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| Sometimes one needs to be insane to stay sane, and that which yields isnt necessarily weak.
That said Im a 26yr. old bi-sexual, sub in the bdsm lifestyle, have been involved in medival re-inactments and active in arts/crafts both vanilla & fetish in nature.
I use to attend college on a full-time basis until my life went into an upheavel awhile back. After months of re-avaluation I have moved and removed until, where I am now. I have an associates in architectural drafting and currently taking classes part-time both online and on campus for a bachelor's of business administration & management.
I have loved a good rennaisance event, but haven't been to one as of lately. To a degree life back then was not as easy, in fact it was very hard. It often seems as if they lived by a different set of rules, and some how those rules are simpler and yet at the same time harder to navigate than the ones we find ourselves in today. Is that not the true pull of these types of events? To experience life by a different set of rules?
Anways the majority of what I just said seems very off topic for where I'm posting this. So, the scoop on me..... I can be borderline nympho at times, with a pinchant for dominants, the more experienced the better (I like exploring what the lifestyle has to offer).
One can always wish to find a sister..... God, would I ever love to find a sister, to pass the lonely times with.
Personal Appearance:
Twenty-something slightly goth, long dark brown hair often top-knotted and end curled (for special events) to mirror innocense lost. In day-2-day french clipped. Fair complexion with hazel eyes- green/brown. Large but curvy body with a DD top. BBW
A Creditable Scening Partner:
Meaning referances that I can trackdown and safe calls will be a standard requirement with me. Right now I may be trying the waters of different experiences, but I do not wish to become a statistic.
Personal Moral Code:
Honor, accountablity and respect. I always do my best to approach others with honor and respect until they show themselves unworthy. I may play the SAM at times but thats usually because I want my butt beat(pain slut) and the action is easily taken as playful.
I hold not only others accountable for their actions, but I also hold myself accountable for what I do. Example: Kinda like the kid that brings their Dad the paddle even though they don't want to get spanked.
What Tends to Work With Me:
If your looking for one who will fall at your feet simply because you are male and I am female look else where, Sir. For I fall only before those I perceive as my superiors, male/female-ethinicity it does not matter, as long as your WILL can hold me and I can respect you for it.
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I'm burnt out on one night stands and meaningless liasons. I am on this site because I feel the lifestyle to be a neccessity in my life, but it is not all my life is. Unless someone honestly reads my profile and thinks wow- she could make a great friend, or wow- that is so dead on she might be the subbie I've always been looking for, I don't want to hear from them. Then when introducing yourself to me please start conversation in other areas as well as lifestyle. It is hard to make friends on multiple levels when your only getting exposed to one aspect of the individual. I do also screen profiles before responding and I have come to believe that those willing to put alittle effort into giving a well rounded view of themselves are worth more of my time. |
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I've realized that I've never mentioned what I wish to provide a Master. While being currently untrained and still not fully introduced to the scope of this life. I know it is in this life that I'm finding myself and what I wish to give to another.
The submission is natural. It was taught to me as a child to care more for others and their comforts than my own. When I said last that life has given me reasons to reconsider things, it is in that I've learned that not everyone is worthy of that consideration. Let alone the level of service I wish to train for and give.
The services I wish to provide for a Master, would include general serving, domestic & business. Even in sexual acts.
The level I envision being trained in the domestic line is something that I haven't heard of or seen anywhere else. When I know Masters preferences and home so well that I can clean it under different levels of sense deprivation. Although for me this would be more on the part of Master's sadism than preference. White glove is not something I cherish on a regular basis, but if given as a random challenge or even punishment I grin and bare it. |
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I feel like ranting, but please feel free to listen as doing so will tell you much about me and my current state in life:
On the profile edit when it says "actively seeking" I was force to conceed on terms. For currently I am actively seeking nothing but am once again becoming open to possibities. My life has given me reasons as of late to re-evaluate myself and my environment.
This may sound un-subie but a Master is no longer a necessity. My standards have always been alittle higher but the last couple months have really driven home what I'm looking for..... A partner. Even if the partner must also be a Master, to make my submissive heart truly happy, there will come times in life when a partner is needed
Without the chance that someone could be that partner I see little reason in pursuing anything with anyone.
A partner would be like me but an opposite with a spark. Everything I wrote in my profile is a part of who I am but its not all of it. Just as the passing person on the street couldn't tell you what I'm really about. Its about being a Chameleon of sorts.
Politically speaking I would say I was a liberal that appears conservative. Or more loosely a free-spirit trapped in a suit and tie. I was raised strictly and well guarded. Hince I appear to be something other than my nature when outside my prefered environment. Leaving few able to grasp the inner scope of my mind who have not been there.
The partner I seek would be like wise. Appearing to the average person like an ordinary human being, if alittle on the dominant side, on the inside a truly dynamic individualist.
I do not truly fall for a dominants casing, it is the mind that captures me. If this one can not see past me and into my true nature, were it meets and were it diverges from standard diffitions of submission, he will not be able to Master me.
Doing so is so simple for those who fit the bill and near impossible for those that don't.
Until I find that person all I have is open possiblities and most of that is for friends. |
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I find myself in a slump. I am still training, but have separated online from one I had deeply called Master several months ago. Without someone to look forward to I find myself wondering why I do this and if I'm even ready for what would lay ahead of me. There are so many services I want to be equiped to offer a dominant and I feel I barely carry the tools necessary. I want to be domestic, I want to be a companian, I want to be sexually gratifying. Useful in everyway.
I had a great example of this growing up, but the information and know-how was never transferred to me, just the desire and need to do so. This is a constant barrier that I have to fight to break through.
In an effort to get myself together I'm stepping back from regular play. So, please do not contact me looking for something easy. I'm not even easy when open for such things. |
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I have requested and been accepted by a wonderful lifestyle house to take on training under them. Seldom in my life have I been happier than when Sir placed the training collar around my neck. For me this marks a first step in preparing myself for a Master. |
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| Age: 23 |
| Sidney,
Ohio |
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