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Please Read The Entire Profile:
If you are going to be an asshat, HNG or Jerk, DO NOT send me a private message. I will block you and delete you as spam if you are an asshat, HNG or Jerk aka a Troll.
I am NOT seeking anything at present, as I wish to work on my fifth novel and have four published online. I am also wanting to get back to my Pagan/Wiccan roots, reflect on this past year and how I have grown as a person and a slave.
I am also getting back to working on chainmail items and have a website that if asked for I will provide you the information. I took a break from it with my health having been bad at the time, but now that I am feeling better, I would love to start selling some of the items on my website.
I have re-opened Maxx Traxx Music and although the founder is no longer with us, he will live on in memory of those who knew him and his "gifts" he would bring home. We love and miss you dearly Maxxi Kitty.
I chose this name because it is the longer version of cariad and I like how it sounds. I am Irish, Gaelic, Celtic, Canadian, French, Cree, Italian and Scottish. My temper does get the better of me sometimes, but I am striving to correct that every day.
Please do NOT ask me to contact you on messenger, as I will not do so. I will give you the station information in an email here if you are interested in tuning in and after getting to know you by talking here, I "MIGHT" add you to yahoo messenger.
About Myself: I am 44yrs old, 5 ft 8, long light brown hair, chocolate brown eyes that some say change depending on my mood or how I am feeling, 245lbs and am bi-curious.
I have been in the lifestyle online and real life for 20yrs now and have enjoyed many aspects of it. However, I find that I am wanting to return to and learn more about Gor.
I seek the following:
A Daddy and/or Master.
Someone that will treat me with respect, kindness, strict yet fair, be honest, trustworthy, strong handed yet gentle, someone who understands me, someone that will not use my feelings against me, someone that will guide, teach, punish and discipline as he sees fit, someone who has a lot of love to give and is willing to accept the same in return.
Someone that loves to snuggle, be snuggled, someone who loves to watch movies, loves camping, fishing, horseback riding, reading, poetry, loves a variety of music, popcorn with honey and unsalted butter on it, cooking, cycling, tennis, swimming even though I'm not good at swimming, does not mind my teddy bear collection or my dry sense of humor.
Someone who will let me keep the radio station going, is willing to play the wii or xbox360, loves to go for walks, sit at home and hold a stimulating conversation, loves spending time with friends and family, loves going to play parties and workshops.
I know that as a slave my place is at His feet, seeing to His wants, needs, wishes, desires and to grow as His slave, learning to anticipate His wants, needs, desires and wishes without assuming anything.
I love to read and write poetry, I am working on novel number five and re-editing my second bdsm book that I hope to get published.
I love Fishing, Camping, Hiking, Long Walks, Taking The Stairs Instead Of The Elevator As Long As It Is NOT Too Far Up, Tennis, Swimming (not good at it), Cooking and Trying Out New Recipes.
I would like it if I were permitted to keep the radio station going, as it is my sanity break. I also love sharing my music, hearing what others like to listen to and playing it for them when they request it. We also share news from around the world as we can, tell jokes and read erotica, but most of all we have a love of music.
I am Drug and Disease Free. I have Type 2 diabetes and am pleased to say that with a diet change and the rare walks I go on, it is under control.
When I am punished, I take my punishments with Dignity, Courage and Grace As A Good Slave Should, Without Whining, Trying To Twist It To Suit my Needs, Or Trying To Get Out Of It.
There are a few things I believe are a strong foundation for a good relationship and they are as follows:
Respect, Honesty, Caring, Nurturing, Loving, Communication, Understanding and a willingness to grow as both Master and slave.
Questions I am asking, when looking for another Master, Dom, Daddy:
How do You wish to punish me when I have been found displeasing?
Are you willing to help me work through any fears or concerns that may arise during our relationship?
Will you expect me to work or may I go to school?
If you expect me to work will I be permitted to keep some of the funds set aside should you release me?
If I am permitted to go to school, will I be allowed to attend full time or will I only be permitted part time classes?
Will you allow me to remain in contact with my friends and family on a regular basis?
If a family emergency arises will I be permitted to attend and do what I can to help?
If you collar me, would I be required to speak third person or use little girl talk?
If required to speak third person or little girl talk and I slip up will I be given a grace period or be punished immediately?
If I am not permitted to attend school or to work, will I be kept chained in the house while tending to the your needs and the daily chores?
If not permitted to attend school or work as your babygirl, what will be expected of me when I am at home?
Will I be expected to keep a journal? if so will it be a daily thing or weekly?
if so, will I be permitted to not write in it for a period of time?
Will there be any times Iwill not be expected to write in my journal?
Will I be punished for not writing in my journal should You wish me to keep one?
Do You believe in open, honest communication?
What happens if there is something bothering me and I am unable to speak about it at that particular time?
Will You give me a chance to think things through or will You demand an answer right away?
What are Your favorite kinds of toys?
What are YOUR limits?
What do You like to do for relaxation time?
What are Your dislikes?
What are Your likes?
If You get to know me, I promise that You will find me to be: Kind, caring, loving, understanding, non-judgmental, strong willed yet knows my place as a slave, respectful, loyal, honest, sincere, willing to learn and grow as a person and as a slave, so that I may be the best slave I can for Master.
Training: Some Gorean Training, Being a Limitless slave, Eye Contact Restriction, Speech Restriction, Collar and Leash, Third Person Speech, puppy play, kitty play and age play.
Those Not In Canada, The United States, New Zealand or Australia Are Welcome To Write AS FRIENDS ONLY.
Please Be REAL, Because I AM.
Thank You For Viewing my Profile and I wish You Luck In Your Search To Find Your one.
The Path To Being A Good slave Takes Hard Work, A Willingness To Learn, Ability To Take Criticism and the Ability To Take Punishments Well. she is Still Learning So Please Be Patient With her, As she Walks the Path to Being A Good slave.
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Walking A New Path:
Tuesday I begged release from Jarl and although we are not Master/slave, I will always care for and about him. He has taught me a lot and put up with a lot this past year and a half.
Those who ask what kind of Master he was, I will tell you that he is strict yet fair, loving in his own way (won't come out and say that he loves you but you'll know it), caring, understanding, non-judgemental, willing to listen if you are calm, cool and collected when speaking with him.
He is swift to punish if he deems fit and believe me girls, he does know how to punish if you screw up. I have not only felt his hands, but the power behind them and it is with pride that I feel I can say I took what he would hand down.
I am taking this time to refocus on my writings, my job (I own my own company), get back to my Pagan/Wiccan roots, reflecting upon this past year and a half, looking back at where I was and where I am now in comparison to last year at this time.
To Jarl: I thank you for all that you have done to and for me, for being my rock in the vast sea of life and for punishing me when I deserved/needed to be punished.
Well Wishes,
Alannah`Anghariead
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| Age: 21 |
| Melbourne,
Australia |
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