SO What do I want? I want a man with muscles to watch, and think about me. I want a man to know where I live, and have my phone number. Then after some period of observation, I want the man to call. Perhaps he will hang up or only allow me to hear him breathing. Or perhaps he will disguise his voice and lure me outside of my home after dark. This man will have a plan and will be able to execute it properly. I want to feel threatened. I want to feel like a stalked prey, and ultimately I want to feel powerless. This man will take me in the night while I am jogging or wait for me outside of my home and push me inside. Or he will simply find a moment of opportunity. Once I feel hunted I will dress sexy, and I will do many things that are not safe for little girls. I want to feel a mans strong arm around my stomach as I gasp when he grabs me. I want his hand on my face and throat with an extremely tight grip to show me his enormous power. From then I want him to do with me what he will. This part I cannot instruct, but I will say that I want it to be real. And I do not want him to stop when I cry, scream, or kick. I want to have a safe word in place that I will NOT use unless I think one of my bones is about to break or something. I have had this fantasy for many years, and the men I have dated could not understand nor fulfill it. If this man that I have described sounds like you, feel free to message me. Thank you very much for reading.