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" A feeling of none other surrounds thy heart.A feeling that thrives and beats upon the cage of thy restless heart.I've tried numorous times to understand what the insight is but I know well what it is.....I know its the compassion inside me weeping for the chance to finally do right.A compassion none like anything anyone who knows me well have ever seen it hides in the crevaces of thy pain. It sits gathering what it sees and looks for the one it can be released to.I know it sounds of insanity but I do tell you that my heart beats for the simple dream of wanting to be loved.I know it is the cure for the post dramatic sentence of a wasted and preserved cell .But I do swear upon the faint cries I hear everyday as the numorous weak and broken souls linger without cause or hope.I know I am the villain of the world but the hero of a lifetime.I am the darkness that surrounds the solar sea of dreams and long to be released but to whom is the wuestion.A question I do not know.I know that my sentence grows longer as I have finally been reduced to a drone in which I walk the very esistance of the ruthless and chaotic world of insecurities.I know it is a complicated thing to grasp and relinquish knowledge from but I do say I am only trying to explain the fine fields of misery with the lightened words from thy lips.i know I will never be able to tell anyone for the source of knowledge is growing far from my grip.I seem to grow dull when life filled my burnt out veings and flowed through the weak body of this human.I know I can never say it for I long ot but in my mind its thy bible with the razor cut fscious poison set to thrive in the veins of redemption.I know you don't know me but I know you've been told strictly to be separated from me for I'am nothing more than a mindless case of insanity thripened with the cold hard disease of cruelty but tis not of truth.I am far from the simple case of insanity I am plagued with the far more complexed curse "Knowledge" its my curse and gift for I am gifted with many things except the meir essence of beauty.I don not optain the keys to that journal and sadly its because of the loss of a sweet smile and tempting facial block I am the beast to others.But as I do say so myself its a fair trade knowledge over beauty...And I'm glad that it is what it is suppost to be .I am not a freak but just simply nature the golden yet deffected taste of romanesque blood and makeshift lies.I am everything to nobody and nobody is everything to me.But I long for a simple and dictorial censorship of the teen ankx "love".It plagues every bone in my body and it tears at the keeness in my body and the morals of today twist and turn from the well planted seed of destruction with mild manner introductions.I know you've been hurt, torn shattered and frayed I know dreams have come and past and have been destroyed with the promises provided to you.I know you hide silently inside of yourself in the anguish I know you want to be saved but just speaking of it sends memories down your spine.You've been promised happiness oh so many times and still after every lie you still pick you your broen heart and repiece it back together.I know you long for love and not to be hurt.I know our tired of being used.I know your tired of the poisonous lies of makeshift romance.I know you desire the feeling of being loved,to be cared for, to be everything to someone.I know I long for it to.I know it seems as I read fro ma bok but I know how it feels for I am romance.I want tot love with all my heart,spirit and conformities.I want to love and care for "her" to give her something real,something thats unconditional,but sadly I have no one to thrive for.I have no love but I look for it.I can give everything to her, to love her mentally,emotionally,spiritually,platonically and so many other ways.But whome shalt hear the cries from the solitary confindments of a man without hope?
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| Age: 26 |
| Iloilo,
Philippines |
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