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NO MEN please!
Friendships are fine, but not looking for a man in my life.
Before asking me to ADD you to my friendship list, please take the time to read ALL of my profile, it will give you an idea of WHO I am.
Also please make sure YOUR profile is completed so I can get an idea of WHO you are.
Im not here to trade pictures. The profile pic is 15 years old
As to orientation as listed above...
(Not Applicable)
Bullshit!
Found my sexuality...I really hadnt ever heard the word before I saw it in print right in front of me and I found it on Tumblr...
IM TRANS-LESBIAN!!!
WOO HOO !!!
I thought I was weird!
Turns out I am not!
Who am I...Well thats a loaded question.
Ive always known I was a girl (since 5 yrs. of age). I live alone with my cats (update 1 died - so cat)and since my return to Toronto some years back I have not been able to make many friends.
Im some what shy and often screw up and fall over my tongue when trying to meet new people, my social skills are some what weak.
I am an unrealized trans woman, I wake up shower and dress female (how I see myself). Wearing male clothes to me feels like a costume.
Am I passable?
No not any longer. I was once, but I have been beaten up to much and wear the scars. But my heart is large if that counts.
Dont know what more to add here, Ill add more as I go along.
XXX Amanda Kimberly Blair XXX
Addition My kinks... I love bondage and often partake in self bondage here at home. I also have a major addiction to boots....I have way too many pairs. LOL (womans size 10)
Yet adding more....about limits...its just easier to list my hard limits as my things I like and things I might try is just to long of a list. I have a saying, always try it at least twice, the first try sometimes has a shock factor and the second time often gives better results.
HARD LIMITS.....(WILL NEVER TRY)
NO WET SPORTS (PEE, URINE)
NO SCAT (POO, SHIT)
I AM NOT A TOILET SO NEVER TRY TO USE ME AS ONE, I HAVE WAY TO MUCH RESPECT FOR MYSELF TO BE USED AS SUCH (IF YOUR INTO IT, FINE. BUT FOR ME, NOT EVER.)
NO DIAPERS, NO BABY PLAY (IM A FATHER , HE SHIT, PEED, PUKED, SPAT-UP AND HIS NOSE RAN. NOT SEXY- NOT A TURN ON, JUST EEEEW!!! YUCK!!!)
I might consider wearing a schoolgirl or cheerleader uni for play...but thats about it.
NO BLOOD SPORTS OR SHARING OF BODILY FLUIDS. SAFE, SANE AND CONSENSUAL AT ALL TIMES.
(Licking pussy doesnt count-I JUST LIKE THAT TOO MUCH- but Im a perv- LOL)sub note....I dont like having my dick sucked, dont know why, I just dont...Ive never gotten off on a blow job.
Still adding...about religion...I am Wiccan. I have read the Torah, Christian Bible and the Quran...If you believe in that male written, male dominated, female repressive drabble, I feel pity for you. The so called modern religions are just way too disrespectful to women. I just cant buy into a male dominated society, theyve fucked too many things up in this world, time for a change. So never try to convert me to your way of thinking, it will never happen. Ill respect your beliefs and wont try to convert you.
Vine Deloria a North American Sioux Native said it best....Religion is for people who are afraid of going to hell.....Spirituality is for those who have already been there.
Im a lesbian trapped in a mans body, I know thats an oxymoron but its true. I want a real relationship- and with a woman or trans-woman. Who wants to know me for me, to share interests, especially that are outside the fetish life. (Not that fetish interests are not important, just not a basis to build a relationship on, more of a frosting on the cake). Im not looking for one night stand ether or friends with benefits. Im too old for that, I need more. My search for love and acceptance seems to be ever ongoing and unfortunately till now fruitless- yet I keep on searching.
Well thats my rant for now, Ill add more as I go.
Hugs kisses Amanda
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