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* 6'4" Black Amazon Domme. Ex-pro, current lifestyle Domme with 15+ years experience. . (YES I AM FEMALE AND WAS BORN FEMALE AND WILL ALWAYS BE FEMALE! DON'T PRESENT ME WITH STUPIDITY AND ASK ME AGAIN) I made an effort to write this to attract the type of people that are ideal for me.
DO READ MY COMPLETE PROFILE BEFORE CONTACTING ME. If you can't read and think, do move on now:
I am very strong, open minded and very creative. Also very sensual & experienced for my age. I consider myself a very tall BBW. I have been involved from the extreme (body modification, ball busting, brown showers, pain, etc.) to soft core (oragasim denial, bondage, wrestling, etc.) I do travel on occassion for work. IF YOU ARE NOT LOCAL TO ME, CHANCES ARE YOU WON'T GET MY ATTENTION.
I PREFER MID-STREAM ACTIVITY (usually). This is an important statment reflecting my personality ... and my activity can go hard-core or soft with the proper setting and company. I?only associate with very few social BDSM groups-ClubFeb , CenTX FemDoms and VS are my alt lifestyle homes. You can find me at local events and via a lot of online alt services like Fetlife and you can follow my daily happenings on Twitter ( same IDs). I pretty much do as I please in a sane and safe manner. Currently seeking a part time domestic servant until something long term can be negotiated. I have many interest outside of BDSM: perfumes, motorcycles (choppers & Harleys: esp. softails and fatboys), art, travel, dancing, theater, nature, music, movies, anthropology and mythology/folk tales are a few. I have 2 Bach degrees and a Masters, and am working on my Ph.D I do not have any children. I am a professional with a career and future aspirations. I try to usually date those who are in the lifestyle, but I do currently date a vanilla male (that is aware of "this". I am not bi-curious, I am polysexual.
Race, sex or ages are NOT important. I only care about sincerity and seriousness. I am drawn to intelligent people. My ultimate goal is a long-term arrangement with a submissive?and making other Dom-friends. I have very little interests in visiting subs. I don't care for long distance interaction, nor cyber/phone play. I am very real and I expect you to be also. I do have a special interest in sub CD/TS & femme-men. I respect the gender queer, but don't confuse my respect with acceptance of all gender play. I do not tolerate males that see being feminine as a weakness.
I HAVE ALL SORTS OF INTERESTS THAT MIGHT NOT BE LISTED. I have NO definite requirements other than you are available for my needs, healthy , local, sane and not a burden to me. I am the sort of person you can take to meet your friends and family and balance the lifestyle on our own time. If this appeals to you or you care to know more...do write me with details of who you are (pics are a plus). RIGHT NOW MY INTEREST IS NETWORKING!
PS I am also interested in hearing from other REAL Dom(mes)...I like to network and the way others think intrigue me. Although I no longer really travel to meet people, I make an effort to get to know them so that a meeting can be quickly arranged. A MEETING IS JUST A MEETING AND NOT a solicitation for sexual fling. I DO answer ALL of my mail.
I seek a SERIOUS submissive that?is intelligent ...MALEs, FEMALEs, CDs, TSs, those in between of ANY AGE and ANY RACE. ALSO I have opened myself to the possibility of a male Dom friend/partner... not a BOSS or leader. I have always dated dominant type people, just never involved them in my "activities". I have found that most Doms think too much with their dicks.Trying to find the exception to the rule . WhatI crave most is finding others with BALANCE: I mean that I want someone who can BALANCE a vanilla and alt lifestyle over a long-term basis. I have tried keeping a live-in but never again. I have NO need for houseboys who want me to keep them as servants and support them. BALANCE IS THE KEY!
Physically I prefer my subs 5'8"+(male) {no height restrictions on females} and reasonable fit (I understand that no one is "perfect", so I am pretty flexible). Race or gender is NOT IMPORTANT. It is a plus not to be camera-shy... I train /introduce other young curious Dommes. Also open to hearing from Dom(mes)... male or female. Married men are NOT a priority for me... I have no real objection to them, but know that I want someone who will deliver the attention I require when I require it. I am open to varying interests. DON'T BOTHER WRITING IF YOU ARE NOT SINCERE! My goal is to NETWORK, so don't write me to ask if I will meet you at some location for a "session". I can be found on FL as the same name.
**Also don't bother writing hate mail or sloppy email reflecting your frustration with being rejected..all I will do is laugh at it and pass it on to my network of collarspace acquaintances.

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2/22/2018 6:58:37 PM
Headed to Houston until Saturday night.

2/17/2018 6:21:59 PM
........ I was going to blog something, but as I started typing, " fuck this shit" crossed my mind.

2/17/2018 5:00:25 AM
You can't ride in on a high horse if none of your pictures are actually you. How hard is it to post a single non identifiable pic? A foot? A picture of your hand? So stop bitching about others being real and work on yourself. ....or ask we already know, you are just here to play games , steal or scam. Idiots ruin the internet for everyone.

2/14/2018 8:18:37 PM
Valentine’s Day means nothing to Me.

2/11/2018 5:30:43 PM
Los Angeles is looking like a no go. Plenty of people want My time once I get there, but not a soul is trying to help Me get there.

2/1/2018 7:19:42 PM
I don't really have the time or attention to sort out your life issues or listen to excuses of why you fall short. Hitting the block button is much easier.

1/31/2018 7:31:21 PM
For this who want to give to My LA fund for DomCom cash.me/LadyInn Planning for May 10-12th

1/30/2018 3:54:58 PM
Los Angeles is back on the table. Just got to raise enough funds to be able to go in May.

1/28/2018 8:35:46 AM
Feels like time to take a break again....I don't feel currently inspired to keep chasing party locations and people.

1/27/2018 6:42:38 AM
******If you ever wondered why real Dommes might not give you the time of day, discuss it with this winner from this site******* JasonB2828 on 1/22/18 at 10:58 PM: Nice. what do you typically look for in a sub? whats your story? AmazonInnana on 1/24/18 at 7:55 AM: *points to profIle* JasonB2828 on 1/24/18 at 11:09 AM: fucking retarded niggger

1/18/2018 5:55:44 PM
Would be nice if any one of these so-called fans would show up to serve...very tiring wading through trash. I was just talking to My lil sister about an alt vacation. I think it would be fun to travel with a sub at my beck and call for a kinky adventure.

1/17/2018 5:07:24 AM
This is a bonus for those of you who are tuned into My journal...Me having fun at a spanking party ://www.spankingtube.com/video/71265/japan64-rolls-the-dice

1/15/2018 7:28:00 AM
When someone contacts me and talks of "relocating ", they increase thier prospect of being blocked by 75%.

1/14/2018 6:59:50 PM
I inserted a new pic in the #5 place...you're welcomed.

1/14/2018 7:50:50 AM
I had a glorious time at this spanking party. I enjoyed a dependable friend and reminded someone that thier greatest mistake was to cut ties with Me. My Sister Mia, shared some awesome news that I'll be sure to post when it is released publically. I might have to look at going to Los Angeles after all for DomCon.

1/12/2018 6:09:07 PM
Spanking party tomorrow...a shame I always go alone....not that it stops Me from having fun :)

1/10/2018 6:14:05 AM
Goddess Ava (my sister) is in mourning right now. You can really tell about a person's true alt disposition in how hey mourn and deal with loss. It isn't even about being in control of the situation, but being able to summon strength when odds are against you.

1/7/2018 7:10:13 PM
I want to have a foot & furniture party in Austin. An upscale private residence where subs can come, disrobe to thier comfort and worship feet and serve as footstools /chairs. The issue is that subs would have to pay to attend. Not too many are keen on paying for a safe, professional setting.

1/5/2018 10:45:24 AM
Yesterday I received a gift of vampire gloves, and I LOVE them. I am still beaming today and greatly appreciate the person who sent them to Me. I won't mention his name because there are vultures constantly seeking a "mark". I tweeted out a video of them @AmazonInnana

1/4/2018 8:50:53 AM
It is rather curious that females tend to find me here on this site. Is extremely rare for a female to approach me in real life. Even in settings where alt and diversity of sexuality is welcomed, I rarely see females that or not Just straight.

1/2/2018 11:55:24 AM
I'm going to start a domme pod cast with my sister this year. I think it would be a great way for people to see thtryout fun human connection to people in this lifestyle. I'll eventually work out all th kinks, but my goal is to get it available on The iTunes podcast feed.

12/31/2017 3:59:42 AM
Wondering if I should come out if retirement in 2018....a bit on the fence. There really aren't any real submissives trying to get my attention, and the lack of any kind of play puts me in a foul mood. Every last one of hem are secrets and talk....wasting my time, training and intelligence. At least if I had clients again, I could feel better and stay on top of my craft.

12/30/2017 7:45:12 AM
Spoke to a complete newbie yesterday. It was very frustrating because it seems he had expectations of behavior without having any experience or having met Me. Everyone if different and have different stimuli/response triggers. I can't outline a fantasy scenario because I only do reality.

12/28/2017 3:10:53 AM
If you REALLY read my profile, you will know that I don't give a damn about your relocation intentions. Either you are nearby and are reaching out to connect, or you aren't (and just insist on bothering Me). I post my travels, but they are few and far between. Don't bother me for pictures. I post them on twitter now @ AmazonInnana) and there are a ton here. I'm not a protitute nor a so called findom. Don't ask Me about blackmail, I don't do that trash. I'm not going to beg you to give me money, that is stupid and beneath Me. If you have been a fan or admirer, you are free to go shop my Amazon wishlist and drop me a note so I know who you are. http://a.co/isxVtkE BUT I know, after all these years, the next people who contact me will be willingly ignorant of these basic guidelines and ask for online domination or claim they will relocate to Me... Stupid people are ruining his lifestyle *sigh* Headed to Houston tomorrow....not planning on stopping in Louisiana.

12/25/2017 6:16:52 PM
Leaving Dallas 12/26

12/25/2017 12:33:43 PM
No, I did not receive any gifts from any submissives. Yes, they all talk crap and say they want to tribute (even though I would not ask for anything)... but no one ever follows through, even though subs insist that I create a wish list.

12/23/2017 9:25:24 AM
Putting DomCon LA on the back burner. I have no reason to go on my own dollar. If someone wants me in California, then they will cover the cost.

12/23/2017 9:01:23 AM
 Last night, I made some new lifestyle friends. We decorated cookies for a kinky Christmas tree. I post to Twitter pictures of my contributions: @AmazonInnana

12/16/2017 4:23:12 PM
Party tomorrow.,. I know, odd for a Sunday but my lil sis n eds to go out and tie up some rope slut :)

12/12/2017 9:08:59 PM
Putting Chaicago on my travel books for June 27-30, 2018.

12/11/2017 5:34:20 AM
People are always so disappointing...depend on yourself.

12/7/2017 5:59:07 AM
Don't ask for pictures...I've been posting on Twitter and you are free to go over there and see them..,I have he same user name there. Also don't bother me with offers of online service...it doesn't benefit Me, and just take up My time. I'm nice about saying no, but patience has never been one of My virtues *sigh* 😏

12/6/2017 12:35:33 AM
The Austin ClubFem holiday social is this week and I'm going alone...per usual. All the decent escorts are always taken, and what is left are guys too afraid to stop jacking off so that they can come from behind the computer monitor.

11/28/2017 10:46:15 PM
I won't bother updating pics here any longer...you can find newer pics on my twitter feed: @AmazonInnana

11/26/2017 10:05:14 PM
It isn't My job to be continually kind and welcoming of so-called subs. You have eyes... read a profile and stop wasting other people's time.

11/22/2017 8:00:25 AM
The hardest qualities to find In a good submissive counterpart are stability and intelligence.

11/21/2017 4:40:49 PM
Domcom Los Angeles is dangling in front of Me. I'm not a pro so I don't  need to make a public showing. I want to go, see the city, visit with my sister, and enjoy the company. I doubt if anyone would strap up to cover it when there are so many working women vying for attention .

11/10/2017 2:28:45 PM
It's still not too late to celebrate My Birthday :)

10/11/2017 4:26:20 AM
My sister convinced me to return to twitter and shar nuggets of my life there...and so I did. I have no plans on following a bunch of folks, but you can go there and see bits of who I am and my life: @AmazonInnana

10/7/2017 8:06:15 PM
My 6th picture is one I took of me in New Orleans at DomCon.
My sister also talked me into restarting my twitter account.
You can find me under the same ID.

10/6/2017 4:13:11 AM
Arrive in New Orleans tonight and have related my profile from Texas to LA for the weeekend.

9/30/2017 1:02:08 PM
I'm not taking any appointments at DomCon but you ar free to spend some time with me and my sister Mistress Mia if you are an attendee. My days will be mostly free around photo shoots. I am only there From Friday to Sunday. http://www.dom-con.com/ If you don't have your tickets to th play parties. Next Monday I will be in Houston .

9/29/2017 5:45:29 AM
Going to New Orleans for DomCon with my sister next weekend.

9/21/2017 6:26:30 PM
Do NOT contact me and ask me for my number unless you instantly want to be blocked like the insane asshole you are.

9/21/2017 4:22:07 AM
Catching up on news...had some random "domme" send me an unsolicited threat calling me fake. I won't even post "her" name because me saying it would be the thing that makes her/him/it more interesting. Just FYI for that stalker, real Dommes are not waging a war to build a reputation, they are simply living the life and building REAL community...not hiding out behind a computer screen 24/7. In other news, the butt sniffing little boy came back sporting a lie on why he had been away. Saying he lost a phone and forgot how to contact me online etc... Turns out he has a gf but still says he obsesses over me. He is probably reading this post. I don't abide by liars no more than I engage in online dumbassery. This lifestyle has a stake in truth, and trust. People I allow close to me have my trust, and those who submit in ernest to me can trust me. The time to disclose the gf was before we met. The time to garner my favor was after we met. EVERYONE does NOT get the opportunity to spend time with me outside the alt community, so the young perv wasted a golden opportunity...which makes him nothing to Me. In all honesty, the only way he could save face with Me now would be to publically disclose his faux pas in our alt community and publically ask for my forgiveness.

8/27/2017 11:09:33 AM
I don't have an issue with female subs....it is just that intelligent, healthy, stable, sane female subs are the real unicorns out there.

8/16/2017 5:15:07 AM
The 1 thing that puts a FemDom experience over a male Dom, is that a good FemDom isn't driven by sexual urgency. It's a total power play that may ( or may not) bring in elements of sexual domination...but it focuses on the headspace where a female top can demand obedience and a sub can feel helpless and driven to purpose. With males, it can be about power and pain, but it s usually about thier dick.

8/13/2017 8:20:44 AM
I will admit that as I get older, I am developing more of an eye for the young ones. Nothing illegal or under age, but more than one young sub OVER the age of 21 has recently caught my eye. Older was my usual preference, but so many of them are full of shit these days.

7/24/2017 7:18:25 AM
If you are looking for a money / fin domme, PASS me by. I don't have time for that bs. I don't maintain a wishlist and you getting me anything is NOTHING compared to simply SHOWING UP to serve. I'm an educated working woman and I buy what I need for myself. What I want doesn't come in stores.

7/13/2017 6:36:26 AM
My ultimate responsibility is to keep those who belong to me (sub or apprentice) safe and growing in knowledge of themselves. Foolish play without consideration of consequences are not on the menu. I will always ask the hard questions and protect my own.

7/10/2017 2:50:06 PM
I was asked if I had a preference of gender. I do..most people do. In subs, I prefer male vs female. Those who at gender fluid would fall in the middle. Sexually (which for me is not the same as alt play) I prefer people who identify with being both male and female.

7/6/2017 5:16:41 PM
Yes, there is a place for love in alt relationships. If you find someone who is willing to be open and honest, it could be the best feeling in the world.

6/30/2017 9:27:28 AM
Interesting meet up today. I met a lovely young perv who was into asses. He wanted to smell mine and I obliged.... he came like a wacky water weasel all over the place. I was quite amused. Every one has a "thing" I guess.

6/21/2017 8:25:42 AM
Last travel for the summer: next week in San Antonio

6/18/2017 9:49:44 PM
Next week I have a stint in San Antonio before I take off for vacation. I don't think I will put any money into travel for vacation this year. Next year might be a travel year to some place exotic.

6/12/2017 3:39:27 AM
In the Galveston/ Houston area this week.

6/11/2017 7:50:37 AM
I'm constantly asked about my philosophy, "What do you believe in?"

I believe in the Worship of the Goddess.
Every woman is not in touch with this energy, and you do not have to be biologically female to tap into this very real power.

" It’s your birth right to tap into it and embody it.  No you won’t be emasculated and thought to be weak, soft, or wimpy. Some of the bravest warriors have invoked the power of goddesses on the battlefield, vying to earn their blessings for victory against the enemy. I’m a peaceful warrior and don’t glamorize combat, I’m simply stating that you can still be an alpha amongst males and be submissive to females."

6/10/2017 6:48:40 PM
Party tonight....a private event. The boy I was Interested in will be there, but I no longer pursue him. He tell me he wants to serve but is not available to serve. Been there, and done that with others before. Stop writing checks your butt cant cash.

6/9/2017 5:06:09 AM
This actually made me smile... how does this hurt me? People have been taking my image for over a decade. I'm suppose to be a "whore" now because I blocked this idiot trying to offer money for my time? I didn't even reply to the stupidity so I know you don't have any contact info , AND that tells me YOU are the fake and the LIAR. Dude, you can create all the aliases you want, but it doesn't change the face you will ALWAYS BE JACKING OFF AND CRYING IN A DARK ROOM. Thanks for the useless threat, and ENJOY being put on blast, because I know you are reading this cut and paste. bouncealot Dated: 6/8/17 3:36 PM asshole you blocked my friend! an your fake. we took all your email an posted them on return to sender. then asshole i put your picture on craigslist in Austin, Texas as a paid whore. next time you want to be fake don't leave you ugly ass picture on this sight cause im using it all over as a paid whore!

6/5/2017 5:05:27 AM
I don't know why the young boys are catching my eye these days. Eye candy is often so immature.

5/28/2017 8:53:51 AM
I had the absolute best time at the CFNM party last night. I need more free play time like that. All those delicious naked boys waiting on my beck and call, and good friends to share it with.

5/22/2017 12:03:53 PM
Posted a new pic in slot 12 From the Lone Star Spanking Party.

5/19/2017 4:59:38 AM
Lone Star Soanking Party in Houston started yesterday. I'm headed out today and will stay until Sunday morning. http://lonestarspankingparty.com

5/18/2017 8:40:19 PM
I'm not opposed to casual play, it is just I don't engage much in it. There has to be more to the relationship. Currently there is a sweet baby faced boy that catches my eye, but I can tell he is a shy one. I wonder if I can coax him out of that shell.

5/11/2017 4:19:29 AM
Finally put another boy under consideration and he doesn't makes it past 24 hrs. I'm not surprised considering he was an obvious switch, but I honestly missed the hopefulness that I feel when I meet someone balanced and full of potential.

5/8/2017 3:42:26 PM
Uploaded a pic in slot #11 that someone took at a party yesterday. It was a very vanilla outfit I was wearing but the background was a clear signal that I wasn't in a vanilla place.

4/30/2017 12:36:32 PM
Spanking parties ar tun bit different from what I was use to. There are always fun, but it is challenging to relax when you know the protocol is different.

4/20/2017 4:44:50 PM
This weekend = Houston

4/16/2017 7:02:19 AM
My bio family celebrates Easter and Passover..I don't have a preference and will receive greetings for either. Considering a profile rewrite, but until then I'll move and update some pictures.

4/2/2017 7:19:57 AM
My 3rd picture in my profile is from the 4/1/17 spanking party. It us a pic of me with 2 of my fav female spanking lovers. Girls just have the best asses.

3/27/2017 9:50:44 PM
Spanking party this Saturday . I always have something nice to wear but never someone nice to wear out. Masochist are so rare to find in the wild 😒

3/25/2017 8:16:46 AM
Red flag warning: if the person you are talking to has extreme mood swings, run away fast. Dom, Domme , sub or switch...don't think you will be able to change them with contact, caring or love. If you choose to go forward despite the red flags, then that bit of stupidity is on you.

3/23/2017 4:14:00 AM
This week's CFNM party is postponed...not canceled due to some unavoidable issues. It will be back on the schedule soon. In the meantime, ATX locals can get vetted by coming to one of the group's munches, so that they may attend this upcoming Rodeo themed party.

3/17/2017 3:09:15 AM
Planning on hitting Dallas today, and perhaps Houston as well. A change of scenery from central Texas is just what I need.

3/14/2017 7:47:39 PM
I have a bit of time this week...so it is a coin flip to see if I will visit Dallas or Houston for a few days.

3/4/2017 5:23:16 AM
Bright and early a Saturday morning. I have some work until 1 then headed to the gym. There is a CFNM much in Austin proper today. It's nice to just meet up with like minded folks in a comfortable public place.

3/1/2017 4:22:33 AM
Pending trip to Melbourne, Australia in early June. Not sure it I will schedule any meet and greets for this one.

2/27/2017 4:20:12 PM
I read this on a "vampire Domme's" profile down in San Antonio and was tickled... "Ok, if you do not like or agree with what I am or do, then KEEP YOUR OPINIONS to yourself... TRUE Doms, male or female WILL NEVER criticize or put down what another Dom does or call that person names!!! So for all of you worthless "so called" doms, go get your copy of fifty shades of gray, your whip and go down your mothers basement and pretend to be SOMETHING you ARE NOT... You have NO FUCKING CLUE what it TRULY MEANS to be a Dom....." Are you kidding me??? This is for real? The great designation of a true or fake dominant is based on if they criticize another dominant??? I'm sorry to say that free speech has nothing to do with "true"-ness. If you feel the need to put this in your profile, then that means that there is something you are doing/saying that most likely is going again the general consensus of the alt community...so much that people are telling you so or commenting on it. You can't bitch about people calling you names and then proceed to do the same...that dear is hypocrisy. There is not 1 single picture attached to the profile, and it reads like a scammer's check list, looking to garner personal information from potential subs, in turn to get then to hand over all possessions and income. There are a million lost souls on this site that are more forthcoming than thus raving, raging, faceless profile. I think this person finally had it right when they projected...they just have no fucking clue what it truly means to be dominant. When you show your whole ass, don't act surprised when people slap it.

2/26/2017 11:05:48 AM
The CTFD party was pretty good last night. The board does a really good job with demos and the BDSM educational segments. I only indulged in watching the play last night, and it will be another 2 mths before I attend that group again.

2/26/2017 12:23:50 AM
Time for a profile reboot...but I wonder how much good it will do since most subs here don't read... Apparently I need to be frank and just say if you do t meet these requirents, then don't contact me: 1- financially stable and self sustaining ( support yourself as I support myself- I WILL NOT ask for your money, NOR give you mine) 2- stable and welcoming home environment (able to host me in your home) 3- realistic views on balancing the alt lifestyle 4- local to me (25 miles away or less) 5- relationship status allows for convinient (to me) and frequent play. These 5 things are near impossible to find, but I'm not likely to compromise due to my experience in looking for a counterpart.

2/25/2017 6:31:28 AM
So the play parties are themed...with tonight 's being the theme of Vampires. While I love to dress up, I'm not actually keen on wearing fangs. The reason being that if I choose to play with someone, they would actually get bitten in the process. Well, it's probably a 50/50 chance if I'm digging their vibe. Fangs just would get in the way. Nothing that will draw blood or leave a mark. That is that primal side of me that I've released quite a lot lately. Just something about the sheen of sweat, the quick catching breaths, the tremble of muscles under my touch, the intoxicatingly delicious smell of a sub under me.

2/19/2017 8:33:33 AM
Had a nice time, but the big party o the month is next weeeknd. Would be nice to have an escort, but I never hold my breath about those things. I'm just grateful to have a place In the alt community where I can play and indulge my wants. I read this lovely passage in a profile today: ?Man is the one who desires, woman the one who is desired. This is woman?s entire but decisive advantage. Through man?s passions, nature has given man into woman?s hands, and the woman who does not know how to make him her subject, her slave, her toy, and how to betray him with a smile in the end is not wise.? ― Leopold von Sacher-Masco

2/17/2017 5:12:09 PM
Can't make it to Dallas but there are alt parties in town.

2/16/2017 5:52:19 PM
On the fence about going to a black FemDom party in Dallas this weekend.

2/11/2017 1:58:55 PM
The CFNM party was pretty great. It was so fun...and the hosts mad everyone feel comfortable ( which is important) for newbies. I hope next month it will be even better.

2/8/2017 1:01:03 AM
The Community dungeon has been scheduled for a cleaning day February 19. This is the perfect opportunity for all these so called service subs to put their domestic skills to work. CFNM Party Friday... too bad there is no photography.

2/5/2017 7:29:09 AM
Out of sight, out of mind. On any given day at least 5-8 "subs" will try to get my attn, but their lack of seriousness and commitment quickly shows through action...or most lay lack there of. I call them the ungreatfuls. Can't worry about what you can't change or have , only work harder for the things that are within your reach.

1/29/2017 4:00:24 PM
Came across a redhead that I played with a few years ago...I saw the potential of a top being born. The thought of being able to groom a top is an exciting prospect. I also inherited some beautiful neon rope from a Domme. I can't wait to get "knotty" with it.

1/27/2017 7:54:17 PM
Sometimes you just need a masochist...problem is that they are super hard to find in "real life".

1/26/2017 4:35:06 PM
A photo of my handiwork http://www.spankingtube.com/album/20080/more-bruises I told him his phone's camera did not do it justice.

1/25/2017 8:47:16 AM
I decided to attend a party this coming Saturday. Would be nice to have an escort, but my presence is what makes the party worthwhile for me... I did the rare occurrence of offering a sub a position at my right hand. He didn't accept but still wanted the familiarity and closeness that it would afford him. Life doesn't work that way loves, and I've only offered that position to 2 others over the many years in this lifestyle. The offer is retracted and I close that chapter for good. There is always a warm body to play with, but rarely is there an engaging mind. It's funny to see a "new Domme" pop up. With no references and no endorsements from the community, she has managed to round up a stable of online subs... all who claim to serve her. Bad news honeys....I doubt she has time to manage all of you. You look desperate now.

1/21/2017 11:25:43 PM
I had a grand time at a spanking party. Outlasted a serious maso bottom and got him to tap out. This made my month.

1/15/2017 7:02:27 AM
I find that quite a few sub males feel like they are small fish in a big ocean. This is only partially true. Most come with this unrealistic fantasy of what dominant women are and are not. When the dream Domme doesn't come in the porn package they expect, then they often miss out on the chance to connect with someone real. So here are a couple of suggestions for possibly finding a real dominant type in the vanilla world: -a leader in her career/ occupation / education - direct eye contact when speaking and not flustered - seems comfortable alone ( not apart of a social group for support) This is not a guarantee, but I have these traits and so do some of my most trusted sisters.

1/14/2017 4:08:21 PM
Sometimes you get a really good feeling about someone, and you hope things fall into place.

1/11/2017 6:25:22 AM
It seems that lately here has been a good number of little spankboys & girls popping up. I wonder if this is a cycle or if there is some trend bringing it into people's minds? I can't be sure how sincere any of hem are since no one is yet meeting, and the few I have met are too scared to follow through.

1/10/2017 6:29:10 PM
Just heard word that there is a CFNM social group starting up in Austin. Very interesting, I might have to go see what those folks are about 😊

1/3/2017 1:54:00 AM
I come across stories from "subs" who are mistreated or lured into cons. Of course they're are terrible people...in and outside the lifestyle. My best advice is to recognize that for what it is, because hopefully you have common sense. Also value yourself. If you hold no basic self worth, what value are you to someone else.

1/1/2017 5:35:12 PM
The first bit of stupidity of 2017 is from an idiot in Washington state. I don't change the conversation, just share it. *castrationreddy on 1/1/17 at 6:02 PM: If you'd like my tel nr to phone me then we could get to know each other better and I could answer any questions you have about me. I agree....messaging one at a time, goes nowhere. --David Bradley *AmazonInnana on 1/1/17 at 6:55 PM: Yes, that is exactly what I do...go to th phone with every interested "sub".... If you couldn't tell, I'm a real time interaction type. If you aren't local, I could give a flip about you. *castrationreddy on 1/1/17 at 6:57 PM: May I have permission to hang myself tonight ? *AmazonInnana on 1/1/17 at 6:58 PM: Go for it. I don't have pity for the weak. Your life, your end. *castrationreddy on 1/1/17 at 6:59 PM: I know, the best thing I could do for black women to make them smile to for me to be disposed of. *castrationreddy on 1/1/17 at 7:00 PM: You really are a card carrying... black animal.

12/31/2016 2:56:09 PM
"There isn't one I haven't heard.." Classic, and captures how I am constantly bored with the same tired lines... https://youtu.be/H8zyF0ZOy3k

12/28/2016 11:52:41 AM
If you think telling me that you are "willing to relocate" will impress me, save us both some time and just don't bother writing.

12/14/2016 4:29:40 AM
It's very "sweet" to have people who write and ask after me because they see I hadn't journaled in a while. That made me smile 😏 No news to tell. Added a trip to Chicago for June 2018 (serious future planning).

11/26/2016 10:38:24 AM
I'm on "lifestyle" hiatus until 2017. That basically means that I am not traveling or participating in any parties, munches or alt events until after the New Year. I have no issue with people contacting me or keeping in touch.

11/22/2016 6:23:15 AM
The one thing that tells me the story of a sub or bottom is how they behave in a vanilla setting. The balance of being able to share this setting and the knowledge of seeking the high away from normalcy is what I tap into for more interactive encounters. It has been a long time ( over a year) since I've met someone who peaks my attention this way.

11/14/2016 9:28:11 AM
It's good to be back in Texas. I like traveling, but there is no place like home.

11/10/2016 8:10:17 PM
The 2 top lies I receive and it pisses me off: 1- men who pretend to be women ( they even go as far to steal some woman's pictures) 2- people who lie about their age ( be upfront and it will be well received)

11/9/2016 8:58:38 AM
Relocation my profile for my trip to Portland OR.

11/7/2016 4:35:04 AM
More from the party: I played a bit with an older sub from Houston. He was enamored with me because of the paces I put him through. I was explaining to him (he was somewhat of a novice) that being submissive doesn't mean you were made to take a beating. S&M for some reason always gets mixed up with love of service, bondage and simple submission. I quickly recognized him as a sexual submissive. He like being told what to do for my pleasure. He barely hesitated when I told him to undress and walk around featching toys for me. In face he got aroused and that helped him get into subspace quickly.

11/6/2016 7:06:07 AM
The party was cool. A good way to start an otherwise uneventful birthday 😊 I was considering re-activating my social media outlets. I have no desire to go pro again, but I like my journal and some people have requested "more access". I'm inclined to do so because I think contact with real people who ar actually in he lifestyle will help with perceptions. There are way too many false people who claim his lifestyle but are contributing to a fa?e of lies for a quick buck.

11/5/2016 3:04:17 PM
Big party tonight...I wasn't suppose to be In town. Not sure I will go. If I don't go, I will have to wait until next year to go to this play space.

11/3/2016 9:29:46 PM
I got a chance to share my love of dancing with a stranger today. Taught him the jive. He was surprised I can move like that, and I was surprised that he couldn't. Lol

11/2/2016 8:14:18 PM
In Dallas tonight, and Portland next week. I might change my location here.

10/29/2016 8:19:04 PM
Portland is a go in 2 weeks. Cleaning out my mailbox. Isn't t just so funny how "subs" come groveling for attention...and when you say you aren't interested in one way or another, they try to call you names or insult you. If youi beg someone for attention and they don't want you, what does that say about you?

10/23/2016 8:17:32 PM
Putting off Dallas until November. Might go to San Antonio, but not for sure. Later November will be Portland, OR.

10/18/2016 4:30:45 AM
I was advising this newbie with a lot of social anxiety, and we came up with something to help him at play parties. What wasn't working for this sub is to ask a Domme for play and began rattling off all his hang up, limits, and other peculiaralities that came in his package. It was just too much, and women saw this as too much baggage so simple play. Negotiations are important at play parties, but if you talk for more than 2 mins uninterrupted, trust me when I say it is a turn off. He is going to develop an index card with his nonnegotiable listed to present to a potential play partner. This way, he is limited to sharing what the most important restrictions are and not presenting some Domme with this "wall" of demands (which often leaves him alone and untouched.).

10/17/2016 7:40:12 PM
This weekend should put me in Houston...a good distraction from people who live to disappoint. Thinking about venturing into th audio journals. Maybe I can start a FemDom podcast with my sister.

10/12/2016 5:22:19 AM
I miss my sister. We are no blood relatives but Divine relations (Yin Yang Like). He lucky few who encounter us together think she is the dark spirit and I am the light, but more often than not, they are wrong. 😆 She sent me a text just as I was thinking that I need to go to Oklahoma. Better yet, we need to plan our own get away. I was suppose to go to DomCon in New Orleans with her, but I ended up having to work that week.

10/10/2016 6:30:54 AM
Q: Do you drink? A: No, I do not drink, smoke, or engage in any kind of drugs. I have no need for escapism, as my life is where I want it to be and interaction with others are just an enrichment. I prefer to be around people who are the same, but these days that is extremely hard to find.

10/9/2016 8:11:05 AM
Sorting out my travels... they are always so short, but honestly I don't think I'm missing out on anything. In Oct, I still have SW Dallas and North Houston.. And in November I have Dallas again, Portland OR and San Antonio Hmmm...maybe I should plan something special for my birthday as well.

10/8/2016 8:40:37 PM
Weekends are the fine feeling of having freshly pedicured toes with sparkling, trimmed red nails...now to find a mouth to stick them in....

10/3/2016 9:21:24 PM
Working in Dallas overnight. Rather be home.

10/1/2016 8:28:31 PM
I come across more foolish people than serious lifestylers. Too many folks take the phrase "would do anything " too lightly. I'm not going to foolishly pretend to be in Wonderland with anyone.

9/29/2016 4:48:03 AM
I like slating questions from my mail...it gives me a chance to be reflective. Today's selection: Q: Why don't you have a sub? A: Because I have not met anyone locally that meets the requirements. Most here are married and going through a mid-life crisis, and the rest appear to be unbalanced or living with a lot of people which destroys my want for discretion. Every now and again, My interest is peaked but that person is usually not local and are unwilling or unable to come to Me on an arranged schedule. I come across appealing people all of the time, but they appear to be in other countries..lol

9/28/2016 5:29:54 AM
Q: Are young dommes obviously fakes? My answer: Chances are yes, but not necessarily ... I got into this scene when I was about 21, but I was under the guidance and supervision of older experienced Doms /Dommes. I was in a learning state, and I find it very hard to believe someone so young to be trustworthy of someone else's submission. It's not impossible to find someone who is young and is worthy of suplication, just highly unlikely. To really spot a fake, pay attention to red flags. Here are 3 questions to Ask yourself: Do hey have alt community references? (Not other "dommes" like them) Do they demand money on contact? (Findommes) If you find them on a site like CS or FL, do they tell you to find them elsewhere on a site that requires payment? (For verification)

9/27/2016 5:42:27 PM
Tried to upload a few pics from the last party, but CS seems to hates mobile devices. Guess I will have to use my MacBook. I've noticed a huge increase in the number of submissive's who call themselves the cuckolds. I don't have a problem with cucks, I have a problem with men who calls himself cucks but can't deal with that reality. I have never met a real cuckold to this very day. It's almost a form of psychological edge play, and is not for the faint of heart.

9/26/2016 4:20:25 AM
Interesting FYI: The real alt/ bdsm community usually is a tight one. You don't have to like everyone, but usually we do know who each other are in a geographic location. Lifestylers, or professionals, we share a lot of the same spaces. If an outsider comes in and tries to play games or waste someone's time, you can trust that it will get around fairly quickly. I became a lifestyle Domme long ago, and that means many connections made...I don't have the patience for those caught up in pure fantasy.

9/25/2016 8:59:17 AM
The party was awesome. I took a few pics I might upload. I love that w had some fresh meat to spread around. Highlight moment: getting a sub worked up so badly, play had to be stopped so we could free him from his much too small cock cage.

9/23/2016 6:28:19 PM
FemDom party this weekend. Eventually I'll stop going alone.

9/22/2016 7:01:34 PM
Slated to go to Houston for a quick stint in a month. I really wish I could stay and catch up with my old acquaintances.

9/21/2016 6:42:00 PM
I purchased a new perfume today...one can never have to many bottles. His new one is Escada.This is my 2nd different type of perfume from this brand. It's kind of a girly tropical scent, and I'm more of a lush luxurious type, like Dolce & Gabanna. I've only had submissive to ever gift me with perfume, and that is because he was with me so long, he knew my taste. I consider that an act of romance.

9/20/2016 6:48:31 AM
I'm so good at what I do. Finishing up work in San Antonio and will be back in Austin by Wednesday. Meanwhile, my sis is in Dallas taking a break and hanging out at a spa.

9/19/2016 6:51:44 PM
Some simple white bitch tried to call me fat as if it is an insult. Same weight as I am but 6 inches shorter. I don't have time for dumb cunts with no sense at all.

9/17/2016 10:09:11 PM
In San Antonio Monday night.

9/17/2016 6:43:28 AM
I only got to visit my sis a few hrs last night. I hope I'll get the chance to visit her in Tulsa soon. She told me a funny story: She has a sub that is sent a bag of "cummy bears" in the mail every month. He is to get on camera and eat the bag of jizz covered candies. The funny part is that it was his ideal and not hers!

9/13/2016 5:28:34 AM
Question left for Me: If I'm visiting your city, how do I get to meet you? Answer: Odds are definitely against you meeting me if you are from out of town. Some visitors find events I am attending though Fetlife, but I do not go out of my way to meet out of towners....unless I deem them special (and they know if I feel this way).

9/12/2016 4:30:58 AM
The search for someone alt who compliments you is as difficult (if not more so) than a vanilla partner search. There are so many color intricacies under the spectrum that many people never find a match. Coming into this lifestyle, you need to have an open mind and a realistic outlook. Finally, don't ignore red flags in the people you meet.

9/7/2016 5:21:20 AM
Just finalized my trip down to San Antonio in 2 weeks. It's work, so I don't expect anything to happen that will be worth writing home about..lol Did a bit of thinking this morning as I deleted mail. Some of it is all repetitive. I often get a missive with the words "I would do anything to serve you " from various people. This is whole over used, and I would suggest to anyone who wants to make a good impression to any Domme on this site to NOT use it at all. 1) We hear it too often. 2) We know that someone who is just reading about us does not sincerely mean it. 3) If it were true, it would be said with action and not words. 4) it does not move Us to take you seriously. 5) For me it is almost like tossing a cold bucket of water on me, and I would be annoyed with further drivel. So, the question is how do you impress online? Answer: You don't. You make the service real. It doesn't mean to send gifts or money (in fact stop that cuz' that is feeding the roaches on this site). In fact, why is some fluffed up profile worthy so easily accepted as a findomme? If you don't really know who is behind the name, then you are a simple idiot. My point: provide real time submission or service and get to know who I am as a person and why I am deserving of your adoration.

9/5/2016 7:12:11 AM
My sister is coming down in 2 weeks. This makes me very happy. As much as we loved shared playtime with subs, we enjoy our nerdy sister time more. 💕 Turning the page.... I receive a lot of mail, and if it is written with a bit of sense, I answer it all. I'm a Domme, not a suck up bitch. The 2 are not the same thing. Also just because I msg you does not mean have have anything but a superficial interest in something about you. You will know if I have a serious interest in time.

9/2/2016 5:38:17 PM
3 day weekend.... Oh, what to do...

8/29/2016 6:28:32 PM
I received this lovely msg from the sub I purchased at Saturday's slave auction: "I've been thinking of you... Every time I sit down. ;-) Seriously, you took me into uncharted territory. I'm still doting on the memory. That was so freakin' awesome. You played me like the proverbial cheap fiddle. Awash in sensations every which way, unable to stop it even when I tried to. You're amazing."

8/27/2016 6:46:18 AM
The slave auction is tonight. I don't have a slave to bring, but it will still be fun.

8/22/2016 4:50:18 AM
Why are real masocists so hard to find?

8/20/2016 7:58:59 PM
Maybe an adventurous female will step up where all these males fall short.

8/7/2016 10:36:20 PM
Met a very charming 23 y.o. Tremendously charming, and delicious to look at. He was most obedient....but he wasn't an alt person. Hopefully our paths crossing has planted a little sub seed in thwack of his mind. Some lady his future will be very lucky.

8/4/2016 4:24:16 PM
Yum, yum...spanking party this Saturday!

7/30/2016 6:58:39 PM
Of all the things to miss, having a "human" pet is among the top of the list. Obedient, devoted, playful, entertaining, and trustworthy. I guess I need to get a real dog..lol

7/24/2016 8:34:29 AM
Met 2 lovely young ladies last night at a party who are interested in exploring the FemDom lifestyle. It was a great joy to introduce them to such play. I feel like a new mom bursting with pride :)

7/21/2016 6:15:44 PM
Looks like DomCon New Orleans might be in my future.

7/9/2016 3:58:04 PM
Today's stupidity comes from a sorry sack in Canada. He wanted to meet me and offered free toys and of course, I said no... AmazonInnana on 7/9/16 at 3:51 PM: I don't need free toys lol slave1355 on 7/9/16 at 4:18 PM: ok bich

7/8/2016 11:49:23 PM
Only going to spend Sunday night in Houston.

7/7/2016 6:31:36 AM
Today's stupidity supposedly comes from the UK... If you have a fairly blank profile with zero pics, of course I'm going to deny you my phone number. Why in the hell would I pass out my phone number to every random pair of balls that comes my way? The user name has NOT been changed, so feel free to send "it" my regards. CuteAndSlave on 7/7/16 at 7:59 AM: Yeah guessed that you're a small DICK PATHETIC faggot LOSER FAKE with stolen profile... :)

7/7/2016 5:24:25 AM
Whenever I feel as though I need a reality check, I look at the profiles on this site...and I know I'm doing pretty darn good . Ego will be the downfall of most, and separate them from reality of what they really are...until they crash back to earth....hard.

7/6/2016 9:03:20 AM
Maybe it is time to visit Houston again...

7/4/2016 12:46:30 PM
Is it better to grab at moments of contentment or hold out for everything you have ever dreamed of? For me? I am happy to fulfill my moments.

7/1/2016 8:48:26 AM
Always glad to come home to Texas. Next trip is Oregon in the fall.

6/29/2016 8:49:10 PM
Leaving Denver in the morning. Had high hopes for the place, but now I know it is foolish to put any hope in a place where folks just care about getting high.

6/22/2016 8:51:26 PM
Changing my location to Denver, Co until I return back to Texas.

6/19/2016 7:50:04 AM
I was asked "Aren't you retired?", and he answer is yes. I retir d, but not dead..lol I function according to my wants in the lifestyle...but every now and again, a true fan will make it worth my efforts to un-retire for a while ;)

6/17/2016 5:59:21 AM
Returning to Austin today with a slight pause in Houston.

6/15/2016 6:44:27 PM
Hiding out in southeast Texas for a few days, but will head back to Austin Friday. There is an awesome party going on Saturday and I am not one to miss it.

6/14/2016 1:58:08 PM
In Galveston until tomorrow.

6/7/2016 4:50:11 PM
Traveling to Galveston this weekend.

6/2/2016 7:20:16 PM
FemDomme party in a few days (Saturday). I'm excited and overdue for some fun. If you are in The ATX area, it might be possible for you to attend.

5/31/2016 5:24:45 AM
Nothing wrong with being submissive, it's just a leaning towards an aspect of your life. You can be dominant is other facets such as in your career and social interactions but if you are uncomfortable with this journey, it leads to instability. That is the unattractive issue that keeps raising its ugly head with the subs I meet (besides them being in a location that is inaccessible). For some reason, a lot of subs have difficulty maintaining a relationships, home and career for a long term basis. What I am curious about is why the drive for stability has been interrupted? Every one isn't meant to love college and graduate studies like I do, but that is not an excuse from not having a career that is beyond "just a job". There is no reason to rush into D/s play upon first meeting someone. Sometimes people go through "drama" in their lives that never gets resolved. A lot of folks cite these occasions as why they are lifestylers . This is potentially dangerous stuff and an unhealthy way to live. No matter which side of the coin you prefer, it is a basic human drive to not only survive, but to thrive...BDSM lifestyle or not.

5/29/2016 4:50:31 PM
Why do men just assume that if a woman talks to them, then they must be interested in them sexually? Communication is the basis of learning and growing. You miss out when you don't give people a chance to enrich your life just because they come in a package you "are not attracted to". Sometimes your life can be enriched by a "meeting of the minds", but you will miss your chance if your are not willing to communicate without your asshole switch turned on.

5/26/2016 6:42:47 PM
I had a decent time in Denver before, but now I want something extraordinary.

5/25/2016 6:50:20 PM
If you annoy local to Austin, TX or in Denver, Colorado, en I currently have no interest in you.

5/22/2016 7:06:38 AM
When I was young and entering the BDSM world, I was assigned aseveral mentors so that I would learn with a guide. Now that That I'm older, I see that was a wise decision ...so that is my advice, if you are under 25, seek out a mentor. Get off your know-it all high horse and seek gracious guidance to grow. Being able to recognize you need this in your life is a sign of strength, not weakness.

5/21/2016 8:06:39 AM
I work way too much. My summers should be dedicated to fun. So I resolve today to make that so summer of 2017. It would be nice to grab a friend and rail across the US or tour Europe. Going to Japan has always been on my bucket list.

5/18/2016 5:03:12 AM
Today's stupidity: Lookingforlove12 Dated: 5/16/16 1:53 AM Please goddess ill pay you 500 if you compare my Short dick to your dildo on skype add me and fuck your dildo only put in as short as my dick and act like im fucking you and then say you need a huge cock and say your pussy is so deep and opened because you have been fucking my bosses huge cock and then act like hes fucking you

5/15/2016 12:17:09 PM
Leaving Dallas/Garland for home. My trips here are always quick and nothing to write home about.

5/11/2016 3:22:32 AM
So the findom convo has spilled into a convo about financial responsibility. I find it odd that more people don't have this conversation. Whatever trappings you give your lifestyle match, chances are, you can classify it as a relationship. You are interacting with someone on a (possible) regular basis....the more regular the basis of that interaction, the more of a relationship you have. If one of you is not financially stable, it will begin to interfere with your relationship. Maybe it will be explicit where someone is depending on others for financial assistance, or more subtle as in lack of finances is impacting health and housing conditions. Speaking for myself, I expect someone I interact with to prove financial stability to me by inviting me into thier home for a visit (I call it the "vampire rule"). I don't demand money nor an inspection on financial records. I just want to see how they live. If it takes a bit of time to get to this point, then so be it. Conversations and observations leading up to this is just as important, as given enough air, people will tell you what you want to know. One of my top Red Flags is when a sub's goal is to relocate into my home without any length of acquaintance...a HUGE no-no. But not to stray too much from financial responsibility....sometimes submissive type people want others to take this responsibility from them. To this I say "to each, their own". This is not what I seek, currently, and I really don't expect that to change. Some involved in a FLR can include total control of finances as well, but the key word here is CAN, and not WILL. I have had interaction with "subs" who were in a unhealthy financial place, and it quickly became apparent that their burden would interfere with our relationship. I know of 1 in particular that like to blaze on my reputation, but it is hard to anyone to take him seriously when his continued poor lifestyle choices has him begging for attention/assistance. So, to wrap up my before-daylight rant, why aren't we as a community having conversations about financial responsibility?

5/10/2016 4:45:20 AM
I don't understand the whole blackmail fetish, but then again, I'm not required to understand it. It's not my thing. It's too much work for a pay-off that does nothing for me. I have never been a findom and have NO desire to demand/beg others for money. It probably is a fetish in its own right, but Clearly is not a fetish of mine. The people who get excited by money are usually the people who don't have enough through thier own earnings. It all reminds me of a football story where the coach advices his end zone celebrating player to "Act like you've been there before". I think it applies here as well. If it is an honest out and out fetish for you, enjoy it and be civil, but to the simple small brained leeches making the lifestyle look bad with thier asinine behavior and antics: "Act like you've had money before".

5/8/2016 6:13:24 AM
Another dead end road. At least I tried to be open to the possibilities. I think I might change my location to Denver, to see if I can find some entertainment while I'm there.

4/30/2016 4:52:11 PM
I see it...and I want it. Let's see where this road goes.

4/30/2016 8:33:57 AM
Nope... Still not into cyber anything. Only real local interaction. Seeking the one who that hi is, breathes and dreams My name.

4/26/2016 5:12:22 AM
In case no one ever mentioned it, a lot of us (Dommes) in the community do connect and talk amongst ourself about the submissives that we "know". Exchange stories , info and just general comparisons about our interactions. So my advice for you today, NEVER "court" more than one Domme at the same time. Secondly, don't burn any bridges, and always try to part ways amicably.

4/25/2016 6:10:48 AM
Reflecting on Texas, and the lifestyle, Austin has to be the most welcoming with alt community. Houston had great vanilla compliments to a very large and active alt community. I feel life I need to discover Dallas a bit more before I can say one way or the other.

4/24/2016 1:37:08 PM
Had an AWESOME time at the ClubFem luau. Everyone got lei-ed and there was even some fire play where we got to roast marshmallows . Every chapter has its own flavor, find one near you at http://clubfem.com

4/20/2016 9:02:12 PM
Back to taking applications for a domestic servant. Required once a week in home service for chores. Must live in the Austin metro area with own transportation. This is open for domestics of any gender and age as long as you are in good physical condition to work without accommodations. May consider a trial befor contracting.

4/16/2016 8:53:22 PM
Oregon trip confirmed for the fall- probably October. Denver is confirmed for the summer in June.

4/8/2016 9:07:20 PM
Asks for my number and blocks me when I am trying to find out who exactly it is that thinks I am foolish enough to hand my phone number out to every idiot who asks. I tell you some people are to busy labeling others as fools, that they don't so the ignorant messes they are creating for themselves. Now...what to do with this unsolicited number? Maybe I should post it somewhere to teach an idiot a lesson? 😈

4/5/2016 5:19:11 AM
Seems like a lot of people forget thier manners here, and assume it is my job to remind them. You know what they say about assuming, it makes an ass of you....just you asshole so stop assuming that I'll go down with you.

3/27/2016 8:35:59 PM
Might be adding travel to Oregon at the end of this year.

3/22/2016 5:26:47 AM
I don't "chase" subs. I expect to be pursued. If a sub connects with my message and gets chills because he or she knows that they would be able to please me, then they should pursue. Not 1 day passes without a few making superficial contact here, but there is more to life than lip-service.

3/21/2016 1:43:16 AM
It was mentioned in passing today but my mind instantly latched on to the possibility I might have to travel there....Dubai

3/18/2016 11:34:00 AM
Dear so-called alt lifestylers, Stop bastardizing my heritage for your fetishes. Obeah has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with BDSM or alternative sexual lifestyles. I'm sure there are some Obeah practitioners that live alt lifestyles, but that is just coincidence and NOT a correlation of Obeah practice. Obeah is a folk practice that is along the lines of Voodoo, just not as popular and inhabits a different region of the world. If your fetish is based in racial play and supremacy, then just say so . If you are into hypnotism and "spell" play, then just fucking say so. Putting OBEAH, in all caps doesn't give you authenticity either. You cheapen and dishonor when you promote yourself in an area you really know nothing about. It's 2016...google what you don't understand .

3/16/2016 7:52:22 AM
There is always room to learn...regardless if you are a Domme, sub, Dom,fetishist, etc. most subs understand this, but more dominant a need to be open towards this. When honored in a leadership position, it is your responsibility to be open to learning and growing.... If not, you don't deserve your position.

3/14/2016 9:48:25 AM
I'm going to do 2 days in Houston. If I stay any longer, it reminds me why I left in the first place.

3/13/2016 8:36:28 AM
I'm not usually into young subs under 25, but some of them are just so gosh darn amusing 😄

3/12/2016 7:41:02 PM
Heading to Houston for a few days.

3/5/2016 9:07:51 PM
Funny how quickly I'm always itching to go home.

3/2/2016 10:01:47 PM
Saturday will be my day trip to Frisco, TX (Dallas area).

3/1/2016 3:20:23 PM
Xpost from FL: Austin BBW meet-up Wednesday, March 02, 2016 ? 6:45 PM ? 8:45 PM Location: Rudy's BBQ (patio) 11570 Research Blvd, Austin, TX 78759 @ map Cost: you pay for your own food & drinks Dress code: Casual in this public setting Deion: Even though it is not a kink event, it IS a kink friendly event for BBW women and admirers. Celebrating women who are plump, curvy, BBW, SSBBW, chubby, round, pear-shaped, voluptuous, etc. we embrace them all regardless of age (18+) and race. Look for the star centerpiece on the table and come join us. BBW Austin Group: https://fetlife.com/groups/88969/

2/18/2016 5:13:41 AM
Quiet...very very quiet. This is me in a public setting; purposefully serene and quiet. We have 2 ears and 1 mouth so we can listen twice as much as we talk. Oh the things you learn when you listen.

2/15/2016 5:14:39 AM
I am fascinated by all th interest in being a cuckold. I've only met 1 real one in my lifetime (that I was completely aware of), and I'm pretty sure he didn't know he was a cuck! Lol

2/15/2016 5:11:57 AM
I am fascinated by all th interest in being a cuckold. I've o lay me 1 real one in my lifetime, and I'm pretty sure he didn't know he was a cuck! Lol

2/15/2016 5:08:46 AM
I am fascinated by all th interest in being a cuckold. I've o lay me 1 real one in my lifetime, and I'm pretty sure he didn't know he was a cuck! Lol

2/11/2016 5:25:55 AM
A quick turn around trip to Denton ( Dallas) area this Friday.

2/5/2016 4:22:35 AM
Question posed: "Would your sub have to be a masocist ?" Answer: No, but honestly, I would seek out a masocist because I get sadist cravings, probably a majority of the time. I realized that those urges are just as much tied to my sexual nature as my sensual side. I float between them seamlessly and will quickly reach "domspace". When I hit that high, it absolutely doesn't matter where I am or who is around. I do realize that my personal style of play is sadistically sexual, and that is the reason why I play very little in public. Here is the rub...where to find my match that can handle that?

1/30/2016 1:43:19 PM
Question posed: "Do you have an age preference?" I actually do. I tend to like older subs...the over 40 sort, regardless of gender. The younger ones have caught my eye lately because they appear to be the only ones around .

1/27/2016 7:13:47 PM
Young subs are so-so but the issue is thier lack of independence. No privacy due to family and roommates. I'm not going to have someone under foot who isn't in the range of being comparable to My own income and education. Lack of experience I can work with, but to dominate the dumb is too taxing, and not enjoyable.

1/26/2016 5:17:51 PM
Added Frisco, Texas to my travels for the first weekend in March. It is time I explore north of Dallas.

1/26/2016 5:50:21 AM
question posed: "What do people notice about you first?" I know it is My height. Once a person spends any quality time around Me, it is My smile. I am a generally joyful person and will openly register glee 😄 (Usually glee is attached to tapping into my sadistic side). Other people will notice that I also tend to be quiet. No secret there, I'm listening to what is going on around Me. We have 2 ears and 1 mouth for a reason. Amazing what you find out.

1/25/2016 1:26:18 AM
The ego can be more tender than a red bottom. So many go around with too much pride not willing to put ego away at the appropriate times. I possess no toy that can do as much damage as when I tell a submissive "No, I don't want you."

1/21/2016 5:46:24 PM
Saturday night slave auction! I so love it here in Austin :)

1/16/2016 8:21:46 PM
Glad to go home.

1/16/2016 4:29:53 AM
Today is my day to play tourist...so maybe a theme park? Disney or Universal???

1/15/2016 4:39:57 PM
It's still early...might be some fun to be had in Orlando.

1/14/2016 3:47:09 AM
There are a ton of men above 50 in the Orlando area, but it is hard to find one with the balls to meet My direct gaze or engage in conversations. The chatty ones seem to all be tourists.

1/12/2016 7:04:53 PM
Landed in Orlando. Didn't start out especially pleasing. The transportation system here sucks. The whole place kind of reminds me of Houston...but with theme parks.

1/9/2016 11:49:36 AM
Question posed: Q: Are You sexually involved with your submissive? A: If I choose to be. My play is usually sex positive, and that is usually why I don't engage in much public play at parties. I love the human body and it is usually a conscious thought not to force sexual dominance upon another person.

1/8/2016 9:38:20 PM
Q&A time again... Q- Do you smoke? A: No, and I dislike being around smokers. I've lit a cigar or 2 in staging a scene, but honestly I'm too vain about my teeth to pick up the smoking habit.

1/7/2016 8:17:43 PM
These days it is hard to pack toys when traveling by air. The last time I had some stolen out of a checked bag. I highly doubt one can bring a crop in a carry on when you aren't even allowed a regular bottle of lotion. 😕

1/7/2016 5:22:30 AM
Home is now Austin, Texas, But I will temporarily post my travel location as Orlando.

1/4/2016 10:35:43 PM
I received an interesting email requesting my presence for a deflowering. My instincts tell me that it probably will not happen. It's a shame though...there is nothing like fresh meat and the feeling of exploring someone new for the first time.

1/2/2016 6:54:01 AM
I was just sitting here thinking about my friends and acquaintances in the lifestyle. Most of the women are domme and switches. The males are sub. There is one who admitted he has switch tendencies, but at the same time, he has interacted subserviently to me. I don't tend to get on with switch males. I also have only a few Dom male aquatintances because it seems a lot of "dominant" men do not know the difference between being dominant and simply being an asshole. Why are so many of them assholes? LoL

1/1/2016 11:13:37 AM
*lifts cup* 🍷 Here's to the happiness 2016 brings. Be deserving of every moment. L'Chayim!

12/31/2015 11:32:44 AM
2016 Travel schedule: in 2 weeks Orlando, Florida & Denver, Co in late June

12/30/2015 4:45:14 AM
Enough with the freaky weather already. I left one tornado area only to sit in another in a different state. Happy to be going home to Austin today.

12/27/2015 7:28:23 PM
I left the Garland area yesterday. I was about 8 miles away from the site a tornado touch-down. I drove to MS to have a little me time and connect with my roots.

12/25/2015 9:27:12 PM
Relocating my profile to Houston during my visit.

12/22/2015 11:07:50 PM
I definitely need to stop in Houston at the end of this week.

12/20/2015 4:17:55 PM
I am going to make an effort to explore Garland TX a bit during the holidays.

12/20/2015 11:22:33 AM
I took a huge step back out of being social in the lifestyle, only to find my way back in the city of Austin. I love being a Club-Fem member. I look forward to seeing what 2016 holds for all of Us.

12/12/2015 5:58:50 AM
I was talking to a friend about the upcoming Orlando trip and how I would be busy working for the most part. She said, you need to be sure to take time off and do something fun like Disney parks. I confessed to her that I had never been to any Disney parks, hen she perked with an idea. She recommends having a Disney-sub. That idea tickles me, someone to fetch and and obey my whim in a very public place with a collar. Someone to command and make interact with the staff and characters for my amusement. Make them ride whatever rides tickles my fancy. The thought really does amuse me.

12/8/2015 11:51:51 PM
Sometimes it is a great battle of wills to get what you want. If you truly want something, you make it known, and go for it.

11/30/2015 5:51:00 AM
There is a special place for submissive pets in my heart. They must have a decent caliber of thoughtfulness and intelligence to make good company. They also realize what an honor it is to be respected in such a position and proudly sit at your right hand. Time to get a new pet.

11/30/2015 12:17:46 AM
Going to make an actual effort to visit Houston more.

11/25/2015 8:36:39 PM
Brief stint into Dallas but too quick to have any fun...oh well, there is always December.

11/25/2015 6:50:12 AM
...and the lists dwindles down to the last few. Real domestics are hard to find. I'm sure I'll have a fresh perspective after Thanksgiving.

11/23/2015 5:39:09 AM
Just going down the list... Good things come to those who wait....good, sexy, delicious things lol

11/16/2015 5:01:54 AM
Seeking a domestic servant for part time play. Not role playing...I don't like settling up scenes. If you make Me happy, then trust I will see your sub needs go fulfilled.

11/13/2015 4:44:11 AM
Planning a sissy-apron decorating party. This will be in a semi public place, but in a private room I think, so no fetish wear. I'm hammering out the details with my friend. I can just image painting the face of good lil bois so they can make their pink aprons all pretty and sparkle for work. Them packing it up at he end of the workshop and having to pass people on the way out leaving them to wonder "What is up with that guy wearing the bright lipstick?".

11/12/2015 5:40:57 AM
Love the early morning dumb-assery :) As usual, nothing has been changed, so feel free to contact this "person" who makes it all the more difficult for REAL people to connect. mrclean2 on 11/12/15 at 6:45 AM: ill pay you to force me to clean your floor an if i miss any spots to be forced to lick them up. AmazonInnana on 11/12/15 at 6:47 AM: Your money means nothing. It is the actions that speak and you are far enough away to not be taken seriously. mrclean2 on 11/12/15 at 7:02 AM: look just cause your a fake dont pass it off on other

11/10/2015 5:11:20 AM
My birthday is over, and it was fun....but I'm still a little wanting....

11/9/2015 4:29:08 AM
Seriously contemplating a P/T service sub....one of those boys that are domestic-chore driven.

11/8/2015 7:44:18 AM
I really had a wonderful birthday. Club FEM appears to be the BDSM family I seek.

11/5/2015 4:59:13 AM
I still like fetish clothes, but the shiny allure of it has long worn off. It is such a production to get into PVC , corsets and the like. I prefer to be "pretty" -comfortable and sensual. Leave the suffering to toddle around in too high heels to the subs.

11/4/2015 5:29:30 AM
San Antonio, here I come.... And hopefully there I go back home. I don't know why I don't enjoy that town.

10/30/2015 5:13:24 AM
A week until my birthday, and it appears that a group of ladies have provided a nice way for me to celebrate.

10/30/2015 4:36:35 AM
A venture to NYC might be on the horizon in the spring. Dare I venture to get excited?

10/29/2015 6:08:23 AM
There is an odd flux of "toilet slaves" visiting my profile here. I find it interesting that people have labeled themselves as such, when in reality, few have the heart to go through with it. It is an extreme fetish, not for the faint of heart.

10/28/2015 4:45:34 AM
There needs to be a disclaimer on most people here. No one is truly free to persue their fantasies and fetishes without some prohibitions... "some conditions may apply".

10/22/2015 7:54:37 PM
A true maso knows that to receive pain is a gift. To feel and experience a unique "touch" should be a bond. Too bad there are so few real masochists in the world. Too bad I had to learn to live without.

10/21/2015 6:01:24 AM
Glad to be back home. Houston was uneventful, but it was still good to get away. I need something exciting to help celebrate my birthday next month.

10/16/2015 11:51:04 PM
Quiet night in Houston.

10/15/2015 5:44:24 AM
I heard in a song yesterday " I'll be your Tylenol, take me til you doze off.." :) Yeah, Ilike that...

10/12/2015 5:56:24 PM
Starting to look at Orlando for my upcoming trip to Florida.

10/11/2015 9:26:10 PM
Every week I do my nails, but I never want to cut them down. My occupation does not allow for longer nails, so I'll be happy with what they are. They are colorful, well kept and still long enough to fell the vibration from the friction against skin. Slow , languid trails against skin vibrated power into my fingers. That power translate into my excitement, and that is now what I always first think about when I see bare flesh.

10/7/2015 5:46:07 AM
Trying to get my few traveling excursion in order... looks like Houston next weekend with my best friend .

9/20/2015 7:54:18 PM
No 1 rule has always been "Nothing in anger"....I take that one seriously...no interaction, not even talking. I am not the type to put myself in a position where I would do something I would regret. I don't care for baggage nor regrets.

9/11/2015 5:23:11 AM
Today I feel inspired. I'm going to the store to buy fabric for making an apron. It will be so beautifully frilly and hand crafted with love. It has been ages since having a service sub, but One can always hope. I'll most likely end up just selling it.

9/9/2015 5:00:46 AM
We are wired in such a way that we could never escape what we really are. Suppress? Maybe for a while, but then our true essence would find a way to escape as sweat through our pores. Like a pharamone, it will signal to those who shares those desires. If the lifestyle is for you, there is no escape.

9/8/2015 5:06:52 AM
question posed: Do you look for profile pictures? Answer: Yes, but it is for content and context. Pictures help confirm identity. Often I see people posting very old pics to represent themselves. Not only are objects around the subject show date, but sometimes the format of the pictures ( I.e. Polaroid frame) shows a picture taken with outdated technology. I also take further notice of what was in the picture. Best advice, if you are at home posing for a picture, clean up your filth. There is no reason for food containers and piles of laundry to be in the picture.

9/6/2015 9:00:50 PM
Not a sub...not a Dom....not even a lifestyle switch, but I find myself interested. Maybe it is because he might be something I could touch and not just a name on the screen.

9/3/2015 8:40:25 PM
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=921716680 Someone asked me what ball busting looks like, and the above clip is actually a pretty good representation. Yes, she is acting it up for the camera, but I can tell this isn't her first rodeo. The pacing is superb, her practiced placing is good.. She puts him through the paces with varied force, and ends it in reasonable time. This clip shows a realistic representation of what such a session would be like. That being said, ball busting/kicking is only for a select group of masocistic subs. It is not for everyone nor should it be expected for you to attempt without any previous attraction to pain performance.

8/30/2015 8:20:16 AM
As usual, the name has not been changed: sissynoelle on 8/30/15 at 10:00 AM: Hello, would you have any interest in being my chastity keyholder? AmazonInnana on 8/30/15 at 10:13 AM: Nope sissynoelle on 8/30/15 at 10:13 AM: Ok pig, thank you.

8/27/2015 4:47:36 AM
Contacted by a wife, and only slightly disappointed. I don't care for that drama. Why lie? If you are married, just say so. I'm not the wife, and I do t need you stacking up lies to hide your life. I don't believe that any alt relationship can be succesful if built on lies. For me, it is about knowing the other person down to the core, and all the feelings and truths that make you who you are.

7/26/2015 7:46:39 PM
Got another funny...but this one is from the UK. Unedited missives like this is what collarspace the fun place it is... Coo1 on 7/24/15 at 2:46 PM: Mistress..I love Your articulate profile ...You seem interesting and balanced, which is refreshing on this site :) I'm very femme and sensual so hope You'll kindly consider me...Please I get free calls to USA and can realistically relocate Would You like a femme english slave? -cute english accent too :) Please may i chat with You? c xx AmazonInnana on 7/26/15 at 12:56 PM: Sweetheart, there is nothing of interest over long distance. I'm a hands on type of person. Coo1 on 7/26/15 at 1:07 PM: On here 10 years.. Yr obviously a faggot fake :) Reported u..Loser LOL

7/23/2015 5:01:00 PM
Trying to get in the right frame of mind to go on vacation. I think Galveston will do nicely.

7/21/2015 7:24:17 AM
Q: would you have sex with your sub? A: I would sexually wear my sub out. This is why I am for a long term arrangement wit someone fully functional, instead of casual play with whoever passes my way. I can see the draw of organism denial and cuckholding, but I have my own take on service. Whoever submits to me, submits to all my desires , when I desire it. If I desire to use them sexually, then so be it. I have yet to be involved with anyone who can match my libido. If we have a cuckhold arrangement, then again, so be it. There is pleaser to be had in man different ways.

7/17/2015 6:49:18 AM
I have a beautiful paddle that was handmade 4 years ago. It is solid oak, but I gave it flavor by painting it bright pink. I call it the Sweet Spot and I usually have it in my car with me. I like looking at it...lol It has not been in use for a very long time.

7/16/2015 2:20:36 AM
I know it is time to re-write my profile... It needs to be a more frank representation of my interests, and not so much of a wish list that brings the world to my door step.

7/11/2015 8:05:00 PM
I don't have a campaign against pro-dommes. I use to be one in my early 20s. 
You provide a service (not sex) and you get paid for your professionalism,  knowledge and skill. Without said professionalism, knowledge and skill, you are just playing a game.

I don't have a problem with tributes, I just have issue with those who sully the lifestyle by using it to beg for money. A tribute is a gift of acknowledgement without expectation for something in return. The key word here is "acknowledgment" which means you are being appreciated for something. I'll leave that something to the "beholder" for a definition. If that something is to sit online and demand tribute, then that brings us right back around to being a prostitute or playing a game, as you are using sex to entice payment.

Q: Would I ever pro-domme again?
A: Possibly, if a professional house/service wanted to negotiate terms, but I don't feel the need to validate who I am nor what I'm capable of that way .

Bottom line, money is NOT the way to try to curry attention from Me.

7/10/2015 9:39:46 PM
Here is the "funny" of the day... feel free to thank them for making it difficult to connect with real people (the screen name has NOT been changed). This is straight copy & paste my friends:

littleboy11:How bad do the mosquitoes get there? Ill pay you 500 if you take me out where there real real bad. Tie me up remove my pants and leave me out there 2 hours before sun down till 3 hrs after the sun sets

AmazonInnana: Find a prostitute who will entertain your demands.

littleboy11: i new some black woman where dumb  but never thought i fine one that did not know the meaning of prostitute 

7/6/2015 5:09:14 AM
There is power in a connection. The lifestyle isn't about finding a warm body to fulfill a role. If the connection is not there, then it is empty and just a temporary high. If that is what you want, then there are pro dommes and subs who take pay for play.

7/5/2015 1:44:38 PM
Back home in the Heart of Texas.

7/2/2015 5:08:16 PM
So glad to be back in Texas..,even if it is Houston.

7/1/2015 5:57:07 AM
Very happy (ecstatic even) to leave Philadelphia tomorrow.

6/30/2015 8:15:25 AM
Question posed to me: Is it possible to find a good sub who is also a good sex slave? My answer, is that I don't know. A lot of subs that are really lifestylers suffer from erectile dysfunction. Not all, but a lot in my experience. Would be nice to find a sub with an impressive hard on.

6/29/2015 9:39:17 AM
I am so very glad I get to leave Philly in a few days. If anyone wants to chauffeur and try to change my mind, feel free.

6/27/2015 9:53:29 PM
Very delayed and late arrival to Philly. Missed the last few trains. Not pleased that this trip has started so badly.

6/26/2015 8:01:26 PM
Late arrival to Philadelphia tomorrow night.

6/19/2015 8:32:11 AM
This time next week I'll be in Philly. First time for everything.

6/17/2015 9:50:38 AM
There is a severe shortage of males who can take a punch...lol 😊

6/17/2015 5:56:42 AM
It is highly unlikely to be able to find and obtain everything you are looking for, so is it worth settling for part of what you want?

6/3/2015 8:29:09 PM
Anyone else experiencing the quirkiness of this site? Submitting messages multiple times or completely timing out?

5/30/2015 8:05:10 AM
Philadelphia trip is confirmed for the end of June. For now, it is a business trip. I have no reason to make time for "recreation" yet.

5/28/2015 5:02:35 AM
Oh, how I love to share these. If you ever feel your search is difficult, feel free to contact the ass below and thank them for making it hard to everyone else to connect... A snippet from today's ass of the day , unsolicited, and unchanged: cutefemmeslave on 5/28/15 at 6:11 AM: Hi...I love Your articulate profile..genuinely :) You seem sane and I feel we have similar D/s likes ...I'd sooo love to be hypnotized into deeper obedience and feel you could be into hypnosis? I'm told attractive, slim, very sensual -deeply submissive and obedient and love to obey Sweet, kind and gentle too I get free calls to USA and can realistically relocate ..cute english accent too :) Would You kindly consider me...please J xx AmazonInnana on 5/28/15 at 6:34 AM: Everyone could realistically relocate. If you really did read what I had to say, then you would know that is a conversation In which I consider lip service, and there is little you can do to convince me otherwise. cutefemmeslave on 5/28/15 at 6:42 AM: Ahhh..didn't realize that you're a stupid bitch.. Yr blocked Loser

5/27/2015 10:32:00 PM
Philadelphia is back in the works. Planning for that trip now.

5/23/2015 10:51:45 AM
Time to revamp my profile. I don't feel it is appealing to the folks With whom I wish to connect. If anything I am approachable and very real.

5/20/2015 6:10:32 AM
I do have contact from a lot of folks, but if they can't sustain their interest and attention, why would they deserve to get interest from me?

5/17/2015 11:05:15 PM
My trip to Houston was uneventful. In fact, I remembered all the reasons I left that area.

5/15/2015 5:26:56 AM
The world is a bit better when any of us finds happiness. 😌

5/14/2015 3:05:20 AM
Sometimes, you just need a CBT buddy....but they are rare animals indeed.

5/13/2015 5:23:23 AM
I was very tempted to attend a GWNN meeting. Very tempted. I even raised an eyebrow lol

5/11/2015 6:39:58 AM
If you consider yourself a finsub or blackmail victim, save both of us some time and DO NOT bother me. I'm not interested in those sorts of games, and there are plenty of "women" who will entertain you on that front.
I am not one, nor will I ever encourage you in that endevor. The world of connecting is hard enough without bullshit of your own making.

5/6/2015 5:31:07 AM
Honestly, I'm not actively looking. I'm just keeping an open mind about potential. I gets a lot of pleasure from just talking to people of interest. Right now, I don't have the actual time to search for what I want.

4/27/2015 3:43:47 AM
Fetish wear is quite lovely, but I really am more disposed to admiring skin. The taste, the smell, he feel of it all gets my gears going. You can feel emotion in skin's reaction, and of course, it is your largest sex organ.

4/2/2015 5:34:50 AM
Just an example of why lifestyle Dommes on this site may not remotely take you seriously. On any given day I get about 10 of these: AslaveMan: Hello maam, would you care to own a no limit slave , someone that you can use and abuse and do anything cross in your mind to him? TPS kind of slavery, a slave who won't have any human rights under your control? just curious ..thanks Alex AmazonInnana: Yeah...there is nothing for you here. I don't play pretend. I advise you to read profiles and know who you are contacting before just shooting out bullshit form letters. AslaveMan: wow we are a little bit touchy ...

3/27/2015 7:54:54 PM

3/20/2015 2:13:01 PM
Reading for comprehension has become a lost art.

3/19/2015 7:09:09 AM
I tend not to become attached to people since they will inevitably fall short of their promises and my expectations, but I do miss the occasional taste of tears. This is more precious than he drawing of blood.

3/13/2015 9:50:09 PM
Philadelphia is a no-go this summer. That trip just got way too expensive.

3/2/2015 9:16:41 PM
One more degree to go... Starting doctoral studies in the fall.

2/25/2015 5:14:58 AM
I have been in the lifestyle for most of my adult life, and I can trace my origins from my upbringing. No abuse, no daddy issues, no trauma, no molestation, both parents in the home. Middle class, strong matriarch linage of sharp women who tend to be on the plus side of 6ft. Over the years I've notice a lot of "new-comers" turning to the lifestyle as a way of dealing with disfunction. My advice is to get psychological therapy. I don't want to deal with the embedded issues that have been bubbling under the surface, and be wary of those bachelor-degree "doctors". Having studied on your own or possessing a psychology bachelors does not remotely make you qualified to diagnose and treat anyone.

2/23/2015 5:29:31 AM
If one had to guess how many times a week I am told that others are able to relocate, them you would be severely under guessing. I'm not interested in playing pretend...life is difficult enough without wasting energy on the dreams of others.

2/18/2015 5:28:19 AM
It's human nature to constantly seek change from what is, but it is also human nature to not adjust to change smoothly. When you want something, you want it with your whole being, sometimes to the point where you ignore signs indicating that prize if not your ideal.... Oh, but it is glorious to indulge in that lust.

2/7/2015 9:36:09 PM
Disappointed, but never surprised...

1/19/2015 11:03:57 PM
I tend not to get along with people under 25. It takes a different kind of patience that I've lost as I've gotten older.

1/12/2015 5:40:22 AM
The greatest tool of exploration is conversation. When seeking out a potential, I engage them in conversation. This works in part to put them at ease, and I gain knowledge of their reasons for being in the lifestyle. I am picky about subs. This is not a financial arrangement, so the talk is more personal. Not to say this backfires on me, but more often than not, whatever attraction led me to that sub-person is quickly killed by the things they share.

1/10/2015 7:31:18 AM
Question posed about if I prefer a scent: I can change perfumes like I change moods. If it is daytime, I might prefer my Dolce & Gabbana "The One", and at night perhaps Burberry "Body". I'm an avid collector of perfumes. I feel that scent can amplify emotions and the contained power in an experience.

1/4/2015 5:10:16 PM
Nailing down my trip to Philadelphia for June 28th.

12/30/2014 7:45:25 AM
When I was introduced to the lifestyle in college, it really changed my life. Having a House behind me gave me an awesome opportunity to learn and grow. All of the things I've experienced may not suit my current fancy, but it was necessary to become who I am today. I'm physically repulsed at the flush if so-called findommes flooding the scene. Financial domination is NOT apart of BDSM. It's not even contributing to the area of professional domination. All it is is some lazy bitches trying to make a quick buck. At least the pros provided a service for a fee, and it was far from sexual favors if they were authentic. I hate this subculture that bastardized the importance of the dominatrix. Does this even happen with male doms? Ladies, and I use the term loosely, it is making you seem small and weak while you hustle, no...BEG for money from fools dumb enough to part with it. The solution: educate yourself. The way for women to make it in this world is to mentally equips themselves with the knowledge and experience to take them further. This applies to the lifestyle, and for life in general. I first chose to be a domme's apprentice, and then I returned to college and grad school. There are strong women out there to guide you to a better life in and out of the lifestyle. I will say it and stand behind it: EVERY WOMAN IS NOT FIT TO BE PLACED ON A PEDESTAL . When we lift these women up, it is to the detriment of us all. Ladies, raise yourself up to be worthy and stop whoring out your potential by grabbing at chump change...make your own. What kind of year will you make 2015?

12/28/2014 4:30:13 PM
Time to revamp the ol' profile... Why resolve to wait for the new year?

12/27/2014 9:37:54 AM
I thought this was funny, but I forgot to write about it earlier: I was getting my regular pedicure in a new-to-me nail salon when I noticed a man in the waiting area with a magazine. I just assumed he was there with someone because he was not receiving any nail services for himself the whole time I saw him there. He was just sitting quietly with a popular magazine occasionally peering at me. I could not tell if it was because he had a feet fetish or if he was fascinated by my foot size ( which is the equivalent of a man's US size 12). I wanted him to know that I saw him looking. I looked my gaze on him and he eventually was caught by my gaze. He turn a brilliant crimson red and quickly looked back at the magazine. I gave him a break and broke my stare but I kept a side glance on him..,and of course, his stare returned to my feet.

12/25/2014 4:59:05 AM
Fondest holiday memory: about 6 or so years ago, a sub male wanted to be trussed up under his Xmas tree for his wife. He didn't know how she would receive it, but he was all in and had decorated his tree on a platform so there was enough clearance underneath. He had previously contact me for this because he wanted a physically opposable woman to set this scene in case he had second thought and would start to fight it. He had a fine new pair or hand and ankle cuffs with heavy duty metal buckles and eyes with industrial locks to attach himself to a thick oak spreader bar. His hands attached to his ankles behind his back which left him bent at the knees, pelvis thrusted up. Tied a velvety red bow upon the present he offered. I'm pretty sure he was like that for hours. It was kinda nice seeing him under there, all oiled up and sustainably erect. I'm a huge hard cock fan but I'm pretty sure that he was on a blue pill so that kind of impressive lengthy display. The ball gag was the final touch...the cherry on the whipped topping. I altered the gag so it would fit tight, and all that took was creating an extra hole so the buckle in the back would be pull tighter than intended. I really wished I could have been there when she got home. *sigh* Some women just have everything :)

12/11/2014 5:34:15 AM
Going down to San Antonio for a quick stint this weekend.

12/8/2014 3:34:17 PM
People just don't stick around. Dedication is lip service unless you can back it with action. One of my favorite songs pretty much sums it up... "Sing me no song, read me no rhyme Don't waste my time, show me! Don't talk of June, don't talk of fall Don't talk at all! Show me! Never do I ever want to hear another word There isn't one, I haven't heard"

12/5/2014 8:55:07 PM
Looks like Philadelphia is in February... Not where I want to go, but it is someplace new.

12/1/2014 10:06:48 PM
The answer: just so I can post your shame 😄 See below to see why it is difficult for real and serious people to connect. The name has NOT been changed so feel free to send them fan mail. 😄 alyssafondacox on 12/1/14 at 2:01 PM: then why respond u stupid, disgusting, ughly two-ton, oh-my-god 350 walrus, excuse me to the walrus, ur a black pig.......lose 250 lbs then come back two-ton tilly AmazonInnana on 12/1/14 at 7:43 AM: Not interested in anyone far away alyssafondacox on 12/1/14 at 7:28 AM: hello mistress, i would like to make an appointment to serve u

11/30/2014 7:04:58 PM
Hard to explain e difference between humiliation & degradation, but here goes: Similar but not totally interchangeable. Humiliation is more of felling embarrassment in the sight of others. Degradation is having your worth/ value removed . You can totally be degraded and not be humiliated. Example: going to a Domme and begging for permission To jack off is degrading, but not necessarily humiliating...not until she records you doing that begging and share it with her friends.

11/25/2014 4:41:52 AM
My friends and I were pondering on the folly of youth. Each of us glad and grateful that we are older and wiser. It is not impossible (just nearly) that one knows the self well and are secure in their personality and internal motivations by their early 20s. It is so rare, I would not take a chance on it. In my early 20s I was in the lifestyle. Luckily for me I was under the guidance of a House connected with older and much wiser people. Today, I do not suffer the foolishness of young dominants. The path to true wisdom is knowing you need to benefit off the experience and learn from others. This is the same reason I do not pause for young submissives. They a fun and delicious to play with, but they need the benefit of living life to grow wiser, no matter if that is an alt or vanilla life. Enjoy your time on Earth.

11/19/2014 5:49:16 AM
Leaving for Dallas on Friday, but I'm leaving there on Sunday.

11/17/2014 4:12:08 AM
Question posed to me: do you believe in male chastity ? My answer: I think it is right for some people, and I have no distAin for it. I can actually take it or leave it. It is most useful in a training program if you have the ability to oversee that it is done correctly. My personal preference is to have a cock at my disposal. As a highly sexual person, I would prefer a fuck toy vs a cock all packed up in plastic. A good man is hard to find, but a hard man is good to find.

11/8/2014 7:57:51 PM
If you want drama, go watch "Scandal". Your mistakes are yours alone and I refuse to be confused with the scammers and poser idiots you decided to fall for.

11/5/2014 5:32:13 AM
My birthday wish is to find an INTELLIGENT LOCAL lifestyle friend ( Dom/me or sub) and to be able to sit and chat at a Starbucks. Yes, I know I ask for too much LOL

11/4/2014 4:02:27 AM
I know what I want in the coming year...and trust me when I say it is not a slew of wishful thinking sub with their far away fantasies.

11/3/2014 1:30:15 AM
Thursday is my birthday...and really not much has changed for me In the lifestyle front.

11/2/2014 8:19:40 PM
I'll probably hit Dallas around November 20th.

5/20/2014 5:07:13 AM
The titles and supplication aren't necessary when writing me. It's useless and meaningless. Quite a few waste time as they try to flower the messages telling me of my natural authority over them and how they are the lowly speck in my world. Totally useless. Impress me that you can form an interesting and intelligent missive that engages my mind....and perhaps we will get to the part where you are underneath me.

4/12/2014 2:44:27 PM

No matter where you go or what you do...if this lifestyle is for you, you will always return home....


7/25/2013 5:10:15 PM

Fantasies are fantastic as long as they evolve into reality. I am not known for my patience, and I care not to waste anyone's time.


4/27/2013 6:53:57 PM

Time to roll back to visit San Antonio...I'm thinking late June.


3/14/2013 12:27:00 PM

I read that it is had for subs to approach Dommes. I ask "why?.

We are both people who do not know one another. We have no relationship...so how do you estblish the intent to get to know someone?

You say "Hello, My name is ____. I noiced__/like your profile, (etc) and wanted to have the pleaseure to talk to you. Thanks."

 

If the women is a psycho bitch caught up in fantasies and games and demand you buy her crap/ send her money/ demonstrate submission without even knowing your name and on first contact, then more on for pete's sake.


3/12/2013 10:19:11 PM

Don't ask me to be apart of your fantasy when you know I am after reality.

It wastes my time and makes you look stupid.


3/3/2013 4:12:24 PM

As shitty as this site is, you always find yourself coming back :)


7/25/2012 4:08:50 PM

In Denver, but returning to Texas tommorrow.


7/28/2010 9:25:33 PM
CONFIRMED TRAVEL DATE (LA):

New Orleans:
July 29

7/26/2010 7:12:56 AM
CONFIRMED TRAVEL DATES (Florida):

Tallahassee:
July 26 (July 30 -pending)

Jacksonville : July 27-29
 

7/5/2010 5:54:44 PM
CONFIRMED TRAVEL DATES (in state):

HOUSTON:
July 12 & 13

SAN ANTONIO: July 14 - 17

AUSTIN: July 17 - ?(pending)

6/27/2010 3:11:53 PM
Treat for today by a "sub"..thanks and you know who you are hun'  (get it together)

"i have been invloved in BDSM since 1977...and i know and have met and served a great number of Mistresses..some now deceased...since that time...i could probaly give You 20-30 references or more......wonder how many Youc could give me?...guess You are not as serious of a Mistress as i believed You to be.."

My simple and quaint response after a little thought:
" When I came into the lifestyle, I gave up my entire adult vanilla life to live it and learn...not many people have this oppertunity. Along the way I have met some absolutely wonderful people and I have a Superior mentor ...along with the good comes the bad, and I could produce a ton of refs (20 or more if need be), but more importantly I am going to continue to honor the lifestyle that opened my eyes. Good or bad, NO ONE has the right to tell you what you can and cannot do with your potential here, unless you choose to give them this power...and no one has that power over ME."

QUOTE of the day "Meager manipulations are the games of those who fear they have no power over themselves."

6/22/2010 9:26:32 AM

CONFIRMED TRAVEL DATES (in state):

HOUSTON:
June 24 & 25

SAN ANTONIO: July 14 - 17

AUSTIN: (pending)


5/24/2010 9:44:37 PM
defining polite:
polite is using my time to entertain the same boring useless line of "conversation" about how you will move/relocate, etc  and not degrade you by calling you out of your name and damning you to hell for wasting my time...
so yes, I am polite...and will continue to be so.

Put on your adult pants and take this seriously or step out of the circle. There are enough unstable people and whiners playing this as a game so don't add to the fray.

5/16/2010 7:02:02 PM
summer is looming and that brings new travels...looks like Dallas is defininately in the books....
checking mail and updating pics...blahblah blah

3/13/2010 8:12:33 PM
Possible vacation destinations: Tucson AZ or Portland OR

2/28/2010 8:19:17 PM
My vacation is at the end of March...what shall I do with my time?

2/28/2010 8:37:12 AM
 Change will do you good  
Go beyond change and evolve...
I am renewed
 ...

4/26/2009 7:51:10 PM
RE:RELOCATING

How many times do you think each true domme (and the remaining fake-ass wanna bes) have heard "I will relocate"?
Do you think saying this over-used and under-sincere phrase grants you the right to waste the time of others?

My advice is simple: READ the profile, and then go back and RE-READ the profile again. If someone says they are only searching locally, then RESPECT that and move on.

3/12/2009 9:51:47 PM
It's always nice to hear from the ladies, but COME ON...if you have a slew of kids and you are seeking a live in partner, do you ACTUALLY think we have enough in common to ignore that?

2/10/2009 11:47:40 AM

1/30/2009 7:55:49 AM
Attn: eager online subs and slaves-

As I have never cared about online service, this will be something new and different. "cindy", an online sub has captured my ear for the time being and she emailed a narrative of how she served. I am seeking those who wish to duplicate her service and send in pictures of them completing the task.
It's a mild feat concerning lipstick, so I will be looking for pictorials with enthusiasm and creativity. You may contact me here with your note of interest and I will forward instructions. I will be receiving entries until February 14th.


1/22/2009 8:53:07 PM

Tonight's thought: What is the obsession with friend's circle on this site?

On any given day if someone asks me to be their "friend" I would say no...If I go look at their page and see a menagerie of...well I'll be nice and not say what they really are, the answer goes from being "no" to "oh hell the f*ck no"...
Why would I, a true lifestyler, holder or pages and pages of references from groups, subs and Dom(mes) from all over the world care about being seen as popular on this site?

I pick my "friends" carefully and I give my personal reference to very few. I suggest you do the same least you be lumped with the chattel and the cattle that take up space and are a waste.


1/18/2009 7:45:31 PM

Q: You seem to discriminate based on age, but you said age was not an issue for you..which is true?

A: Age is NOT an issue for me. If I found someone under 25 that have discovered that their place is TRUELY in the lifestyle, I would welcome them with open arms. BUT the fact is that I have "been there and done that"...most young people under 25 are still trying to find out who they are in the vanilla world let alone the alt world. Most do not have stable long term employment, and quiet a few wanna be dommes come to the alt lifestyle seeking some poor sucker to give them income. Some have completed any education beyond high school. How much can a "kid" know from experience in the lifestyle? VERY LITTLE with exception of those rare individuals who were gifted with mentors and opportunities.
Anyone who falls for the games "children" play has my deepest sympathies. Don't let desperation cloud your common sense and vision.


1/14/2009 9:44:15 PM
Where does One go to find a good ol'fashioned whipping boy or girl?

1/6/2009 3:55:44 PM

12/22/2008 7:00:10 PM

Re: Friend lists and favorites: i was asked why do I remove myself from friend's lists...tihs one is simple.

I simply do not want to be apart of anyone's Domme menagerie. I keep select company, and I would not want to be friends with anyone who does not do the same.

There are a thousand and one wanna bes on this site...the title does not automatically make you a lifestyler. So, when you ask to add me, you are asking for an endorsement...and those are few and far between.


12/6/2008 10:54:48 AM
...first impressions..put your best foot forward...

12/1/2008 11:05:11 PM
Just a thought... for a lot of lifestylers, we spend a lot of time caught up in the "search". Just like anything worth having, it is an investment of time and effort. I advise you to deeply reflect upon your wants and needs. Is this lifestyle for you, or are you trying to fill a void where something else is missing? Lousey marriage? disfunctional family? Crappy career? A lacking social life? Take a little time to know yourself, before you decide to waste someone's investment of time and energy. Rise above the fantasy and games...this is real...we are real people.

11/11/2008 7:54:39 PM

11/11/2008 7:38:41 PM
I greatly appreciate all of the birthday well wishes. It means a lot to Me when people take a moment to remember special times.

I*


11/2/2008 9:39:28 PM
Q: Do you toss? How heavy are your tossed subs?
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A: I have tossed quite a few subs. For those who don't know what it is: Tossing= picking up a person and throwing them for distance or into a "wall". Avg tossed person for me has been btween 180 and 225 pounds. I GREATLY perfer tossing to lifting and carrying.

10/30/2008 8:33:24 PM
Halloween is one of my favorite times of the year. No, I am not pagan, or ung-dly..whatever...i just love any reason to dress up. Since I am too young to be a cougar, I decided on being a jaguar (not a cheeta - check my spots).
It is also a reminder of my birthday in a week, the big 3-0. I came into this lifestyle at age 19, and I am grateful that i have the mentors and friends thta led me down a true and sincere path to who I am today. They are also are the reasons I did not give up in a community where it is so easy to lable oneself and pass off a fraud. So , CHEERS, to those I call friend, and here is one to everlasting loyalties. ...
I am such a SCORPIO woman

10/19/2008 9:58:32 PM
Back to the good ol' question & Answer sessions.....
Q: Can you send me some nude photos of you Goddess?
A: Are you out of your fucking mind??????

9/29/2008 1:20:18 PM

9/29/2008 12:05:59 AM
I was away busy with my move. Good bye Houston!  I have cozied up in SE Texas to pursue finishing my Masters degree.
After I have this acheivement in my pocket, the next great adventure will me goal #1...

5/2/2008 10:24:30 AM
Why I don't care for married/committed subs...Brief thought Inn Edwards (a REAL, and sincere Domme)...
USUALLY married subs are keeping their involvement in the lifestyle a secret...who they play with is their dirty little secret, and I am not about games and blackmail. I have lived my life so I could be commited to the values I hold high (I'm not married nor do I have children)...I DON'T involve or play around children, no hiding from spouses, and nothing illegal.
I am in a position to be respected and valued, and I refuse to settle for something less. Some subs say that their significant others know and give them permission..and of course this is more BS to me. If your spouse gives you permission that means you DO belong to someone, and I don't care for other people's property. (Never been and never will be down with the OPP).
SO in conclusion..if you are in a relationship...move on..don't even bother to ask for a ref to one of my friends. Why would I send them the trash I would never use?

3/24/2008 7:56:07 PM
Dallas TX on the 26th & New Orleans on the 28th...busy busy time, and I will be offline on these days.

3/21/2008 8:18:55 AM
Q:Define normal...A: Can any of us define normal? It implies that there is some universally accepted average...that there is a regular way of behaving and thinking. I don't believe in normal, I believe in archetypes that are constantly given new life as people grow and change their adopted patterns. I believe in metamorphosis and change... as I will be a different person after I post this..and you upon reading this, will have been changed ;) What is normal?

3/9/2008 9:34:38 AM
Q: What makes you tick?
A: I thrive on attention, I often demand it...and it doesn't have to be sexual, hand on attention...sometimes it is enough to read desire in someone's eyes.

3/3/2008 9:23:16 PM
March comes in like a lion-ess.....

1/12/2008 5:01:16 PM
First entry of the year.... and all I have to say is that it will be an amazing year. The picture website is a go and I am negotiating a seamstress for new fetish couture ... NAS was like that for sure;)

12/23/2007 11:15:41 PM
Traveling through the South...Louisianna & Mississippi. Been there & done that...and let's do it again

12/15/2007 6:29:51 PM
There is a huge lack of sane cd/tg subs in the world...

10/14/2007 1:24:19 PM
No I am not dead..just busy in reality. The challenge is to combine reality with all the fantasy you've ever dreamed.

8/13/2007 5:26:27 PM
I saw the most amusing profile written by a child (well I guess 21 is adult) and it was actually a breath of fresh air. But it did lead me to wonder about prejudices against first names that start with a vowel.   Innana*

6/6/2007 6:59:15 PM
Now making contacts with lifestylers in Atlanta GA. Do apply within

6/1/2007 4:21:35 AM
Hard toss up on what to do for Labor Day this year, but plans are being made to take on Atlanta GA this September.

5/4/2007 3:25:21 PM

Houston Splash this weekend! For me, it is my first trip of the year to the beach with my girls. I like spring, but I LOVE summer


4/27/2007 2:41:54 AM
Thought: I read a lot of journals and forum posts complaing "people are not who they appear to be on collarme"...just for the record, I am going to cast my say for the few that were EXACTLY what they said they were...good or bad, they were true to profile.

4/26/2007 4:31:15 AM
Q: Do you travel? 
A: Yes, I do, but always for myself, never to meet anyone. Althought we live in ana age of modern technology, we all know those who are far away tend to stay far away...and what is the point of connecting with someone who won't even be availible on some regular level???

4/8/2007 7:42:56 PM
No, no no...I don't host truck drivers!!! I swear, everyday at least one contacts me

3/30/2007 5:08:56 PM
Who would have guessed?...Sugarland has a scene outside of Houston.

3/4/2007 11:46:26 AM
***updating w/ new photo...might consider rewording profile also***

2/19/2007 4:57:29 PM
Q: Do you ever contact people, or is it proper to wait for you to contact us first?
A: I rarely contact people on this site. It takes a great deal of interest to move me into action. If you don't write me, what guarantee do you have that I have noticed your ad?

2/3/2007 10:00:17 AM
I have an unusual longing to get my hands on a masochist now...

1/31/2007 9:28:57 PM
The most intelligent thing i have read in a profile ( in a very long time) was composed by a 23 year old...go figure. I should not be amazed that a young person has a better grip on reality that people old enough to be our parents.

1/23/2007 6:15:59 PM
What amuses me most about this site are all the people who are looking for people far away from their home bases. I live in Houston...there is no way I have possibly met all the people in my area who seek what I seek...and if someone from Alaska wrote me with interest I would simply have to laugh in their cyber-face.

1/10/2007 9:50:51 PM
Planning out my 2007 "hot-spots"..the lucky cities that are a must visit for me:
Portland OR
New York, NY
Baltimore, MD &
New Orleans, LA

1/5/2007 11:11:10 PM
With a new year comes new trouble to get into 

12/15/2006 10:35:36 PM
..these poly sub women have my pity. Seems as so few have a sense of what they really want for themselves. Just because you are a sub doesn't mean you have to destroy all sense of self and desire.

12/11/2006 7:12:06 PM
..step up to the plate..who is next at bat?

12/10/2006 1:48:09 PM
Q: Is there someplace I can tribute or send you Xmas gifts?

A: No, I'm not interested in that. If that is all you have to offer, please go check out the pro-dommes on the next page.

12/7/2006 4:45:23 PM
You have a 1st impression with no 2nd impression promised. G-d bless the idiot that needs to make a better 3rd impression & the idiot that give it to them.

12/2/2006 7:06:55 AM
"All my life it has been a pleasure to show its beauties, its marvels & its possibilities to those who, under my guidance, saw it for the first time."

11/26/2006 10:40:25 PM
Q: Have you ever met anyone from offline?            A:Of course! I have met many people offline. It is all apart of being a psuedo-celebrity. The # of people that I have met does not compare the the sheer # that contact me online, but I have made an effort to meet those who seem fairly genuine.

11/23/2006 10:40:48 PM
Q: Are you a man hater?          A:No, but men make it so easy to hate them. I have never had any trouble with a woman being so anamored with my breasts that they forget to think about my personality. Why waste time looking at me if you don't care to get to know me?

11/19/2006 8:45:00 AM
Q: What would a typical day be like with you?         
A: I get up and go to work..hopefully you do the same. Keeping a sane and successful vanilla persona is just as important as approching the alt lifestyle with an open mind.

11/18/2006 9:27:06 AM
..It is only a matter of time...

11/8/2006 6:02:27 PM
My appreciation goes out to all those who sent happy wishes for my birthday

10/30/2006 7:59:56 PM
Happy Halloween to all you revelers 

10/25/2006 6:53:02 PM
seeking a halloween party escort now...among so many other things  lol

10/23/2006 8:45:26 PM
Halloween: I absolutely love it! Last year I was a sexy black widow, and this year I am thinking...
Bastet (aka Bast) The Egyptian Cat Goddess..the great devourer and keeper of secrets

10/22/2006 8:13:51 AM
Q: How can this houseboy be of service to you?
      A: HE CAN'T! I have absolutely no use for any houseboy or maid right now. I am also NOT looking for somone to relocate and move in with me. I have a life and hopefully you will have one too. I am looking for someone to be availible for me, not someone who will sit looking at my front door waiting for me to come home.

10/21/2006 10:36:11 AM
dropped Oni-Con to go to the Houston Womens' Festival. You would be suprised as how many alt types can be found there ;)

10/13/2006 5:16:44 PM
must resist...the urge...to go ...to Oni-Con.

10/12/2006 8:38:59 PM
Q: What is something no one knows about you?
A: Few people who follow me on this site know about my love for NPR and the BBC.

10/9/2006 5:30:44 PM
I have been elected to arrange a munch for a small, select group of women. Everything is falling into place, but I did not consider the service. I think a nice nude female sub would be ideal. ... yes, that would be perfect.

10/3/2006 5:30:23 PM
The Dallas trip was not so bad, but I think I will stay in Houston if I am to stay in Texas. One thing Dallas has in its favor is the people tend to drive better.

9/27/2006 10:04:56 PM
his weekend brings me to Dallas..a city that never manages to impress me 

9/26/2006 5:06:05 PM
Comment left:"A real Domme would be trying to get my attention and persuing me"   My response: "Why? What in the hell is so good about you that I need to actively persue you? I like interesting people, and of course they will like interesting me. In this round, it is going to be your turn to get me to sit up and notice you in a sea of subs"

9/24/2006 10:00:07 PM
Q: What is the most attractive quality in a potential sub?
    A: Intelligence...no matter if that person is a sub or a Dom, Intelligence and the ability to use it to its full capacity is extremely attractive.
A weak mind is easy to influence, but if someone who utilizes logic and reason...oh what a thrill.

9/23/2006 7:27:20 AM
I have a long list of refsfrom admired lifestylist and well known alt educators, so nothing that anyone says (because I've rejected their proposal) will bother or worry me.
Save yourself some time and don't bother me with requests to help you whack off. I'm not interested, and only engage in real life activities.
And be assured just because I cannot paste your collarme ID in my journal, I can get it out in the public as a fake wanker.

9/21/2006 4:04:02 PM
Q: Do you require a sub or slave to crossdress?
   A: No, Crossdressing and feminization is a special love of mine, but each individual has a specialty that must be discovered and developed.

9/20/2006 6:55:57 PM
BONUS WEEK w/ 2 Questions
Q#1: Where in Houston do you call home?
A: The Galleria

Q#2:Do you have a height pref?
A: Of course! As I enjoy a challenge, I would love to have a sub near my stature...but I do not truely discriminate with shorter subjects. Sometimes the best surprises come in the smallest packages.

9/16/2006 8:34:19 AM
Q: Is it wrong for a submissive to be aggressive?
My thoughts: I don't think so. Submissive doesn't have to your demeanor for your everyday life. In fact, most of us are "one way" in public and totally ourselves in private 
 To me, there is nothing wrong with a submissive oriented person inviting me out on a date or movie

9/10/2006 11:08:33 AM
Age: Is it an issue?
For me it is to a certain degree. I was about 19 when I came into the lifestyle. I slept, ate and breathed it until I was 21. I gained information but I didn't know shyt. On the other hand you can live your life ignorantly. I have met plenty of people over the age of 40 who thought they knew everything because they were older. Some people say that young people are all about games, but I have seen just as many older people who play those same insincere games.
I try not to pre-judge based on age, but I have set a lower limit of no younger than 21. Upper limits are somewhat negotiable, but needless to say, chances are that you will have a little more in common if you have a smaller gap in your ages.
I have no set age for the person I seek. My advice is to not let age be a factor in your search if you truly believe this is for you.

9/9/2006 7:57:41 AM
Issue to ponder: If I DO NOT solicit for gifts or money, why waste time trying to get me to "accept" them? I'm not crazy, I like presents like most people, but why would I hand out my address or bank account info to recceive money or gifts from strangers???   

9/6/2006 7:22:29 PM
I'm back.....

8/26/2006 10:02:03 AM
Question posed: Are you interested in female subs/slaves? 
Answer: Of course! My best sub ever was female..and you can't buy the type of devotion she freely gave.

8/19/2006 10:19:33 AM
Question posed: Are you a Pro-Domme?

Answer: No, although I have had that experience. The only things you can currently hire me for are #1-"transformation services" (most TV & TG will know what that includes) and #2- reputable fetish photographers can hire me for shoots (I do model, no nudity, and only for photographers with solid references & portfolios)

8/18/2006 7:06:35 PM
Friday nights are not as fun if you don't have anyone to keep up with you...

8/14/2006 7:41:09 PM
New Pic of me? Of course..I am always taking pictures as my look changes often. I hope to post them with in the next few weeks.

8/12/2006 8:50:08 AM
Waking up on a Saturday morning..today should be an exceptional day. Hopefully I will have found a home by today's end, and I think I shall treat myself to a little shopping. Going out tonight? BUT OF COURSE!

A big wave to all my "watchers", and just an update, I am preparing myself to re-enter fetish photography so look for the work of "Eur Inez". Catchy huh?

7/29/2006 3:24:19 PM
hmmm..should I wear the high heels are the platform heels? decisions decisions....

7/26/2006 10:02:52 PM
SO sad to see Max, go, but I think it will be one hell of a party...who shall accompany me?

7/22/2006 3:08:09 PM
ok, so I am thinking a town house, but not a multi bedroom town house..I have no intention of making it a rent out space

7/15/2006 6:00:14 PM
The Houston Plan: To find a nice roomy apartment or house in SWest or West Houston so that I can have plenty of play space. Max is leaving Houston...her space was incredible :(

7/2/2006 11:28:19 AM
Question posed to me: What impresses you most as a Domme?
Answer:
People with the ability to not play up the bullshit and talk to me like they have a brain. If someone is interesting to me, then that pushes all the right buttons to make me what to see how they "tick."

6/25/2006 10:15:40 AM
June 26th,I will be an official resident of Houston, TX.
Where to next?

6/22/2006 10:05:56 PM
Mexico was great..a little something was missing, but that is what coming home is all about.

5/4/2006 6:40:42 PM
Question posed: Do you bother answering your mail.

My answer: Yes, I answer every single bit of mail I get unless yu are a stupid a-hole who isn't worth the time it takes to reply "ok"

5/1/2006 9:03:39 PM
update....soon to come. Don't be so impatient!

4/19/2006 9:39:21 AM
For those of you that do not know me, I do currently have a vanilla bf that knows a little bit about this "side" of me. He doesn't quite understand, but he knows it is not his place to condemn me or restrict what I am into.
In fact, I would like for him to get to know my network on here.

4/12/2006 7:37:23 PM

Web Cam? No, no, no...I have no interest in this...I do not cam play nor do I have any interest in watching you via cam.


4/8/2006 12:03:47 AM
People never appreciate a gift until it is far beyond their reach ....n'es pas?

3/31/2006 7:02:15 PM
People generally are not honest here, so cutting through the shyt is a valuable skill to have M'dears  

3/8/2006 3:03:36 PM
reading between the lines...why do we have to do it? Say what you mean, and mean what you say.
I AM of good self esteem with no children and no baggage..this means I am not suffering some hidden phobia about some whacked out childhood abuse. I AM educated, and employed, this mean I make my own money and am independent; not looking for a sugar daddy. Only a fool would turn down the unattatched generousity of others, but rarely is such generosity unattatched. If you are looking for a sugarmomma, keep looking, I am not the one. I get tired of young unestablished subs trying to live off me, also tired of middle aged bums trying to creep into my household "offering" SSI for their keep. If I wanted a pet, I would go to the pound. WHat I want is someone who can think and be independent of myself, but chooses to be involved with me.
What I SEEK is a long term relationship with BOTH an ALT and Vanilla aspect to it. This means that if I cannot be with you in public, I do not want to waste time with you in private. NO MARRIED people...I am not interested in swinging nor in being your secret.
No I am not going to spirit you away from all your family and friends, no I am not going to keep you in a cage for everyday left of your life. No I am not going to pimp you on the streets 365/24/7. No I am not going to get involved in some made blackmail scheme. No,no, no no no no NO!
When did this lifestyle become a haven for crazies and unrealistic nuts?

2/21/2006 10:11:09 AM
Profile revamp..just for the record I do update and change my profile based on my experiences and corespondence...and to answer questions recently presented: 1)no I don't share private photos of "sessions" ....
2) no, I don't meet married men nor women... 3) yes, I have participated in fetish photography but I do not work with amatuer phtographers who do not use contracts

1/16/2006 1:52:10 PM
Question posed to me: Would you marry a submissive?
Answer: If I marry at all it would be a submissive (male or female) that I found to be well balanced in both the alt and vanilla world. Although I have a few good Dom(me) friends, I could not see me committing to marriage with such a similar personality.

12/27/2005 12:43:18 AM
what beautiful dark eyes she has...starring at my own...I'm curious to explore and see if I can find them in the dark....

12/26/2005 2:19:38 PM
New Years Plans? ...none...I do like to go out and dance, but I have no plans as of yet.

12/24/2005 8:33:32 AM
...and here is your sign ... Why would anyone want to be with someone who is not all they can be? Make yourself attractive in everyway..educate yourself, contibute to your community, maintain gainful employment...doesn't matter if you are a dominant or a submissive. Clean yourself up, be productive, dump your baggage..even the garbage man doesn't like trash...

12/12/2005 4:11:42 PM
Holiday Wishlist (continued): 
Wow people actually read my journal..too bad no one has offered to bring me what I want...so I guess I will just add to my previous list.

A candle stand- I am an avid collector of candles...but I have so many that I have nowhere to put them. What could I possibly get with a few holes to stick my lovely candles..somethign that can stand the hot hot wax slowing drizzling down from the flame?

A pet- I love pets...they are just so loving and attentive. Who doesn't like a warm body to crawl in your lap after a long day at work...nuzzling your skin and so thankful at your kind touch? Plus they do such a good job of warming your bed at night

12/7/2005 12:01:39 AM
Today's thought: "Talk is cheap, action leads to everything..."
that's it..simple thought..nothing more really...
No hidden meaning...
Don't come to me and tell me all that you dream of...I want to know who you are and why I need to give you the time of day...save your fantasies for your wet dreams.

12/4/2005 12:41:47 AM
Holiday Wishlist: 
A back scratcher- not just any back scratcher, a live human one. It must have well kept nails, but most importantly nice teeth. Why nice teeth? Because if I have a tingle down my spine, no hands can alleviate it..it must be a nice warm mouth soothing and attentive.

Legwarmers- This one is obvious. I'm tall with very long legs. I want a warm body wrapped around them. Not necessarily a hairy body..It can be soothed by the soft and femine

11/17/2005 4:01:33 PM
I would like to think that "lifestylers" are lifestylers because we have decided to be honest with ourselves...honest about our likes, our kinks, our turn ons, our lusts, our highs, our lows, our cravings, our needs.
In the spirit of that honestly I condemn those who deceive. You owe your partner the same honesty that you have bestowed on yourself. Although some moral standing vary , and are subjective from person to person, honest should be universal. If you are married and you seek a D/s partner, tell that possible partner how you stand so they can decide if they truely want to be with you. That is a choice the other person IS entitled to make for themselves.
Just because we operate outside of the vanilla does not mean that honesty is limited to only to our vanilla lives.
Hiding your alt life from a spouse is a whole other kettle that I shall not touch today, but I leave with this final thought: Would you not want your partner to tell you if they had an STD so you could decide on if you wanted to be with them?

11/12/2005 8:48:12 PM
T or F? : A domme has to be a bitch and will never waste her kindness in addressing a sub....FALSE: be grateful for all kindness , and be especuially grateful I am not a "skitzo" castrating maniac with no form of mental stability

11/11/2005 5:25:43 PM
True or False: Real subs don't contact dommes, they just add their desired on to their favorites and hope for the best?
False, get off your azz and go for what you want, if you are rejected, suck it up and move on...this is the internet, what do you have to lose?

11/8/2005 8:21:16 PM
FWI- my birthday was on Sunday the 6th. I appreciate the well wishes. No, I did get what I wanted, but that was the whole point of blowing out candles....

11/3/2005 10:29:02 PM
I know exactly what I want for my upcoming birthday.....

10/20/2005 10:25:05 PM
I might by-pass Vegas...it is turning out to be a very boring, lack-luster place. I have had fun before, but the folks that are turning up now are just a plain a waste of time.

10/11/2005 9:17:13 PM
Las Vegas here I come! Yes, yes it is that time once again...my usual trip to Sin City. As I do not gamble, I will have my eye on finding other forms of "entertainment". This is a needed vacation away from this hurricane ravaged wasteland

9/29/2005 12:32:56 PM
Should have expected a direct hurricane hit,after all it occurs in my town about every 10 years or so. Thank you Rita.
Where am I?
Finally in Houston, Texas
..waiting until I can return to my hometown. I may not return at all. This gives me the oppurtunity to move as I said I was going to do.
Oh, what adventures might wait for me

9/17/2005 2:08:04 PM
Who is Loki? A few who dig up her name in my journal are curious: Loki is my closest friend in this lifestyle, and my very best submissive to date. Although she can be considered my opposite, we share a lot of the same views. We even have the same birthdate. Loki & I are caught up in a LD relationship that has little chance of surviving time, but we are still trying to hold on. We are seperated due to our choices in occupations and school, but maybe one day in the future we will be together again...

9/9/2005 5:38:01 PM
If something is so valued that it becomes the archetype of all treasures, is it worth holding out for? Should you give everything to have it in our posession? Should you wait for a practical solution with empty days and longing?
What would you do to have that which is perfect in your eyes? ...let's wait & hope...

8/18/2005 8:14:34 PM
...there is nothing like tasting a new sub...to get in close to their face..so they can feel the heat of My breath on their neck..to grasp the side of their face...to feel their racing pulse ...and to finally lick that first drop of sweat...pure power nectar...

8/12/2005 3:54:23 AM
What makes sense: writing with your details introducing who you are w/ important facts about you...
What doesn't makes sense: writing a long drawn out imaginary porno story with ZERO facts about why 2 people should meet

7/9/2005 2:38:04 PM
New Orleans was a blast...in between the rain and watching for Hurricane Dennis, there was much fun to be had :)

7/3/2005 12:40:02 PM
planning a New Orleans trip for 7-7-05..a Thursday I beleive. I hear the area is a wasteland for the lifestyle..frauds and fakes abound...so I am not making any plans to meet anyone. I hope the weather is not too bad.

5/9/2005 10:08:25 PM

New alternate search: ...now I'm keeping my eye out to find subs for a Domme's Bachlorette party later this year. Some how I got wrangled into making this event happen, and I have to find the right males/females or both to be the center of attention for fun-loving Femme-dommes.  My hope has been refreshed knowing that searching for a alt lifestyle counterpart is not in vain for everyone.


4/24/2005 10:22:09 AM
I read in a journal :
"why is it soo hard to find a dominant female? so many yet so rare..all of them not trusting./understandable/but not even a conversation."
It seems that someon is facing frustration...the truth is that is it a 2-way street..it is just as hard to find a real sub as it is to find a "real" domme..just like the vanilla world..compatibility as well as honesty can make or break people.

4/17/2005 1:21:04 PM

So far the new Spring has ushered in positive vibrations. The calender is filling up with parties and munches and I had a most enjoyable chat with a submissive. I look forward to all the good things the approaching summer may bring :)


4/2/2005 1:11:58 PM

I'm going to cross-journal an entry I blogged on another alt site:

While talking with an alt friend, it occured to me the other day that d/s lifestyler were facing a crisis of losing elite status. We were elite because we were not fettered down by man's forced morals of what is perverted, and we enjoyed ourselves and our bodies; exactly what they were made for.
The elite have come into the main stream of society's pop alt culture and the flood gates have opened to the confused and misled.
We will continue to decline as long as Dominants try to exert their beliefs on other dom(mes), saying that their ways and beleifs are wrong. We will continue to decline as long as submissives come into the lifestyle with weak-minds and bad self esteem.
The pleasures of the D/s lifestyle are for those who love themselves and all of the sensory pleasure that come with being free. It celebrates the mind, body and spirit without reguards to our apprerance and status in life. How can we fight the loss of the Elite status???


2/18/2005 6:56:42 PM
Goody Goody..not just one femme-dom to play with but 3!  Some fortunate soul sure will be lucky tommorrow night...

2/8/2005 6:50:15 PM
I've been talking with friends into the lifestyle & I'm bringing an amusing observation to the table: It is much harder for professional, successful and educated Dommes to connect with subs.
Why? My theory= we are choosey...we expect more from other besides silly internet cyber-tag and long-distance games. We expect to find someone who is a reflection of our vanilla world success, someone of quality. We won't settle for being a taken or married sub's secret. Above all, those subs who come to us saying that they are not worthy and are less than dirt....we'll believe you and pass you by. Why argue when you yourself said that you are not worth our time.

1/30/2005 9:27:54 AM
For January I am honoring "Loki" in my journal. She is a female submissive that served me very well before returning to her university. I honror her because it has been a very long time since I have had such a wonderful dynamic with a sub. She was a stunning lady when we where public and lovingly adoring behind closed doors. She was attentive and gradually anticipated my thoughts & wishes. Loki has renewed my passion for my search, and I hope that everyone is lucky enough this year to experience a bit of what I had. Cheers!

12/31/2004 6:31:39 PM
Happy 2005 to A/all at Collarme.com

12/15/2004 10:13:17 PM
Holidays are for traveling...going through Louisianna to Mississippi

12/9/2004 7:13:04 PM
I feel as though I am typing a secret, since few people seem to know this on collarme  ***sarcasim***
D/s isn't just about sex!

11/22/2004 10:53:56 PM

A moment for a serious thought: You know what makes me laugh? ...people who say they will travel or relocate at a drop of a hat. Why does this make me laugh? Because #1 it is a sign of desperation and #2 highly unlikely.
I always have been willing to meet people face to face, in fact it is one of my favorite things to do...BUT 9 out of 10 people flake out, and that is totally fine with me. As I laugh at this dumb-assery, I think of those few that I have met and connected with over the years. They are what keep my spark burning that there will be others, like me, that are grounded and yet making the lifestyle a reality.


11/21/2004 7:54:57 PM
graduation is coming soon...December 18th. I have made up my mind to relocate, but to where is the question. Perhaps a new life in Portland OR. I have dear friends there that say that it is a place welcoming of alternative lifestyles....Let the countdown begin! 1 year and counting

11/7/2004 10:26:12 PM
I think I was the only person who noticed my birthday come and go..funny I thought that's what friends were for.

11/4/2004 10:24:49 PM
Las Vegas was great, but I don't think I want to move there. The scene is pretty sparce and the town's focus is money...not for me.

10/22/2004 4:56:47 PM
You know, if you have to dedicate more than a minute of your life to write an email that you think will insult or "hurt" someone else, you ARE a VERY SAD individual indeed.
Use that time and energy "tossing out your baggage" so that when the person that you are looking for finds you, they might actual want you.

10/22/2004 2:20:52 PM
Time to party in Houston Saturday...then only a week until I set Las Vegas aflame!

10/20/2004 11:59:15 AM
All excited about the BlackBeat Texas munch in Houston this weekend. I'm told the attendance will be more than it had ever been before. I LOVE meeting new people

10/18/2004 7:15:39 PM
I had an awesome time in Austin, Texas, and I will seriously consider relocating there at the beginning of the year.

9/26/2004 7:09:11 AM
a new peev: if someone says they are so ready to relocate, and then they say they have been looking for a while...that means one of the previous statements aren't true. I learned a long time ago that those who are far away will usually stay far away and others who are serious in their intentions with take action for themselves.

9/12/2004 7:55:00 PM

I still have hope of intelligent life out there..I had a nice visit with a sub this weekend..made a great new friend and so the search continues!


8/29/2004 8:56:59 PM
how odd...some of my journal entries have disapppeared...very odd indeed.
Anyway, I attended a BlackBeat munch in Houston this weekend..it was great. Super bunch of people without the cliques and politics of other so called lifestyle groups.

8/12/2004 10:44:51 PM

Had a few interesting convos with collarme members, but no real connections.... I feel a pull to LasVegas...I shall plan a short weekend trip to Las Vegas in Febuary...around the 20th.


7/30/2004 8:42:32 PM
...looks like I will be back in Las Vegas in mid October

7/22/2004 1:47:16 PM
..lately I have been reading the journals of submissives...male and female...a few have touched me since the authors obviously have sharp minds...I kind of pity the rare female submissives who do not have image problems...they are expected to be less intelligent and gullible ..when reality is that the men who prey on them would rub their dicks raw just to sniff their crotch.

7/2/2004 12:18:43 AM
Las Vegas...it is on my to do list for the month of October...the problem is that my graduation is pulling at my extra funds. Let's just keep our fingers crossed.

6/22/2004 7:34:01 PM
I have had a funny experience. I had begun contact with a "sub" who had written me, and we had progressed to actual conversation. The 2nd time I talked to him he had switched his "personality" to Dom. I will admit to being caught offguard by his "change"..but just a warning to those of you who think such a prank is funny..there is ABSOLUTELY nothing funny about threatening to spank a dominant woman.

6/13/2004 1:41:16 PM
I fell there is a need to mention the THINGS I AM NOT SEEKING in case it has not been clear in my previous entries
I am not seeking:

-married people (serperated is still married)
-people who live very far away..chances are you will stay far away and we will never meet
- people in poor mental or physical health
- unstable people who cannot keep a job or needs someone else to suppor them
-people who are so caught up in fantasy that they do not know how to respond to a "normal" conversation
-people who want to "play" via internet or phone

In conclusion, I am very real and I expect you to be also. I do not ask anything of anyone else that I cannot be in return.

4/29/2004 9:11:03 AM
Wow, I am suprised that I am actually getting email from people who think...BRAVO.
I am making note of a superior mind I have came across on collarme.com. Her ID is SissyMaidLola...reading her journals is a great pleasure  & she is as sharp as a tack. DO go have a look (and laugh) but DO NOT bother her with filthy and stupid unrelated mail unless you actually know that your goals match hers.

PS I still stand by my previous comment. there is no reason in this day and age NOT to have some sort of pic (I am NOT TALKING ABOUT NUDES). My own grandmother who has had 2 strokes knows that the man at the photostore scanned her easter pics to a place online, and she can go and send them out in a few clicks of a mouse.  -Inn

4/10/2004 10:05:34 PM
In this day and age of technology, why would someone NOT have a picture online to share..at least a part of a picture, or one with the face scrambled. When someone doesn't have anythign to share it tells me 2 things: they might be hiding from someone OR they are not what they say they are.
Why do game players waste real people's time

4/2/2004 6:11:06 PM
The more mail I get, the more I will narrow my ideal "submissive's" description. ...
...I seek someone as intelligent and hopefully educated. College doesn't mean one is intelligent, but it is a good signal of someone who wants to better themselves. I have an IQ of 140 and I am currently maticulating through 2 degree program.
Although I love children, I desire someone without custody of children. Any reasonable person would see that young ones should not be involved in such a household. It is unfair, and they must grow to be stable adults who make their own decisions about their lifestyle choices.
I am a non-smoker and I am D&D free....you should be too. Age is not a factor for me, but reasonable health is a BIG factor.
Experience is ont neccessary..we can grow together...but don't send notes saying you are pre-trained...there is no such thing...we are all different and we like different things.
LEAVE YOUR BAGGAGE AT THE DOOR. I am sane, I work, I socialize, I have friends, I have family, I enjoy my life. IF you have personal problems, get help. This lifestyle is not the answer to dysfunctions. Some people need medical or psychiatric assistance..get the help you need. I an not a doctor....yet.
The last point I want ot make today is that I DO LOVE MEETING other lifestylers. Just because I want to meet you and talk to you does not mean I want to shack up in a hotel for a sex romp. D/s is apart of my life but it isn't my whole life.

3/12/2004 7:51:42 PM
a little bird chirped in my ear that Los Angeles might be a place for me to continue seeking...not a bad idea....although I have nothing to draw me there, I have nothing to keep me here. *thinking*

2/27/2004 6:04:19 PM
Las Vegas was nice enough...the rain slowed me dowwn a bit...but hopefully thr spring presents new oppertunities....I am aiming for Portland OR or Philly, PA now.

2/23/2004 11:10:47 PM
Las Vegas was a blast...met a few interesting people and had lots of fun (even if I don't gamble and it rained nearly the whole time I was there). I wish to travel to the East Coast next. Now is the time for me to start saving I guess.

1/29/2004 10:14:40 AM
I am making solid plans to stir- up Las Vegas, NV on Feb 20-23...and a 2nd trip later in Feb. Hopefully it won't be as uneventful as last time.

1/18/2004 6:04:47 AM

Had a few interesting convos with collarme members, but no real connections.... I feel a pull to LasVegas...I shall plan a short weekend trip to Las Vegas in Febuary...around the 20th.


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