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| I am seeking a sub/slave to make my own. For her gift of submission I offer her a safe place, to be treated like she is treasured, and lots of kinky play. I came back to Indiana after eight years away and I'm starting my life again. Hoping to find that special girl to be by my side. If you have any questions feel free to ask but be respectful as I will show respect til a reason is given not to be. Don't take this kindness as weakness.
Personally I can be nurturing but I do have a firm hand. I have been called a mix of a Master and Daddy Dom. My girl should always feel comfortable being herself around me, by my side she should feel safe.
Personally I got out of the Active duty Army about 3 years ago but it is still a major part of my personality. I have on multiple occasions had friends and fellow service members be intimidated by me because of my dominate personality. I am currently a reservist as I am working on my education.
I have pets and I will always keep them, so if you are interested in being my sub you should have no problem with them. They will not be apart of any kinky activities just to make that clear.
WARNING:*** Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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So I have sent messages out trying to find a sub and one responds telling me how I'm expecting everything, giving nothing, how she doesn't sub to 27 year old "boys," and blocks me. However it was utterly comical as instead of finding out anything about me she assumes she has me all figured out. So to see what masterpiece of a profile she has it has one line and that's it. Wow... Respect is a big thing within the lifestyle and before jumping off halfcocked people need to try and find clarification first. While I currently have two subs and they adore and respect me we are looking for another and I'm just supposed a boy who demands everything and gives nothing.
Quick edit:after looking over my profile I fail to see how I offer nothing which is where I would have asked this "sub" to clarify but she blocked me before any resporesponse could be made. Ridiculous. |
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So after 3 long weeks of training with the military I'm finally home. While it's nice to be home, it doesn't have the same feel since there is no girl waiting to celebrate my return. I hope to find my girl soon. |
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She waits by the door, her body bare as she was instructed. She had already cleaned the house again and gotten dinner ready, now all she had to do was sit and wait. She knew it wouldn't be too long, he was typically on a schedule that he kept to, a long ingrained habit from his time in the military. She was still sore from the morning when he claimed what was his. All of her holes had been marked with his seed. Just thinking about it had made her body quiver, not only were her holes sore but so was her wrists and legs from the rope he had tied her up with, her jaw from sucking his thick dick and him pounding down her throat after he was tired of waiting, and her backside was still red from where he had used the paddle. She was still having a hard time sitting from where he had spanked her over and over, the memories refreshing the pain and thrill she felt with every hit. She always felt very self conscious about sitting naked by the door but it also sent a jolt of excitement through her. The full window of the door showed her reflection as she waited. She had kept her body in decent shape and kept everywhere shaved, just as he liked it.
It was hard to believe she was once what he called a 'Vanilla girl' and thinking back to her days without his hand to guide her actions seemed fruitless. Before him, in all her 18 years she had never been struck or ravaged to the point where she couldn't walk. She had enjoyed a normal relationship with nothing exciting happened and never giving into the temptation of sex. That was until she bumped into him on accident, that was what sparked it all. She had ran into him so hard yet she seemed to just bounce off him, not because he was over weight or overly muscular but because of how he walked she assumed. She nearly fell before his strong hand caught her with a grip that was like a vice grip. That was when she first felt the pleasure of loosing control. She was barely able to talk as he was about to walk away, stumbling out a request for his number. She was surprised when instead of just his number he took her to a spot where people would walk by, bent her over, and popped her cherry. The pain, fear, and excitement brought the her to organism time and again before he ordered her to her knees and forced her to finish him with her mouth. She did all she was commanded willingly and was happy when she tasted his load that first night.
The days moved to weeks and she continued to see him, now almost a year later she still got wet from remembering the rough first time she had. He had brought her into his lifestyle, became his property, and even though other girls had come and gone she was still by his side. She was happy to just be called his. He had broken her and remolded her to what he wanted, all the while she became what he desired.
She could never go back to the way it was before. The rattle of the door brought her out of her daydreams and made her aware of the fact she had made herself so wet that it was dripping on the floor, she would be punished for that but it didn't bother her. As the door started to open she bowed down as if he were her personal deity that she worshiped tirelessly. As his stepped into the house he softly patted the back of her head, "Good girl." |
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Spoke to a sub today that was very respectful and a honest with me. She told me that my previous journal made it seem as if i was emotionally unavailable. I believe I failed to explain enough so my point was clear. While I wanted to mourn the passing of my cousin like all the others it wasn't what was needed, My family needed me to be strong and not an emotional wreck, they needed someone who could think clearly and act in the best interest of everyone while not clouded by the pain of the loss. Most Doms today, least those i have spoken to and seen, have come to the understanding that the Subs/Slaves that offer their submission are nothing more than sex toys to them. While I do understand that sex is part of the whole relationship there is a vastly more important side to being a Dom that they seem to just not understand. I have learned to be strong but also understand that not all people are the same and dealing with different situations can be different from person to person. One approach may not work from one person to the other. I have mourned the loss of my cousin for she was very important to me as well as the rest of my family but I just couldn't at that time. As with learning a new sub, its not the same with every sub, one method wont work for every sub. While some methods are are more effective it takes time and learning to understand the person's personality and unique quarks. |
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ACCHOO!!!........٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶..
Copy & paste this to your journal: If you're allergic to the bullcrap, drama, head games, liars, & fake people on this site - keep this sneeze going.........I can't wait to see who does this!!! |
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Ok, I was talking to a very respectful Sub and she told me that my profile makes me seem real hard core about the life style. while I am very serious about the lifestyle I'm really laid back in most ways. The only thing i cant stand is lack of respect, it is the biggest pet peeve i have. Anyway, in TN for a few days, hope to find that one i still seek. Maybe she will make these days here not so boring. |
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Talked with 2 subs recently. Though they both informed me they were not interested they were both extremely respectful. there is hope. |
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I am finding many of these so called "subs/slaves" aren't as they say they are, one would think that they would respond if they look over the message even if its a "Sorry you aren't the Master I'm looking for" but I can see that few are... Looking for a real Submissive or Slave that will serve. |
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