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	Hi, I'm Amy Lily Evans, a 26 soon 27 year old transgender/genderqueer masochistic painslut submissive nymphomaniac/bondage fuckdoll woman living in Illinois currently, and always up for relocation at some point, once I find the right person, that is. I'm somewhat experienced, but always considered myself a student of the BDSM/Kink/Fetish/Leather lifestyle, and I am a strong believer in SSC. I occasionally dabble in the boundaries of the RACK system (Risk Aware Consensual Kink), but I'd prefer safety and safe words over extremely dangerous fetishes. However, with a certain amount of trust and time and active participation with the right person or couple or people, I will consider being a full-time consensual nonconsent painslut whore fuckdoll no-limits slave. I'm Deaf (legally, Hard-Of-Hearing, as documented, but I prefer the term Deaf), and a a now former college student that have attended at RIT/NTID, Galladuet, and Job Corps (for an high school diploma and a job training opportunity) over the last 8 years, and now I'm focused on working odd jobs via the Earned Fare program here in Illinois (whereas you go around all day and work many jobs that city workers are too lazy to do LOL), building my new studio and working my shit out and pursuing my dreams. I'm a very busy gal, and I identify as a Trans Riot Grrl Feminist, so my gender pronoun is she/her/they. I also am fluent at lip reading, sign language, and I do wear a hearing aid. I'm a artist of sorts, taking on poetry, writing stories, photography, amateur modeling, filmmaking, art (mostly abstract art, bondage rope skills and kink-themed art in forms of paintings and drawings and sometimes making toys/clothing). I'm also taking on music, since I've been playing several particular instruments, custom percussion (think Slipknot), guitar, keyboards/piano, DJing and the Harp for a little over 16 years now. even with my hearing impairment, and it surprises many people that I can perform music with what little hearing I have left. I am always wanting to learn more about what the BDSM lifestyle has to offer me. I do have an aptitude to find my passion in BDSM photography, as well bondage rigging, and potentially do BDSM pornography on films and DVDs and on websites someday, but I have to have a fallback plan, yes? So thus the appeal of my life, working shitty jobs for shitty pay and living the "Amerikan Dream" - though I hate Amerika with a passion LOL. Not much to tell about me, except I'm geeky, shy, introverted and a wee bit of a dork LOL. Such is life. I'm very creative as well, and fun to hang out with. Hope to make new friends and meet people soon. Namaste, Amy. == Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 100% Bondage Giver 100% Bondage Receiver 100% Daddy/Mommy 100% Exhibitionist 100% Girl/Boy 100% Non-monogamist 100% Switch 100% Voyeur 91% Dominant 88% Masochist 88% Submissive 84% Degradation Receiver 79% Experimentalist 76% Primal (Predator) 76% Primal (Prey) 75% Master/Mistress 75% Sadist 75% Slave 72% Brat Tamer 70% Brat 66% Degradation Giver 63% All-Rounder 63% Pervert 0% Vanilla

3/15/2015 3:29:54 PM

03/15/2015: It is Sunday, late afternoon at 5:04 PM Central time, and I've been reviewing my profile and emails and replies to my ads from the last few days and weeks on both FetLife and CollarSpace, and I've come to terms with the fact that very few people are indeed for real, whilst many are fake or players or 50 Shades of Grey fans who are pussies and wannabes. Luckily, the select few I've been interviewed and screened by, seemed very promising. However, I've narrowed it down to 10 people who has replied or I have replied to in regard to the ads and conversations, and I feel content to determine which are best for me and which I should weed out as fake/wannabe. I've been in this lifestyle almost 10 years, and I've experienced a lot of hell and abusive relationship of yesteryears, only to be almost 27 years old and more grown up and mature than most people in my age group in the BDSM lifestyle and the LGBTIQ community. I'm truly alive, knowing I'm free and truly happy. Hopefully after all screening, interviews and trial periods are done, I'll then now know who I'll serve 24/7/365 a year for life, or at least until a relationship like this runs its course to decades or until illness or death happens. People come and go, and such is life, you know? We must grow, live, laugh, hurt, hate, love, endure, etc., then die on our deathbeds with little to no regrets, because we've lived full lives and did amazing and horrible things so that we can be truly one and balanced within the darkness and the light of our sadomasochistic souls. So once all is said and done, and my prior commitments are finalized, I'll be a much happier and better and more stable transgender woman than I've ever been. Thank you to all my true friends and family and those who's been in my life for so long to be able to bear witness to my greatness, my failures, my mistakes and glories, the inner workings of my Sadomasochistic Mad Genius mind, heart, body and soul, etc. You are all amazing people. Just think; in just a few weeks, plus a few months, I'll have official word on who I will serve 24/7/365 a year and do amazing things in my lifestyle most people in my age group will never experience because I know what it takes to get the job, whilst many of you in my age group are reading 50 Shades of Grey, watching the film and say this is "BDSM", whilst I'm actually working harder than most of you will ever realize with day labor jobs, odd jobs, prostitute work, living on benefits when money is tight from my odd jobs/day labor jobs as a independent contractor with my city, and really doing better than most people will do. Life is short, so hustle, work 10x as harder and you'll be truly rewarded with a great 24/7 M/s/BDSM lifestyle relationship in real life, a home, a Leather/Kink/Polyamorous/BDSM household family, a good dream job, higher source of income, very good education, etc. So in other words, to paraphrase Morpheous in his "How To Be Kinky: A Beginner's Guide to BDSM", but with a Amy Lily Evans twist on it: GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR COMPUTERS, STOP READING 50 SHADES OF GREY AND WATCHING THE FILM, GO TO MUNCHES AND CLASSES AND WORKSHOPS AND PLAY PARTIES AND ACTUALLY LIVE THE BDSM LIFESTYLE! Trust me... It's better this way, and you won't regret it. I know I don't regret doing BDSM for real. Also, just be you... Do you... And chase your motherfucking dreams into reality, whether it be about becoming a doctor, cop, lawyer, POTUS, or even a BDSM porn star or BDSM porn company owner or a lifestyle painslut slave for all I care... Just do it. Work it like a boss, yo. Peace. Namaste, Amy Lily Evans.