Tal everyone out there in Collarme.com
land.
Well this is my first journal post and
I have absolutely no idea on what to write about. When I first came
to this site is was at the request of my slave in hopes of meeting a
slave that she found and wanted to add to our family. Since then
(just over a year ago) that person has left my household a better
person. I have to say truthful I do not hold any ill regret towards
her now. Oh but when it all went south, wow, I was upset and angry at
her. What a rush of feelings. Betrayal, love, anger, and lost passion
are just but a few I was suffering through.
Now I have come full circle once more
and here I am again at my slave's request in attempts to find another
slave that would this time be more compatible with our household. So
here I am at my computer searching profiles and reading emails. LOL
okay looking at the few emails I got. I am feeling kind of jealous at
some of the profiles who complain about all there emails. LOL I have
hardly any. Guess it is my lot in life. LOL
My goal now is maintain this profile
much better then before and learn from other well experienced Gorean
Masters. And yes I do admit that I am not prefect and do have my own
flaws. This does not make me a bad Master nor does it make me unfit
to have a slave. Just accepting the facts as they are. I do not have
a life time of experience in the Gorean lifestyle.
I took a woman who had nothing when she
moved in. At the end of our relationship when she left me, she had
her bills paid off, her career underway, and a very sound car. All
these things she does owe to my involvement in her life. I believe
that we all are on a great journey together. To this end, we meet
someone just to be joined for a crisis or situation. Sometimes we
meet someone only for a period of growth in our lives then go our
separate ways. I believe that this is what happened to us. We were
never meant to be together past a period in her life. She knew this
and I knew this. While the break up was painful, looking back I see
that is was necessary. Then there are those rare times when we meet
someone who is meant to be in our lives for all eternity.
So what can I offer a slave seeking
'just the right household?' I accept my duties of Master very
seriously. To this end, rather a slave needs help to find a answer to
a crisis, or a time to grow, or maybe even a joining of lives, I and
my slave are here. This is what we offer, a safe harbor for those
needing help, training or someone to call family.
But please understand that we are not
like most Master/slave couples. We do not support mindless abuse or
abuse for pleasure. We will not dress you up like a slut and parade
you around town. These things are not Gor, and there fore they are
not us. We are a household of structure. I am Master and she is
slave. This is the order of things. There are no switches in this
family nor are there male slaves. Once more these things are not Gor
and there fore not us.
And for someone who had no idea what to
right I had a lot to say. LOL I will cut this post now. I am hoping
to have the first pictures up at the end of next week. If you have
questions or comments please email me.
Please remember one thing, “It is one
thing to own a woman, and it is another to have her within the bonds
of an excellent mastery.” And this is what I mean to be. Good night
all and best wishes.
Master Michael