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Im new but in a way Im not.. Ive always been interested in dominance, and controlling men.. Im not here because I watched 50 shades of Grey and got excited.. ( in my opinion Mr Grey was more of a submissive.. allowing his emotions to rule him and enslave his mind.. super turn off in my opinion, but to each their very own) I like a Dom who is in control not only of me but of him self as well. I feel you can not truly control anyone until you can control yourself, and vice versa with love (However,.. Im not looking for love... in fact Im pretty sure Im incapable of loving, so Id prefer someone who enjoys his solitude just as much as I do... which is a lot.. 80 percent of the time to be exact) I want a Dom who can enlighten me intellectually.. someone who likes to take his time... get the full experience of what it means to own someone fully..
I enjoy pain,.. it makes me feel.. alive, and real. Im not depressed by life.. I think its more of being disappointed, and overall bored with what Ive encountered thus far
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