On being suddenly released.

i got the nicest note the other night of someone admiring my strength because they didn't know what they would do if it were to happen to them.

i did not have a lot of strength.

i was lied to, then hit, and finally cheated on.  then dumped.  i was devestated, and suicidal.

i have had to seek professional help to stay alive.

but to get past being released, it has been all the nice, sweet, heartfelt notes from all the people i don't know.  they are warm, comforting, and full of inspiration that i am indeed beautiful, nice, sane, and charming.

thank you every random person.