Hello,

i am lucy.. Have been away a while, but am now back *Grins*

At this moment in time, i am in the process of being tested by Somebody.... i am not permitted to speak with Dominant Males or Dominant females... i have been instructed to seek bisexual females - Those who are interested will firstly speak with me, and then will be passed onto the Man i am speaking with, He will ultimately determine whom i 'play' with *Smiles*

i did and still do Hope that one day i will be successful and fulfilled in every aspect of my life. Hoping to find my Male counterpart with whom i can be true to my inner being, allowing my natural subservience to shine through and burn brighter than the flames of Hell, with His guidance and tutoring may i flourish and become less of a 'novice' and in turn an invaluable piece of His World

'' To be completely woman you need a Master, and in Him, a compass for your life. You need a Man you can look up to and respect. If you dethrone Him, it is no wonder that you are discontented and discontented woman are not loved very long. Marlene Dietrict''

i have and always will be naturally submissive, Dominance is not in my make up, it is not within my blood, it does not run through my veins, therefore to meet a Man who exudes Dominance from every orifice would be a privilege not to be taken advantage of.

Dominance, as with submission must, first and foremost come from within, for i believe an education in such would fail abysmally... i feel a 'student' would fail to completely grasp the beauty of the submissive art form, therefore are seldom to ever achieve and comprehend it, thus never being true to their status, instead being deceitful, not only to themselves but to all those around her..

"But why." I ask myself. "Should not, rather, one be more ashamed by deceit than the truth? Can there truly be a greater honor in hypocrisy than in honor? It does not seem so. We grow fond of our myths. Yet our myths are like walls of straw. Ultimately they must perish in the flames of truth"

I am convinced that there is a perfect Dominant for every submissive, that they complete each other, perfect and ideal for each others desires/needs.

i would, ideally, like to meet that Man who can help me explore and express my natural submissive tendencies, to extract me from what is considered the 'norm' and propel me into a world where i can be who and what i am without people becoming all deprecatory in their self superiority?! Thinking that i am depraved for passions that lie deeper than the surface.

''In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flames by an encounter with another human being. We should be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. Albert Schweitzer''

Wishing all well, lucy