Bored:  It amazes me how many boys ask the same questions over and over and over again.  "Do you have toys?  What's your favorite? Do you squirt? I would love to eat you!  I want you to bow before me!  I want you to be my naughty lil'fuck slut!" They say.

*YAWNS and rolls my eyes*  Does no one understand the mental aspect into a womans psyche!?  With that you get her EVERYTHING. IF your here for pussy, go to the bar.

Deleting the pictures of you from my pc one by one was a story you told.  You look so cute cuddled to your white cat, at least you let something that close to you.

One by one i delete them and grow a bit stronger as i do.  I am well aware that this wasn't me, but You.  Why would someone want to live such a solitary life?  I'm not sure and quite sure it's none of my concern.  I gave all I could with who i had to work with.

One last picture, I blow a kiss and press delete.  You meant more than you would ever care to know, but alas.  The seasons have changed and life moves on.  You will always be a memory.

i guess i know He's out there and maybe one day He will show His face to me and it will be the "ONE" that understands all the ins and outs of my life.  He will understand that at times life gets in the way, but it's only for a day, not a lifetime.  Maybe He will want the joyous chaos of 13 grand babies running and having fun and know that this grandma is worth all that is good and submissive.  *sighs and shrugs*  For now i am just not expecting much from anyone or this site.

This site has been a learning experience for sure.  i must thank the "Doms and Masters and even the wannabes" that have shown each side.  All have their own forms of doing things, but one thing has shown to be true.  The ones i've met have only been a "dominant aura" looking to get laid and "play Dom"  The ones i have NOT i have still learned much about Your character as a Man, Dom, Master.  Again, ONE has to be in control of His own life, His own actions, His own schedule to even be seen as a "Master!"  Again...if You can't Master Your own life and things ALWAYS seem to pop up in Your life and in Your schedule and all things SOooo unforseen, DON'T come looking for a submissive until these things have passed.  It is not fair to her.  i have walked this path many times and i am as i always have ok to walk it with just Daddy and i.  He is my One constant that i know will NOT let me down.

Thank You for the learning experiences of NOT being so trusting so quickly to anyone.  

i will not meet another Dom on my dime.

i will not let a "grand Master" or any Dom put me into a trance.

i will not allow a Dom into my heart, mind or soul until after a few meetings have actually taken place.

A move from Reno is in my near future and i will be happy to start a new chapter in my life. 

i am Not looking for another Dom at this point.  i have a definite possibility for One and again cautiously optimistic since it will be another 5 weeks before He is free to meet.  He doesn't like that i am not truly ok with this, but if He knew the names of the Doms that have caused me to be jaded He would understand.

Yes i have hidden my profile here.  There is truly no sense in continuing to seek something or some One that isn't real.

Good luck to the "REAL GENUINE ONES/ones" that are seeking Your happily ever after.

To the Kinksters and wannabes...you are better off going to a vanilla site and be your own 50 shades of gray there.  

To the fakes and flakes...May an infestation of crotch crickets fester and burrow into your genitals and you painfully itch and burn for as many days to match the people you've scorned!!

jade  aka/Princess brat

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhK1QsyE8pg

  Soooo love this song.

The more I am here the more I become jaded of those in this life. Most fake, wannabes. Portraying to be Masters, but can not Master His own life. Spending day after day with a sub, only to one day get sooo busy He can't keep in touch, work is crazy, head aches, travel, Ooops He's married.... Always something. Showing photos that aren't Him and swearing they are, to not returning texts because a sub got so tired of all His excuses and mental captivating...down to telling her that she could move on, but if He wants her He will come for her and she will follow Him willingly. This is overstepping all "boundaries" of this life. Don't come here if Yôu are not looking to make this reality and especially if you can not prove for months that you are truly REAL and not jus another ass crack bored at work waiting to go home to your wife and kids!!

Oh Yes, but i'm the needy lil' cunt i guess because i'm real and honest and expect the same out of whoever contacts me.

JADED

You think it's fun to play with her mind, as soon as You're done You'll just leave her behind.  

She'll sit and she'll wait for You to return, day after day she cry and she'll yearn.

Was it something she did or something she said.  She cry in her pillow and throw a fit in her bed.

Her mind with run out of control, You are the ONE that toyed with her soul.

You are the one that captured her mind and now to speak to her seems all too kind.

She sits and she waits all the while getting pissed that one day soon she'll let go and You'll want to resist.

You don't want her fully in Your life, You've made that perfectly clear.  When she makes time for You to talk it's funny how Your not here.

One day she'll just cut the ties that lead her straight to You it's only then that she will pray that You go through the hell You put her through.

Getting things clear.  i do believe that a Master should be able to capture His subs Mind and soul and her heart and body will follow, leaving her NOT many "hard limits" at all.  While i believe this firmly there are things that i will stand and say i can never see myself getting taken by a Dog or any other farm animal, reptiles etc.  i feel that if You need this that is Your deal, You let that animal take You.  :)  Have fun with that.

i also am NOT interested in married DOMS or becoming a part of "poly" home where other subs will be.  Yes call me one sided.  Women are manipulative and caddy and i raised my kids i don't need to watch out for another drama queen.  :)

~jade~

NOT interested in 20's or 30's boys sorry.  I'm not a sugar mommy!  No Dommes!  i don't bark, meow, whinny, snort etc...so i am NOT a "pet!"  Daddy says i'm His pet and He calls me brat!  that's about the closest You will get.

Read the Profile!  Read the Profile!  READ THE PROFILE!!  Before contacting people.  You will find soooo much more info about them.