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Am a male dom 35, new at this, with no experience, any other doms willing to chat or give advice would appreciate it.

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11/30/2004 5:42:08 PM
Forgot, also someone has answered my message concerning a need for guidance in this new adventure, a good sign I think.

11/30/2004 5:40:36 PM
Ok so day 3 on this, which is quite new, I have always had an interest of sorts in this sort of thing, but never explored it. Been too busy being who and what I thought I was supposed to be. The whole smile and wink thing got me pretty far in life, so far one loses a since of self. Thinks he's supposed to be as even tempered and perfect as people think he is, or as he is supposed to be. But balance does say alot doens't it. I was a philosopher, long before I was a computer guy, and my favorite philosophies, were Chuang Tzu's teachings on the necessity of balance in all things. (It's there if you know where to look.) Anyway, as a "socialist" of sorts, I always scoffed at Ayn Rand, but deep down, new there was some truth to what she had to say. So that's where I'm at, just sort of un winding myself from a wall of confusions that I built myself. I'm quite the metaphysical mason that way. Also strangely enough this the first journal I have ever kept. Weird. Anyway, the long and short of it? I finally am embracing the my need to take control of situations in my life, instead of apologizing for things I needn't apologize for.

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DaddysBabygirl99
 
 Age: 34
 La Mirada, Washington