Sarah just had an interesting experience, first time self milking. Well Sarah vowed to be in chastity(CB-6000) from 09/08 to 12/25, Sarah was presented with a rare opportunity to play in her favorite kink, deep mud. for fear of damaging her device it was removed. A new vow was made, Sarah singed up for Carlilock with a minimum of three weeks (one week for each hour Sarah was unlocked). Well earlier Sarah decided to practice some self bondage.While still in her device, Sarah chained herself into a ball tie, and after about twenty minutes she got a finger to her P spot. Her "clit" twiched a few times and that was about it. When Sarah was released she found a small amount of semen inside her clit cage. It was interesting, cuming without orgasm.

Sarah has at least two and a half weeks to go before she gets the release code for her keys, it's going to be a long wait. Sarah is also thinking of posting her link to Carlilock, for non-member voting. Maybe sometime soon.

It's been a while, Sarah has been kind of down in the dumps lately. Well the play party got canceled two days before. Sarah was so looking forward to it. Lately Sarah has been thinking of attempting some long term chastity. Sarah's previous record was thirty five days, this time she's looking to triple that. The plan is to have an orgasm on Ahab's  birthday ( early September) and the next one will be on Christmas. That's 108 days! Talk about a Christmas present!

Sarah will be logging in to give up dates. Words of encouragement, and the occasional tease would be much appreciated.

Sarah knows it's been over a month since she last wrote here, but there really hasn't been much going on. Well, something new has come up. Sarah got invited to her first ever play party and she was asked to share her expertise in her particular kinks. The party is in two weeks, Sarah is so excited. Although Sarah does need to go and pick up supplies for the event and she needs to clean and pack some of her gear. This party is going to be amazing!

It's been far to long since Sarah has written here, but there is not much to write. "Another day off, another book to read.", it got like that for a while. Sarah has been questioning a lot in her life lately, her role at home, what she really wants from life, her role of being a slave, what Sarah is do if mom has another cancer (mom finds out tomorrow). Sarah is going to be pissed if her boss makes her work this weekend, that would mean no pride for Sarah.

After three hours a day, for four days Sarah finally found her keys. Good thing too, Sarah has been getting hard as a diamond. She thinks a play session is in order.

Well, Sarah really did it this time. She has been wanting to play with her chastity belt for a while, well in a drunken haze Sarah locked on her belt and she thinks she buried the keys! Sarah knows it can only be in one area, that's about three acres square. This is going to be a bitch trying to find the keys, but it's Sarah's fault and she deserves it.

Lets see, Sarah spent a lot of time zeroing in on a few of her problems. Just going through the paces most of the time, playing from time to time. This past week was hellish. Because of a roommates idiocy, Sarah's home was raided by the police. He's such a douche' bag!

Something has gotten under Sarah's skin for like the past week. Sarah can't quite figure it out. She's gotten really snippy with people for really dumb shit. It's most likely stress about mom, that and Sarah started bleeding again. Sarah just had a depressing thought, in five years the closest that Sarah has come to having sex (with another person) were two hand jobs that didn't go anywhere. Sarah is this close to giving up on EVER having sex again, with no options and nearly no friends(in state) and with nowhere to hang out. Sex seems as likely as walking on water.

Hello all. Sarah is doing much better now. She was kinda in shock about mom. Still no work (yeah...more free time), ugly weather, but feeling good.

 Recently Sarah has been testing herself, a month in her chastity belt. Which is about twice the time she's ever been locked away. Just one more week to go. During this time of extended frustration, Sarah's mind has been delving deeper into her kinks. For instance she has become very interested in the idea of puppy and/or pony play. The idea of becoming a pet dog is stimulating in so many ways, more to the point, being an animal for someones pleasure. When it comes to the pony play, Sarah really, really digs the gear. Sarah has also become interested in diapering, maybe not the full baby treatment, but something like severe bathroom restrictions, having to wear diapers. It seems like it would be an interesting punishment.

Well, about a week ago Sarah got some bad news. Sarah's mom had a CT scan to make sure her cancer didn't return, well it moved to her brain. Sarah is hopeful that everything will be O.K., other than that she doesn't know how to feel. Should she be sad, afraid, angry. Sarah has just felt empty since she heard, not sad, not depressed, just empty. She can't even tell if feeling this way is wrong.

Sarah learning to deal with her stress a little better, still bored to tears.

Sarah is in a bad boat right now. She's lonely and needing a friendly word or two, but the world is treating her like she has the plague.

Well this month has been tough. No work, few friends, the usual Sarah. She has been dealing with it well though. Small games, walks, drinks and waiting for it to dry out. Sarah needs to get those rings done or Miss will be pissed.

Sarah found a friend, who lives near by! She's got a good feeling about this one. Sarah also has a little bondage adventure planned, Just a bound hike to get her keys. She thinks it would be really fun to play a little bit from both sides of the fantasy. Like being a Sex slaver getting a pick up site in the woods ready, while hiding the keys. Then getting dressed up and playing as the victim. Serra so wants to start tonight.

It's been strange lately. Sarah has been her same submissive self, but at the same time Ahab has been trying to fill in on the Dom role. Sarah just cant get a hold of Miss. At work Ahab thinks of scenarios to put a sub through, but there's no one to play with. So Sarah sort of has a playmate. There are limitations to that kind of play though. Sarah is almost ready to give up on her girl,Sarah can't even get a text from her now, oh well.

Well its been a crazy month, lots of work and family. Sarah would be writing in her journal more but the router has been glitchy lately. Sarah has been craving some serious bondage, especially after this last week. It's funny, Sarah wants to get tied up for a release. 

Well, Sarah threw her annual Halloween party. This year only seven showed up. Oh well  their loss. Sarah dressed as a man this year, it didn't feel quite right though. Other than the party,Sarah has been trying to survive the daily grind with her body and sanity intact. Sarah has been thinking of preforming some kind of long term bondage, like being caged for 24 hours or some such. Of course she would need Miss's permission first. And then there's the fact that Sarah is living with family. What to do? 

Sarah really should write in her journal more. Lately its been the same old same old. Work, trying to get word back on her appointment. Although Sarah has been preforming some light self bondage, using her new computer release program. It's been a lot of fun! Sarah has regularly been wearing her collar to bed. All of her insides are giggling at that thought.

It's been too, too long. Busy, but fun. Thank the gods work has picked up again. You know what that means, play money for Sarah! Well, a little for Ahab as well. Last weekend was Sarah's birthday, it was very quiet. Until Sarah tested the home made vac bed she's been working on... :)   It worked okay, Sarah is a little disappointed It should have worked better.  Sarah also spent about three hours mummified, on her front room couch with the window blinds open no less! Then latex, bondage and gags, oh my! Although no partners, or guests for that matter.

Sarah has been busy these past few weeks. Work, medical problems, trying to get medical coverage, and getting set for the first shipment for Miss's new business. Hopefully everything will start to smooth out soon so Sarah can get on the ball.

It's been a long time, let's see. The trip was great except for a day or two(illness). Sarah never thought that plaster could be so... interesting,although she was looking forward to more bondage. After Sarah returned home,she got hit by a fair amount of stress, illness, a hospital visit and more than enough from work. Sarah was also offered to be a supplier for an online bondage shop. It will be a little rough for a while, but oh the gains after a while. Sarah might be able to quit her day job in a few months or a year. Then Sarah could stay collared 24/7.

Just a few more day's until the trip. Sarah can't wait to see Sir and Miss.

Twenty days,Sarah's going to be in trouble. Well, she's just been floating around, trying to keep busy. Reading, yard work, games and all that. Sarah is lonely, she wants... no needs a friend! A few years back Sarah did a count of her friends, it came to twenty. A new not including close family). Sarah would go out but with no cash flow(she got laid off two weeks ago) and with no where to go her options are limited. Sarah is scared of being alone for the rest of her life. The worst part of this is the hallow feeling in her heart.

This weather sucks. It's cold and rainy, then sunny and humid. What's with that? The worst part is Sarah gets a jolt of pain every time the weather changes. Sarah is not having a fun weekend!

Sarah knows, it's been a long time since her last entry. Sarah has been busy but good, a little disappointed with this last weekend. Sarah tried to get a bondage session going but, her niece(K) who recently moved in (K's mind developed slower than most). K has no idea of Sarah's "hobbies" and Sarah has no idea how to explain it to her. K will find out eventually,but Sarah would like to talk to her about it first. Sarah is in the process of trying to get one of her stories turned into a screenplay. That's going to be a fun film. 

Sarah has been a busy girl lately. Her parents asked Sarah to house and dog sit. It was a fun week! The first night was awesome, Sarah played the puppy for the night,after leaving her keys outside of course. Sarah really needs to get a set of knee pads if she wants to play puppy again. Work has picked up as well, a project for a landfill. It's a bitch. Over all, life is good.

Well Sarah is doing well. A few medical issues is all. Sarah's first week of chastity is going well, the sensation of of the chastity tube and the submissive feelings it brings out in Sarah are sublime. Ten days to go.

Well Sarah has been good,busy at work('bout time). Although nothing about this job is simple.Really, Sarah has missed getting tasks from Miss. Sarah longs for her touch,her voice,her love. Sarah is still trying to get a date. Sometimes their seems to be no hope in continuing on,then Sarah says "Fuck that,quitting is not an option!" Sarah has quit so many other things,she will NOT quit at her servitude to Miss!

Sarah is doing well. It's good to be working again. An old friend came for a visit from out of town. Seeing J again felt so good. Sarah is so happy that Sir and Miss played with her online,it felt like old times. Speaking of which, Sarah will be purchasing her ticket to see Miss soon. Sarah cant wait!

Well the party was a major success,even though Sarah did end up getting sick. Sarah has waiting patiently,but no word from miss yet. Did Miss give up on Sarah,is she bored with her slave? Sarah could call,but she's been accused of goading before,and giving up. She's either pushing too hard or not trying. Where's the middle? By the way working with a  hundred and two degree fever is not a good thing! Sarah still can't find a date. She's about to go through her contacts, again. Ooh, Sarah's girlfriend is getting her life back in order. 

Well Sarah hasn't been working much,although she has been busting her butt cleaning for the party saturday. Sarah has been missing her Miss's voice. Sarah is feeling very lonely tonight,every night really. It's hard knowing that the closest loving touch is a thousand miles away. Sarah was accused of "giving up" on her Miss, Never. She is the only one to touch Sarah,body and soul,who did Not run away. Miss, Sarah loves you.

Sarah's been doing much better. She recently found out she's going to be able to keep her house. Sarah got a hold of a few new toys and fixed her chastity belt. Life is good right now.

Well lets see. Sarah hasn't been doing well lately. The weather has been cold and rainy,work has ground to a halt, and Sarah's so called friends seem to be avoiding her. Sarah can understand that people get busy, but after numerous calls and party invites, and still nothing. It's enough to make Sarah cry.

  On top of that Sarah is reminded of ALL of her shortcomings, daily! Sometimes a person needs more than two people to say, "Good work, Your a good person, You are loved".

  To top off Sarah's pity party, the only family member that Sarah can connect with, her last friend in California,has decided to move away. When that happens, Sarah will be alone. Considering the rest of her friends won't drive eight miles to see her, that's been proven before.

 The one good thing to happen this week, Sarah was asked to be a part of a friends video project, and after two hours Germany banned the video on youtube.

Sarah is hating the weather. She hasn't been able to work on any of her projects. Making sure the house doesn't flood. Sarah wishes to be with her Miss. The loving way she tightens the straps on Sarah's cuffs, her grin that tells of the pain and pleasure to come. Oh well, just a few more months until the next trip.

Sarah has been dying for some play time. Miss accused Sarah of goading a punishment, Sarah had no intention of such. After all an angry Miss makes evil punishments.

It's been to long since Sarah's last entry and she knows she should be punished. What can she say, there's been little noteworthy activity lately. Although Sarah has been wondering why Miss didn't like the story.

 Sarah has been so damned angry today,for little to no reason. Small things have been setting her off,she can't figure out why. Which adds to her frustration. One reason could be the fact it's been painfully cold,most of this winter and Sarah hasn't been able to dress as she should. Sarah just figured out another reason,she's hitting her man period. Well, she's going to bitch and moan anyway, if just to get it out of her system. At least Sarah has a few projects to try to keep her busy.

It's been a while since Sarah's last entry,but she has been working her butt off on her story for miss. Well it's done and Sarah doesn't want to look at a written word again. Sarah has been working on this for two and a half weeks. Six hours a day this past week. Sarah needs a rest!

Sarah has been so stressed lately. On her story, with her friends, work, home. Girr. Sarah never really liked writing, even though everyone says "Your good, you should be a writer." She can't stand it sometimes.

Well Sarah has hit a few snags with her writing project, just writers block really. Sarah's weekly bondage sessions have increased to about every other night. It's most likely due to Sarah's bondage party falling through. Fine, just more fun for Sarah.

Well Sarah has had some time off lately. Which is a good thing, Sarah's been able to start writing. That's going well. Sarah's really been enjoying her weekly bondage session, with little to no issues. Sarah's thoughts have been drifting back to a message her miss sent a while ago. The thought of being wrapped head to toe in duct tape, with only her mouth exposed, sends shivers up Sarah's spine.

Work has been kind of nutty lately and Sarah has been astounded that she actually knows what she is doing. With work stress and problems on the home front,Sarah cant seem to get word one on paper. Sarah has a very good idea for her story, but she wont spoil it. The beginning of a story has always been difficult to get down on paper.

Sarah is crazy right now. Stupid shit at work. It has been a rough weekend, Saturday was the sixteenth year after her fathers death. It has been hard on her.

Well work was slow for a few days,but it's back to work at a frantic pace. Sarah may be catching a cold, she just cant afford that right now. Mom's slowly going down hill and the bank is breathing down our necks, everyone at the house is a bit stressed.Sarah has been wracking her brain trying to get over a writer's block. When she does, it'll be a flood of ideas.

Yeah! Sarah got her internet back,there's so much to catch up on. Let's see,work has been off and on. Sarah is planning a bondage party soon,she hopes it will go well considering the last four (vanilla) parties she tried throwing flopped big time. Some people wouldn't know a good time if it tied them down and sat on their faces! Sarah also gets to write a story for her Miss, it's going to be neat.

Sarah isn't doing too well. She's feeling bad for not starting her task, but after finding out this morning that her mother has a bad infection, Sarah is feeling guilty and quite frankly sick to her stomach at the thought of trying to please her self. Thankfully Mom has an appointment tomorrow afternoon. Sarah is just worried sick, and it seems like no one here gives a damn.

Sarah got over her problems concerning her task,with Miss's help(thank you again). She began laying things out and got sick. Sarah feels terrible,she was in her fem place and all was good,until the hour in the bathroom. There is a silver lining,at least she's all cleaned out for tomorrow. Ugh the family is returning in the morning, Sarah hopes she can get in the mood again tonight. She doesn't want her mother asking difficult questions about the odd noises coming from Sarah's room. What does one say to their mother when they're tied, gagged, and fucking themselves silly with a ten inch dildo in the ass? Awkward!

Concerning Sarah's recent task,she's stuck. Sarah has no idea what to do,where to start and writers block to boot. The first problem is choosing a fantasy,the next problem is translating that fantasy into the ability of having an orgasm without the use of the hands. Then an essay,Sarah hasn't written an essay in over a decade. Sarah feels doomed,but she'll preform her task regardless and try to take her punishment with a smile, if it comes to that.

Wow, today is what Sarah expected. Exhausting and stressfull,but it wasn't all bad. Had two dinners(no more turkey please),Watched the game,had some drinks. It was a very good day,with good friends and family.

Sarah is doing much better today! She's still stressed about tomorrow,three gatherings that Sarah must attend. Two of which are dinners! Tonights plans have derailed a bit,but Sarah has high hopes for the weekend. Sarah's niece is staying here for a few days. Overall Sarah is happy to be alive.

Sarah must be on the rag because she has no patience with any bullshit today. That and the fact that this is the third month she has bled. Little things have been getting on her nerves lately, like someone mindlessly blocking the pathway,or mothers dog barking at the dog in the T.V.  Sarah is tired and sore and wanting to harm someone just out of spite.

Sarah is happy today. An old flame got in contact with Sarah,it was so good to hear her voice again. Sarah's got a date, next year, but it's a date. The family is leaving for the holidays,they're heading to L.A. for a week. This will only be the third time Sarah will be alone thanksgiving weekend,she thinks this time is going to be interesting and a bit different. Sarah's going to share a family tradition with friends.

Sarah is a little dissapointed and angry at the fact that Miss gave Sarah leave to please herself, and no one will leave her alone long enough. Sarah got half way there and "Ahab come help with shis, or that." Girrr. Sarah has a bad case of blue balls right now,with more chores ahead of her. theres allways tonight.

Sarah's been busy taking care of the house,making sure it doesn't flood. Sarah's also preparing for some mummy time,all with a hangover to boot. Sarah has been stressing lately,mainly about little things, work, the house, her tasks. But who doesn't stress.

  There's only a few things to do on a cold and rainy night,play games,get drunk,have sex(get bound) and watch movies. About half of those sound really good.

Sarah considers last night and today at work a trial by exertion. Sarah's knees were giving her serious problems,partly from last night and the rain today. Sarah is so excited about the treat Miss is setting up,it's going to be fun. Sarah has been running on very little sleep and needs her rest.

Today was a very long day,two hours early and three hours of overtime. Sarah wants to go to bed and sleep for a year, or at least untill the next trip to see Miss. Sarah is a little unsure of tonights task,she may get little to no rest,but what Miss wants Miss gets. Sarah still has a lot to learn about being a slave, but has found that she has become more acepting of her chosen role. Sarah loves her Miss with all her heart.

Today was bland compaired to yesterday. Lots of work and lots of overtime. That damn aluminum is almost done,but Ahab has to go in two hours early tomorrow. The mummy jig needs to be altered a bit,but will work nicely. Sarah's going to get in a hot bath, then a fair tie and off to bed.

Why does it seem that Karma is out to get Sarah today?Sarah got stabbed,burned,cut,dust in the eyes,chest pains and a coughing fit that knocked Sarah to her knees. Sarah is tired and feeling out of sorts,which is most likely the result of work. Sarah is hoping that her girl is just busy and that's the reason for the lack of contact.

Sarah is confused and frustrated with work,the project that gave Ahab aluminum poisoning came back for a re-work. Anyway Sarah started a build for a self-mummification rig,She hopes it will work as planned. Sarah really hopes her girl will call or text, just so Sarah knows whats going on. After all, how was Sarah to know that her girl was reading this journal? Oh well, what's one more fracture in Sarah's heart.

Sarah enjoyed today,there were the normal preparations for work,but Sarah had such a different outlook on everything. Nit bad just different. The need to build devices to bind and fuck,both others and Sarah,was overwhelming. Several items are fairly wicked,something fun to build and use. Next weekend should prove to be quite interesting,maybe some mummy time maybe something else.

Last night was amazing,on the other hand this morning was quite scary. There were issues with breathing and overheating,not to mention the morning after drinking piss. Sarah's first long term mummification was a smashing success, and Sarah learned a few things to consider for the next time. Next time Sarah wants more,a hood,duct tape renforcement,but not overnight. Sarah has been stuck in sub-space nearly all day and grinning the whole time.

Today has been better now that the internet is running again. Sarah is a little sad,she thinks that her girlfriend broke up with her,but Sarah is not sure. Sarah is so ready for her mummification this weekend,she needs the bound release. Sarah still needs to figure out some kind of timelock. Tired and sore from work,but it was fun and oh so rewarding. $$$ 

      A bad thought. How will Sarah preform her task now that she's single? Sarah has to talk to Miss about that soon.

Sarah is still sick,but getting better. Sarah's got to figure out this time lock problem,just to get that spark of excitement again. Sarah is a little worried that Miss has not contacted her slave in a while,but a slave should not be needy,so Sarah will wait patiently like a good slave.

Sarah isn't feeling well,she may be better tomorrow. What she's working on at work may making her sick. Is it possible to get aluminum poisoning? Almost done with this rush job,and surprisingly there is more work on the horizon. Still no word from Sarah's girl,no surprise there,Sarah needs to find a personal partner that will go 50/50 on a relationship. Except for Miss the last four flaked on Ahab. Sigh.

Sarah is becoming obsessed with the thought of her up coming mummification. She just cant get it out of her mind,on her commute,at work,when she busy at home. Sarah cant find the time to do it right. Sarah wants it tight and inescapable,but there's the safety issue,Sarah will need to get out eventually. Just the thought of getting wrapped and encased gives Sarah such a charge,if only she had someone here she trusted enough to help her out.(haha punny)

Sarah is becoming more and more frustrated with her family,her nephew has become way more clingy as of late. It's most likely because he lost his job,but he just wont leave Sarah alone for more than twenty minutes. Sarah had a plan to  spend several hours in bondage today,but no,Sarah's nephew spent the entire day attached to her hip,even after she asked for some time to herself. Ahab will be taking control this next week,Sarah just cant find the time to do what she would like. Sigh.

Sarah has become disappointed with her girlfriend,she's giving every excuse not to speak to Sarah. It may not work out with her,Sarah will see what can be done. Well company has just arrived, Sarah is going to go and be social. Bye for now.

Sarah is so very tired,an hour and a half overtime that she didn't want. But it's money,which is needed. Ahab has been working so hard, both he and Sarah went to sleep hours ago. Tomorrow will be better,Sarah will make sure of it. Tonight Sarah will have a drink or two,unwind her back and then sleep.

Sarah worked her ass off today,with more tomorrow,but its work. Sarah is so tired and having to be at work early,she's going to bed early tonight. Most likely bound in some way,Sarah needs to feel a closeness to someone. For right now if it has to be herself than so be it.

              A need,unknown and unfulfilled,is a very sad thing indeed.

Sarah has been a bit lonely lately. She's missing the feeling of another person next to her,of being touched. Sarah is searching for something,with no idea of what it may be. It may be the S.A.D. kicking in early this year. Sarah is worried that her task will be completed,why won't that Girl answer her phone? Anyhow ice cream and cartoons always seem to lift Sarah's spirits and that sounds too good right now.

Sarah is feeling confused regarding her recent punishment,which she deserved. Miss said leave it until you enjoy it,but a punishment is not meant to be pleasurable, and after about a half an hour Sarah did begin to enjoy her punishment. Is this wrong?

Still no answer from Sarah's girl,She is missed and in so much trouble right now. Sarah wants to tie her down and bring her to the edge of orgasm several times,then send her on her way in a steel chastity belt,all because Sarah spent a week and a half in chastity so she could please her girl for the remainder of the night. 

Sarah has been frustrated with her family all weekend. Their ignorance is astounding and their rudeness is on par with Andrew "Dice" Clay! Although Sarah did enjoy her sisters comment of "You were the best looking girl at the party." Many times Sarah wanted to strangle someone but they are family, so she'll do it next time. Sarah is worrying, Is she going to flake on Sarah again? Maybe,maybe not. Sarah doesn't need another one of those relationships.

Sarah has enjoyed today,Even though she was punished for forgetting her journal. It was quite fun really. Stress  and exhaustion from the second party in a row,but Sarah had to help set this one.with work tomorrow Sarah will have to crash soon. With drunks to deal with and chores to do still,it's going to be a long night. Sarah is still angry with her girlfriend for not showing up last night,she'll get hers,and soon.

The party last night was fabulous,if a little disappointing. As soon as Sarah arrived She received several complements,even one that was a little insulting. The comment was  "Every time I look at you I see a girl,A really ugly girl but a girl.". That hurt a bit but whatever. The hostess of the party actually was at the hospital when Sarah arrived,dehydration. There was beer pong,food and spiked punch. Well after a drink or two, Sarah got word from her Girlfriend,she 's not coming. Sarah panicked for a moment,she didn't want to break one of Miss's rules for the night,but she persevered and gave her keys to one of Sarah's close friends.  Sarah got several comments on her costume like "I love your dress!" and one that was "Exactly what are you dressed as?". The vampire dress with the cuffs and collar confused some people. About then the Hostess returned A-O.K. and joined the party. Sarah got beat bad in beer pong. Soon after in a conversation a new friend confessed her platonic love for Sarah and her willingness to be herself. By this time Sarah was fairly drunk and details start getting fuzzy,but even though Sarah informed everyone there that her locks were open for anyone to restrain her. Sarah still had to bribe someone with a cigarette to lock her up. Unfortunately it was for only a half hour before Sarah's key holder had to leave,another twenty minutes and the party died around two in the morning,damn good fun.

Sarah is so annoyed with people, today there was nothing but morons on the road and in the stores. Sarah bought a new dress and a vamp costume,Sarah is gonna be HOT! Sarah is looking forward to tomorrow night and the play to come, Sarah wants to touch herself so bad but that might ruin it for her Girl. Who is disappointed that Ahab wont be attending the party with her. She can have Ahab on the next date, this is Sarah's holiday. Sarah still has not had the chance to preform the mummification she 's been craving. Visiting family is getting on Sarahs nerves, its only a few days.

Dont you just hate it when you spend a half hour pouring yourself into your journal and the computer restarts and wipes everything. Then afterword you cant remember a damn thing!

Going costume shopping tomorrow. Ahab is happy his Girl and he are compatible, he's kinky she's courious and willing. If Miss allows, Ahab would like to show his dominant side and Sarah hopes her Girl is willing to Top her.

Today has been a day, a half day makeing a hinged rail,over all a good day. Being honest,somewhere between Ahab's shower and dinner,Ahab found himself locked into his chastity and does not remember putting it on. He's not as freaked as you think he'd be,maybe Sarah got tired of being pushed aside? She's getting two full days,this weekend! Well Ahab's leaving it on until the party on the 30th. Thats final!

Sarah is a little frustrated that her family and friends seem to be conspireing to take up all of her free time. This weekend s/he had maby a half an hour a day to her self, no where near the time she wants to be bound, and with the possability of work in the morning it cant happen tonight. Whats a slave to do? Sarah has done nothing with her costume and found out there's a costume contest. Sarah has the will, but not the time or cash.

Sarah doesnt know how to word how she's feeling. A little frustrated, a little used and dissapointed, all rolled into one. Ahab's girl is too busy to finish a conversation. Ahab has gotten in trouble for not fully expressing himself in his journal, but there's no comunnication from Miss. Slave Sarah is makeing most of the effort and is more often than not in trouble. Any relationship needs two way comunication, even a long distance one.

Ahab's back to normal, Sarah is getting bitchy.It may be "her time of the month", if you can belive that. Unfortunetly company and yard work has prevented Ahab from getting anywhere on his tasks. Been trying to figure out how Sarah is going to get her costume togather with no time and cash. It's a bitch. Right now there's no work and Ahab is trying to keep busy.

The party was very short but fun. Old friends, good times. As Ahab promised himself tomorrow will be spent planning his mummification.

Ahab is doing much better,he's very excited about his new task. But dissapointed that he's on probation. Ahab must go theres a party with his name on it.

Well Ahab's still sick, but getting better. No more sore throat. Typical Ahab gets sick and work drops to nothing. When he can think,Ahab's thoughts have been floating in the directoin of mummifyication. As soon as Ahab is well he's going to bind himself to where it'll take him an hour or two to get out, fun stuff.

More of the same, plus a sore throat. It's like Ahab's mind just wont work, all he wants to do is sleep. It will pass soon, just a bug. Ahab would give anything to have his Girl come and play nurse.

Yep,Ahab's sick. Aches, pains, blocked nose and a general lack of energy. His only thought is getting better, and how much it sucks to be sick. Ahab is glad to find out that the package is not lost in the mail, Miss just didn't send it yet,which is a load off Sarah's mind. She didn't want to have to spend another $150 on a new prosthetic.

Ahab is getting a little perturbed that he hasen't receved Miss's pakcage yet. He knows that it will be here in a day or two. Well Ahab broke down and got sick today,most likely a flu. Ahab receved the chastity belt today and he has to wait for the 30th before he can put it on his Girl.It makes him sad.

Well today has been a bit better than yesterday, not by much. Ahab's waiting for the package from miss egarly,Ahab beleaves the chains are causing the problems. Still tired and sore,wanting to feel good again.