| I am an artist and I do extreme bdsm work. |
Do have thoughts and desires that if anyone around you knew what they were they would never speak to you again and they could never imagine for a second that YOU could be like THAT.
Have you ever caused someone to lose control and you got hurt and despite what happened did it excite you and now all you do is masturbate about it and wish over and over again and again it had gone further?
Do you have a significant other who would never understand your needs? Have you tried to be someone a lot more adventurous than you would normally be but found no excitement and joy because you know you need someone else to take control?
All the while you keep trying to suppress those dark needs and all that happens is they keep coming back stronger and stronger. Those desires are growing within you and now they dominate just about every part of your life to the point where you are having trouble living in a vanilla world.
What if I tell you that as good as it feels now in that special place you go to, its only the start, its only the beginning, its only a direction and you wonder each time you come back to your special place you begin to understand just how wonderful you can really fell if you let go and lose all control.
Sometimes life presents an opportunity... and you realize that if you do not take the opportunity, you will lose it forever.
Tell me all about your secret desires and then I will make them come true.
Willing to Relocate