While my search cintinues... below is a recap of a recent encounter with a Mistress.
Dear Mistress ......,
I have been rushing through my morning wanting to get to my assignment as soon as I could. As soon as you asked if I had any shinny garments I knew what I would choose to wear for the first time with you. Even, if the first time is only with your imaginary eyes upon me. My favorite color in the world is Cobalt Blue. Once while shopping at the local lingerie shop I spotted a Cobalt Blue outfit that I just had to have. It is my favorite.
It is a three-piece outfit. First is a cami, and then tap pants and the surprise is the V-String panties. All the edges are trimmed with a bit of black lace. When I wear the outfit I feel beautiful and sexy.
I have not put it on for quite some time, as there has been no one special that I wanted to wear it for. Today, I knew I wanted to wear it for you, and in a secret way I wanted to wear it for me. I have never really looked at myself closely in the mirror. At least not in the manner that you wished me to today. The thought of dressing in my pretty finery and then caressing myself all the while watching what you would see kept me excited all morning. I wanted to do this for you Mistress. How did you know ?.
This morning I took the outfit out and lay on the bed. Even knowing that it would be several hours before I could dress for you. Just the act of laying it out had me wet with want. I found my thoughts flitting back to the image if it waiting for me to come home and get dressed for you… (me ?).
When the time came I was actually scared. Silly I know. Scared of what. Scared that I would soon be going upstairs getting on my favorite sexy outfit all because a Mistress… My Mistress ??? Told me to. I didn’t think that could be the case but I become even wetter.
Once upstairs I first went to the bathroom. I knew that I needed to really freshen up. I wanted to be completely fresh for my Mistress. I had not really done much with the makeup for the morning and that too had to be right. I stripped out of all my morning clothes and toyed with the thought of a shower. I decided against it. I knew that a long hot shower would distract me and that a washcloth in front of the mirror would be better.
I cleaned myself with detail. Scrubbed my face. Watched every stroke and paid special attention to all the areas of my body that a Mistress might care to inspect. Although it was difficult my pussy was washed with special care. Almost a losing battle I was so wet.
Then the makeup. I have never been much for wearing lots of makeup. So I kept it simple. Just a touch of blush and the detailing the eyes. I spent quite a bit of time on my eyes. I wanted to make sure that when I … you … looked into them that my soul and desire could be seen. The lips I did want to the mouth to be alluring. Maybe one day my lips might please my mistress. I have a smoky red color that really looks good.
While I was putting on my makeup and staring deep into my eyes I thought what the heck am I doing. And why am I getting wet again ?. It’s not like I have not masturbated and cum before. Why was this different? … I also realized that I had not thought about shoes. If it were just my effort and Cumming I would not have to worry about shoes.
But I was not dressing for me now was I ?. No I wasn’t I was dressing for you Mistress .......
I don’t have a lot of heels but knew that the blue ones with the 4 inch heels would have to do. Wasn’t sure about the look… since there would be no stockings but knew standing and caressing would be all that much more intense in heels. ( I was right as I was about to find out)
When I went back to the bedroom I avoided looking in the mirror. I didn’t want to see myself until I was dress as I was dressing for you Mistress. I do have a floor length mirror in the room and knew I would be standing before it soon. I kept my back to the mirror and started to get dressed. Each item was put on with care. Amazing how long it can take to get dressed even with only three pieces. Why was that … was it care or avoidance. Both I guess. I was scared to turn around. What would I / You see.. The heels were the last to be slipped on. I almost could not stand. Wet again and the knees buckling. Time to turn… time to see…
Mistress, you said I was pretty, do you think so. I tried so hard to be pretty for you. I looked hard to see if I was pretty. Do you like my outfit Mistress. I hope so. I like it.
I feel so sexy in it. It is such a deep Blue I love the color. I like the way it hangs on my breasts. (OMG… my nipples are making dents in the material…) running my hand over my breast I can feel the heat and the satin feels so good over my hard nipples. I don’t normally get hard with out really playing with them. The Satin feels so… good. Round and round my hands swirls about my chest. I keep watching. It is almost like a dream. That can’t be me that is in the mirror.
My hand roam all of my body and even find my face…even though my eyes shouldn’t they close as I gently stroke my cheeks and brush past my lips. As my hand roam further enjoying the satin of the outfit the find my ass. It feels good to rub and squeeze my cheeks. I watch and my hip move forward to find what is not there another body to crush my pussy against as my caresses of my ass continue. It is strange to watch my body react. React and respond more dramatically than it does just by myself… although I am.
Why ?
My hips keep searching for something. I can feel the v-string sliding between my lips. Still I have not yet dared touch my pussy and clit. I know that the instant that I do I will explode. I do dare trail my fingers and hand near my mound. Lightly through the tap pants. Each time I come near my hips buck almost with no control almost as if my hand and hips are not of the same person. I know want to delay and enjoy more. I look so so…sexy. Perched on my heels and my hands roaming all about my outfit enjoying the satin and feel. I know I could come almost on command. I feel the first drip of moisture slip past the panites… OH MY GOD I AM WET… And I want to CUM…
How long can I keep this up I wish that you were here mistress to give me permission to Cum as yours to command. One more look in the mirror as my hand slides near my v and the answer come immediately. One hand flies to my nipple as the other slides down my pants past the bit of my panties and onto my clit and past. As much as I would have hoped to play or thought that I might. The orgasm is instant and hard… I watch my hand as it disappeared into my pants but that is last I see as my eyes slam shut and my body take over shaking with the bubble in the veins. OH MY GOD… I have not cum that hard in months.
Thank you Mistress ......