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I've been away from the lifestyle for a few years and just now getting back into. Never had to seek out nor use internet sites for this, so this is all new to me. I am not too picky. Although I am seeking a certain kind of person. Someone who is visually appealing, experienced, open minded, willing and able to train a new submissive and willing and able to do some exploration. This is more then just sexual to me, although I find the sexual side very enticing, arousing and addicting. It is about submission and control of the submissive. I would love to speak more of what I look for and what you look for, perhaps they would be the same thing.
I am a very open minded and strong willed person. I know how to act and what behaviors are considered appropriate. I do not need to be minded like a child. I would not do anything that would cause undue stress or call upon the character of the One to who I belong to. I am professional in my vanilla life, although my friends and family know what I do in personal life, I do not like those lines to cross.
I love my family and anyone wanting to put a wedge between that relationship simply because we enter our own D/s relationship is simply not someone I am looking for. I live the lifestyle when I can and even though I am 99% of the time submissive in my behaviors in daily life, even I like a break.
I am open to online contacts and conversation (when time allows). No, I do not do phone sex, unless it is with the one I belong to. I also do not do camming, also unless it is for the own I belong to. So everyone who keeps sending me messages, you all can stop asking.
I always seek out new friends in the area and friends to mentor from. I look for local demos and local gatherings to share and discuss and meet others.
I do not have issues with couples although I do not prefer they are both Dominant or married to one another. I do not prefer much older men. I set the limit to 20 years to my own age. I do not prefer married men, unless your marriage is open and she is aware. I do not prefer dominant females. I do not prefer ages more then 5 years younger then my own age. I do not prefer very thin, men. I look for a man that has muscle and meat on his bones. Just as you would like something to grab onto, so would I. Lastly, PLEASE do not be a homebody or boring individual. I have done that with someone sadly because I had feelings and for many years. I do not wish to sit at home on the daily and do nothing. I have a life and wish to live it to the fullest. Does not mean that I am doing something every single day or every single weekend I am off, but I plan on making the most of it. Just fyi.
I am not a little girl.Though, I am not a big girl. I am currently at the gym, with a trainer, 3 times a week, firming up. I've succeeded in 30 + lbs this past year from a better diet and training. I look forward in succeeding some more. I've had issues recently where someone wished me to stop seeing my trainer, simply because he was male. LoL. I'm not sleeping with my trainer and no desire to. He is helping me become stronger and firmer. This all relates to something....I am not entirely comfortable with my body, yet to allow photography or taping. So if this is a must, then you have to move along. See me in 6 months. ;)
I do not look for someone who is trying to change me, just someone who is offering to help a girl reach her full potential in submission. I listen and I listen well. I am loyal and obedient. I am honest and faithful. I would also expect the same from you.
I do not do one night scenes, nor meet on secret for private play. I am not seeking a thrill here. I am seeking a life. A full and complete LTR with a real person, who is a real dominant. You're a man. Be just that. A MAN. If men were this, there would be no need to do all this seeking on sites like this.
I've listed a few of my kinks. I am not here to just talk about sexual things. As I believe the chemistry and attraction is far more important, the sexual side coming later on. Though if you have devilish desires to torment and scar the skin, you can move on. I am slightly sadistic. I do enjoy receiving a little pain, at the right moments. I enjoy giving a little during play. I do not have a outstanding fetish to be spanked, as sad as it is to say this. Although the occasional, during play is not so bad. I have a strong feeling toward degradation in my play along with force and fear. This is utterly exciting to me. In my daily life though, you call me a slut I might have to walk away. I am no slut. I do not sleep around and I do not do one night stands. Never have, never will.
I hope that someone will take the time to read the profile before presenting themselves to me. I am not looking for games, liars, fakes and string alongs. This is real people. Real feelings. A real life.
I am a very nice personal and enjoy doing a lot of activities beyond the home and bedroom. Take the time to get know someone and you might be pleasantly surprised.
If you choose to pass this by, then I wish you luck in your search. :)
I have seen this quote before, from a writer and then I was reminded of it by someone and so I thought I would add it, share it to my profile. :)
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."
~ Anais Nin
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