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Expect some verbal abuse. Expect to suffer mental torture, mind fucking, and from being ignored. Unless, of course you bribe and beg Me nicely and do as you are told.

I am addicted to taking control. I need it. I am like a blood-sucking vampire, no power-exchange-demanding Goddess. If you do not have control, you can not give up control. So if your unworthy to start with then I have no interest in you.

However, if you like to only make yourself low for My pleasure, then step right in.

I demand that you show Me the proper respect and read My ENTIRE profile, plus all adjunct journal entries before contacting Me.

Seeking the truly appreciative sub, who enjoys Power Exchange as much as I do.

Since I have had so many bad experiences on this site, I will no longer consider subs who are not willing or able to contribute to My elaborate lifestyle.

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I am a very, very, very discrete and private person. In order to be in continuous contact with Me you have to share a desire to uphold a vanilla image.

Having said that, I am not looking for casual Sex, Not looking for a Boyfriend. Got that? Great move on.

At this point I am looking for ***real*** submissive who is willing and capable of worshiping Me as the Goddess that I am.

If you answer this add I expect you to meet Me and serve Me in person. I am not looking for a virtual relationship.
If you seek online-romance or BDSM phone chat, you can find plenty women who will be more than happy to accommodate youout there. I don't have to tell you that the economy still sucks butt...but I would like to have a discussion about it sometimes, as economy is one of My newly discovered favorite topics.

The RULES are simple:

I am a princess and I demand to be treated as such. you will give Me all you can to put a smile on My face, you will shower Me with devotion and know that I will always
be number one in your life.
(if you have read this entire profile, please add the number 112 to your message, I search and delete all responses that do not contain this number, so make sure to add it to EACH reply even if W/we've been communicating for years - thanks) [PS Update March 27th 2012: I can reduce My messages by 50% by doing this simple search, I had 18 pages of messages, 9 of which did not include My requested number, it is so simple...tz tz tz]

Things I have done in the past:
*foot and body worship
*bondage
*humiliation
*24/7 TPE
*domestic servitude
*hair fetish
*Uniforms and boots
*edge and taboo play
*discipline /corporal punishment
*trampling
*Rubber and Latex
*forced bi
*cuckolding
*sissy maid / house cleaning
*shopping
*caging
*canning
*race play
*prisoner fantasies
*gags / hoods / body bags
*sensory deprivation
*Chasity
*FD

Important! I do have hard limits, and My new pets are allowed *reasonable* requests as well.

I do not indulge in

*any form of permanent injury physical / psychological, including mutilation such as castration etc

*interfering with My vanilla life

*exchange of body fluids of any type



Thanks for all the messages and good luck in your search!

5/14/2016 6:02:14 AM
I hated living alone and I was so miserable...I am a "heard(?)" animal lol, now there is a pretty good chance I am getting My third and fourth live in (both are temp) this month. Exciting to spend time with people whose interests and goals align. 
1/9/2016 6:46:21 AM
It starts with My Grandmother, actually it started with My Grand Grand Mother...but that's a long story so I will go back two generations only for this post.

My Grandmother had TOTAL control of the Finances in the Household, even so She never worked! No offense, being a Housewife and Mother is certainly *work*, especially when you tun a tight ship like My Oma. On top of that She was a total bitch, especially to Her husband. He had to do EVERYTHING for Her. When She was very old She would literally spit her dentures out onto the table after a meal (which grandpa happily prepared and served to Her of course) and he would come running in a hurry, pick up Her dentures, clean them and present them back to Her in no time.

My fondest memory was seeing My grandfather come back from errands. He'd go grocery shopping with his "budget", when he returned The Matriarch would sit at the end of the Dining room table and he would rush over to present the receipts for the household purchases. Then he would open his wallet and count out the exact change that was due! Even if it was 37 Pfennig...he would sit there and count it out and put it in front of Her. She then counted it again and asked him grouchily why he bought this and that scrutinizing every receipts and scolding him if something wasn't precisely what She requested.


My Mother on the other hand is much kinder and compassionate. I would say no less, as She is still alive, and I don't need that 'Dragon' raining down on Me ;) Make no mistake, She is 100% absolutely in charge. I am sure many wife's pick their husbands clothe and decide where and how the family vocation will be spend...but My mother has total control. Sometimes I feel bad for My Dad, he could not leave even if he wanted to. My Mum comes from a wealthier background (thanks tight ship budget controller grandma), and she owns everything! The house I grew up in is in Her name and Her name only.  Since My grandfather past away (he initially inherited all of My grandmothers assets as She went first) She is also one of the biggest land owners in My town.

Since I am from a Rural Area there is many acres to be had. It's not really as special as you may think as land isn't incredibly expensive, however when you own this much of it it's pretty neat. My Dad once complained to Me that he doesn't even know how much money his wife (My Mother) has or how much and which lands She owns specifically. They have a joint bank account, but She also keeps a separate account that My Dad doesn't get access to. She has bought him nice things (like trip to the U.S.A. to visit Me) but he has no idea how much money She really has.

My Sister? Don't get Me started...She took this system to another whole level! With My help She was able to buy property in Munich (most expensive city in Germany - think Manhattan) by the time She was in Her late 20s.

What can I say...it's in the family, it comes so natural to Me to abuse Human Wallets I've been doing it since I was 16, but that is also another story.

1/8/2016 4:29:15 PM

Recently I have been doing more filming and I love it! It's the most creative, best outlet that I am 100% in charge of. I hate not being in control. Working for someone else again would be difficulty for Me. On the other side I love editing, I love graphic design, I enjoy taking pictures and I am hugely addicted to Coding.

It's perfect! The Universe has been giving Me exactly what I need! I love being adored by many men, and many men love to adore Me. WIN-WIN  Maybe I am delusional to think that guys enjoy My preaching, My message, My notions, and only thing most men truly worry about are physical manifestations.  Maybe, but Maybe NOT.

There is a few die hard FriendFans (FiFas) out there. Just a couple handful. Not a huge audience and I've always liked it that way. I like to be able to connect with each individual on a more deeper personal level. This is probably why I haven't had a relationship in years. I have so much of My love energy invested in them...too spread out maybe.

But I do feel like the True Divinity Goddess. I love all of My children, and I want every single one of them to know that.



6/2/2015 4:50:19 AM
I have created all of THIS, built websites, spend 10s of thousands of dollars on photo shoots, outfits and equipment.

How do you contribute to all of THIS??
11/2/2014 2:40:22 AM
After 5 years of unsuccessfully finding a FLR I conclude that I am actuality and utterly undateable, or the most men have some perverted kink fantasy but do not prescribe to Power Exchange principle in real life.

Sorry, no, you can't serve Me if you are a selfish asshole. That's the whole point of worshiping Me is to put Me BEFORE you.


Reading some of My old profiles I certainly see where I was being a bit unrealistic in the beginning... 


What can I say? Live and learn. I give up searching. Maybe when I stop trying so hard, killing Myself attempting for force it...maybe then what I really need will just naturally find Me.



10/30/2014 7:46:51 AM
Obviously I have been doing something wrong, so here to a new day and a new approach:

Priority I: Headset (for Niteflirt and phone chats which I love so much, especially as typing makes My CTS Syndrome worse):

Priority II: MICROPHONE, not interested in making clips at the moment, but would love to work on My voice. In My ultimate fantasy I would send My live in slave out to get it for Me and then properly install all the audio editing software for Me...I better go looking Vanilla, that way it MAY actually HAPPEN before I am too old to be used as an incubator.

Priority III: BOOKS - ANY, love to read!!


Link: http://amzn.com/w/30SKLZTIABL0P
10/30/2014 7:40:34 AM
Have all the true slaves been spoiled too much by the INSTA-DOMMES??

I am real, are you??
VERIFICATION CAM: http://www.niteflirt.com:80/phonesex/call?crid=Call%20Now%20button&call_id=9462963&pid=16454225

http://www.niteflirt.com/listings/show/9822223-pet-and-consultation-line
10/30/2014 7:38:04 AM
After 5.5 years I realize that the Utopian stable of slaves I build is less reliable than I thought.

It sucks when you are sick and can't even do your own dishes or anything for that matter and your personal "slaves" are no where to be found. My Vanilla *Boy toys* make better "slaves"

Vanilla boys never complain about taking down the trash or paying for My laundry, but somehow "submissive" or "slave" need special treatment... Are you listening to what you are saying???

10/10/2014 11:50:43 AM
I just read all of My own Journal entries, very informative!

Mostly still all current, and true.

Great to be back -_-
8/4/2013 3:27:56 PM

Two events I am loosely considering this fall:

Dominican Domination Puerta Plata October 26th – November 2nd

Cost:  $3000 per couple

Kink in the Caribbean 14 @HedonismII Negril, Jamaica November 2nd – 9th

Cost:  $3100 and up per couple

 

Anyone care to share their thoughts/ experience?

7/23/2013 6:00:26 AM

Mentor in town for 3 days only...so excited...W/we will do double sessions together.

 

Require within and be ready to pay up...I expect to have My stable of slaves and potential slaves to fully cover Her travel expenses....

 

Pay for Play available Wednesday from 4PM-8PM

 

if that's not your cup of tea, I completely understand, however I like My friend visiting and I've got bills to pay so paying clients are priority always...without them I'd probably still live in a shithole roommate situation (unlikely in Manhattan) probably working two jobs, slaving away in some Admin job, creepy bosses, dealing with mundane ordanary anoyances I don't think a Goddess such as Myself should HAVE TO deal with...

 

 

 

nedless to say that type of life would probably not have Me coming home feeling particularity dominant....

 

if contributing to My lifestyle is not a desirable factor of your seeking a D/s arrangement then I wish you all the best in finding someone who is lucky enough to be 100% financially independent. Me on the other hand expect contribution to My life and lifestyle, unless you are a permanent part of My stable proving him/herself s useful in some other way....

 

Here is some "other" things I'm looking for

 

**DRIVER

**HANDY MAN, knows how to use a drill - constriction ec

**ELECTRICIAN

**PLUMPER

**PERSONAL TRAINER

**LICENSED MASSAGE BITCH

**DOCTOR/MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL

 

 

PS offering Me to clean My house is  not a "service" it's implying that My apartment is not sufficiently clean...also Me standing over you wasting My time instructing you is better spend doing a prosession and then paying very QUALIFIED reasonably priced professional housemaid.

 

 

1/22/2013 8:23:37 PM

Wish I could find just one (or five;) sincere subs who genuinely and generously  want to make My life EASIER...not ME serve you. Not Me fulfill your fantasy, but sincerely, and unselfishly want to ensure that I live the life of a true Princess...just like I was meant to.

 

pages and pages of unread messages...mostly junk. I set My filters to trash "out of state messages". Sorry New Jersey boys and CT studs....too many responses from random places.

 

I've got enough on My plate with New York.

 

 

11/8/2012 5:27:26 AM
9/11/2012 12:18:55 PM

I should get someone to take that video for Me...but anyways, finally got My new fucking machine, so excited!

 

 Anyways you get the point: dominant woman + power tool = trouble

 

Also bought a skinny (but long - hello prostate) starter cock, and one monster dong...plus a multi adjust so I can take it slow with My sluts at first.

 

 

9/11/2012 12:14:14 PM
8/25/2012 2:55:42 PM

Possibly Powder Room tonight.

8/24/2012 11:19:54 AM

I am on often right now...so dedicated to answering all these emails ;)

 

I wish at this point this profile would have produced more than just one slut (potentially two)

 

I mean lot of people met...but where do they go after 1-2 meetings??!!!

 

Arthritis is acting up badly for the past few weeks (had to write a major paper for school :( that's like 4 month late....arg)

 

12 more replies then I am going to enjoy the weather

 

I deserve it!

8/23/2012 4:13:08 PM

OPI Nail Polish just released Germany collection - SCORE


http://yournewmistress.blogspot.com/2012/08/germany-nail-polish.html

8/18/2012 10:56:05 AM

Thinking about going to Latex Ball tonight - maybe


Sorry, still haven't answered My emails

7/4/2012 3:33:44 AM

focusing on Work at the moment

 

Happy Fourth of July

 

xx

5/30/2012 7:49:17 AM

handy sub needed

3/29/2012 6:51:27 AM

attending

Rope Dojo® April 2012

 DomCon LA (May 2012)

Fetish Factory Anniversary Weekend in Fort Lauderdale, FL


What an awesome way to head into summer!

3/27/2012 5:36:14 AM

Ah, today the "milk situation" arose again! Actually, it happened last night. It was too cold and windy out...and I was already in My PJs, so I had My protein shake with water Yukkie

There is still pages and pages of messages to get back to. By the time I get on here to reply to a note, it is usually already weeks (if not month)later.

At the moment I have to do a ton of transcribing, It is such a pain in the neck, this would be the perfect chore to unload on someone who just seeks to make My live easier. Fantastic way to serve! However, by the time I spend days looking for someone, actually having someone show up (you have no idea how flaky most of these idiots out there are), and have someone REALLY do it, and not just say they will. Long story short, it's a hassle and I can' t be bothered right now.

On a bright note, went to the NYC Rubber Ball this weekend, it was fantastic =D

the Suspension Party was much slower than I expected, which may be due to the fact that I had to leave early (Sunday night...you know Monday:work)

 

 

3/18/2012 6:32:47 AM
Position for additional personal bitch to join My New York City stable recently became available!

Humans are creatures of habit, hence this servant must be reliable, trustworthy, prompt, and eager to please the Goddess, in whichever way She desires. Be a quick learner and self-motivated. Must have enough time on your hands to serve when needed.

Duties may include cleaning, running errands, Fußpflege, arranging meals, Internet research, written assignments, chauffeur duty. Not only financial, but spiritual generosity is vital.

Will favor candidate with knowledge of (or willing to independently acquire) German language skills. 

3/16/2012 1:43:26 PM

New Shoe shelf up and running....thanks to......Me....still got quite a few nails to put into the wall.

Time to get a handy sub.

Been getting a lot of shoes from the members of My stable for early B-Day gift...need space to fit them.

xx

3/6/2012 5:53:52 AM

The truth is: I am pretty lazy. Right now I wish I had a slave to bring Me some milk so I don't have to go to the store (top floor walk up - need I say more). My usual Upper East Side neighbor left for a business trip today, starting Wednesday the wife is back in town....



sure there is other nice boys who like to be used as My total tool ;)

 

3/4/2012 9:22:07 AM

I got unread messages going back to the 8th Page....I am starting at the most recent ones now...be patient...

3/3/2012 3:54:43 PM

Have been going to a lot more kinky parties lately :)

2/5/2012 5:20:40 AM

got My new sissy maid uniform (now I just need a new sissy to wear it)

see below

I've even posted an ad on backpages lol

It is really tiring to spend hundreds of dollars on toys, carrying the cost byMyself.

Hence I do offer professional sessions, or play in exchange for equipment.

2/5/2012 5:18:11 AM
2/3/2012 8:46:12 AM

doing some major work (non-construction) around My flat.

 

Could use a slave on refrigerator cleaning duty right now.

 

 

Also in need of another reliable driver as a back-up for airport rides (specifically during working hours, M-F, 9AM-5PM, when My regular chauffeur can not only make itself available). As well as someone who can take Me to donate some of the items I am getting rid off, shopping, etc.

 

Apply within ;-)

1/7/2012 3:39:42 PM

so many messages...so little time

11/25/2011 6:03:17 AM

Today I ask a potential sub how he will serve Me, his reply (including My remarks)

 

I can be used to worship your body

 

(there is only one thing worse: you can force Me to worship your body...really I can? Well, that's so nice and considerate of you!Have you seen My body? That is an honor and a privilege...I could have any guy "worship My body" - I don't need a sub / slave / bitch for that...you want to lick My pussy...of course you do every guy does that's not a service that's your desire, your sexual fantasy)

 

I need you to wear body stocking or something like that

 

(what else do you "need Me to to", let Me get right on it here ***sir***, another one of My favorites is  could you be topless and wear a thong/ something sheer...who the fuck are you? Do I know you? It's called a Strip club, go there, they'll wear whatever you want)  Don't get Me wrong I love to use My body as a weapon but only when and how I like it to be used, not because it's what floats your boat right now. thanks for understanding (yes I am being sarcastic) 


I have been used for Bondage, have my nipples tortured...

 

(okay so you want Me to tie you up - fair enough, I like bondage, as long as you are not one of those S-A-Ms who ought to be tied up just in the fashion in which you desire, you know not standing up, no hands behind the back, touch me here, do this...yeah and you like your nipples played with...good for you...if I feel like it I'll squeeze them)

 

I have been fucked with a strap on, I like it if you call me "fuck-toy"

 

(I get it alright, you want me to tie you up and then fuck you with My big dick...and what do I get out of this? you are not exactly a "toy" which I like to "play with". toys are there for fun...I decide when I use them and how. Strap-on play is very intimate...are you going to tell Me that you like to fuck next? Thanks Mr. obvious...)

 

I don't like to talk about having to suck cock or take a real man's cock takes me right out of sub-space

 

(don't ever!!!! it takes you out of sub-space? Really .... poor you...guess what I don't give a shit...you know what should out you into subspace? SERVING ME...if that is not the case, W/e are simply not a good match .you little fucking whinny, needy, demanding bitch...why don't you go find someone who wants to cater to your needs and dominate you exactly the way you like to be dominated. Hint: they are called Pro-Dommes, they charge about 300/hour here in Manhattan, and half of the time the are not "the real deal", or "truly dominant women"...you show Me the "dominant woman" who will put up with these type of instructions for more than 30 seconds)

 

 

Now if Me humiliating you takes you "out of subspace" then why don't you find someone who does not get off on making someone their total, pathetic, humiliated bitch.

 

 

11/23/2011 3:42:04 AM

back to New York - for the next 4 weeks anyways :D

11/12/2011 8:47:47 AM

you are here to obey My orders, sere My needs, please My desires and accept My dominance

 

11/5/2011 5:04:51 AM

I just got back from Las Vegas. It was a really fun couple of days! Lots of shopping =)

 

Last weekend I went to London to "Torture Garden Halloween Ball", two nights lot of fun and excitement.

 

Back to cold NYC now...time to fetch my winter clothe from storage.

 

I really DO need a personal assistant

 

haha ;)

10/17/2011 2:33:23 PM
10/15/2011 6:57:31 AM

last night I had a very interesting conversation , two very  interesting conversations actually. I've realized that I put something on My profile a while ago (as in two years) to prevent all the online bullshit that I am so intensely tired off.

 After having had so many people ask for phone chats, and cam verification, and all kinds of other silly demands, I stated that I have a niteflirt account. So last night, I had forgotten all about the fact that I once added this little fact to My journal, I received a mail asking for My name on niteflirt.  he called Me and W/we spend an hour talking on the phone. he could not resist to call Me back and spend another hour chatting with Me the same night.

 I like to think that I have altered this man's life forever. Where will it go? I don't know...no one can predict the future. What I do know is that he was probably as frustrated with all the scammers, fakes, and psychos on here. It must have been nice to chat with someone intelligent and more importantly REAL

It is also refreshing to Me. I have suggested speaking on Niteflirt to get to know some of the subs I've met on here, and been accused of being a scammer, and worse. It is nice to find someone that does not mind making a small contribution, for a big pay-off, because even if W/we do not end up in a relationship, you still make a new friend. A contact. you realize more and more that there are like minded people out there, you accept some new notions...possibilities are endless and ever faster expanding (just like the universe)

The truth is, if you have half a brain cell you know that I won't get rich of making a couple hundred bucks on the side each month, it actually merely covers My phone bill.  Soon you also realize that even if you spend $10 on a phone call (is that what is hurting your male ego that you have to "pay for it", get it straight, you always pay just in other ways) one of two things will happen:

 1. you realize that I am phony who is just out there to extract your money. Luckily for you, you realize this now, after only spending $10...not after wasting $200 on a dinner with someone who looks nothing like their photo....I could think of a million worth things to waste your time.

2. you realize that  this is real, that I am for real, that I know My shit and that I sincerely love to make boys My obedient little bitch. And quite frankly, I think that is what you are afraid of. that this could actually be real

10/13/2011 10:08:53 PM
10/6/2010 10:40:27 AM

I just wish people gave Me the opportunity to do nice things for them more often.


This happened about oohh 6 month ago, maybe even a year...every time I run into one of these losers, I loose more faith in finding what I seek after all...

This guy I considered as a personal slave came to serve me a couple times. He stayed over and slept on the floor, chained to the base of my bed on his final visit.

He agreed that we got along and should continue the relationship.

 

Then this happened:

 

A week after the "sleep-over" he wanted to come back to Manhattan. he told Me that he booked a session to see a ProDomme, and asked if he could sleep over afterward.

Okay, so can someone please explain to me what that is suppose to mean? Should I be happy this potential slave will give me the honor of his presence after he spends his money on another woman, who by the way has no interest in a relationship with him that last for more than one hour (unless She gets compensated of course).


Anyways going to quit rambling on and painting my toe nails red.

6/21/2010 3:13:58 PM
Another No-Show today. It is frustrating, why do I continue to try ?
6/11/2010 5:15:43 AM
Why are people so god-dam flaky around here?
11/23/2009 1:22:32 PM
Just had My internet set up :)

11/1/2009 4:09:51 AM

(Looking again - if Interested title your reply: "PICK ME PICK ME" )
Test Phase Live in Position for employed, discrete, and obedient slave.
I am willing to rent out my spare room for a worthy slave. Since W/we would do a type of trial I would not ask you to surrender your assets completely at the time that I collar you. My ideal situation is that this would work as renting any other space in Manhattan, with a twist.
In order to move into the room you need to provide one month (or one week - depending on the terms W/we negotiate) rent and a one month security deposit. Yes, this means that you need to provide the amount of $1600 in order to move in. (actually since Mr Lemle, who is a total douchebag has deregulated My apartment this fee in 2011 is $2400)  that's just the best way I can think to do a trial, it's only part of My rent and you get to keep your own place and your belongings, assets, and the opportunity to go back to your free life - for now anyways. Once I have decided to take you on as My full property, and you wish to surrender completely W/we can arrange for final transition. Maybe even get a bigger place together (I am also more than happy to relocate as I hate New York immensely)

The room is a half bathroom, it will be fully furnished with a toilet and a dog bed. It will also have an alarm clock so that the slave can get up at a reasonable hour to prepare the household for Mistress.
The living space is about 5ftX3ft, but most of it is taken up by the bathroom fixtures, therefore continues contact with the toilet is a must. I want to make sure My new potential slave knows where it belongs. The door can also be locked with a deadbolt from the outside only. The bathroom cannot be locked from the inside.

The slave is also allowed to keep two suits (or other work attire) in the flat. The Mistress will keep these in her closet and the slave will be allowed to cleans them as need be and wear them alternately. The slave is not allowed to wear anything but a pair of latex panties or pantie hose when inside the apartment.  I am also a big fan of sissy uniform, so if that floats your boat...or something you may get interested in go ahead point it out!

In addition to this the slave may bring one small toiletries bag containing razors, a toothbrush, prescription medicine, etc. While we are on the medicine topic: the slave may never be allowed to take ANY non-prescription or recreational drugs. This includes coffee, aspirin, cold medicine,and so on. The slave will only be allowed  prescription medicine after seeing a physician who determines that it is medically necessary to medicate the slave. Otherwise the slave will have a strict diet containing all necessary nutrients, yet lacking form of abundance.

The slave will have up to 6 month to commit to total slavery. If he/she wants to discontinue the relationship before hand , it will be free to go back to his/her primary residence.
Once the slave decides to live with Me permanently it is to give up is residence, sell all his/her property and surrender it including body, mind and soul to Mistress.

Once completely owned the slave may not leave the apartment unless he/she is running errands for Mistress. In return the slave will receive the privilege of moving into the nicely padded cage under Mistresses bed.

Serious inquiries only!

 

Make sure to include 5 reasons on why this is the PERFECT situation for you / why you desire this arrangement

6/30/2009 8:40:38 PM
Spending My summer in New England, burned out from all the NYC hustle. 
6/29/2009 4:06:15 AM
People can be rather unreasonable when participating in stuff online rather than in real life

Stages of Online dating

1. Adoration based on little information and visual context, excessive compliments, total statements

2. Complete devotion after building up a fantasy to fit ones needs

3. Disappointment because reality fails to deliver a willing and capable match

4. Spiteful, obnoxious comments aimed to undo previous praise and determination of relationship

Fictional Example based on 10 years of online correspondence experience

1. Male says things like "you are perfect, you are so beautiful, we should meet, I'd love to get to know you better, can you send me another photo"...

2.When meeting or talking further plural nouns such as "we" or "us" are used prematurely. The male often moves too fast prematurely because he thinks that the couple knows each other sufficiently.

3. Either rejection, or thought rejection, sometimes the fear of rejection is enough to move the male to stage four. Minor occurrences such as stating that one is busy doing something else is taken as very offensive and dismissing behavior.

4. the male dismisses the female, but continues to initiate further contact using total statements that aim to be hurtful and assigning an inferior  status to the female. Such as your a C***, your ugly anyways, you are a bitch, I hope you die, etc

Very interesting how humans work in the online world, protected by the animosity of the PC, remember so, there is real people here, behind the screen, on the other side.

I hope that the future holds a brighter outlook for the usage of the internet for humanity. It would be sad if this incredible tool was only used to displace internalized self hate and anger.





5/14/2009 8:26:11 AM
you are the slave

your purpose is to please Mistress and to make Her happy.

you do not make demands, you do not have needs or wants, if you do you keep them to yourself. I don't have time for nonsense

I am not here to argue with you

I don't give a shit about your point or opinion, or the way you think things should be.

you don't like My concept of doing things get lost


5/6/2009 8:06:38 AM
Well, I uploaded about 14 pics for your viewing pleasure this morning, but I just had to take them down.

It's no fun when people from somewhere recognize you on here. Not that I am embarrassed of what I do, uhm...I am here ain't I, however I don't need everyone and their brother, whom I know, to know my business.

make sense?
5/6/2009 4:18:55 AM
Honestly, anyone who corresponds with another person without reading their profile and journal is just disrespectful and ignorant.

Sorry to say, but there is a person behind each and every one of these profiles. Would you walk up to a woman in the grocery store and say "nice tits" uhm no - so why are you doing it here?

8 out of 10 male doms that email Me on here should have gotten a better beating from their mothers when they were younger.
 
There is a difference between doing something consensually, and forcing yourself onto another.  See, if someone doesn't like My profile, or what I am into, then they can feel free to pass on by. However, when you send Me your unsolicited letters, well it just kind of makes Me sit up all night and think,...

...what has this world come to
...what is wrong with these people
...hasn't your mother taught you some manners
...do you really not have a life, besides sending this nonsense to people?


5/6/2009 4:11:42 AM

Alight, I decided to meet a couple more people off here. you must meet Me on My terms.

I left collarme for about 6month, and I came back to the same non sense, people who don't read profiles, time wasters, unsolicited emails and a big headache.

It's really sad, I am a real person, and I am looking for a real slave. I would move half way across the globe, tomorrow, for the right mate. However, and unfortunately it seems that people on here cannot follow instructions properly, cannot
respect the fact that I am unable to babysit someone whom I do not own 24/7, don't take the time to read My profile and all the adjudicated journals -  yet claim that they cannot do without Me.

OF course you have to be financially stable, I enjoy the , but I take you even if you are not a Billionaire.

OF course I won't appreciate if you look like Quasimodo, however, I am not shallow, so please don't be either. IF you have not figured out that beauty is only skin deep by now, pass on by.

OF course I want to own you completely, objectify you, make you sub-human and literally enslave you and your labor commodity, however it aint't happening in two weeks boi.

OF course I prefer to train you real time but I am open to having you via webcam / phone sessions if you are out of state, however it's not My preference, so again you will have to compensate Me for My time

Of course I am an open minded person, who respects people of all religions and ethnicities. However unless W/we are setteling in a Metropoly, I am not ever going to even think about marriying you, unless you are a white protestant.

Of course I'd like you to pedicure My feet, but why don't you learn how to do it on someone that doesn't mind sporting smeared nail polish, and meanwhile shed out the twenty bucks to take Me to the nail salon.

OF course you don't want to send Me a paypal before you meet Me, I don't want you to. And btw, anyone on here that asks for that, probably really needs it.

Of course I am going to take the time to discuss the specific situation with you, I am not a freaking therapist, but even if I am not a good match for you, I can help you with a strategy to find someone, or introduce you to one of My friends in the lifestyle.

Note to the male doms on here: your messages are going to the bulk folder.

4/19/2009 8:45:10 AM
 Am I too picky? Am I too demanding? Probably, but the fact of the matter is that I have found everything I am looking for in a vanilla partner, why can't I find all of it in a sub? Is it the nature of the relationship?

I keep looking for My perfect little sub boy, who will hand over his/her live without regrets, who will trust Me without hesitation, one who will not have a past, because he/ she has never felt that strongly about another person. Maybe your right, maybe that does take time.
However after spending years looking, just to be disappointed, I am tired of it...I really am.
So exhausted and burned out from finding all kinds of Mr Wrong or Mr Right Now

guess I'm just hopelessly romantic
4/12/2009 5:25:52 PM
After meeting Me feel free to add Me to your circle of friends and I will do the same. I know there is a lot of fakes on here  so feel to contact one of My friends to see if I am real;)

4/12/2009 5:08:18 PM
Careful Ladies! 

jeffairy

is a wanker / pic collector
also kink23

is a waste of time, he does not read profiles and he does not respond to serious messages
xtrememaleslave

another waste of time on here, he will not respond to serious messages contacting you a month later
denying that he has ever spoken to you.
4/6/2009 8:55:52 AM
Yes, I have paypal and niteflirt pay per minute phone line as well.
However I am looking for live meetings only, so unless you are out of state and only available for online training I am not looking for that type of arrangement.

3/31/2009 7:54:10 AM
Anyone who is not willing to meet on My terms will be dismissed, I am not looking for a sub who can't follow directions.

3/20/2009 1:52:33 PM
Met some great people of here! But I am tired of the ones that enjoy wasting My time.
No I don't want to chit chat with you,
No I don't want to have a email marathon,
No I would not like to chat on Instant Messenger
No I would not like to send you another photo

BUT

I'd love to meet up for a cup of coffee, if I am convinced that you will show up
I'd love to send you an email telling you that I had a great time meeting up with you
I'd love to chat with you on the messenger after W/we met up to schedule another meeting
I'd love to hang out with you and have you admire My natural beauty
3/16/2009 7:37:39 AM
It's no fun to get dressed up to meet someone from here, and then have them not show up.
I am not talking about flaking, canceling or fining out that the other person is indeed only looking for a sexual relationship or even worth a mail saying "sorry - couldn't make it - let's meet another time"

Uhm yeah, and get blown off again?

No thanks, it won't happen again....I promise!
3/14/2009 1:54:33 PM
Great! you managed to give Me a headache - dealing with too many either not serious, stupid, boring, useless or just plain annoying subs today. 
3/12/2009 8:22:04 PM
In no way am I interested in stupid little games. If you are looking for X or Y don't bother Me. Contact a Mistress with whom you share your enthusiasm. I have listed the activities I enjoy.

If you want to be My toy you have to adjust to My wants and needs. Period.

In order to filter out time wasters, I will send a email with further instructions, don't worry it won't involve you sending money to a paypal account and than never hearing from Me again, that's for people who are fake and not interested in meeting up.

IF you are not interested in meeting up don't bother. Thanks

kissablemoon
 
 Age: 21
 Davao city, Philippines