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NOTE, BEFORE WE START THE PROFILE PROPER: I am NOT furry or wolfkin. That said, I don't mind hearing from MATURE Otherkin folks. If they exist at all? However, YOU MUST: Be UK based. Be male. (with a working, attached penis) Be OVER 25. Be calm. Love tactile contact Have no history of mental illness. - My lovely brother is bi polar. We are very close but one is enough! Be Animalkin/Therianthropic ONLY.- Fact and fiction kin types, are just you liking stuff too much and imprinting on it - that's ALL! Have sense of humour. Love life on ALL planes. HATE drama. NOT BE a whiney, Tumblr S.J.W. Respect the importance of spirits/guides/spirit work. Be spiritually motivated, educated on AND by your kin type. Basically kids, if you are a childish 'unique slowflake' otherkin. You know, the type who identifies under a weird Tumblr invented gender label. Who cut themselves, are constantly depressed over nothing and latch onto anyone who is nice to them for two seconds. You might want to consider, that you have some kind of spectrum disorder instead. So, go see your doctor. This profile isn't for you. Sorry if that comes over harshly. When I first experienced the otherkin community as a whole, it seemed full of FUCKED up, broken and REALLY young kids. So I ran away, with my totem tail between my legs. I'm not looking to Domme or babysit. A teenager, a little or any 'other' Moving on..... This is a side profile, belonging to WolvesShadow. It has been created to showcase my feral/wolf totem/spirit animal side. Whom I (partly) express through wolfplay. The Human My name is Louisa. I'm from the UK, 39 years old, alternative and a wheelchair user. I've practised spirit work and meditation for years. Largely for myself, sometimes for or with friends. My special areas of interest lie within :Spirit communication, Crystals, Ancient cultures (Egypt, Rome & Native American) Also Astral Travel. I DON'T offer readings of any kind. The Red Wolf Ahyoka is a healthy, strong, FEMALE 6 year old feral red wolf. Her name, which she has recently chosen for herself, means 'One who brings joy' in Cherokee. She mostly comes through to me, via meditation and dreams. It's also a great delight, when she visits the lobby public chat room of CS, to see her friends. Red wolves are very rare, so it follows that this wolf's trust is also rare. Her personality is considered and cautious, yet irresistibly curious and gentle. Of course like all wolves, she will lay down her life to protect those who matter to her. She does not 'talk' per say, but will use actions to get her point across. She's here seeking real life pack mates and companionship. When approaching her, please do so in the same manner as you would any creature. Why Totem? It all started for me, about 3 years ago. An ex and I started having the same dreams. Of running in the woods as red wolves, together with our two pups. These dreams were vivid and reoccurred regularly, throughout our year long relationship. After the relationship ended, I feared the dreams would cease. So, I started meditating and found (to my great joy) that I was able to enter my wolf's plane of existence, with relative ease. I could run free when needed and spend time with my offspring. Sadly, as time went on, earthly life took over. So, my wolf nature retreated back into the shadows. It wasn't until about 3 months ago, during a session with a play mate, that my wolf returned to me. I bit my friend hard on the chest and he called me. 'His Little Wolf Cub' Slowly the dreams returned, along with the desire to run free. What am I? A pet player, Spirit worker with a wolf fetish, Feral or something else? Where DO I fit along the animal spirit/pet play line? Finding the answer, is proving to be a much deeper and more spiritual journey, than I ever thought possible. At this moment in time - I think of Ahyoka, as my totem/spirit animal. Means of expression Because of my disability, I can't run about, as other 'wolf players' do. So, here are some of the ways I express my ABLE-BODIED wolf. Using chat rooms. - A no limits means of expression Dressing up - I have beautiful custom made paw gloves and ears. Biting, licking, grooming. - Who doesn't love to bond? Body language -I do a mean head tilt, give great 'paw' and will gladly enjoy a belly rub or any kind of petting from someone I TRUST! Vocalizations - Howling, barking, whines, whimpers... All the canid noises you love. Fund and awareness raising. - Does this one need explaining? Living a green life -Love the planet, she will love you back. Sounds & Smells - see 'Follow The Paw Print' for more info on scents. My bed is MY DEN!- So many things can be used to mimic a log den. Fetishes Listed Please bear in mind, the interests & fetishes listed here, are designed reflect those abilities inherent in a wild wolf. As such, they are not sexual interests but natural traits. Hence 'Hunting' being listed. Other things listed, reflect my means of bringing Ahyoka to 'life'. Such as writing and puppy play. Why Ahyoka is on CS I express some aspects of Ahyoka's spirit, though wolf (puppy) play. Which is an accepted part of D/s dynamics. I experience sexual and EMOTIONAL arousal though some of this play. Particularly: stroking/touch, licking/grooming and implied impregnation risk. D/s dynamics and can be a very spiritual and moving experience for those involved. Speaking for myself, this whole journey is at once: Intense, personal, emotional and incredibly wonderful. I see no issue, with using that as a means to enhance my spiritual abilities and connections. On this plane and others.... What I am looking for. First, Read the 'Otherkin' list at the top of the page. It applies here too. To meet others interested in spirit/Totem work, meditation and astral travelling. To meet a UK wolf spirit male (with no history of mental illness) of my own age. To express my wolf spirit without being judged. To create a pack in the UK. First on-line and then off (if it can be safely organized) To create a pack WITHOUT an Apha/Beta structure. I want NO part of any pack that operates this way. Alpha dominance in dogs/wolves is a DANGEROUS myth, which has now has been debunked. To create a commune in Lincolnshire. Focused on green living and spirit work. With the option for outsiders to stay, for as small a fee as possible. (If we can do it for free, we will try and find a way.) Follow the Paw prints Currently, I am adoring learning more about my Totem. Where we come from, our habits, what we eat, our body language, mating habits and pack mentality. I felt I knew a lot these things. After a fashion, (by instinct - if you like.) However, having the facts and figures consigned to my brain, has been a great tool in helping others understand my kin. When someone asks me a question about Red Wolves, I can reply quickly and in a compelling fashion, that makes others want to learn more. This is especially important from a conservation standpoint. What's been amazing to learn, is how important we are to the Cherokee peoples. We are symbols of strength in battle and it's considered a hugely bad omen to kill a red wolf. Along with that, I am learning all I can about the indigenous plants and flowers of North Carolina. (Where THE ENTIRE surviving wild red wolf population can be found.) It's my aim, to blend a special oil from some of these plants. To give me a 'scent of home' if you will. Well that's me, thanks for reading this far. This is a VERY long profile *offers paw* ...I thank you for your time. Fund-raising and Red Wolf conservation info. For those who want to help The rarity of my brothers and sisters 'Red wolves (Canis rufus) are native North American canids. They are intermediate in size between coyotes and gray wolves. Weighing 45 to 80 pounds, red wolves are about five feet long from nose to tail and stand roughly 26 inches tall at the shoulder. They have tall pointed ears, long legs, and large feet. Red wolves are typically reddish-brown and buff colored with black along their backs.' source: http://redwolfssp.org/wp/what-is-a-red-wolf/ Red wolves are sadly often mistaken for coyotes and killed by hunters. These accidental culls and greedy raping of red wolves by coyotes, led to the red wolf going extinct in 1980. In 2015, though the tireless work of conservationists, there are now 75-100 wild red wolves ON EARTH. To learn more about these beautiful creatures and what you can do to help them. check out some of the links on the page below. http://www.fws.gov/redwolf/links.html To make a direct donation to the Red Wolf Coalition, click below http://redwolves.com/wp/?page_id=227