naughty this year.....
As Santa did not bring Me anything from My Christmas List.......
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I am home & well, thank you all for your thoughts & well wishes......... |
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I have a question, perhaps someone can answer. Someone from My favorites has dissapeared, does that mean I have been blocked??? |
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There is a big difference between submissive and kinky.......
Do you know the difference?
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Of course this has to come from a sissy very far away,,,,,
i think you are a true Goddess and
deserving of having a wonderful slave that will do everything without
thinking. Anything to make Goddess smile as beautiful as
she is..Goddesses smile would bring rays of sunshine down on me if she
was my Goddess and being hers would put me on cloud nine..even
during punishment or discipline times i would adore love and cherish
Goddess for the Goddess she is specially if i was owned by Her..
take
care Goddess i sincerely hope you find a slave worthy of having your
Highness for a Goddess to please..i really wish it was me as i know i
would make you smile and know every day that you are a Goddess and the
most beautiful Goddess in my eyes and heart.. |
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Can you see
who I am
what I dream of?
Can you see
What I want
what I think of?
Can you see
Where I live
what I hope for?
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 Tomorrow is My birthday.......
Thank you all for My birthday wishes!!!
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Where the wild things are..............
~ excellent movie. The message is so strong. It is about family and friends and relationships. It is about people, and monsters, and the interaction of one with another.
I have learned alot this year. I have learned about Myself. I learned watching that movie that I still have a lot to learn about Me. I am blessed~ I have a wonderful life. Peopel come & go, sometimes to quickly ~ sometimes not quickly enough. Where do I go from here. I don't know. There is a man for Me. Will he love Me? Is that a chance I take. Can I put myself out there. Being a Goddess is very cool and all but the reality of it is I have a business I have to run. I have a family, and I have lots friends who love Me. I want him to walk with Me in the light, and kneel in the darkness. To bite Me without Me having to say so. Can I teach him, can I reach him...... Will he come to Me if I am patient?
God I hope so |
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Don't make anyone a priority when you are only an option to them.
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Today I got beat up from the feet up!!!!!
Climbed a ladder at least 50 times, ripping off soffits and putting up insulation & siding~ and I didn't even break a nail!! It was awesome I took 10 friends on a H4H build. |
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19 days till Halloween.
A GODDESS without a slave boy.
How sad~ I am!!!
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Just when you think you shall never be free,
things change and you are right. What is seems that you wanted comes and finds you, and you know everything is about to change.
Does the weather cool the hotness of the breath? Like a breeze the blows the petals from a spent flower? Does she drop seeds into the earth that will grow within the heart of everything you ever dreamed of?
Can you find the sun behind the grey clouds that have rolled in - to harden the heart of one that you truely desire? Is desire enough?
Is it a dream that your mind wants? Is it your hearts wilingness to try to find? Can you give everything? If all you would get, is all that you could ever ask for?
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Do you settle,
when what you are looking for is
not within your grasp.
Do you wander
alone because he could not be
everything you ask.
Do you search
until you find the one who
gladly fills the task. |
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Today I cry,
my heart's in pain.
I know it will be alright.
It needs time,
time to heal,
to sort through it's withdrawl.
Today I cry,
my heart empties
soon this pain will subside |
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Theres a time to twist and a time to find, the one who can get inside your mind.
To serve and be giving your hearts deep desire but daily reflections can dampen the fire.
Can he leave you wasted and searching for more, waiting and wanting, deep down in your core.
Theres a time to twist and a time to wait loving somebody not knowing your fate. |
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Once upon a time, a subby came my way. He was an empty slate. I took his hand and laid him down and wrote with my soul upon that slate. The love came quick - even though that was not what we expected.
I question " Can I do this and not fall in love??" I knew he was not the "One" but he was so much better than the "None". LOL For 2 months we worked together - until he became the sub in my orgasm entries..... He took me to places I have never been . I will remember him always for that..... Alas now it is over. Painful I must admit! But I wouldn't have missed it for the world. |
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How much is too much? Are we all addicts? Could I stop if I wanted too. I wanted 36 orgasms in 36 hours, but I found it very very difficult to keep count. So if each session had a minimum of 6 orgasms {it is so hard to count when they run together}. And we had 6 sessions that wiould be 36..... However....... it was only 27 hours........... I am a very lucky Goddess! |
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He is tall, his hair is long. He looked at me one day. Admired me from afar.Perhaps not knowing what to say. He understands what I am, where I am and what I need. Is he the one? I don't know. I will know him when I find him. He will put me first, before himself. He will love me that much. It is important he love me that much. It is imparitive he be the one, he be my Neo. |
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THIS IS THE SUBMISSIVE I SEEK:THIS IS THE WAY I WANT MY ONE TO THINK & FEEL!!!!!
My philosophy of what submission is at the core is very clear and simple to me:
To reach the point where my pleasure and satisfaction lies in the fulfillment of the desires, wants and needs of the Woman/Mistress whom i am with. i realize that this is not about me but what She wants. Thus it makes perfect sense that when goals align with Hers that a perfect relationship will be formed.
i have never viewed submission from a perspective of being “weak” or pursuing it out of "lust" but rather from the acceptance of the fact that by removing my ego, selfish desires, and fears from the equation i would grow stronger, more valuable and mature as a man. i seek to give myself to the right Woman out of a position of confidence, freely and because my gift will be of value in enhancing Her life. If and when a perfect relationship arrives we may both grow and prosper thru the exchange of power. I have not found this yet but will know when i find Her.
i am confident, secure, fiercely loyal, and very protective of anyone who is around me. i have a selfless nature to want to help others. i am extremely passionate and driven therefore i am often very guarded in terms of who i truly open up to. i seek to give freely and of my own desire as to do so otherwise my submission would not be sustainable or genuine.
The most appealing aspect of the lifestyle to me is it's foundation in a development of loyalty, communication, honesty and TRUST. These are core values that i hold dear and will never give up.
The stronger a sub can be the better one will be equipped to serve his Mistress. In actuality it should be a beautiful cycle.
i am drawn of course to intelligent, confident, secure Women who know exactly what they want and deserve. i seek a Woman who knows that i will never mistake her kindness for weakness, nor would She of mine.
i realize the above is a very lofty aspiration but i know that She exists.
I REPEAT!!!!!
THIS IS THE WAY I WANT MY ONE TO THINK & FEEL!!!!! |
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I am very frustrated, I guess it is a let down from my fabulous adventure.
Before I left & while I was away I had few prospects contact me. But they seemed to have dwindled down to one online sub who can't get a single story right.
I think I am too discriminant - but I want what I want!! |
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I just took a motorcycle ride from NJ to AZ. Almost 6000 miles roundtrip. It was amazing! A wonderful 3 week adventure. If you ever have a chance to have an adventure - take it. Seize the day. Don't look back. Regrets can be many. Live in the joy of everyday life. |
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A hand to touch my hair, to softly brush it back from my brow. Followed by sweet lips kissing me gently, so gently at first. The touch is sweet -not anxious. A slow hand if you will. Kissing softly licking and kissing his way to my mouth |
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I am thinking of changing my name to Mistress High Pockets!!!!!!! LOL
I'm losing my mind.......... This is really driving me insane. What makes you think that if you tell me I'm sexy or lovely or beautiful, I am going to spend time chatting on Yahoo with you. There has to be some connection with you - before I go chatting on yahoo. I am searching for for a sub, who wants to please me- who can be entertaining. Someone who can spend time with me....... |
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To drink me in, and see me shine. A dream, a distant thought. I wither and scream, it is almost frightening. Don't stop, wait, stop, wait, ok - ok- ok. My hands shake, I tremble. I shiver as the sweat starts to dry. My breathing so fast, so out of control. I am in charge, I must get control, but I can't. It's your fault - I blame you. I slap you, because you don't hold me. Don't be afraid, time will bring you to me. |
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last entry - just for fun!!!!!! |
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 If I have 3 orgasms in 5 minutes, and 6 orgasms per 1/2 hour. 4 were clit based, and 3 from the G-spot, and after 4 hours I feel asleep exhausted , how many orgasms did I have from having my toes sucked??????????????
IT DOESN"T MAKE ANY DIFFRENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
{GRIN}
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Two eyes so kind
two eyes so bright.
you wish you can,
and pray you might.
Two hands to touch,
two hands to hold.
A pet so sweet,
so, easy to mold.
Two arms reach out,
two arms pull in.
your heart beats faster,
but she will win.
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A day when you never see it coming,
on a dream swept far away you find.
The happy smile of someone
who can quietly read your mind.
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I stand on the edge. Do you pull me back, or push me over? Do I fall into the darkness or explode into the light? Can you see where I need to go? Can you take me there???? |
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24 hours 13 orgasms,,,,,,,,,,,,, Life Is Good!!! |
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She leads me to the room, and blindfolds me. She says this is a test. A test i better pass if i want to be Hers. She has told me since week 3 that i should be able to find her blindfolded, buit i never thought she would really ever put me to the test. i had even been so bold over the last few weeks that could not only find her in the dark, with a blindfold, but that i could find her with just my tongue. Pretty bold i know, but i am still quite confident, as my Goddess is beautiful, and her skin is so soft
i am sure i will find her quickly.
Loud music begins to play, she grabs me, and spins me in a circle, once, twice, three times. She lets me go and i hear laughter, lots of laughter as i almost lose my balance and bounce off a small sofa.
Find me with your tongue if you can my pet, and make it quick you have only 4 minutes. She says as she slides by me, and her voice drifts somewhere behind me.
The search begins........ The first body i come to i put my nose close to the Mistress's face i slide my tongue along her jaw and know by the sharp drop from her ear to her chin that this is not my Goddess, as my Goddess has a much more beautiful square jawline. I move on.... The next Domina grabs my head and leads my tongue to her chest, and quickly I deduce this is not my lovely Goddess as i do know the shape of her exquisite nipples by heart. I simply shake my head and look to move on. |
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"On your knees, don't look at me."....was all she had to say. You drop like a stone and wait... She grabbed you by the hair and yanked your head back.... But why, what would come next? Does it really matter? Do you really care? Is the anticapation part of the dream! |
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14 Months ago I started this journey.... It has been long... It has been very frustrating.. Sometimes I think, what I was looking for, just did not exist... Perhaps I was not looking for the right thing...
I embark on a new journey - Only God knows where it will take me!!! |
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Happy New Year Everyone!!!!
Hopefully the New Year will bring me what Santa did not!!!!!! We spent the past 2 days at The BP...They are having a 4 day winter solstice. Come out & meet some new friends. The problems they have been having with the heat are all dup! We actually had to ask Master Dan to turn down the heater in the conversation pit. It Was TOO HOT! |
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Here is a clue. If you know what I am about & what I am into, you will know what to write to me about......... |
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This is what some jerk - who I don't know wrote "can i be of sevice to you today" and these idiots don't know why they can't find a Domme |
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I can not find what I seek. Is there no one who gets me? Is what I want so unusual? I want to be treated like the Goddess I am. Perhaps most men have never had the pleasure of a Goddess. Have you ever had a women so wonderful that after 1 day with her you want her to marry her? If you haven't you don't know what your missing.
Before you know it you'll be on your knees. Think of the song "Easy Lover". Think of the song ,"Bang a Gong!" That my friend is me.
I do not want to "force fem" anyone., I'm not into the sissy thing, I might let you do some chores or lick my boots!!!! I might want to play with your ass, and beat you some. But this is ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!! Not about what you want me to do to you. If this is about your being taken and fucked, that does not translate to ME.
If I want to fuck - I have someone to fuck.
I am frustrated!!!!!!!!! |
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Merry Christmas to all my kinky friends.....
On the first day of Christmas my subbie gave to me an Extremely hot & sex shoe tree.
On the second day of Christmas my subbie gave to me 2 vampire gloves and an Extremely hot & sex shoe tree. On the third Day of Christmas my subbie gave to me....... damn can't rember the rest
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I got a massage today. Not from a sub/slave - but, from a women who comes into my gynm. It felt very good, but the sensuality was missing. When she massged my feet I wanted to cry as she did it coldly without feeling, no kisses for my toes. No licking no love. I AM SAD!!!!!! |
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I am away...... Far away..... No one can see me.... But I saw you... I saw you lookin at me.
I saw a smile...... I saw that look in your eye. Was it desire.....Is it fate.... Are you the one??????? |
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Deck the Halls with shoes and stockings .....
Fa La La La La La La La La.
Tis the Season to be naughty...
Fa La La La La La La La La.
Don me now my Dom apparell ..
Fa La La La La La La La La.
Tie the bad boys , slaves & subbies..
Fa La La La La La La La La.
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If I am here and you are there, how can you be where I am? If you come to me and I go to you, how can I be where you are? Without me , what are you, but a part of a whole? A whole that is in peices can not be complete. I wonder do you miss me? Would you love me if you could kisse me? Could touch but never feel me? Could you feel me but not reach me?
Would you walk with me in the rain? Could you run with me thru the pain? How long would it take to drive you insane? |
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The Holidays are fast approaching. I have been here seaarching for you for along time. Why can't you find me????????? |
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If you sat before me and I slapped you till your weak,- Would you tell me that you love me-would you turn the other cheek?Could you look at me with devotion and never miss a beat? Will you leave in such desire, that you turn into a freak When I slapped you could you kiss me and leave me weak in the knees? |
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To know me is to love me. To love me is to be lost in a menacing maze.................
Kissing is so important |
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I close my eyes, you touch my back. Your hand slides slowly down my spine. It follows the contour of my ass. You sigh. I know . I arch my back, your hand is strong and warm. Your lips touch my neck, I shiver and moan. Your eyes fall to my feet. On your knees your lips kiss the tip of my toes, just before I pull my foot away.................. |
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My sandals on, the stockings tight. You kneel before me thru the night. The kiss is soft, you dare, you shake. Cares them well, what care you make.~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I kiss you hard, you try to fast. I slow you quick, your lead is past. So follow me -my slave this night. I will show you what is right. ~~~~~~~~~Things I teach, remember well. you just maybe, my tinker bell. |
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I sit, I wait, I think I sigh. Todays the day we live or die. Kiss my feet, lick my toes. Where it stops, no one knows. The kiss, the slap, the scratch, the bite, It all depends on what feels right. |
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Two nights one day,
to serve to sway.
I pull the leash
and lead the way.
A day to wait,
a night to find.
If he's the one,
who sees my mind.
My skin on fire,
my mind engaged.
A subs devotion,
his mind enslaved.
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He said....." You can slap me, pull my hair, whip me, beat me or do anything, but please don't give me up...i BEG You my Goddess. i am Yours, You own me, and i will be Your Personal slave, Foot slave, Toe slave, slave boy for ever. i promise.
On my knees begging and licking and sucking Your Toes i miss You and think of You always and how fortunate i am to be Your slave boy!" .............. Time will tell if he is the one!!!! |
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Soon we will see. If it is to be. Are you the one? Please let it be. My search has been long. I can't wait to see, if you are my one, the one for me. Can you turn me inside out??? |
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I thought alot about you this weekend....... I rode over a 1200 miles - from state to state to state - you were never far from my mind........Here was my question?? Do I want a boy to be my man ???? Or do I want a man to be my boy???????
I also wondered----- Do I wish for what I dream of????????? Or Dream of what I wish for????????? |
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I grab your hair and pull you down. On you knees, I slap your face. I kiss you hard - a hard embrass. I bite you, because I like to, because I can. My nails are long and painted red. I draw them long , across your back. |
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A man to dream of, far away. A soothing soul of soutern sway. He came to me, on lonely night, the soulful kiss, it was just right. He kissed my neck, behind my hair, stroked my body with great care. He pleased me so, I shake inside, All I feel, is passions ride. The passions ride will have to wait, the man of my dreams, is my fate.
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A sub who kneels before me,
knows not what's in my mind.
He can only dream of,
the intensity I find.
The candle burns,
the wax is hot.
It blows his mind
ready or not!
~grin~ |
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Three days in a dream. Not far from where we started. Can you feel all that I have to offer. Is this a day you never thought you would dream of. A joy you never dreamed of embracing. To many times you lose me as I turn and you can't find me. A fog slips between us and you reach for smoke in the dark. When you feel me you know me and you know what to do. You will love me- because you will have no choice |
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What if you found all you ever dreamed of ?What would be left? What would you have to look forward to? Could you taste the diffrence between vanilla and chocolate? Pleasure & pain? Light & darkness??
I may be afraid of obtaining all that my heart desires!!!!!!
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Too many days, and many more nights....... A lick, a taste, a tease, a touch, a never ending dream .- I am convienced that I will never find what I seek. Friends I have! I want what not many women will never ask for - everthing she deserves.
If you think I'm sexy and you want my body------ you need to convience me you are the one..... You need to get me - without directions or lighted arrows. |
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How long can you stay in my mind? A long time - that is sure. The shudder you bring is only mild in my thoughts- but unmeasurable as I ride the waves on waves  |
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Look where we are. Uneven as the waves wash over us. Mine is a wave of extasy and yours a wave of agony. Do I love mine more? I don't think so. Do I want mine more? I'm sure thats a question we shall debate... Do you shudder when you think of me. I shudder when I think of you! What a world -where what you want and what you need are sometimes all the same?
I want to be killing you softly. |
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Days and nights bleed into each other. You are far from me but near enough I can still taste you in my mind. The blinding pain from the longing for you brings me to my knees. Why do I spiral out of control, from the thought of you? Who are you and what are you dong to me? How can you not love me? How can you leave me here? Where am I if I am not with you? Should you be the one? Are you my Neo? Can I feel you in my dreams? Would you touch me in the night? Make me scream, make me cry. Can it be so good I can' t stand it? AM I crazy? Where will I find the man with no face? |
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The man I met in the Dark! He came to me as if in a dream. He knew me, even though we had never laid eyes on each other before. He took my hand, kissed it, licked my finger, before slowing taking it into his mouth. I think I was melting. I pulled him to me & kissed him. His lips parted as my tongue licked him softly. I explored his mouth, I pulled him to me so I could feel the effect I had on him.
He kissed my neck, and told me I was beautiful. Then I woke up. sigh  |
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I grabbed him by his hair, pulling him down the stairs to the darkened basement. "Take of your clothes, put on these hand cuffs and then kneel before me." was all I said. |
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I don't get it,,,, I'm very frustrated. There are things I want, I tell you what they are! I want your time. I want your attention. I want to be the center of your universe!!!! |
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With 30 demerits - you shall not have a Goddess in red. Blue is my favorite- yours too, so instead I wear black. Short black dress, black boots, black lace top stockings, black lace boy shorts..... you had your instructions and you blew it from the second you walked in the door. you look right at me, I slap you and send you down stairs. |
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This appears to be urination just after sex but is actually something quite different. Female ejaculation, like male ejaculation, seems to be the result of the orgasmic release, and it occurs most often when the woman's G-spot is stimulated. The G-spot (which is not a spot at all but a region) is most likely the urethral sponge and is thought to be a vestigial organ behind the vaginal wall that produces a fluid that can be emitted, or even shoot out in streams, at the point of orgasmic release. When it is released, as in a G-spot orgasm, this genital fluid comes out of the urethra. That's why it is also so confusing to detect as a sexual fluid and not urine. To find your G-spot, feel about one-third up the front of the vagina; it's found best when you are already aroused. There you will feel a slight pulsation and a smoother texture to the inner walls. (See In Search of Her G-Spot for more info.) A good video to get is How to Female Ejaculate by Fannie Fatale, which is available at my site at www.yoursexcoach.com; it talks openly and shows how female ejaculation occurs.
O M G!!!!! |
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The park is empty. I wait- your late, you promised you would never stand me up. I leave- I call trinity, she doesn't answer. I go back-deciding to give you 2 more mintes. Why would I do that? I don't know,- but I did. I see you walking ~with my coffee..... You also have coffee- thats a good sign.
We sit by the river & get a feel for each other. The feeling is good. The question is how good can it feel???? 
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Get it on~! Bang a Gong!
Put that in your Ipod and think of me!!!
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I liked this so much... I STOLE IT!!!!
"Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone that is so strong, they will do anything,anytime, anywhere just to please you."
Thank you cy
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A fantasy is a drream from your heart. Something you might never say outloud. Something that you can allow to happen only in the throws of passion. I can kiss nd lick your neck make you very excited, then, I can whisper in your ear that I want to do impossable things , and you will whisper , yyyeeeeeeeeeeessssss. Because I can control you that much .....
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My heart is broken.............. |
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I am headed to the dungeon for foot fetish night and I have no one to take with me.......... I am sad........... |
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I check the time -as time flies when your having fun, and believe me I was having fun! I could not believe 60 minutes have passed already. I know I must release you soon. Just 5 more minutes. I want to torment you with the silk scarf. We both love it soooo. I can read you better now. I know what makes you crazy and use it to my advantage. When you are tied to the ceiling I can pull you to me, push you from me or dissapear from you - blind folds, so rock! I love the sound you make when I kiss your neck, how you sigh when I bite you or lick you, is it the feel of my tongue or the heat of my breath that drives you crazy? The scarf put you over, I loved it, you where shaking, everything was so intense, I could feel everytihing you felt, as you wrapped yourself around my legs. When you kissed, licked, sucked and worshipped my feet & my toes; it made the 65 minutes standing in the red sandles worth every minute! |
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"Sweet Surrender"
How long will it last? What will it be? How will it start? What will I wear? What drives a passion that has no control? Full throttle? Cruise control? Will he be bad? Can he be bad? Who can tell? Should I tell him? Leave him guessing? No & Yes,,,, never tell! |
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MMMMMmmmmm......it took approximently 50 minutes. It was the best 50 minutes! Does a Goddess surrender? If everything is right she does!
From my neck to my toes, you rocked me with every kiss. Then a nice massage. Kissing touching exploring, so much to do, so much to feel,touch, kiss,,,,,, I am then in overload... The place that I long for...... you know where it is, you know what to do,you know when I get there & what to do when I get back! |
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How long would it take you to kiss someone from head to toe????? TO do it right, not be in a rush.... Mean every kiss..... |
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I am stretched out on the love seat, you are on the floor, on your knees. You lean over and kiss me, lightly at first, my mouth opens and your tongue slips inside. I take it greedily, almost angerly and bit it, and won't let go. You do not resist as you know resistance is frutile. you wrap your arms around me and hold on as I suck the life from you,,, through your mouth. Just as quickly, I release your tongue, only to bit your lip just as fast. you moan and hold me tighter- knowing not to pull away. We have only just begun.... |
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3...4...5....6......7.......8........ No, not 8 swats with the paddle. No, not 8 scratches down his back. No, not 8 strokes with the flogger. No, not 8 stings from the crop. 8 awesome, hot, head shaking, hair snarling, body rockin orgasm ...............Oh yeah...I forgot to tell you.... he never took off his clothes! |
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HHHHHMMMM......Am I a fake because I am taking time to explore a submissive before I give another some attention. I know your answer would be "No", if the sub I was exploring was you! SO KISS MY ASS!!!! OH no,,,,that's never gonna happen... too bad!
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The toys were neatly laid on top of the piano. A crop, and a second vibrating crop, yes 1 for each hand! My favorite paddle:one of my original pieces, with fur on one side. A large leather slapper, a whip and a short cane! A rabbit skin and a silk scarf from Paris! The fantasy man arrives, only slightly nervous. He was nearly naked and hanging from the ceiling in less than 5 minutes. I taunt & torture him for an hour, then make him beg to be at my feet. Now I become the piano. He plays me, removing my shoes one by one and pays glorious homage to each foot, toe by toe.............Is he the one?????? as long as he comes back..... he is the one!!! |
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Was he everything I dreamed of? When I asked him, "What made you think you were submissive?" His answer was- "Well, I guess I'm really not. I just love pleasing a women....." Well perhaps I wasn't clear enough. I want a submissive man. When that door shuts, or the collar goes on- it's all about me, and what I want. I may want nothing more than a nice pedicure. Perhaps an hour of foot worship or massage. But what ever it is it is about me. It's not about him. What he wants done to him.
So the profile changes again!!! |
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Here I am again, It's like a dream-so exciting. I pray fror a happy ending. My searching has been long and I am tired. My to far away... is now across the sea-To 24/7, shall we ever be?. My married man has spun off into cyber space,- (I do miss you tootsie.) I have a date with a new man, not quit so far away as the last one, but far none the less.. Is he the one? I like him well enough- although he tries to top from the bottom. He wants to know if we will click. He will never know that till I look into his eyes. I know he wants me to shut down, I have done it before and am leary that a man (who thinks he's submissive) might change his mind before the two weeks are over. He is far away - can he fill my void? Oh and I have the stupid flue again.... I can't believe it!!!!!!!! |
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I GUESS I REALLY AM ASKING TOO MUCH!!! But thats ok. I'll wait.
Some men are slaves and some men are subs. Then you have the men who say they are subs but want to tell me the who, what, where, when and why of a relationship they wish to have with me! They ask me what I am want. What I want: is for you to read my profile, view my lives for's, love's, like's,etc. If a submissive man has a desire to be with me, he should know me from my profile and writing.
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One was married, one was not ready, one is very far away! What is a Domina to do? Am I not suppose to get what I want?
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Mistress Angel Day!!!!!!
Was wonderul- An oatmeal bath, a lavender massage, foot rub & lunch, what more could a Mistress in recovery from the flu want? Thank you so much trinity- you are the best!! I love you! Too bad Tootsie maybe in 4 years. Just think of me often and remember the way my toes felt in your mouth, after you were allowed to kiss & lick my patent leather boots. Oh and the kiss, hhhmmmmm well still needs work. But I understand- if it is not Mistress Angel time for you- then it's not. As always: Be Careful What You Wish For!
I wish I may;
I wish I might:
Receive this wish;
I wish tonight......
I wish for all I want & need,
Angel
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I am in recovery. Winning over the flu!!!!! I was gone - this was a bad one. I can only hope now that I will be immune to the bird flew, one day!
So anyone who sucks & licks my toes might get immune alsoooo.......
~wink~
~~wiggles ruby red slipper colored toe nails!!! |
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 THE FLU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Sunday morning after a very hard Switch weekend. I think I am addicted. I have a need to give or recieve- it doesn't seem to matter. The endorphines fire in either case. It's so hot & exciting - It hurts so good. I decided last week I would make Mondays, "Lick my ouuhies and kiss my boo boo day! The past 3 Mondays I have had many ouuhiess and numerous boo boo's and no one to take care of them. What's up with that?
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Many wonders happened to me over the weekend. It was great. A new piece of Real Estate perhaps, a business venture, and perhaps a new nick name at the Dungeon. I went subbie for a few hours and enjoyed 90 action packed minutes of the finest play. I m still burned out. I need to rest as we have a grand weekend coming up. ~Wicked Faire-2008~ |
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Here's something new. I am finding out more about this site everyday. I can see when you look at me. When you look at me and don't write then I assume I am not your type. Because when I look at someone and read their profile, I will write to them if they are my type of person. It is partially about looks- I like a certain look! But I am also be interested charm & wit- provided it is not an act. An act is hard to keep alive. I am not a Pro-Dom so I am interested in you. Interested in you joining the dynamic. I realize you can be very allusive and I must be patient! Not my strongest suit.
So I will go to the dungeon with Turret & trinity- perhaps fingers will be there to fire up the rockets! |
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Another day, another month ends, but the search continues....You want to be mine, you told me you did. I am here, are you? I don't think so. I have to wait & wait! I am not a good waiter. I am a Domina, why am I waiting. Waiting for an email, waiting for a call, wait- wait- wait! Again I was canceled. Work is important, so I wait.
Good lord, I just want to beat the tar out of someone!!!!!!!! Well now isn't trinity the lucky one, she will indeed have a nice weekend. She was very nice last night, she licked & sucked my toes for me, so I wouldn't be sad! Today I am sad anyway. |
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I am Miss Angel Mist. A second persona to protect me. Men in this life style can be very hurtful. Perhaps they don't think they are, perhaps they think that as a Dominatant women I am tough and hard and can not easily be hurt. I am trying to not take rejection so personnally. I understand some Dommes better now. How their profile can be so angry. Do submissive men just not get it. I believe a good sub should listen, hell, I believe they should take notes - make a file. They should know everything about me. Never forget one thing. For everything I give to my sub I should get back 2 fold.
I met a new subbie-Hopefully he won't run away!!! He promised he wouldn't - but thats what they all say. If he stays I think I will call him "tootsie" as he is very much a foot boy. He was very delightful. His bad thing? - His availability could present a problem, I would suggest he buy a motorcycle and join a bike club! His kissing needs some work- but there is time to work on that. A strong tongue is a good thing, (so keep up the ABC's) but not while it's in my mouth! Slow, sensual, easy. Never attack my mouth. MMMMMMMMMmmm
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and trinity makes 3. A new website for my friends.....
We are 3,
Turret, trin & me.
Can we be 4,
lets add 1 more.
Shall we go 5,
a true love hive.
When we are 6,
will 1/2 have dicks.
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So what if it's not 5 years and 50 lbs ago. So what if he thought he told you but didn't. So what if he use to write to u everyday. So what if he would never start or end his day without you. Without hearing your voice or sending you a sweet email. Now that we have meet am I already being taken for granted. You haven't even seen my toes yet. What is goin on??? I don't get it. Everyone wants me & everyone forgets what it takes to get me: is what it takes to keep me. I must be happy. When u do not speak to me all day long I am not happy. When I have to hear how hard u worked and that u were too tired to talk to me. So tired that you dismiss me, well that is not very subbie like behavior. Why is it one week I can call you anytime: Day, night- middle of the night, and you will be right there, and only 1 day fater we meet, you can't answer the phone because you don't want anyone to hear. That put me on the back burner. No one keeps Angel on the back burner. Front & center or not at all. |
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I have a dream: of a life that is extraordinary! A life free & easy, a better life than most would ever imagine!. Can I make it work ? I don't know: but if I don't try :shame on me. I have decided to set a goal. To acheive the goal I will make a plan. This plan will bring the goal to life in 5 years. I want to be far from here. To be far, far away from the craziness. Out of the city. In the mountains perhaps. The search begins. Any suggestions? There are only a few requirements for my Shangrila. It must be off the beaten path (no pun intended lol). Where the taxes are not too high. We will definately need a water source nearby. Maybe a place that does not get below freezing too often. It would be great if I could fire a gun without the police showing up. Matter of fact I would like somewhere, where the police would almost never show up! I think if we wait |
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The choice is made. The profile will change. It won't matter to the rest of you, because you never read it anyway. You just wrote me what ever you wanted. What ever you thought might get any part of you into or next to any part of me. I must say, I thought this was going to be easy. How difficult could it be: after all, all I wanted was a guy to come buy & suck my toes. I have had a couple hundred emails from near & far, from 20 to 60. Had people lie to me, try to trick me, use me like I was a kid in high school. The one I would have sworn was the one, dissapears the day before I am suppose to meet- which left me with no fantasy man for the holidays. Yeah yeah I know you where alone I could have had you. Don't cry for me I had my husband and our treasure.
Then I found two in one day. They are like day & night. They are both lifestyle, tho diffrent ends of the spectrum. One a little yonger one a little older- both could bring something to the dynamic. What is good for the core. Which will fit? I don't know. I don't know them well enough yet. |
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A lifestyle weekend. What joy!! A new person to love: no not a subbie - a sister Dommes. Contesa joined us this weekend. She is my new hereo. I watch her, I am in awe of her, her strenght, her beauty, not to mention her awesome flogging skills. She has a true loving soul. She was so wonderful to share her experience strenght and love of the life style with me/us. 3 Dom/Dommes and 1 lucky little subbie, how lucky our trinity is. I know many of mine, would have loved to trade places with her.
In this life style we share a wide range of emotions. We love, we laugh, we cry, we ride high on the crest of a wave filled with pleasure, pain and passion. The hugs are hard, the kisses are passionate, the love is boundless - that is one aspect that you can't tie down. You can't keep it under wraps. Someone told me the other day:" People fall in love with me" I would say yes, "I can see how that happens." When someone gives all of themselves to me it is very difficult not to love them. Is there a diffrence between loving someone and being in love? These are questions I will think of as our polyamorus dynamic continues to grow. |
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Time, time, time. Where does it go. I want it to slow down. Am I missing something? Life is coming at me so fast I am sure I am missing parts of it. Is this what happens as we get older. I have to find a way to expand: I don't want to miss a thing.
Lots of stuff going on. I have to make sure I am healthy- having chest pains: EKG shows nothing. Maybe my body just trying to get me to not exercise so hard, I am trying to become addicted to exercise, instead of things that want to kill me. I must watch out. Be ever vigilant as my addictive personality tries again to raise it's ugly head.
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Turn around - turn around - I'm so dizzy my head is spinning!! I think I am on a merrry go round. Is it possable to find all I seek in one person. All I know is I won't settle so I guess I will have to be patient. I am not going to meet anyone under 40. I am not going to meet anyone under 40. I am not going to meet anyone under 40.
Maybe if I write it 100 x's I will stick to my guns. Guys under 40 really hurt my feelings. I am here to have fun. I have such a great time in this lifestyle that I have to share it or burst. Somethings one should know before writing to me. I am a married Switch. My husband is my Dom and I sub only to him unless he tells me differently! Together we have a beautiful pain/cum slut named trinity. We love her very much. But I WANT A TOE BOY!!! A TOY BOY!!! He should be over 40 as close to 6' as possable. I know u will all lie - but I will measure u!! lol He should be height/weight proportionate. Since I like to pull hair it would be helpful if u had some!
If u do not have foot fetish in at least ur loves column, move on... U can see photo's of me why should I have to ask for photo's of u. If u get my yahoo address u have moved up further than alot of others. This does not entitle u to bother me 24 hours a day. Do not IM me and talk about ur c***. The minute u do u are blocked for ever. If u ask me if I preform orally: u have never been and will never be a sub. Men who would address a Dommes like that have no idea what the lifestyle entails and will never get near me. Is that too much to ask for. I know u are out there can't u find me??????? |
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Amazing how things can turn around in 24 hours. Merry Christmas to me. Fom NY-NJ for PA- CA can there be too many choices. Let's see Eineey, meeny, miney mo! |
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Merry Christmas and still no toe boy. |
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Day by day: my emotions run the gambit. Excitement, frustration, anger, forgiveness, caution, wanton desire. Am I just a glutton for punishment. Men read my profile, they may or may not read my journal. Telling me they want me, they want to worship me. They will make me their Goddess. They would never dissapoint me, then they do. There is always an excuse, of course.But none the less I am left standing alone saying what the F#c&! Something always happens. Is God telling me something? I was stood up 3 times in 2 days! What is up with that? Yet I am still here looking. Is this an addiction? I will meet no one in person till after the weekend as I am having eye surgery tomorrow.
I will share this that I wrote to one of my wanna be's:
u may please Your Mistress by kissing her properly. To properly kiss me u will show me the passion that burns inside u: By holding me & pressing ur lips hard (not to hard) against mine. If u are a chicken shit & give me a peck or just brush my lips I will slap the spit right off of ur tongue. u must hold me close, touch me enjoy the feel of my body pressed to urs.Stroke my long hair- but, never pull on it!u will undoubtedly get an erection, that will be one of the times that ur erection will please me. u will press ur lips to mine:open ur mouth slightly and slide ur tongue across my lips. If u are enjoying the kiss I would like a moan from deep with in ur chest, not loud just meaningful. u will keep ur eyes closed unless I tell u diffrently. I may bite u, u will never break the kiss- that is for me to do only |
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Meeting No 3 - no show! I must have lost my freakin mind! What was I thinking- a 28 year old. I should have known better.If I tell u 4:00- I don't mean 4:05 or 4:09. Anyway I waited 3 minutes and got my own coffee, at 4:08 I left.
I am beginning to understand why some Dommes can be mean. If I saw "Shammy" right now I would probably knock him out with an upper cut! And there would be nothing sensual about it. I want to spit on him also: but I think a submissive man would enjoy that. SO here is the lesson I have learned. If you are under 38 do not write to me, if u smoke do not write to me. I will send u 1 reply email without a picture. You have my pic it is only fair to reply in kind. |
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2 days after a meeting - dane are u insane? I believe u are too wimpy to be my toe boy. Are u such a maggot that u can not figure out what to do. While u started off on the right foot- you quickly became a hammer toe. Did u not read my profile- my journal. I will clarify here just in case u ever read this because u will never hear from me again. If someone wants & desires me- from a submissive stance-they should tell me regularly- I do not want to hear from u only when u are free to kiss my feet! I want to know that u miss me u think about me, u desire me. I have men in foreign countries that write me more than a man I met for lunch. Guess he is too busy for me. If I send u a scenario and all u can say is I have a lot to learn, that does not feed my mind - it makes me say what a jerk- he doesn't know the first thing about this! He doesn't feel me at all. Here's a clue, for ya'll, if I see ur pic and u are my type I will write back to u. If I write back to u I will set up a meeting on my terms. Nothing at all will happen at that meeting except a meet & greet. U will not even see my feet. For that is a privilege that must be earned. I will kiss u as that tells me a lot.
There is a fine line that weaves back & forth between pleasure & pain. I love to criss cross back and forth between the two worlds. I can bring u so much pain u can barely stand it and then give u so much pleasure that u think u will lose ur mind.If I could only find u! |
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Kissing is very important to me. If I do not enjoy kissing you - I doubt very much I will enjoy u kissing my toes.
I have found that men older than me are in awe of me- while younger men even though they beg & plead~ (somehow believing I am going to look like I am 30) want to use me and are dissapear- save it for the teenagers fellas! GUYS Listen I AM NOT GOING TO LOOK LIKE I AM 30 or 35. I am 47 years old and at the vey least, I may look 42. I have lived a very full life and I am very animated, my face reflects the laughter, joy's and sorrow I have had over the years. SO if you want a Barbie look for someone else. I never make any representation that I am anything other than I am. My pics are very recent. Besides if u have a foot fetish like u are suppose to - to be writing to me u would be more inerested inmy feet, and there are NO wrinkles on my feet! |
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Oh for pete's sake - why is this so difficult! I met with a nice prospect on Thursdasy- thought everything was great. UNTIL...I had to write a note Friday night, as I had not recieved any correspondence from him. I thought that a man wanting to be my submissive would know-without having to be told!!! That I wanted to hear from him,on a regular basis. He did not get it. Even after I wrote and told him- I want to hear from you regularly- today is Monday & he is off the list. Sorry toe boy it could have been soooooo good, you have no idea- and now you never will. |
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I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life. I'm tired of shooting low- I'm gonna raise the bar high. I ain't settling for anything less than everything!
For anyone reading this and writing to me- Do you think I won't notice that your picture is from 5 years ago when I meet you. I am not a Barbie Doll & I'm not looking for Ken- I am just looking for someone who's look turns me on. If I write back to you- looking to meet- that means I liked your look- not the way you looked 5 years ago! |
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Foot Boy #1 was a crash & burn. Stood up- with excusses of course! Where is my bolt? Are my threads so crossed that it is that difficult?2 weeks and hundreds of emails, and I have yet to see one real live man!!!! What's up with that? I have an interview- a lunch date, and the majic 8 ball says "yes". Magic 8 ball is right alot- we shall see. Can a foot lady & a panty guy work things out? Am I a bitch to where long loose pants & non- kinky boots to this first meeting? I feel he needs to prove to me- that he deserves a short skirt, stockings & f--- me pumps.
Our little slut returns home today!!! We have missed trinity very much. I know she is wet at the thought of what awaits her on Wednesday |
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I have been over run. Is there just a foot boy out there for me. I don't know yet |
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11/20/07Oh suzanne don't ou cry for me, I just want to whip you and kiss you and hug you and squeeze you. You are the best!!! Thank you so much for the birthday flowers and candy, your so awesome.Thanks to Turret & ss for the Best birthday weekend in a few years! I love you guys!!!
It's like lets all go off somewhere and build a love commune!!! We should build a love train!!! |
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