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AmbiguousUtopia

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I really should be great at 'selling' myself, but I personally think I suck at it. But for your benefit I shall give it a go.

Well I should lead with the fact I got a first in my degree of choice, but really, it wasn't that hard. I should lie, but it wasn't, Now I am in fact working away in the very job I swore I would never work in. Painfree and quick money, I should say I am in the process of applying for the 'dream job' as I type.Bloomy heck it is hard to even get an interview in these places. I am told I am a little annoying, mostly when I am nervous and I talk a million words per minute. But I others have said it is cute, but then again, I could tell they were only saying that to please me. I like most things, hate to use the word hate, it rules too many things out. Big fan of music, love it in fact, might even go as far to say it is my passion. My iPod is in-fact my favourite thingy in the whole wide world.

What do I hope for out of this site? Really would love to meet a few people that I can call 'friend', maybe to discuss the greatness of One Tree Hill or the awesomeness of Something Cooperate, or maybe to bitch about how the world sucks and we rule. Or maybe just chat about BDSM in a frank and honest way. If possible, and if you're out there, maybe I could possible meet the person I am meant to be with. That's a little far-fetched but maybe just maybe. Apart from that, someone I click with and can have fun with in a number of places, going from the bedroom to the cinema to a cellar somewhere.

I can't say I know what I am looking for, as well I don't know, and the chances are I will not know until I find it. Call me an optimistic person, but hell that's just me. I am not looking to be a punch bag, last time I checked you can pick one up for kind of cheap. So if that is what you seek, seek elsewhere.

I am also nowhere near anything other than a novice at this whole lifestyle. I have tried a number of things, pleasureableity (I know it is not a word. But I would love it if it was) mental and actually physically. So, I am game for most things, never rule anything out, but I have a thing about small spaces, and heights actually and anything that involved a crime record. Apart from that I am open to suggestions.

So I guess that is that, if anything comes up, I will add as I see fit, but if you have any questions, please don't hesitate to get in touch, why not, what's there to lose. Thanks for your time.
Laura.


8/13/2008 11:32:01 AM
Well officially quit my job this evening, and I am covered in feelings of satisfaction and complete and utter fear, so, if anyone happens to know of any jobs in the london area, please let me know, lol.
KiddDre