Good to know ladies and gentlemen that in this world, even when someone seems great, perfect, and a huge upgrade, you still can't fucking trust anyone.

What is one to do when they know their partner is cheating and lying to their face? My partner of two years is sending naked pictures of himself to other women, along with being in a relationship with someone he tells me he rarely talks to anymore. He hands out the phrase "I love you," like it's so easy to say and applies to everyone. Also he still talks to and hangs out with his ex, not that I mind because they dated for four years and he pretty much raised her children. But I have to wonder how long I should play dumb to it all. I am reaching my end in regards to patience and strength. I feel as though he is strangling the life out of me with the lies. I want to keep him, I love him, but if he continues with the lying and the cheating, I will have to leave him.

So Halloween is coming up and I am really looking forward to it. Signed up for the costume contest at work, buying high heeled boots and other things to go with my witch costume. I don't care if I place 1st, 2nd, 3rd, or nothing, but just want to dress up and show my friends there what I can do in a dress, and awesome heels. >:) Will put up pictures after all is said and done.

Since the audio journal isn't working for me... Here I go with a text journal. Back on collarme again and it seems like not a lot has changed. It makes me rather sad that once someone finds out you're in a relationship and just want to be friends they scamper off and no longer want anything to do with you. NO I am not saying that everyone does this but for those that do, it saddens me. Being in a relationship does not mean I would treat someone any different then I would if I was not attached, I just want to make that rather clear. :)