Thanks to the advice of a fellow CM'er, I went ahead and Pastidip'ed my cage!

The dipping process was quite easy. I removed the cage, connected a string to hold it and dipped it into the container (according the the directions). After about 45 minutes of drying I was able to lock the cage back up.

After hearing different reviews about the actual Plastidip product, it seems as though it will not cause any issue being in contact with skin (once dried). The best part is, if there's any issues with the Pastidip it can be peeled right off.

Hopefully there's no issues. Nothing so far at least! It actually helps fill the cage some more as well! Nothing like filling up any "extra" space!

I'll keep you posted!

Any good suggestions for an effective prostate massager?

At the end of this month I'm due for my scheduled release. I'd like to try having this release via prostate massage. I've tried on a few different occasions, but nothing happened. Mind you I attempted this a few days after having an orgasm, never after this long (3 months). 

If the prostate massage works, it will drastically change my goal as far as orgasm's go for next year. And possibly the remainder of this year. 

Came across a story of how a dominant girlfriend and her subby boyfriend determine if, when, and how he is able to earn a "release". The actual release is determined by the number of orgasms he must give her. For example if she requires him to give her 100 orgasms, that's what he must do in order for her to even consider unlocking him. 

Once she reaches her number and allows his unlocking, he is only allowed to pleasure himself, and for only 5 minutes. If he cums, they start over. If he doesn't cum he get's locked back up and another number is determined. When he reaches this number again and is allowed to be unlocked he get's rewarded with a foot job. Same rules apply. If he cums within 5 minutes then he gets locked up and starts all over again. If he doesn't cum or decides to pass (thinking he may cum), he remains locked up and AGAIN must reach another number.

After the footjob comes a handjob. Then a blowjob. I forget if after the blowjob is anal or vaginal sex. Either way if he has to hold out that long to have an orgasm it wouldn't take but a few seconds anyway.

I think the best part is if he accidentally has an orgasm or chooses to have an orgasm via blowjob, he must work his way back up from masturbating, then footjob, etc. 

I don't know if I would ever be able to have sex again lol.

New Cage

After much consideration and research, I'm almost positive I will be investing in the Jailbird chastity cage from Mature Metal. I've worn a metal Jailhouse cage (knock off) for the majority of 2012 and loved the feeling of a metal cage vs a plastic CB6000s. Unfortunately, being a knock off version, it has begun to rust where the weld holds the rings together. 

I've attempted numerous times to clean the rust but to no avail. I was a little bummed out at first, but then the old motto began chirping in my head: "You get what you pay for".

To me, chastity is more than just a fantasy. I would make chastity and orgasm control apart of my daily life with a Dominant authority figure. I don't have a problem with spending a decent amount of money for a real, proper fitting cage. And that's what I plan on doing. 

As far as being locked up goes, until I meet a Dominant woman to serve, I will continue to use Carlilock. The one thing that I have been very interested in (until I find an actual key holder) is having someone else set up my Carlilock options. Yes, there is an option available for a key holder (or whomever) to set up all of the user settings. I say this because my problem... err issue rather, has been being knowing for the most part, how long I'm going to be locked up. 

Anyway, enough babbling for now. If anyone already wears a Jailbird from Mature Metal and has any suggestions, tips, or recommendations, please let me know. Also, if anyone wants to handle the key and keep me under their realm, by all means please contact me!

Until next time!

There are no words that can describe the tragic events that took place this morning. Cruel and disgusting are the only things that come to mind. Children? Really? How messed up can you be?

In my opinion suicide is the coward's way out of things. However, if you're mad at the "world" and want to end your life - see ya. Don't take it out on innocent CHILDREN.

May you rot in hell.

Submissiveness isn't thinking less of yourself; it's thinking of yourself less.